Chapter 1, The Amnesiac Zhao Sixuan

This kind of busyness lasted for two months. After two months, as life gradually returned to normal, I began my reflections and thoughts.

Subsequently, I was kindly taken by that doctor to the local police station, where, after a series of procedures, my amnesia was confirmed, and my identity could not be determined.

During the first two months of this experience, I did not think much about it at all, as the series of troubles in daily life brought on by memory loss, coupled with challenges related to work and housing, meant that I was entirely preoccupied with making a living.

However, like any amnesiac, during my idle moments, I engage in futile efforts, repeatedly striving to recall those things that I absolutely cannot remember, while continuously chewing over the memories that remain.

Wuhan, in an inconspicuous small rental apartment, on the dining table

How I lost my memory is a question that is pointless to ask. If I knew, I probably wouldn't have been in a coma in the mountains like that

My memory spans only six months, yet the starting point of my recollection lies deep within a secluded forest.

Who is that mysterious hunter who saved me? Was it really just a coincidence that he rescued me?

When I woke up again, I found myself in a hospital. It was a small private hospital located at the foot of a mountain. If I were to guess, the place where I had previously awakened was likely some kind of library or archive on that mountain outside.

As expected, this guy saw my indifferent demeanor and became extremely frustrated, yet he was powerless against me. In the end, he could only utter a harsh remark and furiously began to eat the breakfast in front of him

"Did you know you were talking in your sleep again last night?" Someone looked at me with a face full of dissatisfaction, as if they had just eaten something unpleasant.

At that time, I was very hungry, and yes, I still remember this quite clearly. It seemed that I hadn't run very far at all, as my legs were so weak that I was almost about to collapse on the ground

I asked the doctor about the appearance of that old man, but he said he couldn't remember clearly. He only mentioned that he resembled a hunter from the mountains, and he even covered the expenses for me

"What the hell, are you planning to ignore me?" When this person saw that I was ignoring him, he became even more furious, scratching his ears and shouting, "Do you have any idea how loud you talk in your sleep every night? Sometimes you even ramble nonsensically, it's simply unbearable!"

If I had not received that anonymous letter on this morning

Just when I was exhausted to the point of collapse, I saw a light not far ahead. Without a second thought, driven by the instinct of a person in darkness to move towards the light source, I ran frantically towards it

Fortunately, although Xu Lei has many bad habits, he is very warm-hearted and has indeed helped me a lot during this period. He also agreed to share a rental apartment with me

The reason for using the term "temporary" to describe this is that this way of life has only been limited to the past six months; as for what it was like before that, even I do not know.

The only thing that can be considered as a clue is probably the strange dreams I have every night

Oh dear, since we are all roommates, you should be a little accommodating! I waved my hand dismissively, fully aware that this guy had no other way to express himself except for a few complaints.

Unable to ascertain my identity and unable to recover my memories for the time being, I simply decided to adopt the name Zhao Sixuan, re-entering society with a completely new identity

I remember you; next time you shout recklessly late at night, I will throw you out the door

As for me, my name is Zhao Sixuan. For the time being, I am an ordinary employee at a small company, working alongside Xu Lei, leading a typical nine-to-five life every day

The dense woods, the chirping of summer insects, although the light in the deep night is very dim, I could still easily discern the place where I was lying, undoubtedly a mountainous area

Even this name is merely a name that I blurted out when someone first inquired about my name

After much contemplation, I have only come up with a few questions. As for finding any clues about my background within these details, that is simply an impossible task.

Due to the scarcity of memory, there is very little that I can contemplate. If I were to quantify it, it would only be the brief period after I awoke in the mountains; there is hardly anything to think about.

There are even times when I think that perhaps in this lifetime, I will have to live in a muddled and aimless manner.

In short, even the locals do not know where exactly the place where I fainted is located

Additionally, regarding my identity and household registration issues, I suspect they may be related to my memory loss, yet I have no way of knowing the answers.

How did I lose my memory, and why did I faint in that great mountain?

At that time, I had just woken up and was feeling somewhat dazed. Coupled with a severe headache, I had no inclination to observe my surroundings carefully. Additionally, the instinctive fear arising from being in such an environment led me to think very little. I randomly found a path that barely resembled a road and started running aimlessly.

Indeed, the amnesiac cannot recall anything from six months ago; all memories are confined to the most recent six months. This is my current state

However, most of my dreams are essentially nightmares, each time scaring me half to death. I suppose this has little to do with my own identity; otherwise, if I truly had such experiences, how could I still be alive today

I chewed on the bread in my mouth, casting him a disdainful glance, thinking to myself that it wasn't the first time he had spoken nonsense, so why make such a fuss over wwwhetushu.com .com

At that time, I had no doubts about him and did not think much about it; all my energy was focused on my own headache and memory loss. Because I had not thought it through before, it was only in the hospital that I suddenly realized that I could not remember anything at all

Zhao Sixuan is merely the name I have at present

It seemed to be a small wooden cabin; this was my last thought at that moment, and immediately after, I fell into a faint once again.

In summary, over the past six months, I have made absolutely no progress in recovering my memories

Even during that revisit to the old place, I could not even find the spot where I had fainted.

To be honest, I do not have a very deep impression of the initial memory. I only remember that I woke up due to a headache, covering my head as I looked around at my surroundings.

Furthermore, why is it that my existence cannot be found in the household registration records? Such a bizarre phenomenon should not occur under normal circumstances, yet it has happened to me!

In a state of helplessness, I reissued my identity card and thus began my life anew. Fortunately, I found a job with a low salary in the local area, and at the same time, I met my only friend and roommate, Xu Lei.

The doctor responsible for my treatment informed me that I was brought here by a robust old man. According to the old man, he found me during the day on the mountainside and then brought me here for treatment

This name, found at https://www.hetushu.com, feels very familiar to me, but I cannot be certain that it belongs to me. After all, before I applied for a replacement ID card, I had visited the police station to check my identity, but the result showed that there are not many people in the country with this name, and there is absolutely no one who bears even a slight resemblance to me

Yes, for the past six months, I have been having some strange dreams every night.

In simple terms, it means being carefree and not paying attention to details. To put it more colloquially, it suggests being somewhat foolish and not very tidy

Certainly, there must be reasons here that he alone cannot bear.

The hunter who saved me and then disappeared without a trace, I returned to that mountain after my life had stabilized, but of course, I did not find him.

As my only roommate and friend over the past six months, I have come to know this guy named Xu Lei very well in terms of his character

I still remember when I asked the locals where there were wooden cabins on the mountain, they all looked as if they had seen a ghost. They said that such wooden cabins were quite common several decades ago, but later, young people preferred to go out to work, and there were fewer hunters. Those cabins either collapsed on their own or were dismantled and burned as firewood

Dreams are such things that after one wakes up, they are not remembered very clearly, but there are still some impressions. The dreams I had are scattered and although the content pieced together does not make sense, if it is truly useful, then it is not a bad method for recalling memories.