Chapter 8, Departure
With subordinates nearby, he had to restrain his desire to find her. Now, as the car had just driven onto the elevated highway, he could hardly wait to dial Shu Guan's number once again
She truly believes that she is strong enough not to shed a single tear
"Next time?" Shu Guan's tone was somewhat peculiar, almost as if mocking, as she let out a soft laugh
This time, the investigation against him is not merely about tax evasion; there may also be issues of false endorsement. However, as you are aware, much of the so-called biotechnology today is often just a gimmick. Whether this matter will be exposed depends on the public relations strategies employed
Huo Yongning loosened his tie and said, "You go and communicate with the other party, just say that I have something urgent, the meeting tomorrow will end at noon, and I will return to Huaicheng in the afternoon"
Shu Guan bounced out from under the prayer flags, standing in front of him, obediently allowing him to wrap a scarf around her, leaving only a pair of lively eyes visible: "Is it ready?"
Shu Guan seemed to see her younger self from over a decade ago sitting up, looking at the unrestrained animal in the corner, and then rushing over while hugging a buckwheat pillow
The fierce wind whipped up large flurries of snow. When Huo Yongning reached her side, she grasped his arm, slowly crouched down, and tilted her head to the side, looking at him weakly.
Settle the payment, yet the driver uncle is still unwilling to leave: "Little girl, have you found a place to stay? Don't be angry with your boyfriend."
On Wednesday, Huo Yongning left earlier than Shu Guan
He did not expect her to suddenly bring up Nian Nian, and he was momentarily taken aback: "At that time, her health was very poor, and while she was hospitalized... a great fire broke out, claiming many lives..."
What is wrong? Are you ill
"Is it Sun Chen?" he asked, "The insider information you asked me about a few months ago, the money you made, was it all for him?"
She said softly, "I am sorry, I do not love you"
From time to time, believers pass by, adding ghee to the oil lamps as an act of offering
He knelt down with her and listened as she softly said: "Huo Yongning, let's part ways."
Why does he seem so familiar?
However, the director was somewhat confused, "The group rarely offers such conditions; I need to consult Mr. Huo."
She slowly released her grip, tilted her head back, and said to him, "I also want to go down and take a breath."
She glanced at Huo Yongning, who was walking back with the fruit, and said softly, "Do not act for the time being; we will discuss it again when I return"
Unknowingly, she wrapped her arms around his neck, tightening her grip more and more. Tears silently streamed down her face, falling onto the back of his neck. As for the reason for her tears, she truly could not think of one; she just felt a bit embarrassed, reached up to wipe her eyes, and simply said: "I just... feel so uncomfortable from lack of oxygen"
"Indeed... I have confirmed that I am pregnant, so I must break up with you," Shu Guan said softly. "I cannot keep this child. Do you understand? You have sacrificed so much for one thing; how could you give up just as you are nearing the finish line?"
She widened her eyes, staring at him in disbelief
Is this a girl's name? She frowned in doubt, "Huo Gaoyuan?"
Rather than being concerned about gains and losses, it resembles a sense of unease
She glanced at her watch; it was ten minutes to five. In fact, he was as punctual as could be, never arriving early, but certainly never late—whether as a companion or a secretary, her awareness of his adherence to the concept of time had become deeply ingrained.
No. He is a bit stubborn, "Very good."
He lit a cigarette, sat down on the sofa, and in the depths of his long and bright eyes, there was a faint shadow: "Did you go to the hospital?"
Zhong Nan selected two pairs of shoes, handed over the credit card, and had a somewhat serious expression
He pretended to be somewhat angry: "Do you think I am holding you back?"
The plastic bag in hand suddenly became light, split open from the bottom, and the oranges rolled all over the ground
A warm feeling was once again gently prodded in my heart
What? He was completely baffled
This time is considered the off-season; in fact, only about ten to twenty cars are stuck. Huo Yongning put on her clothes and said, "I will go take a look too." As she spoke, she glanced down at the hand that was unwilling to let go and softly reassured, "Don't be afraid, I will be back soon"
Two hours later, at Barkhor Street in Lhasa, although it is nearly seven o'clock, there is no sign of sunset here at all
He rarely made a cold joke this time, slowly saying: "I went to throw up"
Just two days after leaving, the autumn chill has already swept through this city
Huo Yongning has probably returned to Huaicheng, but he cannot find her.
Shu Guan felt as if her waist was about to break from sitting too long. She bounced around a few times in the hotel lobby, only to be halted by a piercing gaze. After quickly completing the check-in process, Huo Yongning escorted her back to her room and almost rushed out the door in a state of urgency.
She took it with confusion; it was a contract for suspension from duty while retaining her position
Shu Guan fell silent for a moment: "Aunt, you should know that if you continue to make money, I will also receive dividends, right? So, how could I joke about money?"
Apart from this, she could not think of any other adjectives
She bumped into his chest, and through his shirt and suit, she could vaguely feel his body heat. That familiar sensation caused her a moment of daze. As Huo Yongning glanced down at her, his deep-set eyes reflected a complex mix of emotions. With a gentle push, he urged her away from him, his words already tinged with impatience: "Come in"
You take advantage of his affection to act recklessly; while he, because of his fondness for you, willingly endures it with pleasure
This idea suddenly disoriented her thoughts, as if she had been walking along a path planned for over twenty years. Just as she was nearing the end, someone told her, "Shall we take another route? The destination of that path is not a cold end, but filled with warm sunlight. Shall we walk together?"
He stared at her blankly, knowing that the slap just now had been quite severe, as her lips were already cracked. However, when he received Zhan Feng's call and hurriedly interrupted the meeting to come out, he still held onto a glimmer of hope deep down. After all, that night, he had indeed seen unexpected joy in her eyes. But in the blink of an eye, she mercilessly stabbed him with a knife, using all her strength, showing no signs of mercy.
"Go ahead and hit me," she said softly, "I know I deserve it, just go ahead and hit me."
She walked back to her room, avoiding the haphazardly piled cushions, while the clerk stared at her blankly—this young girl had been like a plant on the verge of withering away for the past week, beautiful yet barely clinging to life
He pulled the quilt over her, noticing her fair little face still furrowed in a frown. Unable to resist, he reached out his finger, attempting to gently smooth her brow, and finally placed a kiss on it, his heart brimming with tenderness. In a voice only he could hear, he said: "Before our little princess arrives, I will protect you like that too"
Whether one will experience altitude sickness is akin to winning the lottery
For the following week, she stayed at a youth hostel that she had casually found. She requested a single room, but the conditions were naturally not comparable to those of a hotel. However, there was a large courtyard downstairs, filled with sofas and cushions, where one could sit and daydream
The entire journey of the visit was uphill, and Huo Yongning intentionally slowed his pace.
He seemed somewhat surprised, briefly said a few words before hanging up the phone, and said to Huo Yongning: "Shu Guan has resigned"
"Don't be afraid, little girl, we will arrive in just over two hours," the optimistic driver said, "I guarantee you will reach there safely and return to Lhasa safely as well"
However, this unease did not last long. Before the test even began, she felt a heaviness in her lower abdomen, accompanied by some soreness. Looking down, her heart instantly felt as if it had been doused with millennia of ice and snow, solidifying into a hard, unyielding mass
The itinerary was readjusted, and Huo Yongning boarded the flight back to Huaicheng at 2 PM the following afternoon on time
"It tastes very refreshing, just give it a try!" Shu Guan urged him with kind words
Most of the milk tea shops have already closed. It was only with the guidance of hotel staff that Shu Guan found this small shop hidden in an alley within a residential area.
Why do you want to avoid it
She gritted her teeth: "I feel unwell"
He never showed any intention of leaving, and she silently watched his back before turning to leave
Huo Yongning smiled and replied, "She is quite bold."
If time could flow backward and space could traverse, she would surely return to that moment... gently embrace that helpless little girl and tell her: "Don't be afraid, you are doing great."
This time, upon waking up, I have already arrived in Shigatse
But he did not. He took a deep breath, and then, as if he had exhausted all his strength, said: "So what now, with me like this... between him and me, do you still choose him?"
Do you have that kind of good patience with yourself now?
"Have you held on enough?" he said gently, "If you are willing to let me go for a moment, I would like to go buy a piece of clothing first"
Shu Guan secretly scoffed; in fact, Sun Chen had not disclosed the truth, which was quite considerate of him to protect them. However, for those who are insatiably greedy, it would instead feel like a hindrance to their path to wealth. Yet, she did not reveal a hint of this in her expression and smiled as she said, "Sun Chen can be a bit too cautious at times. How about this, I will sort out the general situation and send a copy to Uncle later, so that you can feel at ease."
She let out a soft "oh," reached out her hand, and gently stroked it.
The progress bar slowly filled up as she stared at the screen, intently waiting for a response
It was a call from Zhong Nan, inviting her to have tea in the evening
Did I say that? Shu Guan also looked surprised, vaguely recalling that she had said something in a half-asleep state, "Are you feeling alright?"
