Chapter Seven, Our Youth Belongs to You and Me

I did not know whether to comfort him or to congratulate him. I stammered, "That's great, in the end, lovers have finally become a couple, you should be happy!"

I smiled and said, "How could it be? He cares about you so much, how could he not like you?"

But Moxiyi, you are the exalted Moxiyi, you cannot act this way, please do not do this, I do not wish for you to behave like this

What a sarcastic remark

He nodded slightly, raised his eyes to look at me, and said in a very firm tone: "Cheng Qingtong, do not waste your time"

What is the nature of love in this world, that it binds life and death together!

She saw that I was only worried about her and did not mean to blame her, and her expression became more relaxed. She said, "Don't worry, Qingtong, I can't rely on you to solve everything, can I? This time I want to train well and not always be like a three-year-old child by your side."

"Cai Qihang, stop talking, come, let's drink!" It seemed that all the comfort had become powerless, so I could only raise my glass and toast him.

Her brows furrowed slightly: "Xi Yi doesn't really like me; he just sees me as his sister. He only wants to protect me."

Ye Bihan has been busy packing things up, not knowing what to do. Just as I was about to ask her, she spoke: "Qingtong, if I don't accompany you during the last year of university life, can you manage on your own?"

I visited her at the hospital; her straight bangs were scattered across her forehead, no longer neatly arranged as before. Her jet-black hair and deep, dark eyes exuded a captivating aura. Her eyes were slightly red and swollen, as if she had been crying, yet at that moment, she appeared calm, wearing a smile.

When Wenrou passed away, I was particularly afraid, especially... I feared the separation of life and death, and felt even more heartbroken for her. From the moment she was born, she was sentenced to death; this feeling is something only she truly understood, but I understood it even more. The doctor said she would not live past twenty years old, and it was only with the meticulous care of her parents that she managed to hold on until now. When she left, she was holding my hand tightly, and her eyes were filled with so much sadness, reluctance, acceptance, and hope. I would rather it had been me who died, truly, why was it not me who died.

I nodded slightly, recalling that I once asked Ye Bihan whether Mo Xi would look good in colors other than black and white, given that he always wore those colors.

At this moment, Moxi Yi was unusually outspoken, no longer silent: "Lin Xiaozhu, be careful with your words. You lack the courage yourself, yet now you are pouring dirty water onto me..."

You walked towards me fearlessly for 99 steps, but I am sorry, I chose to take a step back and turn away

But I encountered you, such a special you. You often burst into my life with great energy, helping me fetch water, eagerly taking my turn to serve food, and even during meetings, you smile at me foolishly... I never realized that I could actually accept the love of others. I hope you will always be in my life, making such a commotion, but I cannot love you properly.

Am I supposed to be happy? Haha... Should I really be happy? What is there to be happy about? Should I be happy that my father's so-called true love abandoned him, and only then did he realize that what he should truly cherish is my mother? Or should I be happy that my mother has developed a chronic illness and can never fully recover?

Upon hearing this, he was momentarily taken aback, lowered his head, and tilted the empty cup towards his mouth a few times. Realizing there was nothing inside, he forcefully slammed the cup onto the table: "Cheng Qingtong, they have remarried."

Perhaps this is what youth is all about; whose youth is without regrets? Or perhaps it is precisely because of these regrets that it becomes even more precious

My mother's birthday is coming up, and I... I don't know what to give her. It seems that she doesn't particularly like the gifts I give her every year. You have many ideas, so I wanted to ask you.

But why can't we have it all

"Do not say another word. From now on, no discussions about love. That thing is better off without. If you say one more word, I will hit you!" I declared fiercely, but Moxi's face kept swaying in front of me. As the effects of the alcohol gradually set in, we both felt like abandoned wanderers in this world, each lamenting our own sorrows.

