Chapter 2, a certificate
I then began to ask him some questions, such as about his family situation, and gradually we reached the topics on the psychological test.
Mr. Qian is indeed very thoughtful, but I, as the boss, still have to take the subway, while the employees are driving luxury cars, which is quite a novelty
Now I will quietly focus on my work, but I also want to quietly engage in a romantic relationship. Even in love, I must be strong; the person I set my sights on must not refuse me, or at the very least, he cannot be someone who is ill
Although Yuan Ye is a well-connected young man of privilege, he would never marry a woman like Fu Qing, nor would he genuinely like such a woman. He is perfectly clear in his mind and sees it all very clearly.
The term "deviation" in psychology is not a derogatory term; it is a neutral term that refers to a state of abnormality. All individuals with psychological disorders are considered to be in a state of psychological deviation, abbreviated as psychological deviation. I particularly like this term, and every time I use it, I feel the need to clarify to others: "Please note, this is not an insult; I just want to indicate that you are currently in an abnormal state, and this is a term used in psychology."
He furrowed his brow, thought for a moment in great pain, and then shook his head and said he did not know
Yuan Ye first attempted to kiss me, but upon realizing my rejection, he did not insist further. He merely gave me a gentle kiss on the cheek and cautiously caressed me. I am certain that this is entirely different from what Fu Qing described. According to Fu Qing, Yuan Ye should be wild, domineering, and full of strength, akin to a wolf, rather than being like this, not even resembling a sheep, but rather a mere bundle of cotton.
Xiao Ye told me that he has no family, he lives alone, but he is wealthy. He does not know where the money comes from; in any case, he is simply rich. He has a lot of money, enough to live without worry about food and clothing. Sometimes he works, and sometimes if he wakes up late, he does not go to work. He works as a typist, and when he talks about being a typist, his hands start to shake uncontrollably, as if he is typing on a computer.
When I looked outside with General Qian, it was fully paid.
Fu Qing would like Yuan Ye, which is something I did not expect. Although Yuan Ye is quite handsome, I did not notice any qualities in him that Fu Qing would be attracted to
"It's nothing, just bring him here, and I guarantee he will be treated well. Your family has a history of offenses." I said, patting my chest.
"It's up to you; wherever you say to go, we will go, even to the home of someone we don't know. I can still have someone arrange for the house to be made available for you to drink," Yuan Ye said, showing off.
Old Fan in my family has been buying lottery tickets his whole life, and he has never won a single cent, truly not a single cent. I can't even remember how much money he has spent on lottery tickets, but he has been unwavering in his pursuit, more punctual than meal times, rain or shine. You would think that if he never won a single cent in his lifetime, it would be one thing, but just a few days ago, he won 500,000. Ever since he found out he won 500,000, he has collapsed and hasn't been able to get up. He was sent to the hospital, and the doctor said there was nothing wrong with him, suggesting it might be a psychological issue. It has been several days now, and I am getting anxious and frustrated watching him. What should I do?
Which 1983 can it be? That 1983 from 19, 1983 is already exceptional. Do I still have the fortune to drink the 1983 from 18 or 17? By the time I asked this question, I was already feeling a bit dizzy
Which 83 year
Can we not be a bit more low-key? A bit more humble? If I achieve a first-class, will I still have room to strive for improvement? I replied.
In fact, when I said this, I was also uncertain, but if I were to show my uncertainty, wouldn't that make the old lady even more uncertain?
"Do you want to die too?" I replied to Yuan Ye with a chuckle.
In the afternoon, the elderly lady brought along her son and daughter-in-law to bring Old Fan over
Yuan Ye gazed at me with a dazed expression and said, "In the future, I will buy you wine from 1983; I will buy as much as you want!"
I originally wanted to say, "That won't do, am I not wasting your precious youth?" However, as a woman, I still have some vanity. After being beaten by that woman, I still insisted on holding on until the end with an absolutely victorious demeanor. It was truly exhilarating
Old Fan's eyes rolled around without any reaction. Before I could bring my second slap down, Old Fan suddenly opened his mouth and said: "Really didn't hit it?"