He chuckled softly, as if rendered speechless by the unreasonable antics of the young girl
I have now succeeded, I have earned a large sum of money, and he has returned
She wanted to slowly withdraw her hand, while clearing her throat and saying: "Huo Yongning, my menstrual cycle is often irregular"
She spoke some childish words in a somewhat incoherent manner, and Huo Yongning couldn't help but laugh: "What you say does make some sense."
He needs to rush to the airport, and Zhan Feng is already waiting for him at the entrance of the community. They will go on a two-day business trip to inspect a project. Due to the involvement of certain commercial secrets, the negotiations will be conducted in a closed manner, and his phone will be turned off during working hours
"It can be done," the driver replied readily. "This road often has accidents; once the tow truck arrives and clears the road, it will be fine."
What was unexpected was that the director said nothing at all, but took out a pre-prepared contract from the drawer and said: "Here, take a look."
Her mind was still somewhat unclear, and only after she spoke the words "Which one?" did she realize, her cheeks slightly flushed. It had actually been more than half a month since then, and she had always thought it was due to the immense pressure during this period, never considering other possibilities.
Once, he was coughing severely, and she, listening nearby, was somewhat worried it might be pneumonia. He still insisted on not going to the hospital, even when the doctor advised him to do so; he merely replied with a calm "I won't go".
Of course, he is still the spokesperson for that amino acid beverage from Manwen
The effect of hanging water is the best, but young people, with good physical fitness, will gradually adapt after a few days of enduring it, the doctor said with great understanding
In fact, the locals are well aware that there is a highly effective method for tourists to alleviate altitude sickness. By simply administering glucose and some altitude sickness medication in the hotel, one can feel lively and energetic the very next day
She couldn't contain her impatience and asked, "Are you looking for me?"
Isn't that so? Han Shenglin made such a large sum, and yesterday he confidently responded to the acquisition news from Ruide. Sun Chen said somewhat sarcastically, "He really thinks he has that capability now. By the way, Guanguan, how long is this money safe to keep?"
"No time, is it?" He let out a cold laugh, "Do you want me to take the trouble to check Sun Chen's residence and have someone look for you room by room?" He paused for a moment and then said, "Or should I first help you find out where Sun Chen is?"
She merely wished to linger for a moment, while he was still by her side. From that point onward, even if she walked on the edge of a knife, with blood all around, she would continue on her own.
The atmosphere instantly froze.
Her lips suddenly turned black and purple, just like his yesterday. Shu Guan could no longer even manage a smile and pulled aside her scarf to breathe heavily.
He looked at her inquisitively and asked, "Does Mr. Huo know?"
Watching his small figure leave, she lay there, fear gradually rising from the depths of her heart, like a fish pulled from the water, destined to die in the end
"I am not heavy at all," Shu Guan retorted, wiping her tears.
"So you don't like me, do you?" Shu Guan said softly, "Then I understand, I won't disturb you."
From now on, she no longer needs it
Upon arriving downstairs, the security guard greeted her warmly: "Back from your trip? Your boyfriend has been here for a while, waiting for you."
Shu Guan took out her phone and sent the message, "I still miss you"
She lay back on the soft and comfortable big bed in the hotel, tossing and turning, changing her position many times. The slight altitude sickness allowed her to hear her own heartbeat, clear and strong. This feeling was akin to mild intoxication, yet she remained very alert, finding it difficult to fall asleep.
His fingertips paused at the center of his brow, and he softly uttered the word "willful" before taking out his phone, turning it on, and dialing a number.
She paused for a moment and said word by word, "But yesterday... you were so good to me that even someone like me, on occasion, would have a pang of conscience and feel... it is truly unbearable."
Sun Chen? She lowered her head and thought for a moment, finally recalling this name somewhat vaguely, and casually nodded, "It is him"
Shu Guanshun obediently tried on a pair of flat shoes and casually asked, "Is Ziye still abroad? At this age, Huo Yongning is already capable of handling matters independently at Ruide."
He has been persistent in his thoughts for so many years
Exhausted and deprived of oxygen, Shu Guan leaned on Huo Yongning's shoulder and fell into a deep sleep.
She leaned against the wall, feeling somewhat powerless, thinking that this man treated her well, but perhaps he was a bit too good to her
"If you are tired, take a break after finishing this." He thoughtfully placed the fruit in front of her
Are you still concerned about unresolved issues
The next day, she got up very late. In Lhasa, the daylight hours are long, and the locals usually start their normal work after 9 o'clock.
After hanging up the phone, Shu Guan stood by the window, giving a self-deprecating smile, and said, "Look, this joke isn't funny, is it?"
"Don't come out," he said somewhat sternly, reaching out to lower the car window a small section, "stay in the car and don't move around."
I have never applied for this..." After finishing, Shu Guan said, "It must be a mistake."
The driver stopped at the entrance of the community, she paid and got out of the car, then familiar with the route, went to the convenience store to buy a cup of hot coffee. Sitting by the window, she finished it sip by sip, feeling some acid rising in her stomach, and had to sit for a while before she walked into the community
He couldn't help but chuckle softly, yet he felt that she was indeed heavy. The journey, which appeared to be several hundred meters, had him less than halfway through, and he was already on the verge of collapse. His heart was rapidly supplying blood to every part of his limbs, yet each step remained so arduous.
She wanted to greet him, but he didn't even glance at her, already standing in the elevator, his eyes downcast, silent.
The driver sent a text message, and Hanhan smiled at her and said, "Little girl, maybe you haven't even arrived in Lhasa yet, and you two will have reconciled by then." As he pressed down on the accelerator, he continued, "... ... The young man seems quite good. He worked hard to help yesterday, and he was worried that you might be timid, so he asked me not to tell you."
He felt somewhat uneasy, as this time, without any warning, she had whimsically resigned from her job, as if it had been premeditated all along. ... He drove straight to the apartment she had rented; the code had not changed, but evidently ... . ... There was no one here, everything was tidied up neatly, the wardrobe and shoe cabinet were completely empty, and she had vanished into thin air.
"Where to?" Shu Guan asked with a toothbrush still in her mouth.
The moment she thought of that name, a sharp pain shot through her heart. She decided not to think about anything and leaned back in her seat to rest her eyes. Before long, the driver opened the car door and got in, looking frustrated. He said, "He isn't answering my calls either. How about this, I'll give him my brother's number. He also travels this route, at least I can rest assured that he won't be taken advantage of."
She still scolds her for not caring about her own body at all, not even knowing that she might be pregnant
As soon as the words left her mouth, she realized that she had been following his train of thought. Shu Guan closed her eyes with a bitter smile, forcing herself to awaken from that beautiful dream: "I have mentioned before that my menstrual cycle is always irregular; you might be getting ahead of yourself in your excitement."
The diligent biological clock, which had been hardworking during her studies and work, finally took a break this time. When Shu Guan woke up, it was already afternoon. The sunlight in Tibet was very intense; she squinted her eyes while lying under the blanket and turned on the airplane mode on her phone
I brought my wife for a medical check-up. Since my wife is also an employee of Ruide, Zhang Feng took the initiative to explain, "What's wrong? Are you sick?"
"No need, I will be fine after sitting for a while." In front of her was still a sea of darkness, yet she stubbornly refused to let him carry her, sitting down heavily on the ground, eyes closed, breathing deeply.
Huo Yongning was somewhat unaccustomed to such scrutiny and her sudden outburst, yet he did not push her away. Instead, he gently patted her head and smiled, saying, "Aren't you the one urging me to come?"
What is this?" He awkwardly spread his five fingers, pointing at his greasy palm and fingertips as he asked.
"Hello, miss, you look quite well," he couldn't help but greet her
Shu Guan sat on the sofa, tightly wrapped in the blanket around her, slowly eating the dinner delivered by the hotel. Since when did she dare to be so unrestrained with him?
"Are you experiencing altitude sickness?" Huo Yongning squatted down, both exasperated and amused, to meet her gaze directly. "At such a high altitude, you dare to jump around? You deserve it, don't you?"
The hotel arranged for a four-wheel drive vehicle, and the driver is a local Tibetan in his forties. Due to the high altitude ultraviolet rays, his skin is dark red. His Mandarin is not very standard or fluent, but he enthusiastically and straightforwardly introduced the attractions along the way
The way back was exactly the same, and she still remembered how he would be by her side as she fell into a deep sleep. However, now, even though she was very tired, she felt remarkably awake
When will you be back?" Huo Yongning did not ask her why she resigned, why she moved out of the apartment, but in a usual and gentle tone, he asked, "I will come to pick you up then.
He has been out of town these past two days, with his phone turned off for meetings. Shu Guan took out a document folder, stating, "Inside are the materials that need to be handed over to the new secretary, mostly details. I have already discussed the work with Ailin some time ago."