No one understands the feeling of laughing while crying, only I do

At this moment, I seem to have let go of many things and no longer cling to certain emotions. Ye Bihan has also gradually emerged from the shadow of the last incident. Ultimately, one must return to life and start anew.

I am numb

Lin Xiaozhu saw him and me standing together, and her face suddenly lost its color; she turned and walked away

Regardless of whether you can hear it or not, it no longer matters from this point forward

The next day, I went to the airport to see him off and secretly stuffed a few hundred yuan that I had saved into his bag, which he did not notice—being away from home, he would surely need it. He embraced me easily, and I patted his shoulder, telling him to take care of himself.

Enough, enough, just let it go!

His movements halted the moment my words were spoken, his eyes fixed straight ahead, his brows furrowed tightly. I did not know why I had to ask this question, nor did I understand what significance there was in asking it now, yet the words were on the tip of my tongue, spilling out.

She put down what she was holding, turned her face, and with a serious and reluctant expression said: "Qingtong, I have applied for a three-plus-one program with the school. In the final year, I will be studying abroad. I have already discussed this matter with my family, and my parents have agreed. They also hope that I can go out and see the world..."

I cannot speculate whether they will harbor resentment towards each other after their breakup, but I clearly know that the feeling of being abandoned by a loved one is very painful, extremely painful.

Although I said not to talk about love anymore, Cai Qihang keeps mentioning He Huanhuan, the He Huanhuan of the past, the He Huanhuan of the present, and even fantasizes about the future where He Huanhuan marries him as his wife

We went to a music bar, a place that is not very loud or boisterous, yet allows one to fully express their sorrow under dim lighting, without the need to conceal the emotions on one's face, as no one can clearly see your face and the sadness it bears

Once I was intoxicated because of you, now I am intoxicated in your company

remarriage

It suddenly dawned on me that she was not joking with me; she seemed serious. I jumped out of bed, leaned in front of her, and pressed her, saying: "Ye Bihan, you need to clarify this for me. What exactly is going on? What do you mean by 'you can rest assured'?"

Oh, I suppose I have been a bit tired lately. Did you come to see me for something?

I waved at him with particular joy, but he passed by me without any sign of happiness.

When I saw this text message, all I wanted to do was cry. Not because the content of the message was particularly moving, but because for the first time in such a long time, I finally received a response

And this time, I received a response. There was only about a dozen seconds in between.

His face was slightly flushed from the sting of alcohol, and the disappointment on his face gradually transformed into despair, which in turn morphed back into disappointment. He said, "Qingtong, I spoke to her. I will work hard and ensure she has a good life, but she won't even give me that chance. She said she cannot see a future..."

He laughed heartily: "Rest assured, at that time, it is absolutely impossible for the nanny to come out to deal with you. The nanny is so busy that she won't be able to attend to you; it will definitely be the security guard who will handle you... Haha..."

Aren't you also someone I admire...

What is the matter? Is there something you need to discuss with me today?

My tears instantly streamed down, falling like beads that had come loose from a string

"Who are you calling coward!" I am well aware of Lin Xiaozhu's temper; even a single wrong word can trigger him. How could he be calm at this moment? As he spoke, he pushed Mo Xiyi forward. Mo Xiyi retaliated, and I was worried that they would really start fighting, so I hurriedly stepped in to break it up, shouting loudly: "Stop fighting! Can't we talk things over calmly?" Unexpectedly, a fist struck me, and seeing that I was hurt, Mo Xiyi quickly protected me and pulled me aside.

What a hurtful thing to say

I supported him as we exited the bar, he swayed unsteadily, and it was difficult for me to stand firm. Sitting by the street, I hazily recalled the past

My eyes widened, and my mouth could probably swallow his fist; I did not expect him to make such an incredible decision.

