Chapter 5, Diary

She furrowed her brows, and the frustration that had been suppressed all day was ignited and released: "Get away from me! Don't touch me! Let go of me!"

His voice is deep, sending shivers down one's spine upon hearing it, with a magnetic quality and a raspy texture

This day has been truly terrible, encountering the inexplicable Zhang Tongqi in the morning, discovering at noon that my ex-boyfriend had deleted me from his friends list, and in the evening having to argue with the so-called sister

In his eyes, which are usually calm to the point of indifference, there burns a flicker of anger; the contours of his features become increasingly sharp in the dim light, and the muscles in his forearms are taut, evoking the image of a cheetah preparing to launch an attack

There is not even a subject

He was gripping the man's collar, his fist still raised in the air, but he stopped because of these two words

It is as if one is striving to restrain overwhelming emotions

The fundus is pitch black, instilling fear in the沉的人.

At noon, a sense of grievance welled up as she discovered that Lu Zhou had deleted her from his friends list. She glared at him fiercely and said, "So what does this make you now? Who the hell wants to maintain any connection with you? Go find your current girlfriend! Get lost!"

Next to the convenience store, there is a KTV that operates rather irregularly, and there are always some thugs hanging around. She has already noticed several ill-intentioned gazes directed at her.

— Shen Yihuan

There are always some people who cling on like a stubborn adhesive plaster, with a man's hand reaching out directly to embrace the waist of a young girl

Shen Yihuan felt that she had become a little zombie on the verge of becoming a corpse.

He holds the pen and writes down today's date

To smooth out one's edges, to learn to be sensible and understanding, is not so easy

Lu Zhou's breath had not yet calmed, and the immense anger and fear left him in a state of heightened alertness

Wrapped in leather, polished to a smooth finish, it is evident that it has been meticulously maintained by its owner

Only Lu Zhou can effortlessly make Shen Yihuan become the spoiled and arrogant Shen Yihuan of the past

Shen Yihuan angrily tossed the hot towel onto the sink

Shen Yihuan felt that the irritation she had managed to suppress was gradually consuming her once again

Shen Yihuan: "I have arrived"

The sharp teeth heavily struck against the delicate flesh, completely unaware of the need to restrain and the power of literature

The actions, however, are completely contrary.

After work, Shen Yihuan felt quite frustrated at the thought of returning home. After lingering in the studio for more than ten minutes, she finally walked out with her bag on her back and car keys in hand

It has now been taken away by someone

She freed her hand and struck Lu Zhou's face, but her wrist was seized and held down, making it impossible for her to break free

An angelic face, a devilish figure

After paying, I put the items into the shopping bag, and as soon as I went outside, I was approached by a man.

Generally, apart from the New Year, Shen Yihuan seldom returns home. The further the vehicle travels in that direction, the more suffocating the feeling in her heart becomes.

Shen Yihuan did not know what had provoked him, only that if she did not break free soon, her waist would be bruised.

She was uncertain about what the out-of-control Lu Zhou would do, and she was also unsure whether she still had the ability to calm him down

Shen Yihuan was almost stunned when she saw Lu Zhou's face, her eyes widening unconsciously

Shen Yihuan considered moving, but this place is close to the studio, and looking for a new house is troublesome, so the plan has been postponed repeatedly and ultimately set aside

After a moment of silence, Shen Yihuan was the first to break the quiet.

Shen Yihuan's hair was damp, and her eyes glistened as if they contained the reflection of the world. The nine-point jeans revealed an exceptionally slender ankle, accentuating her superior figure

He is not accustomed to being in crowded places, so after finishing his meal, he gave a gift and slipped out early by himself

He opened the drawer, which was completely clean, containing only a thick notebook.

How are you here

She had not yet reacted when she was pulled to the bottom of the dark corridor, her wrist was painfully restrained, and the smell of smoke from Lu Zhou enveloped her overwhelmingly.

Shen Yihuan gently stroked his wrist with her fingers, as if to soothe him: "Don't hit anymore, Lu Zhou."

The bedroom was cleaned very thoroughly, with not a speck of dust in sight, and it felt completely devoid of life. She rummaged through the cabinet but still could not find the camera

"I will give it to you," he insisted

Shi Jin then said: "Why not just give it to me, after all, it was bought for you by my father, so it belongs to me."