Shu Guan suddenly sat up, looked at the time, and if there had been no delays, he should be on a flight from Chongqing to Lhasa right now
In fact, she had been awake for a long time, leaning against the bed, watching the sky outside gradually brighten.
He does not believe in any religion and casually asked Shu Guan: "Do you believe in Buddhism?"
He indeed hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is there any miracle drug?"
They walked hand in hand to take a taxi. He finally changed his expression, released her hand, raised his five fingers to look at them in the sunlight, and called her name word by word: "Shu, Guan!"
Shu Guan smiled and replied, "I understand."
Zhan Feng's voice was very steady: "... yes, he simply gave a brief report and then left"
Just like the vast Red Corporation, which has nearly a thousand employees at its headquarters, this enormous machine would continue to operate smoothly even without her. When Shu Guan entered the office of the Human Resources Director and submitted her resignation letter, she anticipated facing considerable resistance. However, over the past few days, she had made up her mind, even preparing the penalty for breach of contract, determined to leave this place at all costs.
At the end of Bajiao Street lies the Jokhang Temple, where devotees prostrate themselves on the ground, repeatedly bowing their heads in a gesture of deep reverence.
He pointed to the lobby on the first floor, and indeed, Huo Yongning was sitting there. He stood up with a blank expression and walked towards the elevator area
Is it worth it? His voice was somewhat hoarse, "Is he worth it?"
What do you mean? she asked somewhat coldly, What do you want to do with him?
When Huo Yongning stepped into the tea shop, his expression changed slightly. After sitting down for a while, the proprietress brought in a small thermos of hot water. Shu Guan poured a cup for him and handed it over, saying: "Have a sip? It can help alleviate altitude sickness."
Finally, Zhong Nan gifted her a pair of shoes and had the driver take Shu Guan home, meaningfully saying: "Guan Guan, next time we invest in these matters, we can make it a direct collaboration"
Both individuals were lazy and did not bring a camera, so he used his phone to take a picture of her
Shu Guan was not afraid of him; she was prepared to face the impending storm. However, as she drew closer to him, that chilling and sharp aura still sent a shiver down her spine. Despite having previously provoked him to his limits without restraint, this time, he probably would not forgive her again
The next morning, upon waking up, Shu Guan found the space beside her empty. She sat up and saw Huo Yongning sitting on the sofa, looking at the news on a tablet. Noticing her sitting up, he expressionlessly handed her a box of test strips.
She did not mention that she had been standing for a while, and she said gloomily, "Hmm."
The off-road vehicle stopped on the other side of the road, and the driver, upon seeing their condition, hurried over and handed each person an oxygen tank
In the end, it was still taken away.
From blue to white, and then from white to blue, he stood up lightly and said: "I will step out for a moment"
Have you heard about that Hong Kong celebrity? The one who is being investigated for tax evasion of over 10 million. Suddenly, Shu Guan brought up an unrelated topic
Showing weakness has never been part of my character... Shu Guan bit her lip and followed him inside: "What exactly is the matter?"
But I do not intend to come back she said seriously Please process my resignation
"From the very beginning, I deceived you. I have a boyfriend whom I love dearly and wish to marry. But we have broken up," she said softly. "So my intention in staying by your side was not for any opportunity, but simply to gain access to your social circle. I wanted to meet more people, so that one day, he would abandon that useless rich girl and return to me."
Upon seeing her expression, Huo Yongning understood everything in an instant, yet he was still unwilling to accept it: "The test might not be accurate, shall we go to the hospital?"
I don't want to go back yet..." she said with a smile, "I am tired of work.
Shu Guan raised her head, her gaze revealing a hint of surprise
Standing side by side in the elevator, the mirrored door clearly reflected the man's slender figure. She did not deliberately avert her gaze—he had lost a lot of weight, his cheeks slightly sunken. Perhaps it was because of her, or perhaps it was due to work. His hands hung at his sides, the veins on the back of his hands prominently visible.
The little boy said: "But if I take you away, your illness won't be cured! Nian Nian, once you get better, I will have my parents take you away, okay? You can stay at my house!"
Outstanding and unique
At last, there is no sound; everything ultimately returns to silence
He uttered a sound of acknowledgment, "Send me her card number," and then hung up the phone, seemingly lost in thought
Shu Guan furrowed her brows and said somewhat impatiently: "It has nothing to do with you"
In a fit of anger, she hung up the phone and sent the designer bags and jewelry she had accumulated over the past two years to a second-hand luxury goods store for consignment. After completing the account registration and checking the time, she took a taxi to the hospital
A pair of hands reached out from the side, helped her open the jar, and then handed it back to her
She could only clench her small fists, close her eyes, and repeatedly tell herself that he had never come.
Perhaps ... . ... That time he insisted on taking her away, so that such a small child would not perish in the sea of fire
The driver returned to the car from outside, and as he opened the door, a gust of cold wind rushed in: "A tourist bus ahead has overturned, and they are currently handling the accident"
In my impression... he rarely has moments of actively waiting
During this period, Han's relationship with her has been very close, as Han Shenglin has taken her advice on investments and holds her in high regard. However, he finds it inappropriate to contact her directly, so he always has Zhong Nan act on his behalf
As soon as he entered the hotel, he lay down. Unfortunately, this was not a cold, and Shu Guan could not empathize with him. Knowing that he could not eat anything, she said: "I will go buy some fruit."
Shu Guan once asked him why he disliked intravenous drips so much, and his answer was very simple: he just did not like the feeling of the needle piercing his skin
He did not respond directly: "Do you want me to take you home?"
"Do not be afraid, I washed my hands before holding you," he said softly. "Moreover, there is nothing to be taboo about this; the deceased are gone, and everyone will eventually walk this path."
"When I cannot see your heart, I also feel afraid." He suddenly said, "Shu Guan, please do not do this next time."
His tone was somewhat despondent, yet he did not want her to notice. He let out an "Oh" and even smiled, saying, "Then let's wait for next time"
Perhaps in a few months, or perhaps in a year or two, he would treat her the same way he treated Han Ziqiao. However, deep down, Shu Guan was very clear that the person who would walk hand in hand with him for the rest of his life would definitely not be herself
She did not want to answer the phone, so she turned on silent mode
"It is a resignation." He had to emphasize, "It is not a leave of absence without pay, and a penalty fee has also been paid."
He spoke in a tone that was earnest and heartfelt
However, this treatment was not mentioned by Shu Guanti. Having served as Huo Yongning's secretary for nearly a year, she was aware of his stubborn quirks. For ordinary colds and fevers, he would simply take some medicine and vitamin C prescribed by the family doctor, and he never resorted to intravenous drips
The force of the blow was tremendous, and Shu Guan felt a ringing in her ears. She staggered back two steps and crouched down, her cheeks burning, and a metallic taste filled her mouth, leaving her unable to utter a single word
Shu Guan smiled and said, "Auntie, you are too polite."
But now, she has suddenly regained her vitality, her steps are light, and her eyes have brightened.
Through the cashmere sweater, she could still feel the warmth of his palm. Shu Wan shivered slightly. What if... she really had this child? Would she still have to do that thing?
She stood up and stretched lazily, then sent a message saying, "Just back."
In fact, the wind was so strong that he could barely stand, let alone focus on capturing expressions. Shu Guan stood at a high point and waved to him. When he climbed up, she pointed to the distant valley and said, "Shall we go over there and take a look?"
Shu Guan entered the room carrying a bag of oranges, but the door was not closed tightly. She tiptoed inside and heard a strange voice saying: "... your blood oxygen level is somewhat low, but with an IV drip, it will be fine by morning"
As she spoke, she began to feel a bit drowsy again
When Huo Yongning entered, his expression was serious
He almost thought he had misheard, instinctively turning his head to look at her
Before his words had finished, he slapped his hand down with a loud sound, his gaze extremely indifferent: "Are you afraid to speak?"
Shu Guan suddenly did not know how to respond, blankly hung up the phone, then jumped up to brush her teeth and wash her face, wrapped herself in a shawl, and asked the hotel to call a car directly to the airport
Zhong Nan also realized that he had misspoken, and with an awkward smile, he added: "The child is a boy; he can't always rely on his family, can he?"
Are you going to make a phone call? Is the company looking for you?
The man probably still does not know the local temperature, dressed in a thin shirt, without even a suitcase, he walked out of the crowd empty-handed
No wonder he said nothing about the accident, not even allowing her to take a glance at it
Such a person, when you unfortunately encounter that stubborn point, can only be avoided
Shu Guan rubbed her forehead, suddenly at a loss for words
Why were you afraid just now
Now that he has left, she raised her head, hurriedly wiped her cheeks, and only then realized that she was still crying
"I have also said that it doesn't matter even if it's a bluff; we have plenty of time ahead of us." He turned over and pressed her beneath him, kissing her gently and meticulously starting from her forehead. "Guan Guan, shall we get married?"