Moxi, if you have anything to say or any grievances, just express them. Do not keep them bottled up inside, and do not let yourself feel so dejected. I do not like you this way

However, when I saw the boy next to me, I suddenly felt fortunate, fortunate to have him, who has given me so many bittersweet experiences, fortunate to have him, which has made my youth not a journey in vain

I am only three years old in front of you, and I need you to make decisions on everything

He drank one cup after another, while I sat beside him, sobbing incessantly. His voice echoed in my ears, each story he told replaying in my mind, especially the last sentence

And I, ultimately buried by you in this despair, will never appear again. Everything I have done for you has thus become nothingness

On that day, he unexpectedly invited me to meet at the restaurant

You walked towards me fearlessly for 99 steps, but I am sorry, I chose to take a step back and turn away

I sent a message to Moxi, the content of the text is: Senior Mo, in fact, it is not important what gift you give, as long as it is something you have prepared with care, Aunt Mo will definitely like it. The flowers you sent before were too impractical, and she cannot use the perfume either. It would be better if you made a cake yourself and delivered it to her personally

She suddenly turned her head to look at me, her eyes almost instantly filled with tears and emotion: "Thank you, Qingtong, this is the best comfort I have ever heard"

I slowly leaned down to his ear and softly whispered, "Moxi Yi, I love you"

At this moment, he has become the figure I had imagined, sitting right in front of me, yet I no longer feel the excitement I once had.

I did not ask much, I simply said "Okay"

He looked up at me and smiled directly, but that smile, seen with the eyes, made one feel heartache

Senior Mo, you just called me! Why did you drink so much alcohol? It is harmful to your health!

He remained silent, tilting his head to look at me, his face flushed under the influence of alcohol, his eyes bright like shining stars in the night sky, his eyelashes fluttering, and his eyelids heavy, as if he had to exert effort just to keep them open

"Moxi, if it weren't for the gentle departure, would you accept me?" I stopped crying, turned my body, and looked at him

The situation was somewhat awkward

She looked up, seemingly sensing the reproach in my tone: "Qingtong, please don't be angry. I was afraid you would disagree with my leaving. If you disagree, I might soften my heart, and if I soften my heart, I might really be unable to leave."

I held her hand in reverse and softly whispered in her ear: "Gentle one, do you know? I particularly envy you, for at the most beautiful age, you have waited for the one you love the most. Is there anything more wonderful in this world than that?"

After hanging up the phone, I curled up on the bed, tightly hugging my knees, as if this could make me feel a little safer, as if this could shield me from any disturbances and harm

I would rather you remain the serious and aloof person you once were than to see you as the fragile and vulnerable person you are now. I do not wish to make you sad or to see you hurt. This version of you causes me heartache and makes it impossible for me not to feel sorrow alongside you

Seeing him become this way still causes a faint pain in my heart, perhaps because I have hidden too much helplessness and suffering within, which has led to today's drinking to drown my sorrows

If it were not for her serious illness, I believe I would still be living a somewhat carefree life. Her condition suddenly worsened, completely beyond my expectations. I thought that with the help of Moxi Yi, she would gradually improve, but to my surprise, it only deteriorated.

The night breeze was cool, and I helped him up, unsteadily making our way to the car. Your eyes were tightly closed, and your eyelashes cast shadows on your face; you had fallen asleep while I remained awake. This city was still awake, and it is always those who have not been numbed who feel the pain, gazing at the vibrant lights and colors outside the car window, filled with countless emotions.

Moxi, you have not been gone for long, yet there are new faces laughing; your emotional life is quite rich indeed

I cannot claim to possess anything regarding the past, present, and future of Moxi Yi

It is as if you long to eat a piece of cake, yet you lack the money to buy it. You think about this piece of cake day and night, dreaming of tasting it. Finally, one day, you have saved enough money to purchase this cake, and the first emotion you feel is not joy, but a desire to cry

That period of time was truly warm and beautiful. I once thought I was about to become radiant, that I was about to step out of the shadows. But at that moment, tenderness died. Someone who grew up with me and loved me deeply suddenly left, and it felt as if a large piece was suddenly missing from my heart. Qingtong, can you understand this feeling

Cai Qihang, since you have already made up your mind, you must achieve something remarkable before returning

Hello? Work buddy, what made you free to call me today? Although it has been a long time since we last met, we are the kind of friends who can skip the greetings when answering the phone

I was taken aback and immediately began to cultivate a sense of sorrow, only to be ruthlessly interrupted by this person

Oh, so that's how it is... Then why not just call directly, why go through all this trouble...