Where did he just touch you

The hand placed at her waist suddenly tightened

Separated for three years, she almost wavered, and today this incident occurred

His aura suddenly turned cold

Only this one book by Lu Zhou, without missing a single day, has been recorded for a full five years

The dim streetlights fall gently, illuminating even the fine strands of rain, casting their glow into the boundless, tranquil darkness.

She was silent, finally concluding a very unpleasant dinner, and she drove back to her apartment

After parking the car in the garage, she wandered across the street to the convenience store to buy some alcohol to drink

Shen Yihuan remained silent, casting him a cold glance before turning aside to avoid him and leaving

Mother's expression was somewhat awkward, and she instinctively glanced at Shi Jin across the room

Shen Yihuan reacted quickly and rushed forward to grab his arm

The window was slightly ajar, and the evening breeze rustled the papers, turning to the first page

This statement is not fabricated; she indeed has no appetite, and I am not sure if it is due to heatstroke

That camera, while not the most expensive or the best she has ever purchased, has been her companion for the longest time. She loved to tinker with such things during her studies, and that camera accompanied her through those most carefree moments.

My university classmate was already half-drunk; after a moment of distraction, the person beside me had vanished.

As soon as Mother finished speaking, Shi Zhenping came down the stairs with a warm smile, saying: "Yi Huan has arrived, are you busy with work?"

At the dining table, she said little, keeping her head down as she picked at her food, hardly even using her chopsticks

It is merely a smile, politeness, sweet words, and suppressing one's anger

Until that man was beaten to the point of howling in agony, Lu Zhou did not cease his actions

"You all enjoy yourselves; I shall not join in the fun," he said with a faint smile

Shen Yihuan frowned as she glared at the entangled man before her, clenching her fists as if contemplating what angle would best bring him down

Lu Zhou has a half-month holiday this time. Today, a university classmate is getting married, and coincidentally, he has invited him to dinner.

The firelight illuminated his light brown eyes

Lu Zhou's possessiveness towards her is excessively strong, and his desires for her border on obsession

Lu Zhou did not respond, and Hetushucom.com looked at her intently: "I will take you back."

"Hey, Team Leader Lu!" A former university classmate emerged from the darkness, "Everyone is drinking, why are you hiding here alone?"

Hmm. Shen Yihuan smiled at him, changed her shoes, and entered the house

After finishing her meal, she greeted everyone and went into her own bedroom. Before starting her job, she used to live here. During the Spring Festival last year, she also stayed here for two days and left a camera behind at that time

Write down three more characters

After entering the convenience store, she specifically noticed that the scanning machine this time was not broken. Then, she picked up a few cans of beer from the refrigerator and also grabbed a bag of milk candies

Silently, we arrived at the apartment building.

Lu Zhou extinguished the cigarette butt, turned around, and his gaze precisely captured a person, pausing for a moment.

Luzhou

Fighting was a common occurrence for her in her youth, and she was not afraid of such situations at all

She speaks without discretion and is at a loss for direction, yet finds herself imprisoned

After speaking, she lifted her leg and walked forward. Shen Yihuan stood in place for two seconds and had no choice but to follow.

I do not know whether I am desperately suppressing my loss of control or indulging in my unrestrained thoughts

After experiencing those changes, Shen Yihuan became sensitive. In the past, Shi Zhenping was truly sincere towards her. However, as the Shi family's wealth accumulated, she could increasingly sense the vigilance and wariness of everyone in the Shi family, from Shi Zhenping to the servants, fearing that she and her mother would take away their property

Er Jin raised her eyebrows and leisurely searched around her: "Your mother lent it to me for a while, it's in my car, but I still need to use it for a bit longer"

Shen Yihuan looked at her calmly and said, "That was given to me by my dad."

The man pressing against her remained completely unmoved, and Shen Yihuan felt as if her waist would snap at any moment, with his scorching breath enveloping her entirely

She simultaneously detests Lu Zhou's constraints and restrictions on her while being infatuated with his unwavering love for her.

Yihuan has a poor appetite today. Shizhenping picked up a piece of meat and placed it in her bowl

He originally did not have the habit of keeping a diary; the only reason he recorded this one was that it was popular to write couple's diaries while reading. Shen Yihuan insisted that he write, saying that both of them should write, and that they could exchange them to read in a few years.