When she rushed out, she bumped into the staff member collecting the trays, who did not have time to say a word of apology and headed straight for that target
Tourists come and go, and there are lamas in red robes passing by. The clouds have thickened, and the sunlight has become increasingly sparse
She did not have much luggage, and after tidying up a bit, she called the driver to say that she wanted to return to Lhasa ahead of schedule
Before she could speak, he straightened his face and leaned down to cover her mouth, murmuring: "Even if it's a bluff, you must allow me to feel a little joy."
She vaguely saw the little boy walk in, anxiously reaching out to grab her hand: "Nian Nian, when will you get better?"
Only the table lamp was on in the room, and in the twilight, the Potala Palace with its white walls and red roofs could be seen in the distance. Shu Guan peeled an orange for him, but Huo Yongning had little appetite and patted beside him: "Stay with me for a while."
She responded with a sound, paused for a moment, and said: "Do you have any acquaintances at the hospital?"
"Let's go have breakfast, the car is waiting outside." He watched her wash her face and brush her teeth from behind, "The weather is quite nice today."
The heater was on in the car, and the driver, while muttering that it was snowing and the roads were difficult to navigate, reduced the speed even further
Huo Yongning fell silent for a moment and shifted his gaze: "Go ahead and speak."
Even though she was mentally prepared, Shu Guan couldn't help but bite her lower lip hard as she observed the subtle changes in his expression
Shu Guan opened the car door and jumped out, while Huo Yongning shouted for her to put on her scarf first, but it was too late. The uncle watched her bouncing figure and turned to remind him: "Tell her not to run so fast; the altitude here is over 5,000 meters, and it's easy to suffer from oxygen deficiency"
It is far better that he has never come than that he came but was unable to save her
As dawn was breaking, he leaned down to kiss her forehead and left quietly.
Fortunately, he knew that she was not feeling well. He lightly kissed her and then let go of her. Then he looked out the window, without saying anything, but with a satisfied expression on his face.
The driver ran back from the front and happily said, "We can go now!"
Stop, he steadied her and lifted her up. He frowned and intentionally changed the subject: "You should lose weight."
Huo Yongning had a thought in his mind. His devoutly Buddhist mother had instilled in him some meager religious knowledge, perhaps from when his aunt had forced him to recite the Heart Sutra as a child. He couldn't help but glance at Shu Guan again. Her skin was almost translucent in the sunlight, and her face looked even smaller because of the sunglasses she was wearing. ... Soon, he smiled and shook his head, wondering what he was thinking... Even from a facial structure perspective, they had no similarities. He couldn't help but glance at Shu Guan again. Her skin was almost translucent in the sunlight, and her face looked even smaller because of the sunglasses she was wearing. ... Soon, he smiled and shook his head, wondering what he was thinking...
The doctor said you will be better tomorrow. He leaned back on the bed leisurely and said, "Think about where you want to go."
He looked at her with a gentle and surprised gaze, as if he wanted to hold her in his heart, and even his mouth curled up. "Shu Wan, if it's true, then wait for me!"
Before he could react, she tiptoed and hugged his neck, one hand still greasy from fried chicken, unabashedly wiping it on his back.
Shu Guan gave him a cold glance and he wisely fell silent, "You should rest well, leave the doctor's matter to me. Also, Han Shenglin wants to talk to you next week about the non-public fundraising of Manwen before."
Once again, no one answered and the call was transferred to the voicemail.
No, just a small favor. Shu Guan thought for a moment, "If it's Huai Cheng Second Hospital, that would be better."
This is specially approved by Mr. Huo. The director said patiently, "He has always been very satisfied with your work. If you want to further your studies, you don't need to start over when you come back. The conditions are still very favorable."
She curled up alone in the back seat, not knowing if she was cold or uncomfortable, her body trembling. She shakily took out a makeup mirror and saw that her whole face was as pale as a ghost.
Huo Yongning reached out and pulled her to lie down together, his thin lips touching her forehead, and said softly, "I know what you're worried about, are you worried about our child?" He reached out and gently stroked her still flat abdomen, and said gently, "I will protect her well, not like Nian Nian."
However, speaking of which, although you have resigned, it would be best to keep an eye out if there is an opportunity. If you can anticipate a few key points in advance, it would be a good investment opportunity.
Why couldn't I reach you yesterday? His voice was so excited that it could penetrate through the phone. Shu Wan had to hold it a little further away. "It hit the limit up as soon as it went public! It's probably going to hit the limit up again today!"
Huo Yongning laughed, then, yesterday at the airport, she cheered and jumped into his arms, envisioning the scene of the child leaning on her own in the evening...?... Was it all an act she put on?
After sitting on the sofa and thinking for a while, Huo Yongning thought that she wouldn't go back to Yuecheng. But where did she go after all? He took out his phone and called the finance department of the company, asking in a calm tone, "Has Shu Guan's salary card been cancelled? Can you check it there?"
A piece of paper was thrown onto Shu Guan's face. He said, "What did you say to me on that morning in Shigatse? And what is this?"
She seemed somewhat surprised, looked at him for a long time, wanted to retort, but in the end, couldn't say anything, stood up leaning on her knees, and leaned against his back.
The suite is very spacious, and each room has heating. However, she still feels a bit cold, so she hides in the master bedroom to watch TV.
Then let's do the IV drip. " Huo Yongning seemed to think little of it, " My vacation is not long, and if I lie here, I won't be able to accompany my girlfriend to go out and have fun.
Half of the people in the car died... The people in the front don't have enough manpower. I'll go see if I can help," said the driver. "You guys wait here. We should be able to leave in a little over an hour."
You buy her many dresses and little leather shoes, so that throughout her life, she does not need to worry about money. She can study art and literature, and for anything that requires spending, we will prepare it for her, as long as she likes it
For a period of time, she followed many home decoration Weibo accounts. Even in small apartments of 60-70 square meters, every detail could be arranged to be warm and comfortable, indicating that the owners had put in a lot of effort. At that time, she was trying to please Huo Yongning and imitated many of the pictures. Later, she gradually lost interest.
If you like me, come find me. She said quite willfully, Tomorrow come, I will be in Lhasa
The driver hurriedly arrived at the hotel and, seeing her expressionless face, assumed that the young couple had quarreled. Just as he was about to offer some words of comfort, Shu Guan dragged her suitcase outside and, with a hint of fatigue, said: "He will not be going back with me. Let's go."
Zhong Nan casually remarked: "This child, Zi Ye, enjoys reading and has little interest in taking over the Han family business. We will just let him be."
Will her child hate her when they find out in the future?
During this season, the weather is often overcast with dense clouds. As soon as the sun disappears even slightly, one immediately feels the piercing cold wind.
Huo Yongning supported her shoulder, stood in the windward position to shield her from the wind, and handed her tissues and mouthwash water.
His face went from relaxed to gradually becoming somewhat anxious, and finally hung up the phone, lost in thought.
I don't know why, but this smile... It makes him feel somewhat inexplicably uneasy.
She agreed with the doctor to pick up the report today, but as a result, she just touched up her makeup in the taxi and ran into a colleague when she got off.
She remained silent as before
The cigarette was almost burnt down to the end, yet he seemed oblivious, staring at her intently, and suddenly a cold smile appeared on his face: "Shu Wan, the person you love the most... has always been yourself. Therefore, you did not tell me the truth."
But she held back, wrapped her shawl tightly, walked to his side and said: "Huo Yongning, I am sorry"
What is that
The largest temple in Shigatse, Tashilhunpo Monastery, is located at the foot of Mount Niri Selra, and it is also close to the hotel where they are staying, just a ten-minute walk away. The monastery is vast, built against the mountain, and standing at the main entrance and looking ahead, countless halls connect in succession, with red walls and golden roofs shining brilliantly in the sunlight
"Is it?" he asked.
Shu Guan supported herself with her hands on the ground and slowly stood up
Uncertain if it is sensitive, she caught a faint whiff of blood.
It all depends on whether fate will grant her a child; if it is true... then she should stop.
"In the afternoon's accident, you were helping to move the bodies," she said softly
Zhong Nan was amused by her, laughing joyfully for a while, then tried on two pairs of shoes before casually asking: "Sun Chen called this morning, saying he plans to sell off all of Manwen's stocks before the weekend. Is that true?"
The soft body lay there, and she quietly said: "Although I do not believe in Buddhism, I still hold it in reverence. Today, speaking to you here, consider it... as my act of repentance."
Nian Nian, you really need to be a bit braver
This is truly a slap in his face, as Shu Guan contemplated her next words, she thought... For such a proud person, hearing that he had given so much yet received only a bit of pity, he would likely leave without a word and never look at her again
After paying the deposit, Shuguan called her aunt, asking her to bring the necessary materials to Huai City next week.
The piece of paper fell before her, a surgical form printed in black on white, bearing her signature. The date was the day after her return from Lhasa, and the small embryo mentioned in the report had come to an end after a mere thirty-seven days of brief life
The driver got out of the car to smoke and also went to the front to check the road conditions
She stepped back cautiously: "Did Zhang Feng tell you?"