I laughed and responded to Yuan Ye, but he stood there in a daze, not moving for a long time
I stood frozen in place; no matter how I looked at it, this was an ordinary person.
I hurriedly called Mr. Qian
I turned my face and looked at Yuan Ye very seriously. Once I confirmed that he was not joking, I raised my right hand, adopting a posture similar to that of a party membership oath, and declared emphatically: "I, Leng Yan, swear to all 1.3 billion people in China that from now on, I will never drink alcohol again"
However, I did not expect to pay off the first installment, and tears fell down.
Yuan Ye asked me why I insisted on drinking the wine from 1983. I chuckled and said, "The great coolness was born in 1983! My first true boyfriend, I mean after graduation, the ones in school were just child's play. That boyfriend of mine bought me a bottle of red wine from 1983, but later, he passed away"
I hurriedly told her to stop, saying: "I indeed need a finance officer here, but I do not need a finance officer who does not work. Also, if I remember correctly, you do not sleep in women's beds, do you?"
I gazed at his hands and said, "Your hands are truly beautiful; if you played the piano, you might be quite good at it."
I hurried to pull him back, wanting to bring him back and give him some medication, even if it was just a sedative, as he looked truly in great pain.
Old Fan!
However, this is no longer the crux of the issue; the problem is that I have slept with the handsome guy I like
I understood the tricks behind that payment as soon as I looked back at it
"Come to my house for a drink!" I opened my mouth to change the subject, then pulled Yuan Ye and went to buy some alcohol.
What previous convictions are there
Regardless, upon seeing this clinic, I still feel a sense of reassurance in my heart
As soon as I heard it, I asked, "What did you just call him?"
The settlement actually has a bit of a story, but we have never mentioned it
It was only upon seeing Yuan Ye that I remembered the bar does not open this early
Yuan Ye. I suddenly thought of something and said to him formally, "Because I have been busy getting the clinic up and running, I haven't properly thanked you for helping me with the paperwork."
I watched as the elderly lady walked in unsteadily through the door and said to Manager Qian, "Manager Qian, please open the door and serve some water!"
As soon as the door was pushed open, the scolding began: "Leng Yan, you are so noble! You are so noble that it has come to my head! I know, I have always known, that a few years ago you were harboring a grudge, and I cannot stop you from venting it, but why do it now? You choose the hardest time for me to kick me when I am down, are you even human? If you liked it, you should have said so earlier; if you had said so, I would have given it to you. What are you pretending to be generous for? Saying you don't want it and then coming to snatch it away, are you even human? Are you really human?"
Fu Qing said that she likes me, but you know, we are not suitable to be together. I don't know how to tell her, can you help me say it? She listens to you
I sat alone in the clinic, and suddenly it became quiet.
Indeed, I generally do not sleep in the beds of ordinary women; I sleep in the beds of exceptional women, and you are exceptional! Rest assured, once I find a suitable place, I will move out
The old lady is already eighty years old, and when she speaks, the words rush into her mouth like a gust of wind. Her teeth are quite good, except for the absence of two front teeth. As soon as she entered the door, she began to leisurely recount the tragic experiences of her old husband.
Li Xue said that she loves the man who supports her, and I actually believe it. No matter how many times I have vomited in front of her, I still believe it. I also believe in paying off debts, but no one will speak the truth. If this matter were to be taken seriously, life would become difficult. Joking and laughing makes life seem smooth, and we all appear to be cherished and loved, even though we are the ones who do not care at all. We do not want to live a pitiful life.
The clinic has been open for a week, and not a single customer has come in. I appear indifferent, but in reality, I am quite anxious.
I repeatedly think that Zhuo Yifan is unwell. I want to use this thought to explain Zhuo Yifan's final words.
I signaled that Qian should not stop the payment, and asked for the payment to come over. If the payment dares to lay a hand on me, we will no longer be sisters for the rest of our lives
Say
I greeted Mr. Qian and said, "Your Buick has finally come in handy. Hurry up and take care of her belongings." I casually handed Mr. Qian the keys to my house and said, "Also, give her a set of keys."