Shen Yihuan lowered her gaze, still holding the fatty meat; she had always only eaten lean meat

Shen Yihuan frowned: "Let go! Lu Zhou! You are hurting me!"

He suddenly bent down and bit into Shen Yihuan's neck

This time it is mother's reprimand: "Shen Yihuan!"

As for the study, I just called him, and he came out.

The young girl lacks perseverance in everything she does, and after just half a month, she has grown too lazy to continue recording

After taking a shower

"Where is Uncle?" Shen Yihuan ignored her and went to the kitchen to wash her hands before coming out

Shen Yihuan has many cameras, and that one is not for work, so it has not been picked up yet

Her mother had just married Shi Zhenming when the Shi family was merely above average in terms of wealth. Nowadays, their business has grown increasingly larger, and their residence has transitioned from an ordinary neighborhood to the city center, and now to a villa in the affluent suburbs.

A sudden force yanked the back of the man's collar, causing the drunken man to lose his balance and fall awkwardly to the ground. He was then lifted by the collar and slammed against the streetlight, which shook violently with a loud crash.

"Not bad." She smiled as well

Only Shen Yihuan can make Lu Zhou lose control, provoking his obsession and stubbornness

The first line reads:

It is a bit too hot," she said

Shen Yihuan looked at herself in the mirror; the skin on her neck was broken, a deep crimson hue, tinged with streaks of blood

Stiff and unyielding, like a piece of iron, she could not move it, so she spoke up

All have been bitten and are bleeding

Shortness of breath

It is Shen Fu, not Shi Zhenping

This is a diary in which Lu Zhou recorded five years, during which he and Shen Yihuan were together for five years, from the second year of high school to the third year of university

Miss Shen is back! Manager Guan said cheerfully

Lu Zhou returned home and turned on the light

In the spacious house, brightly lit, Shi Jin sat cross-legged on the sofa, one long leg resting on the coffee table, applying nail polish, and had not given a proper glance since she entered.

You must not regret it; I will not let you escape

She calmly picked out the fatty meat and placed it on the plate, only to hear Shi Jin beside her impatiently click her tongue.

She is actually not unfamiliar with such a Lu Zhou

Shen Yihuan kicked the man and said, "Get lost."

In both work and family, she has a profound understanding of the importance of this principle, which can save a great deal of unnecessary trouble

The two people were sitting very close to each other, and Shen Yihuan did not dare to look at him. After a brief pause, she replied: "... ... the waist."

"Shen Yihuan." He spoke through gritted teeth, "I have let you go for three years, why do you still come to provoke me?"

Lu Zhou is simply a scumbag

Shi Zhenping frowned and reprimanded: "Shi Jin!"

The sky began to rain, and the temperature showed no signs of decreasing, only pulling the heat into sticky strands of rain that fell upon the body

When she was young, before her family experienced misfortune, her parents did not pay much attention to her, which developed her willful and headstrong temperament at that time. Later, after her mother remarried into the Shi family, living under someone else's roof, the most frequent advice her mother gave her was, "You need to be more obedient, don't argue with your sister, and maintain good relationships with them."

"I am leaving," said Lu Zhou

However, it is still manageable once one gets used to it

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"You finally came back, I was just about to call you," Mom complained, urging her to wash her hands quickly and get ready for dinner

The car quickly drove into the courtyard, and Shen Yihuan took a couple of deep breaths before stepping out of the car

Red nail polish is tacky

The faint scent of milk still lingered around the little girl, just like in high school, haunting his dreams and causing a throbbing pain in his temples.

Lu Zhou treats her very well, almost complying with her every wish, indulging all her whims and tantrums, but this is contingent upon her being well-behaved

After their first time, Shen Yihuan did not dare to go out for several days. It was summer, yet she could not wear short-sleeved tops or tank tops due to the dense kiss marks and the bruises from being grasped.

What nonsense!

"My home is just across the street," she said softly

Where is my camera? she asked after coming out

The brushwork is smooth, beautifully vigorous, and exhibits a strong and practiced bone structure

The pale blue smoke enveloped his brows and eyes, his profile blurred into an unapproachable distance of detachment and indifference amidst the smoke and the cold moonlight

He lit a cigarette, the glow of the ember flickering in the damp air