Shu Wan lowered her head and looked at the new shoes on her feet. A trace of coldness flashed in the depths of her eyes: "What a pity, I suppose Senior Sister isn't interested in taking over the Han family, right?"
He smiled gently and said, "You will really regret it."
She lay down, holding onto his arm. "Huoyongning, I regret a little bit for asking you to come over."
I am afraid I cannot wait any longer. " Shu Guan insisted with a smile, " I have also prepared the penalty for breach of contract.
Shu Guan thought for a moment and whispered in his ear, "Do you like me or not?"
Without saying a word, she pulled him into yesterday's sweet tea shop and said to the owner, "A pot of milk tea."
She has some hypoglycemia. These past few days, she has been rushing around to look for houses and handle matters, often missing meal times, which is not as regular as when she is working. When she inserted coins into the vending machine, she felt dizzy and her hands were trembling. Finally, a can of Kirin milk tea fell out with a clatter. She squatted down to pick it up, but her fingertips felt weak when trying to open the can several times.
She walked back to the entrance, glancing back from a distance. In fact, despite the many temples in between, she thought she could see nothing at all
As she stepped into the Qiangba Buddha Hall, Shuguan took off her sunglasses
In fact, she hardly ate anything for lunch, and in the end, even bile was violently expelled, yet it could not be stopped.
From that moment on, she knew she could no longer rely on anyone
"Alas, my daughter never agrees to accompany me for a stroll," Zhong Nan said, casually looking at the shoes in the boutique while sighing. "She has no interest in any of this; she is nothing like me at all."
Huo Yongning, Huo Yongning, Huo Yongning!'' She laughed foolishly and called his name, cheering and saying, "You really came!"
At this moment, the evening breeze gently rises, and the sunlight gradually fades away. The sunlit city on the plateau carries a chill, and Shu Guan wraps her scarf around herself a little tighter as she weaves through the crowd
His footsteps suddenly came to a halt, and time flowed back to a long, long time ago, when he went to visit a little girl. When he finally left, the little girl did not cry; she simply lay in bed, looking at him in that manner.
She reluctantly nodded, somewhat incredulous: "I don't think so..."
Shu Guan did not give her time to hesitate and coldly said: "Anyway, I have already booked the ticket for you; if you don't come, then forget it"
"It's all a lie, even that time when I first... was also a deception on my part." She quickly replied to him, "I just went to the hospital for a surgery. Huo Yongning, I originally intended to disappear after returning, so I wouldn't have to be honest with you."
Huo Yongning's eyes were filled with vigilance as he frowned at the small cup of thick hot drink, unwilling to reach out and take it
If we really have a child, we must take care of it quickly. He noticed her lack of response and could only mask his anxiety and embarrassment with a low laugh, If not... we can still make legitimate efforts in the future
But perhaps he does not know... This kind of tragic scene, she had already witnessed at a very young age
His voice was a little hoarse: "Shu Wan, yesterday we ... ...".
So, there's no need for you to be happy right away. She forced a smile and said, "I just felt a little dizzy from motion sickness earlier."
And he knows nothing.
Even while kneeling, his figure remained remarkably upright, motionless, yet his voice was cold: "Shu Wan, I can give you a chance; you may consider whether to retract those words."
She nodded silently, suddenly realizing that it was actually him who was sick. However, no matter how you look at it, he always takes care of himself in a more dominant way.
Shu Wan smiled against his chest, she just wanted to hear these words with her own ears, that's all.
She is not pregnant.
Zhong Nan nodded satisfactorily and patted her hand, saying, "You've worked hard. By the way, Guan Guan, is there anything you like here? Auntie will give it to you. Otherwise, I feel bad for always making you come and accompany me."
Without him in the future, these little temperaments still need to be restrained a bit
She always led him by more than ten steps, walking to the mountain pass several hundred meters away, at an altitude of over 5,000 meters, with winding and magnificent mountain roads under her feet, making her feel so small.
Following that was his text message: "Enough of being willful, give me a call."
What are you thinking about? He leaned over and rubbed her head, "At that time, she was very young, the fire was an accident, who would harm her?"
Four yuan, the clerk handed her a small thermos, a full pot of milk tea, and a small transparent glass.
The mountain pass of over five thousand meters, his breath became heavier and heavier, but he couldn't help but find it amusing.
The board of directors holds several meetings every year, but there is only one of you.
Some people say that thin people are less likely to suffer from altitude sickness, but a young man as thin as a straw, who was on the same plane as Shu Guan, felt dizzy as soon as he got off the plane. Some people also say that people with poor physical fitness have small lung capacity and are less likely to suffer from altitude sickness, but the hotel waiter said that a girl was sent to the hospital the night before, claiming that she had never run a complete 400 meters in the first half of her life.
You are no longer my boss, Huo Yongning. She coughed lightly, "I don't have time now."
The little boy sat with her all afternoon. The nurse tried several times to take him away, but he refused to leave. It wasn't until his nanny came in and carried him away that he reluctantly agreed, but then he started crying loudly.
Huo Yongning seemed to anticipate her actions, reaching out to block the elevator door and pulling her out.
Huo Yongning's good physique has finally been defeated.
Speaking of which, altitude sickness is a very fascinating phenomenon
Zhong Nan was a young opera actor. Because of her beauty, she married Han Shenglin and left the troupe early. More than twenty years have passed, her figure remains the same due to proper maintenance, but time has taken its toll, and her facial skin has slightly loosened. When she saw Shu Guan, she warmly greeted her: "Guan Guan, I've come to go shopping with you again. Auntie is really sorry."
He stared at her and suddenly smiled ambiguously: "It's fine now, you can do whatever you want."
It is indeed difficult for us to proceed in this manner... How about we wait for two days until Mr. Huo returns to give his instructions
As the car passed the location of the accident, he perhaps noticed that she was somewhat frightened, trembling slightly. Huo Yongning reached out his hand to cover her eyes and whispered, "Don't look."
Lhasa is once again experiencing a slight cold wind today. Shuwan reached out to touch his face and said, "Your lips are a bit purple, are you feeling unwell?"
Is it because she is afraid of not having money to spend? She couldn't help but think as she finished the last sip of the rich, milky hot drink and walked out of the small shop
Shu Guan slowly straightened her back as the sky darkened, the lights in front and behind merging into a single expanse. She still wanted to struggle and say it was nothing. Huo Yongning's eyes shone with an astonishing brightness as he half-embraced her and softly asked, "Isn't that a bit late?"
Shu Guan slowly emerged from the grand hall and saw his silhouette, slender and solitary, suddenly feeling a surge of emotion that made her want to cry
The narrow path spirals downward, with various palaces standing in succession, and the shawl that was desperately held down is ultimately lifted slightly by the wind, resembling a leaf without roots
It seems that only in this way can she prevent herself from speaking another word, a word that could make him appear less gloomy and... sad
Indeed, the line of cars ahead illuminated their tail lights, and the convoy began to move forward
"Some things I am unsure if it is appropriate for me to say," Zhang Feng sighed and said, "Shu Guan, it is not easy for a relationship to reach this point. Rather than going through turmoil, it is better to cherish it well."
She felt an unprecedented desire to hug him, just for that small wish. In that tiny apartment, he hoped that when he turned around, he would be able to see her.
Shu Wan sat in the hospital corridor for a while after receiving the report from the doctor.
Even with all the reluctance, I must leave. Love allows me to exist, yet the plans and promises of over a decade have already seeped into my very bones. No matter how warm the embrace, I cannot be greedy because of it
The phone rang, and before speaking, she adjusted her voice slightly and said "Hello" with great effort to remain calm.
The elevator doors opened, and he stood in front, stepping out with one foot.
"Yes, you are right," Zhong Nan responded, somewhat complaining, "If Sun Chen had explained earlier, I wouldn't have to be so anxious."
I have no relationship with him anymore. Shu Guan finished her drink in one breath, slowly stood up, walked a few steps outside, but ultimately stopped. Can you not mention what you saw me doing here today to him?
She has spoken many words, both true and false, and sometimes even Huo Yongning cannot discern her joys and sorrows—yet today, he can clearly feel her happiness when they met at the airport, as well as her current sense of anxiety and uncertainty.
Is it because of a lack of security that this happens?
The driver is accustomed to this route, as the winding mountain road ascends steadily, at a pace that is neither hurried nor slow
The driver was still sighing and lamenting, muttering about how terrible it was. Suddenly, Shu Guan could no longer suppress the nausea rising in her throat, so she reached out to push open the car door and leaned against the mountain wall, beginning to retch.