I suddenly forgot that Zhuo Yifan is an ill person, and his direct rejection made me feel frustrated. "What happened that day was a misunderstanding; I have no relationship with President Qian. Of course, saying that is not entirely accurate; I am friends with him, good friends, buddies. It was his girlfriend who misunderstood me, but I do not wish for you to misunderstand me as well."
Have you finished moving? When I called, I didn't expect him to have completed the move. Although he is single, there is certainly no shortage of items to pack up.
Of course, what is there to consider?
I am anxious and said: "Damn it, I can see it, you came here to put on a show! Just say what it is clearly, there's no need to play tricks on me! If you keep crying, the ice and snow in Antarctica will melt over a larger area because of your tears!"
I walked over and gave him a hard slap, then said: "Do you really think you can win 500,000? What a daydream! You have never won in your life, and in the end, you still claim you did? Wake up!"
Goodness, she is really bold. Do you know where her things are? On the side of the road! Just two suitcases and two handbags. They are placed on the road not far from her house. How come all your sisters have such audacity just like you? How does she know that those suitcases will still be there when she returns?
You must take me there, no more nonsense! I must see him, I need to treat him! Do you understand what treating means? It's not as sordid as you think! I firmly and confidently said to Mr. Qian.
He mentioned depression, and my heart suddenly trembled. I asked, "Who is your friend?"
He is unwell; at first glance, he appears to be a paranoid, but to what extent this is true, and whether it is indeed this illness, I cannot say for certain
In the matter of obtaining certificates, Yuan Ye indeed possesses some skills, at least these skills surpass his abilities in bed
Perhaps that doctor bought his credentials just like I did! Stop talking nonsense, are you going to take me or not? You’re not going to take me, right? You think I can’t find someone else if you don’t? I just thought of you as a buddy and asked you to take me, and you’re getting all high and mighty? If you’re not taking me, then forget it! When I said this, I found women truly disgusting and cruel. They clearly know the other party won’t refuse, they clearly know they need help, yet they still pretend as if they can manage without you. The other party is already in a difficult and sad situation, yet they insist on making the other person submit, compelling them to obediently rush to do things for them. And it’s cruel, they clearly know the other party won’t refuse, they clearly know they need help, yet they still pretend as if they can manage without you. The other party is already in a difficult and sad situation, yet they insist on making the other person submit, compelling them to obediently rush to do things for them.
When I called Zhuo Yifan, I felt anxious, unsure of how he would react. After he went to the hospital last time, I didn't ask much, mainly because I was also extremely busy.
However, now I feel that we are pitiable
However, it was precisely because of that handsome guy that I later had an abortion, and as a result, I dropped out in my sophomore year, leading to the life I am living now
Listening to this is so comforting
Once a person has a bit of money, they tend to become arrogant. At that time, I had no money; I was merely holding the funds to start a business, yet I began to act boastfully.
Upon hearing this, Old Fan became happy, stood up, and said with a smile: "I told you, we can't eat, we can't play, at this time, how can I spend so much money?"
"Now we are in a harmonious socialist society, and you are not allowed to indulge in fantasies about the current harmonious social order!" I really have a knack for joking around at any time. At this moment, however, my heart was already in turmoil, and the name Zhuo Yifan was stuck in my throat, but I just didn't know how to bring it up. "By the way, is that all there is to Fu Qing's belongings?" I asked, but in the end, I was still not asking about Zhuo Yifan.
Mr. Qian took it without any courtesy
Yuan Ye almost spat out the wine in his mouth from laughing
At this moment, his speech suddenly appeared very normal
In recent days, the number of guests has gradually increased. Everyone who comes is required to fill out a psychological assessment questionnaire from our establishment, and there are also some necessary interactive psychological tests. Sometimes I conduct these tests, and other times it is Mr. Qian who does.
I have been pondering how to tell Fu Qing about this absurd matter between Yuan Ye and me, when suddenly Fu Qing came to confront me.
Li Xue, having been paid in full, no longer cares and always retorts: "Indeed, I have more certificates than you, and perhaps I haven't earned as much money as you, but I am of a higher level, while you are of a lower level. That is the difference!"