Finally, when I found him in the corner, he was already completely drunk

"How would you know I wouldn't support you if you don't say anything? When did I become your stumbling block?" I turned my head and sat down on her bed, saying, "I am worried that you might get bullied when you go out alone. Don't you remember last time... Every time, I am the one who helps you deal with things. If you encounter any problems outside that you can't solve, how can I not be worried, as your sister?"

On that day, after I hurriedly arrived at the bar mentioned by Moxi, I felt a constant sense of anxiety, worried that something might happen to him. Therefore, as soon as I received his call saying he was drinking at the bar, I put down the book in my hand, turned around, and ran, hardly daring to delay for even a moment

My heart seems to have suddenly fallen into an ice cellar, and I cannot help but feel disappointed as I look at his sarcastic and mocking demeanor, which is laced with barbs.

Moxi asked with concern, "Qingtong, are you alright? You really didn't need to intervene just now; I wouldn't have been hurt. Please don't be so reckless in the future." He stood in front of me, speaking gently, but at that moment, I could no longer feel any joy; I simply nodded in response.

Sobbing, trembling, as if under an endless and terrifying curse

Xiao Han, why didn't you inform me about this matter in advance

Moxi and I came out together, as if we had made an agreement, without mentioning our feelings at all

He shook his head, seemingly not hearing my words: "The girl I have a crush on is named Xiao Nuan. She, like you, loves to laugh, and her smile is very beautiful. Every time I see her smile, I can't help but be infected by it, wanting to laugh along with her. I often like to sit by the classroom window and secretly watch her, seeing her smile as she passes by my window. That is something I do every day. But that day, I waited for her for a long time, and she never came, she just never came. Later, I found out that she had been in a car accident, and she would never again appear by my window with her bright smile..."

When he said to have a meal together, I felt an inexplicable sense of panic in my heart, as if something was about to happen

It was over, and the atmosphere became melancholic again

Moxi, when will you be able to take that final step for me

Do not rush to speak; I plan to start a business in City B, a coastal city, which will always offer more opportunities than inland areas

I let out a faint "oh" as I locked eyes with her, and neither of us spoke a word

Goodbye, Cai Qihang, and may you have a smooth journey. In the years of youth, you are a brave warrior; a warrior is not dictated by fate, and you will surely obtain everything you desire

I felt a bit embarrassed: "Hi! What do you mean by that? You're being so distant. But are you really going out of town?" I pushed his shoulder gently, trying to appear nonchalant.

He was wearing a yellow sweatshirt, a color that rarely appears on him, as he generally only wears darker shades. Therefore, when I saw him in the restaurant today, I was pleasantly surprised and somewhat curious

I have always been nothing more than an outsider

He and I strolled through the campus, engaging in a multitude of conversations, discussing both the good and the bad, the useful and the useless, covering everything in detail. This candid exchange brought me a sense of contentment and comfort. I said, "Cai Qihang, if you become wealthy in the future or make a name for yourself, don't forget about me. When I come to borrow money, make sure your family’s maid is the one to send me away..."

Cai Qihang, are you not joking with me!

Because in that period of love where I invested my hard work and sincerity, he once had feelings for me

"Come have a drink with me tonight." It is evident that he is in a bad mood and feeling quite dejected at this moment

She lowered her eyelids, no longer looking at me, let out a soft sigh, and turned her face away

After enduring these pains for a long time, I have also immersed myself in Xiao Nuan's smile for many years. I once thought that I would never be able to escape, that I would remain lost in her world forever. However... Mo Xi suddenly looked up at me, and in her eyes was an endless tenderness.