She looked at his increasingly ashen face, her hands clenched into fists, as if she were about to slap herself again in the next moment: "I dare not gamble"
He silently gazed at her; the scarf was deep blue, accentuating her pale little face. Her eyelashes were as black as crow feathers, and every breath she exhaled carried a sense of stubbornness. The wind and snow seemed to intensify, and he suddenly felt a bit displeased. Gripping her chin firmly, he forced her to open her eyes and said: "Shu Guan, why is it that when you feel unwell, you never want to rely on me for a moment?"
Isn't it the result of his indulgence
He said in a completely emotionless voice: "I will give you one hour to return to the place where you used to live"
It seems that you haven't cleaned up behind you." She retorted arrogantly, shaking her head and swaying like a little pet.
It feels as if something has been missed
She remained silent, finally pushing him away and somewhat perfunctorily saying: "I know"
He hesitated for a long time, then gritted his teeth and drank it down
"What have you been doing?" He stared at her, the shadow growing ever thicker, asking word by word.
The phone call was returned quickly, and he answered it.
"The big head was still earned by Han Shenglin." Shu Guan rubbed her brow, feeling somewhat disheartened
Zhan Feng cast a glance at him without revealing any emotion
In fact, it is really unfair to blame Huo Yongning; at that time, he was not even ten years old. Could one truly expect him to save himself?
This vast city is awakening, and Shu Guan suddenly realizes that it does not matter whether there is one more person or one less, because in relation to a population of tens of millions, the joys and sorrows of an individual are truly insignificant
Huo Yongning put on a windbreaker and stumbled forward in pursuit of her. In fact, the visibility today was not very good; looking out, everything appeared gloomy. She stood so high that it seemed as if a gust of wind could sweep her away. Huo Yongning shouted against the wind: "Come back and put on your scarf!"
The driver uncle has not yet responded, when someone ran over and knocked on the car windows one by one. After speaking a lot in Tibetan, the driver wrapped himself in a coat and was about to get out of the car
I haven't tested it," she tried to keep her tone light, "an old friend has come.
When Huo Yongning approached, Shu Guan had just put away her phone and did not look at him, tilting her head to the side
He said "Alright," and she quickly ran back to her original spot, gesturing for him to take a photo.
So it is like this
Guan Guan, you know very well that the board meeting for this quarter is in the next two days, and I cannot go out. " He sighed, "I miss you too, but if I don't work, I won't be able to let you enjoy yourself outside as you wish.
"Yes, I spoke with him."
It was not until she opened her eyes again that she realized the car had stopped. They had already descended the mountain road, but the traffic was so congested that they could barely move. Shuguan was still covered with his windbreaker, and she looked around in a daze, asking, "Is there a traffic jam?"
"Shall we call it the Plateau?" he said enthusiastically, "to commemorate her parents discovering her existence on the plateau"
But her gaze... seemed to flicker with a hint of cruelty. He was unsure if he had seen it wrong and instinctively called out to her: "Shu Guan?"
Compared to the bright sunlight outside, the temple hall is filled with countless butter lamps, permeating the air with a somewhat pungent smell of butter. Prayer flags reach towards the sky, and a colossal Buddha statue sits in the center of the main hall, gazing down with a slight tilt. Its gilded bronze body is majestic and grand, adorned with precious gems such as diamonds, amber, and coral, reflecting the sincere intentions of its builders and devotees.
At least not now
She felt that he was overly nervous, took the test paper and walked into the bathroom. Slowly opening the paper box, her heart also started to beat rapidly.
Altitude sickness is not a disease. Generally, resting for two days can make one feel better. If necessary, she can just accompany him to rest in the hotel.
He knows that she has always been a skilled actress, difficult to fathom, yet the joy in her eyes cannot be false
"Shigatse, huh..." Huo Yongning was somewhat taken aback, "Didn’t you say you were going last night?"
Upon returning to Huaicheng, early winter had already arrived. Sun Chen met Shu Guan at the airport, and they engaged in a lively discussion about the recent turmoil in the gold touch circle of Huaicheng. Han Shenglin's attitude towards negotiating with Ruide shifted from low-key to assertive, largely due to the substantial profits from previous investments, which gave him confidence and the capital to challenge others. Sun Chen smiled and said, "A couple of days ago, I saw Huo Yongning; he looked quite haggard, it seems this time is quite troublesome"
Still feeling a bit dazed from just waking up, she casually dialed Zhanfeng's number
His hands are very cold
I tried to make a call, and indeed, the phone was turned off
She had never thought that one day this man would lower himself to compare with others, just to win her back—yet she had to respond with a hardened heart: "But love is just this absurd, it can make one fall for inexplicable people, even if he is a scoundrel, even if there are many better people around, one still cannot bear to give up on that one."
He finally agreed to compromise and took the second cup, bringing it to his nose to sniff, his face turning a bit paler: "What is that smell?"
"Yes, she was so small, when the big fire broke out... she must have been very scared, right?" She clung to his arm, trembling uncontrollably, and said, "Just thinking about that scene makes me feel very sad."
The colorful prayer flags flutter in the wind. The driver stopped the car and turned to ask, "We've arrived at the Gongbalashan Pass. Do you want to get off and take a few photos?"
From Lhasa to Shigatse, traveling by car over the Gangbala Mountain, passing by Yamdrok Lake, the road along the way is rugged, and due to speed limits, we will likely arrive in the afternoon
She arrived in Lhasa yesterday and felt a bit breathless as soon as she got off the plane; apart from that, there were no obvious signs of altitude sickness. This trip came about hastily, with no real plans, just casually booking a hotel, and she hadn't even thought about where to go next. She turned on the television, and the financial news anchor had invited an expert to analyze the rumors that Ruide was set to acquire its old rival, Han's, with a substantial amount of capital. The expert, a professor from Shuguang University, spoke eloquently about how the announcement to be released after the Ruide board meeting in the next couple of days would be a decisive indicator.
She stood stubbornly without moving, kneeling before the Buddha statue, her hands clasped together, silently reciting something unknown.
But he would rather stop and take a break than put her down, so he could only say: "Well, let me say something nice, carrying you is quite heavy."
How are you? Feeling any better?" Shu Guan looked at his expression with great anticipation
Shu Guan eagerly tilted her head back and took a sip, and upon seeing the newcomer, her expression suddenly became somewhat stiff: "Zhan Feng?"
Is it right to scold her for being willful and coming to Tibet? Clearly, it was oneself who indulged her and accompanied her here as well
The shop features typical Tibetan decor, appearing somewhat worn and shabby at first glance. Upon entering, there is an almost unbearable odor, but after sitting for a while, one realizes that the felt covering on the chairs is genuinely comfortable. The warm sunlight streams in, and one feels lazy, not wanting to go anywhere, simply wishing to stay like this, much like the old Tibetan people, enjoying a pot of milk tea for an entire afternoon
His tone was somewhat gleeful at another's misfortune. Shu Guanjing quietly glanced at him and asked nonchalantly, "What happened to him?"
"Hmm, I am not afraid," she repeated, raising her eyebrows and looking at him. "Huo Shui Ning, how did Nian Nian die?"
But now he is so happy that he can't keep a straight face. After hesitating for a while, he quickly took her hand and led her back to the car, saying carefully, "If you catch a cold again, I'll come looking for you."
The local news happened to be reporting on the car accident that occurred in the afternoon, and the camera panned over to capture Huo Yongning. He was lifting a body covered with plastic sheeting alongside others, his expression solemn and grave. The hand that was not covered by the plastic hung limply down, quite terrifying
"If you treat me this way, I will become increasingly greedy," she sniffed and said, "One day, when you are no longer by my side, perhaps I will feel a little sad."
Shu Wan slowly sat up.
"If, I mean if, someone harmed her like that, would you... would you help her take revenge?" she murmured, her dark eyes shining, "Would you?"
Shu Guan lowered her eyes slightly, feeling a twinge of apology towards him in her heart: "He is a proud and arrogant person, and sometimes he behaves this way."
Alright, I will do my utmost to advance the time of my return
He carried her on his back and walked down slowly.
He suddenly stood up and walked outside the hall
About ten minutes later, Huo Yongning pushed the door open again and said: "Let's go, to the hotel."
Why? This round of private fundraising has made quite a profit, and the stock has been rising since the listing, likely not yet reaching its peak. Isn't it possible to sell now?
She no longer looked at his handsome face, but lowered her gaze, and suddenly the gambler's thought struck her
Shu Guan squinted her eyes and suddenly thought of playing a joke on him—consider it a jest before the game ends
"Alright," he said with a smile, kissing her on the tip of her nose, "as long as the little princess's mother doesn't act so willfully in the future, her father will be able to earn a good living to support the whole family."
Even if the day of true regret arrives, it will be my own affair. She looked up at his back and said hoarsely, On the day of the operation, I had already made my choice
For nearly a month, there has been no contact. His voice was icy and deep: "Where are you?"
