Chapter 2, The Feeling of Terror

She took a can of Wanglaoji out of the refrigerator: "I apologize, the water dispenser is broken, and there is no hot water to brew tea for you, so please make do with this."

Of course, he added that if this medical institution has not been officially registered, then it would also be untraceable there

I feel a bit embarrassed; it takes just over an hour to travel from Qiaocheng to the provincial capital. No matter how busy one is, if there is a will, there is always time to visit the teacher. The so-called busyness is merely an excuse we make for ourselves.

I do not know why, but ever since I sat down, I have had a feeling as if there are eyes somewhere watching me.

Previously, I had put away many things, fearing that seeing them would remind me of people. However, he hoped to keep everything as it was, and I spent quite a bit of effort restoring it.

However, I did indeed feel that someone was inside just now

"Old man, stop teasing the child. Zhiqiang, ignore him, sit down, quickly sit down!" The teacher's wife came out to mediate, and only then did I sit down on the sofa, sitting upright just like in the old days, as one should in front of the teacher.

I have inquired, and there is simply no such medical institution.

She did not speak, picked up her teacup, took a small sip, and then set the teacup down again

I pushed open the door to the study, which is not large, measuring about a dozen square meters. There are bookshelves on two walls, a large desk, and several chairs.

All of this exists only in her imagination, and this imagination is not her own subjective consciousness, but rather something imposed upon her by others

You, as a top student from the Psychology Department of Qian University, actually believe in those supernatural and bizarre things. Let me tell you, there cannot be any souls or ghosts in this world; everything is controlled and manipulated solely by humans, and it is people who are causing the trouble

I made a phone call with her to arrange to meet at her home in the afternoon, this is the first time I have been to her house since Luohua's death

If there is no formal registration, then it is an illegal organization, which must be resolutely eradicated

She is right; she has indeed improved significantly compared to a few days ago

I was not surprised by her response, as I had already concluded in my mind that this medical institution was entirely fictitious

It is quite good like this now. At least from my perspective, he has not left; he has always been with me. Rest assured, I am fine, really. Do you see that my current mental state is noticeably much better than before? Since yesterday, I have started going back to school for work, and my life is gradually returning to normal.

I firmly believe that the reason Wen Hui is like this is that someone has done something to her, perhaps something akin to hypnosis, implanting a piece of information deeply into her mind, which is why she always fantasizes that Luo Hua is right by her side

"Letter?" Wen Hui said with some confusion, her brows slightly raised

She smiled wryly and shook her head: "I can't see him, but I can feel him right here in this room."

Zhiqiang, it seems that you have only visited me once since your graduation. Have you become successful now and forgotten this old fellow?

I feel somewhat perplexed; initially, it was she who approached me, asking for my help to clarify what was going on. Now, however, she tells me not to investigate any further. I am uncertain about her true intentions.

By the way, what were you about to say just now

I will bring it over and place it on the table

This medical institution does not exist at all, at least it is not within the jurisdiction of our city

What the hell! Professor Luo gave me a big eye roll.

I suddenly thought of Luo Hua, and my heart skipped a beat

Professor Luo still resides in the family quarters of Qian University, specifically in the High Knowledge Building, which is a three-story villa constructed by the university for experts and scholars who have made special contributions. Even within Qian University, there are not many who can enjoy such treatment.

This is what a classmate of mine from the health administration said; he is now also a minor leader. He stated that if such a medical institution truly exists in our city, he would definitely be aware of it

I lowered my head, and I know that I should not have such thoughts, but how can I explain everything that I have experienced

This is her habit. Long ago, Luohua had mentioned to me that he suspected Wenhui had obsessive-compulsive disorder, and even a slight tendency towards cleanliness.

This time I saw her, she appeared different from the last; she looked a bit more spirited.

I stood up and walked towards the study, with her closely following behind me

Only after I finished speaking did he come to his senses, rinsed the tea with boiling water, then brewed the tea and handed a cup to me, saying: "What is your opinion?"

I would like to consult you about some matters, is it convenient for you now

I was taken aback; what does he mean by that? He can't truly believe that such a medical institution exists

Hearing him say this only reinforced my judgment; perhaps this so-called medical institution does not exist at all, and everything is merely a manipulation involving Wen Hui. But why would they do this?

I do not quite feel that way. Everyone has their own lifestyle habits. Some people are accustomed to living in a clean and tidy environment, while others prioritize their own convenience, to the extent that they believe certain items do not need to be deliberately organized and can be easily accessed when needed. Of course, one cannot say that such individuals are messy; it is merely a matter of habit.