People say that when a person is injured, they do not cry; they will hold on and get through it alone. However, when someone comforts them, they will instantly break down and release their emotions

Senior Mo, I am fine. I will think carefully about the gift matter when I return today, and I will call you to inform you afterwards

Everyone carries wounds in their hearts, and everyone also harbors helplessness within. Since one cannot speak out, it is perhaps better to remain silent.

Moxi, you see, both the past and the present are because of you

However, God is always fair. He gives some people love, yet does not grant them enough time to love; He gives some people time, yet does not bestow upon them love; He gives some people both love and time, yet does not teach them to cherish it... Ultimately, there are always more regrets than life itself, leaving everyone with a sense of regret

After returning, I called Lin Xiaozhu, wanting to explain today's events to him. I was not colluding with Moxi to target him, but this fellow is stubborn and did not answer the call. So, I simply decided to ignore him.

I was initially taken aback, thinking that he was merely having an argument with He Huanhuan, but I did not expect it to be this serious

"Qingtong, you... sit down." His eyes were almost in a hazy state, and at that moment, he probably saw two of me. He reached out several times but couldn't grasp my hand, so I had no choice but to extend mine. I obediently sat down next to him and drank the wine from his glass in one gulp

Look, the sun is shining brightly, and the years are peaceful

Hearing this sentence, I inexplicably felt a bit sad, indeed, I can also become such a quiet person

He nodded slightly. I wept and smiled.

Qingtong, I am serious. In life, there is not only love; a good man has ambitions that reach far and wide. I should cherish the present time well

I know this feeling, it is called despair

Repairing the cracks and reapplying beautiful stickers, will the wounds cease to exist? Can marriage return to its former state? Only after experiencing pain while playing outside do we realize the importance of returning home; is this what loyalty to marriage means? It is too false... too false...

Qingtong! How did you come here! Come, sit down and have a drink with me!

Although the situation at that time formed a one-to-two scenario, my combat capability was negligible, and the reason Lin Xiaozhu turned and left was probably because he disliked that I was not standing on his side

After a moment of reminiscing, we each returned to our own lives.

It was only about a week later that I met Wenrou again, but it was at her funeral. Fate has a way of playing tricks on people, making everyone appear foolish.

When Cai Qihang called, I was daydreaming in bed. Seeing his name flashing on my phone screen made me realize that I hadn't seen him for a long time. Occasionally, when I log into the game, he is never online. It seems that he has been quite busy since starting work

That night, Ye Bihan and I talked until deep into the night, covering topics from who was weaned first to what we would be like at eighty years old, still smiling foolishly at each other without teeth, and still engaging in long conversations throughout the night

Cai Qihang raised his glass, took a big gulp, and said in a low voice: "Qingtong, I have broken up..."

You see, the laughter remains, and youth is still present

The sentence is too long; only after I have processed it do I realize that the matter of remarriage, whether it exists or not, is inherently a painful one

I hope you will always be in my life, making such noise, yet I cannot love you properly

I do not like you like this

That was the first time I encountered a different Moxi, who acted like a child, being playful and affectionate towards me. Upon seeing me, he reached out his arms and pulled me closer to him. The moment his arm touched mine, I froze; I had never been so intimately close to him before, nor had I ever stood so near to observe him, to the extent that I could even feel his breath.

Qingtong! Her hand tightened around mine, "He likes me, but not in a romantic way. However, I... took advantage of my illness to bind him to my side, causing you to be unable to be with him..."

She chuckled softly and said, "You only know how to talk big. Seeing you like this, I feel relieved..."

Having said that, he turned and left

Xi Yi, you should not be like this... In fact, love is not a simple matter, and marriage is even more challenging. There will always be various problems that arise, and only those who can overcome the obstacles and ultimately come together are the truly suitable partners.