But at that time, he was just a child of not yet ten years old
Considering factors such as size, school district, and transportation, the expectations have indeed risen with each passing time. Ultimately, the chosen property is located within the second ring road in the eastern part of the city, is a ready-to-move-in unit, spans 140 square meters, and is suitable for a family of three. The school district for both elementary and middle schools is also of high quality. However, the price is quite steep, enough for an ordinary working-class family to strive for throughout their lives
Standing on the high slope, the autumn wind blows, somewhat dazzling the eyes
In the wind and snow, the sound of an ambulance could be heard. Shu Guan tightly grasped Huo Yongning's hand: "There was a rollover ahead... Did someone die?"
He glanced at her lightly and said, "I know, you will need to find a doctor to help you with your condition in the future"
Shu Guan opened her phone and looked at the photos he had taken of her, as well as a close-up photo of two people huddled together. She gently moved her fingertips and deleted them all without exception
"I am not ill." Shu Guan forced a smile and said, "I would like to get a copy of the health examination report as well."
Good
She sat there for an entire day, during which several young men approached her to flirt. She smiled but did not respond, and those individuals left discreetly. The weather grew colder day by day, yet the sky was exceptionally blue. She kept reminiscing about her childhood, particularly the time spent in the mental hospital. The room was very dirty, and no one came to clean it. Lying on her back, she could only see the small window on the wall, the size of a piece of dried tofu; outside was the blue sky, so clear and profound.
A certain blogger posted a clearly reprinted photo, depicting a young couple embracing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of an apartment, along with a brief statement: "The most beautiful aspect of a small apartment is that with just a turn, I can see your figure."
He let out a soft "oh," reaching out to pull her into his embrace, "I never said it was certain." After a pause, he whispered, "When we arrive in Shigatse tonight, I will buy a test kit, and we will know by tomorrow."
She began to cry, sobbing as she pleaded with him to take her away from here
Snowflakes rolled into his eyes, and Huo Yongning said coldly, "Help me wipe my eyes"
She had to lift her head, steady her breath, and said: "What, do I still need your consent now that I am not feeling well?"
Huo Yongning maintained a stern expression for a while, but ultimately could not hold back his laughter.
She obediently closed her eyes and let out a soft "mm"
Shu Guan instructed the driver to turn around, leaning wearily against the back seat. In this long play of life, she has traversed over twenty years. At the age of eight, in a mental hospital, she heard the sound of mice gnawing on the wooden cabinet in the corner during the night. She dared not sleep, fearing they would scurry up to her. Night after night, until one night, they truly bit her, leaving blood on her shoulder and pillow. She screamed and cried for a long time, but no one came in... At the age of eight, in a mental hospital, she heard the sound of mice gnawing on the wooden cabinet in the corner during the night. She dared not sleep, fearing they would scurry up to her. Night after night, until one night, they truly bit her, leaving blood on her shoulder and pillow. She screamed and cried for a long time, but no one came in...
"Let me carry you down," Huo Yongning sighed and bent down to allow her to climb on.
There has always been only oneself
Bored... Shuguan curled her lips, activated airplane mode, and casually turned off the lights
The director personally answered the call and quickly replied that there was none
Oh," she replied flatly
He has been Mr. Huo Yongning's assistant for several years and is able to sense his boss's displeasure at this moment, so he cannot help but ask: "Mr. Huo, is there anything that needs to be done?"
The phone line was very quiet, and he replied slowly: "I like it."
"Senior sister, you are as beautiful as you are." Shu Guan occasionally offered a few compliments, "That is enough."
Shu Guan tightened her grip on the phone slightly, knowing that he would come looking for her again, but she did not expect it to be so soon. All her previous calm considerations suddenly lost their decisiveness upon hearing his slightly hoarse voice.
The bangs were blown up by the wind, and suddenly she felt a chill on her forehead. She squinted her eyes and realized it was actually snowing.
She said in one breath: "I want to drink butter tea with you, I want you to accompany me to buy jewelry on Bajiao Street... I miss you, I miss you very much"
She did not have a meal and ordered a portion of fried chicken at the Dicos in the airport, playing on her phone while waiting
There seems to be something amiss, yet he does not know where the error lies. At this moment, his blood surges, and he finds himself unable to calm down and think clearly about her sudden remarks.
The phone screen lit up, and a text message came in
Her face was pale, she shook her head in refusal, and walked towards the elevator, quickly disappearing into the crowd
Then one day, the nurse carried her into a clean room and injected medication into her delicate wrist.
"Young lady, if you think of using a man's sense of guilt, it also depends on who it is..." Sun Chen advised earnestly, "If not done well, it could backfire."
"Guan Guan, I have said that it doesn't matter if it's a deception." He slowly approached her, wanting to pull her into the bad, wanting to confirm her existence in this way, "We are still young, and we will definitely have children."
She did not blame him, but ultimately, at that moment, deeply rooted, she lost her trust in him
While taking a taxi, I received a call from Huo Yongning halfway through the journey
The door was opened, and Huo Yongning entered with a chill in the air. He placed the test strip on the edge of the table and said seriously, "Measure it first thing in the morning." After saying this, he felt uneasy and hesitated for a moment, then added, "Never mind, I will remind you again in the morning."
She has no grievances or grudges with him. Using his identity, she has gradually reached today. She no longer needs him.
Shu Guan silently reminded herself of this sentence and said in a cold voice: "Do we still need to meet?"
She still maintained that posture without change: "Don't look at me... If you look at me, I will lose the courage to continue speaking."
Shu Guan, are you not awake? Do you know how much money we made?
Her expression gradually softened as she reached out to embrace his back, gently saying: "Huo Yongning... if I really have a child, let us raise her together, shall we"
The nurse took away the box of chocolates, joking with her colleague: "Oh, this is still from abroad."
The new residence was found for her by Sun Chen, an apartment under his name, which he kept for investment purposes and had only done a simple renovation. Sun Chen helped her carry her luggage upstairs, and before leaving, he said: "By the way, Han Shenglin is going to invite you to dinner in the next couple of days, should be some time available, right?"
She sat in the back seat without saying a word, seeing the driver making a phone call outside, probably trying to contact Huo Yongning
She casually threw away the test strip, tidied up a bit, opened the door, and walked out
He shifted his posture, and for a brief moment, she felt that he was about to leave
She anxiously rolled out of bed, while he returned from outside, full of energy
Huo Yongning had never felt his heart beat so rapidly and intensely, as various thoughts surged through his mind. Perhaps the most prudent course of action would be to leave this place immediately, yet he could not help but recall the last look she gave him, the panic and helplessness that followed her feigned calmness, which gently struck at the depths of his heart during his moment of greatest anger
At first, surprisingly, no one spoke. It seemed like everyone was holding their breath, waiting for the other person to speak first.
Shu Wan watched his back, suddenly losing courage. When he walked out of the elevator, she instinctively reached out and pressed the down button.
It was evident that he was genuinely happy, as the beauty mark on his chin seemed to have been smoothed out, and his brows and eyes were relaxed. A few fine lines had even formed at the corners of his eyes, and he held her hand tightly, unwilling to let go. Shu Guan lowered her head and glanced at her abdomen; her intuition told her that she was not actually pregnant. However, there was a driver in the car, and she did not know how to broach the subject.
The doctor inserted the needle for him, left a phone number, and quickly departed
Memories and reality intertwined and circled in his mind. He didn't leave. He just stood with his back to her and said in a very plain voice, "Shu Guan, Sun Chen is not the person you can entrust your life to."
The meeting is over. Huo Yongning stood in the elevator and Zhan Feng received a phone call beside him.
The snow outside seemed to have stopped, but the sound of the wind grew more terrifying, like a fierce beast roaring. It was unclear how long they had waited, but Huo Yongning and the driver hurried back. The two did not rush to return to the car; instead, the driver opened the trunk and took out a bottle of mineral water, washing the bloodstains off his hands together with Huo Yongning.
Heaven was merely playing a joke on her, with no intention of allowing her to conceive a gentle child
Huo Yongning rubbed his fingers on his brow and said, "I know"
At an unknown outdoor sports store on Bajiao Street, he bought a complete set of clothing. As soon as he stepped out, Huo Yongning put on the jacket over his shirt and trousers, awkwardly following Shu Guan back to the hotel
It turns out that today is the gynecological examination day for the female employees of the Reed Group. Colleagues who saw her greeted her one after another. After a brief conversation with them, Shu Guan made an appointment for a specialist consultation and went to another floor.
Surely he is overwhelmed with busyness, and adding to his troubles at this time is truly not the behavior expected of a sensible woman
"What exactly is the matter?" Zhong Nan asked tentatively
Returning to the original residence, I check the time, it is only 4:30
It struggled frantically under the pillow, and she was so frightened that she wanted to cry, but she held it down tightly. Before it could escape, she desperately tried to stomp on it with her foot. The mouse, on the brink of death, emitted a frantic and terrifying squeaking sound
It is from the bank, a large sum of money has been added to the account, and the remitter is Huo Yongning
It was nearly ten o'clock when she returned to Lhasa. She did not want to stay at the original hotel, nor did she want even the slightest possibility of encountering him again, so she got out of the car by the roadside
The fallen cigarette burned a black spot into the brand new soft wool carpet on the floor, and she sat down weakly, covering her face, burying it between her knees, wanting to cry, yet not a single tear could flow out.