I did not stay at her house, as I always felt uncomfortable there, because I even began to faintly believe in the existence of Luohua, and it truly seemed to exist in a form similar to that of a soul

Without the slightest hesitation, I poured out everything that had happened to Wen Hui and my own feelings. Professor Luo listened attentively, so much so that he did not even notice when the water boiled.

I merely asked casually, but after asking, I became somewhat unsettled. Do ghosts truly exist in this world? I silently questioned myself.

I looked at Wenhui, and she was also looking at me, her gaze somewhat unusual

She discovered my anomaly: "Don't be afraid, it's him"

In the following days, I made every effort to locate this medical institution. As I have a background in medicine, I am somewhat familiar with various medical units and even the relevant authorities in the city. However, despite asking many people, no one seemed to know of the existence of such a medical institution

There is no one in the study

Listening to Wen Hui's tone, it is evident that Luo Hua has indeed been by her side all along

Is it Zhiqiang? Are you at home? Is there something you need?

Is there someone in the study

Originally, I thought I was merely experiencing a false alarm, but her words sent a chill down my spine. I knew that the person she referred to was Luo Hua, a man who had already passed away

I asked, "Is that letter still there? I would like to take a look at it."

"It's fine, go ahead and smoke," Wen Hui said softly upon seeing my actions

Seeing my appearance, he already has the answer without me needing to respond: "Zhiqiang, although I am not clear about what exactly is going on, my intuition tells me that this medical institution called Future is likely the key to the entire matter. Additionally, regarding the last time you saw that woman named Wenhui, her behavior gave me the impression that she must know something, but she did not tell you the truth. The reason she suggested that you stop investigating further is precisely because of this."

I said: "It is the letter from the Future medical institution that you mentioned to me, sent to Luohua."

Wen Hui, I feel that... before I finished my words, I sensed some movement in a nearby room. I turned my head to look over, and that should be Luo Hua's study from his lifetime

No, there isn't

This is what I am least willing to believe

I do not know what kind of sound that was; to be precise, it did not make any noise at all. It was merely a feeling within my heart.

What is inconvenient? When did you start being so particular?

"Have you made any discoveries?" she asked me

I pursed my lips, unsure of what to say. Deep down, I did not want to give up the investigation, as I always felt that something must have happened to Wen Hui. If I did not clarify this matter, it might cause harm to Wen Hui.

I shook my head: "It's nothing. Since you are fine now, I can rest assured. I have some matters to attend to, so I will take my leave. Take care of yourself."

I wanted to say something else when I suddenly felt as if someone was sitting on the sofa beside me. I turned my head, but there was no one there

I asked: "Can you see him?"

In fact, the house is not messy; at least from my perspective, it is well-organized.

"You did not find any information about the medical institution called Future; do you think it does not exist?" Professor Luo asked

I hesitated for a moment, but ultimately lit the cigarette

I also feel it; this is what I find terrifying about the library. Why do I have such feelings? This is unscientific

I took a deep breath, pulled out a cigarette, and suddenly remembered that I was at Wenhui's house; she does not like the smell of smoke, which is why Luohua quit smoking for her

The letter has disappeared; it was gone after that afternoon. I believe they must have taken it.

I shook my head: "Not for the time being."

Professor, I know that as medical students we are supposed to be atheists, but even I have a strong feeling that Luo Hua is still here, in that room. I am beginning to have some doubts; perhaps there truly is a soul that exists after death.

Professor, are you at home? As soon as I stepped out, I called my university teacher, as I had too many questions in my mind, and perhaps he could help clarify them for me

I believe it is necessary to meet with Wen Hui again

The person who laid hands on her is certainly related to the medical institution named Future

I am a psychologist, and the only explanation for this matter is that through these two interactions with Wen Hui, I have, to some extent, received some psychological suggestions from her, which is why I have developed such feelings; this is entirely a product of my own psychology

Having obtained the professor's consent, I drove to the provincial capital

He spoke these words with absolute certainty and considerable confidence

"Speak up, have you encountered some difficulties?" Professor Luo said, fiddling with his tea set, as he glanced at me and then asked.

Please make yourself comfortable, the room is messy, and I haven't had much time to tidy up lately

This feeling is surprisingly somewhat familiar

I looked up at him, and he was also looking at me

I strive to keep myself calm, and I firmly believe that there are no ghosts in this world, absolutely none

Dr. Pan, I appreciate your concern regarding my matters, but I would like to ask you not to investigate any further; everything is in the past.

She sighed