Since becoming a psychologist, I have developed a fondness for the term - perversion
I said to Yuan Ye nonchalantly: "It's nothing serious, don't take it to heart, we are all adults. Just consider it settled, and after the laughter and the deed, we remain friends." When I said this, I had already vowed in my heart that there would not be a second time; this one and only instance occurred when my will was quite weak.
I have just appointed General Qian as my secretary and chief steward, and business has started to come in.
I think that if I do not interrupt him, he will continue counting indefinitely
He remained expressionless, still engaged in the act of typing
When the payment was made, I saw the Buick car at the entrance and kicked it hard, causing the sedan to cry out in pain
I am confused about the payment; what exactly is going on here
When Yuan Ye and I returned to the living room and sat on the sofa again, Yuan Ye clearly became more reserved
I steeled my heart and said, "I want to see Zhuo Yifan!"
Paying off repeatedly asked me whether I am human
Upon hearing him speak that way, I felt enlightened; this person is indeed clever. Engaging in a rivalry with me, to the point that I will not pay you any mind in the next life, how wonderful it is to have such a friend
I felt a heaviness in my heart, realizing that over the past two years, I had not gained any benefits, and life must have been quite difficult. In the end, it turned out to be such a conclusion, which inevitably brings a sense of sighing.
Regardless of the reason, being slept with means it has happened
When I finally told him that there were mild paranoid symptoms, he looked at me in disbelief and said, "Don't lie to me, I know it's serious"
As a result, within a week, after settling the payment, he brought that classmate to bed and took advantage of her
On the other end of the phone, Mr. Qian paused for a moment and suddenly exclaimed, "Are you out of your mind? Is there such a shortage of men? If you don't find me suitable, I can introduce you to someone new. Why must you be interested in him?"
My story is only just beginning now, and it truly started after I became a psychologist
Quite fast! The efficiency in handling this matter is commendable
Indeed, it is just that little; moving houses is truly easy for her! She mentioned that these are all worthless items, and if someone were to take them, she would just replace everything with new ones
In fact, Yuan Ye did not drink much of that bottle of wine; most of it ended up in my stomach.
In terms of being fierce, no one can compare to Fu Qing. I admit that I cannot match her either, but Fu Qing is somewhat afraid of me. Just by looking at the way she scolded me today, I can tell that she is trying her best to restrain herself. At least she asked whether I am still human; she hasn't yet cursed me through my ancestors for eighteen generations. When she truly gets angry and starts cursing, she could knock down two rows of buildings on Chang'an Avenue.
After Mr. Qian arrived, I had ample time to go out for a stroll. Moreover, having obtained Zhuo Yifan's phone number, I felt compelled to arrange a meeting with him.
What Li Xue refers to as "sophisticated" does not imply that her educational background is high; rather, she is expressing that there is love between her and her partner
Mr. Qian said: "Shall I give you Zhuo Yifan's phone number, or not?"
With a slight pout, he said: "Alright, Li Xue, the first-level certificate costs 20,000 yuan! This girl is just stingy about money and opted for the second-level certificate that costs 5,000 yuan."
He just went out and came back again, placing a one hundred yuan bill in front of me, saying: "I still want to thank you! I have money, take it!"
She must have been extremely angry and came rushing to my psychological clinic
Yuan Ye accompanied me with a smile and spoke to me kindly, making me feel a sense of superiority as if I were being cherished, cared for, and adored by others
Mr. Qian indeed acted as I anticipated, quickly yielding and stating that he would take me to meet Zhuo Yifan
I have indeed met Fu Qing, and our relationship is quite special, but we still only tease each other. Just today, Yuan Ye said something to Fu Qing that was not a tease, and it made Fu Qing cry. Fu Qing has previously mentioned that she doesn't cry for a reason; she said that once tears are shed, one will get used to it, and she does not want to live a life filled with crying and wailing.
What is your name? I did not interrupt him earlier because I wanted to see what condition he was in; now asking him is intended to distract his attention
"Why don't you get a first-level one?" Li Xue asked me upon hearing this
I am Leng Yan, the one with unparalleled elegance! It was Mr. Qian who introduced us. I recognized your coffee; you came to find me, it is indeed me, Leng Yan. I quickly provided several reasons that could remind Zhuo Yifan of me, fearing that if I only mentioned one, or simply stated that I am Leng Yan, he might not remember who I am at all. I cannot bear the blow of him not remembering me.