In the first couple of times, Han Ziqiao was also invited, but recently her studio signed a stage play, and she has been rehearsing every day. Therefore, Zhong Nan simply started to meet with Shu Guan alone, and some information was naturally revealed to her by Shu Guan.
Even though Gao Fan had already recovered, Huo Yongning still found it somewhat strenuous to ascend step by step, while Shu Guan's energy was surprisingly robust
He withdrew his hand, flicked her forehead gently, and said in a soft voice, "We still have a long time together, so don't overthink things."
Having resigned from her job and not yet having decided what to do next, Shu Guan has plenty of free time and spends each day viewing properties in various developments in Huai City
At the Gangbala Pass and Yamdrok Lake, the scenery varies with the time of day
She moved her stiff neck, withdrawing from her memories, and gave a self-deprecating smile
Does it mean to kick Sun Chen out
Her tone was childlike, while his concerns were parental: "If we travel outside, is that amount of money enough?"
Shu Guan put on the mask, took a few deep breaths, and instantly felt revitalized. She jumped down from Huo Yongning's back and smiled at the driver, saying "Thank you"
Shu Guan's complexion was very poor, and it was uncertain whether she had caught a cold. She listlessly gazed out the window and softly asked, "Will we still be able to reach Shigatse today?"
Hmm? She raised her head, and in her distinctly black-and-white eyes, only a faint weariness remained
He smiled and said, "Say it a few more times"
"If there are really Buddhas and Jesus in this world, how can there still be so many bad people?" Shu Guan shook his arm, "Even in novels and television shows, those good people who are victimized have to work hard to seek revenge! But if there are Bodhisattvas, they wouldn't have been harmed by bad people in the first place!"
She suddenly grew somewhat impatient with the kindness and so-called concern of these strangers, stopped in her tracks, hailed a taxi, and left without saying a word
"What will you do about the meeting?" She traced circles on his back with her finger
He thought for a moment but could not come up with a reason.
After learning what she needed help with, Sun Chen was somewhat surprised, "What exactly happened?" He said with a mischievous smile, "Who is it? Let me think of a way to help you.
Zhan Feng arranged for two cars to go to the airport, one of which had its keys handed over to Huo Yongning, who left alone
"Do you want to hear the truth? The truth may be hard to hear..." Shu Guan coughed softly, her cheek swollen on one side, perhaps even her eyes were swollen, yet she met his gaze without flinching. Behind the clear contrast of her black and white eyes flashed a hint of determination, "The truth is, that child... I cannot be certain whether he is yours or not"
She quickly responded to him: "Ah!"
Shu Guan blinked her eyes forcefully; if she did not bite her lower lip with such effort, she would probably really cry out.
He would also feel sad, wouldn't he? But what can be done? She still has to do it this way
The furnishings and decorations in the room remain unchanged, yet due to the absence of occupants, it immediately appears empty and desolate
This time is no longer the peak tourist season in Tibet, and the airport is somewhat quiet. Looking at the flight information, there is still half an hour until the flight from Chongqing to Lhasa.
On such a night, it seems one should not give up that little joke
A large number of text messages suddenly appeared
"Since you have seen it, how else do you want me to explain?" Shu Guan stood up, covering her face, her smile exceedingly bleak
Shu Guan quickly took a sip and smacked her lips, saying, "It's really delicious, why don't you give it a try?"
As she retracted her hand, he tilted his head back, his thin lips gently brushing against her palm, a warm breath sweeping past, causing a slight tingling sensation.
"I don't believe it, but when I'm nervous or scared, I recite the Heart Sutra." She tilted her head, using a hand curtain to block the sunlight, her movements appearing somewhat childish.
I know what you want to say, I am also aware of the woman he has outside..." Shu Guan curled her lips, yet it seemed as if she was completely oblivious to the tearing pain, and said lightly, "But that's just how people are; they won't give up until they hit a wall.
The breakfast was unusually dull; during this time, Huo Yongning went to get some fruit, and Shu Guan received a call from Sun Chen, who was thousands of miles away.
She looked at him with a hint of amusement, hugging her knees, and softly said: "Huo Yongning, I just saw you on television."
She respectfully placed her hands in front of her and bowed three times.
It felt somewhat stuffy in the hall, and he was concerned that she might not be feeling well, so he put his arm around her shoulders and said, "Let's go outside"
The headache began without any warning, as if someone had siphoned away all the oxygen, leaving only a meager amount, forcing her to breathe heavily. The snowflakes before her transformed into tiny golden stars, and she could barely stand.
He brought a large box of white chocolate to see her
What can you expect?
He originally intended to take her, but she has not been feeling well these past few days, so he took Eileen instead
The phone screen flashed silently, and Sun Chen sent a text message asking when she would return, as the house had already been found
Yet even as I have grown up, I have come to understand clearly that asking a seven or eight-year-old child to kill a mouse is merely the beginning. That little girl has such a long road ahead of her
The people around them made way for the couple, some whispering softly, while everyone wore a kind smile, not wishing to disturb this reunion
The road from Lhasa city to Gonggar Airport is quite long, and the drive takes over an hour
Huo Yongning's eyes have gradually turned crimson, and Zhan Feng easily helped him access her surgical records. It seems that half a month ago, he was indeed foolish to the point of naivety. Those sincere feelings and joys were presented to her without reservation, only to be met with a slap, thoroughly and completely, rendering all emotions nothing more than a joke.
The earliest "good night" was followed by a reply from him five minutes later: a flight from Huai City to Chongqing at 10:30, then transferring to Lhasa. After waiting for about ten minutes and seeing that she did not respond, he sent another message: good night
She closed her eyes, leaned on his shoulder, and listened to their casual conversation, slowly drifting off to sleep once again
"No need, let's go out and have fun," she said, momentarily taken aback, then forced a smile, "You don't have much vacation time left, so it's better to make the most of it."
The result was that she turned around and kissed him, and in the end, both of them ended up with their faces covered in toothpaste foam, continuing to mess around on the sheets until they finally stopped
The hotel is a tranquil oasis amidst the hustle and bustle, located right next to Jokhang Temple. The room she booked faces the Potala Palace, and at this moment, as the lights begin to glow, the palatial complex stands majestic and magnificent under the night sky. She draws back the curtains, and the dappled light falls on her face, causing her to squint involuntarily, as if she is admiring a flourishing scene that has no bearing on her.
Furthermore, the performance report that Manwen is about to release is not as ideal as expected, so it is inevitable that the stock price will plummet. "Shu Guan smiled slightly and said," Auntie, there are still many opportunities to make money, so don't be too greedy."
No grudges, no grievances, what can they do to me?Sun Chen sneered, "But it's a fact that those who do real business look down on us who play with finance."
"Hey, how is that young man supposed to go back alone?" The driver said anxiously, "Young lady, even if you are angry, you cannot just leave him behind!"
"Shu Guan, it is not that I want to do anything to him, but rather what you want to do to me..." His voice became somewhat weary, "At 5 o'clock, we will meet there on time"
Shu Guan fell silent for a while, neither agreeing nor refusing, and simply said: "I will think about it some more"
She smiled and leaned her head on his shoulder, suddenly feeling that her dream had come true.
He seemed to anticipate her saying this, stood up, and walked in front of her: "Could you say that again?"
She smiled and replied to him, "Thank you." Then, without any context, she said, "Perhaps this is a sanctuary for healing."
When Shu Guan woke up the next day, Huo Yongning was not in the room
Sigh, she is even less worth mentioning. " Zhong Nan sighed, a hint of melancholy in her voice, "You have no idea, if only she could have been with Huo Yongning—forget it, I won't bring it up. I have worked hard all my life with his father, and now I have come to terms with it. If the company is taken over, so be it. If the price is reasonable, it would be good to leave it to Zi Qiao.
My aunt has not traveled far much, and with her being pregnant, she has some concerns
"Huo Yongning, do you like me?" She interrupted him and asked very directly
She hurriedly went to pick it up, and Huo Yongning half-sat up from the bed, leaning forward: "Are you back?"
She agreed to it, and since there was no time to go home, she went to the beauty salon downstairs to do an emergency facial mask. When she came out, although she was not radiant, she was presentable enough.
Huo Yongning replied very quickly, but it was just two words: good night
He ultimately restrained himself, and not a trace of anger or disdain could be seen on his handsome face; he merely turned away coldly.
Suddenly, she was struck by a seemingly inexplicable and artistically sour remark. Shu Guan stared at the picture, with countless currents and jumbled words flashing through her mind and then disappearing. She turned to look outside the glass door, where the flight had arrived on time and passengers were already coming out.
The atmosphere has become somewhat tense