Chapter 1: Past Lives and Present Life

Finally, in a small town in the southern United States, he found the last drug lord. When the drug lord saw Wang Shuo's expressionless face again, he felt despair. Five years had passed, and he had traveled across much of the globe without being able to shake him off. No matter how much money he spent or how many bodyguards and assassins he hired, it was all in vain; in the end, he was still caught up with. Wang Shuo made no unnecessary movements and simply said, "You should not have taken her away from me"

He originally thought he would spend his life in solitude, but unexpectedly met her during a domestic special forces exercise, marking a turning point in his fate. On the battlefield of their performance, they transformed from rivals into comrades, and eventually became lovers. They had agreed to retire together before turning thirty and live a life of ordinary people. However, on that day, while he was training, he received a call from her, saying she had to go to Yunnan to carry out a mission to apprehend several drug lords, and she would be back soon. However, on that day, while he was training, he received a call from her, saying she had to go to Yunnan to carry out a mission to apprehend several drug lords, and she would be back soon

The woman lying in bed is his mother for this lifetime, and he has just realized that he should now be called Gongsun Xu. However, none of this matters to him. There is nothing worth caring about, especially since Gongsun Xu is still an infant. After experiencing so many cycles of life and death, Gongsun Xu now has a different perspective on life. If possible, perhaps living a simple and ordinary life would be a compensation for the previous lifetime.

He, or rather his soul, originally belonged to a Chinese special forces soldier named Wang Shuo from the 21st century. In his past life, he was an orphan from a young age and grew up to become a soldier. Through various hardships and challenges, he became an elite member of the People's Liberation Army. As a special forces soldier, he consistently undertook the most dangerous missions, and it was through these life-and-death challenges that he developed skills that ordinary soldiers could hardly attain, ultimately becoming the youngest instructor in the special forces.

"It is snowing again, Xu'er. Your father will be back in two months," a young woman said while sewing clothes at the door. "He will definitely be very happy to see you. Come, Xu'er, try on this dress to see if it fits."

Wang Shuo laughed at that time and said, "If you don't come back in a month, I will go to Yunnan to find you"

"Is this how it ends?" This question lingered in Wang Shuo's mind. Two months later, a teammate learned from internal sources about the drug lord's activities in Southeast Asia. Upon hearing this, Wang Shuo left without applying for permission from his superiors. He was gone for five years, during which he traversed much of the globe, hunting down one enemy after another. The domestic police were unable to locate Wang Shuo, and several attempts by special forces to bring him back were consistently evaded by him.

After speaking, he walked towards a little boy sitting by the window. The boy cooperatively tried on the clothes but did not speak; he simply kept looking at the snowflakes in the sky. "It has been almost three years; I have really been here for almost three years," was a thought that emerged in the boy's mind.

Is this a rebirth? I never expected such a thing to happen, but even if I am alive, what does it matter? This world will never again have her shadow.

When the maid placed him beside a woman lying on the bed, the only thought of the swaddled infant was, "The master had already named this child before he left to pursue his studies; he is called Xu'er. The Gongsun family has an heir now, but unfortunately, the master is not here."

"Alright, you said it yourself," she only jokes in front of Wang Shuo. "If I don't come back in a month, you must find me. If you don't come, I'll die in front of you, hehe, remember that." I thought it was just a brief separation, but unexpectedly, it turned into a permanent farewell.

He then dismembered the drug lord; this has been Wang Shuo's habit of killing over the past five years. He would not relent until his opponent died in pain and terror. With vengeance fulfilled, life lost all meaning. For five years, he had become a wanted criminal in the country, with no place to call his own, and no reason to cherish this world. In the end, he returned to the grave of his girlfriend at wwwhetushucom.com to end his own life. At the moment the gun fired, he thought he would feel nothing, but in the chaos, he heard a voice say, "His wife gave birth to a boy." He ultimately returned to the grave of his girlfriend at wwwhetushucom.com to end his own life. At the moment the gun fired, he thought he would feel nothing, but in the chaos, he heard a voice say, "His wife gave birth to a boy."

A man's love is a lifetime, and in a lifetime, there will only be one such love. When she departs forever, love ceases to exist. Even if life could start anew, the heart has long since withered.

When Wang Shuo and his teammates arrived in Yunnan, they found nothing. Later, they learned that the previous small team had been ambushed by the enemy, and many comrades had been blown to bits, including Wang Shuo's girlfriend, who also perished in this manner. After returning from Yunnan, Wang Shuo said nothing; he merely stared blankly at the sky.

A month later, a notification was received from above that the small team sent to Yunnan a month ago had suffered total casualties. This included Wang Shuo's girlfriend, and unfortunately, the bodies have not yet been found.