He saw the doubt on my face and asked, "How is it? Does this color look suitable when worn?"

I took a step forward and sat beside her. She raised her arm, and I reached out my hand. She held my hand, her eyes fixed on my fingers, and then she turned her gaze to me, her clear big eyes incredibly endearing. I thought that if it weren't for Moxi Yi, I would have likely become a close friend with Wenrou, sharing everything with each other.

Cheng Qingtong, do not waste your time

I was furious and chased after him to hit him, but this kid was too quick and I couldn't catch him. Thus, we started to chase and fight in the campus...

Why is it that someone like me, who desires only love and is willing to sacrifice everything, has not a single person to love, while those who are deeply loved lack even the courage to bear a little risk

Appropriate, very appropriate

The train of youth has traveled a great distance, with endless scenery along the way, yet I have long since transformed from the initially lively and eagerly expectant passenger into the current version of myself, battered and burdened with numerous sorrows.

His tone became intense as he pounded on the table. I silently refilled his glass with wine and poured some for myself. I remained silent, listening to him recount those stories, both the ones I knew and the ones I did not.

Gentle one, I sincerely wish I could be you, I long to exchange roles with you, even if only for a day, an hour, a minute, or a second... At least I could rightfully make him love me, and I could openly leave a kiss on his lips.

Moxi, I understand

Silence lingered for a while

Upon arriving, you immediately apologized, leaving me utterly confused: "Gentle one, why are you apologizing to me? You have done nothing wrong to me."

Human hearts remain difficult to fathom; we have been too demanding and too greedy

After I expressed my disdain for him, I suddenly felt truly pathetic

The night is quiet, the years are long, and our friendship will exist eternally

Every bite you take will remind you of the efforts you once put into this cake, and you will recall the bittersweet past; only after these emotions have passed will there be a sense of fulfillment

He said: "Thank you, Qingtong, I understand."

That is certainly the case

In the photograph, she smiles joyfully, with two charming dimples beneath a row of pearly white teeth. Her eyes are jet black, and while God bestowed upon her a sweet visage, He did not grant her enough time

I am serious. Tomorrow's flight, before I leave, I want to come and see you, and I also want to thank you. In fact, over these past few days, I have been able to get through it all thanks to your constant companionship. You also know that boys often talk about things they do not understand, and they can be impatient. Fortunately, I have a friend like you who helped me get through it!

"Student, why don't you ever call me even though you're not busy all day?" The familiar voice carries an inexplicable warmth; although it seems to be scolding me, there is no hint of blame in it.

After a long time, I finally emerged from this feeling. Ye Bihan looked at me with a strange expression and asked, "Qingtong, what is wrong with you?"

Only after she fell into a deep sleep did I leave. She had only spoken with me for a short while about books before becoming utterly exhausted, her body weak, and her condition had worsened to such an extent that I had never anticipated. The girl who once seemed like a poem or a painting has, in just over a year, become like this. Thinking back to the first time I saw her, I cannot help but feel a sense of melancholy.

Many people cried until their eyes were red, and many others cried until their makeup was ruined. However, Mo Xi stood silently in front of her portrait, dazed and unmoving. The fitted black suit elongated his figure, and the heavy dark circles under his eyes resembled applied eyeshadow, as he stared vacantly at the black-and-white photograph.

I sit beside him, yet it feels as though there is a galaxy separating us. I cannot enter his heart, for it is filled with too many things.

He does not even need to say anything more; I already know what his next sentence will be

He gave a wry smile and said helplessly, "It is impossible; I understand her character, she will not turn back."

Cheng Qingtong, you are truly wonderful, very wonderful. However, I am really, truly sorry

Qingtong, I am sorry Her voice was very weak

I just arrived, and Ye Bihan said you were here, so I came to find you. I just resigned, and I won't have to go to work anymore.

Moxi, you see, my entire youth has been you

After she graduated, she took the entrance exam for graduate school. She is truly outstanding and was accepted. Subsequently, she intends to continue her studies, but my meager salary is simply insufficient to support the two of us... We have argued about this too many times; it has been really exhausting.

Cai Qihang, being together with someone is inherently about breaking up and getting back together. Don't be too sad; perhaps tomorrow you will reconcile! I feigned ease, trying my best to comfort him

And I am the one who comforts Moxi. My existence is a form of solace

I hurriedly said: "Gentle, please do not misunderstand. Moxi never loved me to begin with, and this has nothing to do with you. You do not need to feel guilty towards me; you owe me nothing. Right now, you just need to focus on recovering from your illness, and do not think about anything else, understood?"

His parents have remarried

I was somewhat surprised, but I still responded to him with a smile as I left the classroom

But gentle one, do you know? This is not consolation; it is the love you truly possess. If you did not genuinely have it, from where could I offer you comfort?

In the end, only the calm word "suitable" remains

I recall the day I saw He Huanhuan, a girl who appeared innocent and kind-hearted, while Cai Qihang is famously known as a good man. I truly cannot fathom why they would choose to part ways

The bar was bustling with people, making it extremely difficult to find someone. Moreover, the music was too loud, rendering phone calls inaudible. I had no choice but to search one by one, not daring to miss anyone.

I thought she was just speaking casually, so I didn't respond to her seriously: "Of course not, without you to attend to me, how can I go to the bathroom, eat, or take a shower! I would definitely be so anxious that I couldn't eat or sleep at night!"

A bright smile adorned his face, the most inspiring and resolute smile I have ever seen. I had never witnessed him smile so steadfastly after having been hurt.

After Wenrou left, I thought that I would no longer have any intersection with Moxi. He was also about to graduate, and leaving was just a matter of time. When that day comes, it would be the end of our fate.

I was originally studying in the study room, preparing for an exam, when I looked up and stretched lazily, only to see Cai Qihang. He waved at me and smiled happily.

His words are truly inspiring, marking a departure from his previous despondent demeanor. I am genuinely happy for him that he is able to pull himself together

At that moment, I suddenly saw Lin Xiaozhu and a few friends walking towards me, probably also coming to this restaurant for a meal. I hadn't seen him for a long time, and upon seeing him, I felt a sense of reunion with an old friend

On that day, I bid him farewell gently. I was overwhelmed with sadness, drinking to drown my sorrows, and I stumbled along this very street.

Do not waste time, go and do what you want to do

He let out a light sigh: "Cheng Qingtong, it turns out you can also become such a quiet person"

I witnessed the entire process of Cai Qihang recovering from a breakup, and he occupied most of my time. I was either accompanying him for drinks or playing games with him. The phrase 'brothers in arms' probably refers to us, which temporarily left me no time to think about Moxi Yi

"It's nothing, I just want to eat the cake from Yilin's family." After saying this, I smiled and fell asleep with this beautiful dream

Does that mean that, in his heart, I am very important

Remarriage

If there is an if

He raised his head; the light was dim, yet it was still possible to see that his eyes were filled with bloodshot veins. He took a deep breath, as if desperately suppressing his emotions: "Qingtong, life is too difficult. I just started working, earning little, and living a hard life... but He Huanhuan... she cannot endure a hard life..." As soon as he finished speaking, he let out a mocking smile, as if ridiculing his own incompetence, or perhaps mocking the fragility of love. He took a deep breath again, seemingly still struggling to suppress his emotions: "Qingtong, life is too difficult. I just started working, earning little, and living a hard life... but He Huanhuan... she cannot endure a hard life..." As soon as he finished speaking, he let out a mocking smile, as if ridiculing his own incompetence, or perhaps mocking the fragility of love.

When did you arrive, and why didn't you say anything about it? Don't you have to work today

He must have drunk too much to have forgotten that he just called me