Fu Qing walked up to me, locking eyes with me, and we remained silent with each other
"You should just move away once you find a suitable man," I said with a smile, hoping she would discern her own identity from my words and abandon any lingering thoughts about Yuan Ye.
I glanced at Yuan Ye and suddenly recalled Fu Qing's remark that Yuan Ye's skills in bed were exceptional. I asked, "Whose house are we going to drink at?"
Yuan Ye looked at me in confusion, not understanding what I meant by this
I do not doubt that Yuan Ye is speaking grandly; I realized this during the entire process of him assisting me with the certification. He is someone who knows how to spend money, understands the art of spending, and also knows how to communicate effectively. Every penny spent is worth it
In love, women become more meticulous in their thoughts, possess higher intelligence, have more comprehensive associations, and exhibit more inexplicable nerves
It seems that when I think about these things, I truly feel the pain.
I truly regret it. In fact, upon careful reflection, this has nothing to do with alcohol. Alcohol did not force me to sleep with Yuan Ye. Moreover, I had not consumed that much alcohol yet. However, I still chose to place the blame on alcohol. I am someone who, at certain times, seeks an escape route for myself, so that I can later explain myself to Fu Qing.
He finally stopped, looked at me, and said: "My name is Xiao Ye"
Living alone has its advantages; no matter how many private matters one engages in, no one will know, and everything can be kept within one's own heart
Mr. Qian is no longer like the Mr. Qian of before, but rather resembles the Mr. Qian from even earlier, who would laugh heartily and say: "Impressive, in just over a month, I have my own clinic! Can I get a meal in return?"
In summary, I slept with Yuan Ye
Do you know about Fan Jinzhongju? Buying a lottery ticket now is just like Fan Jinzhongju. In any case, bring your old man here, and I guarantee he will return home safe and sound
I have seen Li Xue cry many times, whether from falling, being ill, or feeling wronged. Li Xue's tears come easily. However, it is the first time I have seen Fu Qing cry, truly the first time, and it is for a man.
Fu Qing glared at Qian Zong and said, "What do you think you are! How dare you stop me? When I was with Leng Yan flirting with men, you probably didn't even know which girl you were cozying up to! Why are you meddling? She has caused your family to fall apart, and you still help her? You are truly not a man!"
Yuan Ye sighed when he heard me mention the full payment and said, "Can you do me a favor"
Mr. Qian stepped forward to stop Fu Qing, fearing that if she approached me, a conflict would ensue just as before
It turns out he is just as abnormal; even when he appears normal, he is still abnormal. Fortunately, he is aware that he is in a serious condition
This matter has had a significant impact on me, as the reaction from my family was quite intense. Therefore, I truly have not consumed alcohol since then. It is difficult to say how long this abstinence will last; perhaps it will be for a lifetime
Oh, I see. Is there something going on?" he said he knew, and I felt very happy. However, his tone was very flat, seemingly indifferent, and he did not seem to care about my call
Enough! With your mediocre skills, how can you claim to treat others? Someone has seen a professional psychologist for nearly six years without improvement, and you think you can help them? I suggest you take a good look at yourself first
I began to feel uneasy when I returned to my seat
Old Fan drooled with a pair of lifeless eyes, not knowing whom to look at
Only now do I truly understand what the payment is meant for
"Sister, I am neither married nor do I have children, alright?" Mr. Qian said helplessly
Mr. Qian patted his chest and said, "I am currently single and guarantee that during my time working here, I will not date anyone!"
The day after the incident between Yuan Ye and me, Fu Qing, resembling a fierce and menacing spirit, arrived.
Whenever I think of Zhuo Yifan, I feel irritated. I have been studying hypnosis for the past two days, and I am considering when to hypnotize Zhuo Yifan to see what he is really thinking.
What Li Xue often says now is: "So what if you graduated from university? Aren't you just like me, being a woman who is covered and hidden?"
Upon hearing Yuan Ye say that Fu Qing likes him, I felt a sense of unease in my heart
I immediately softened and patted my head, saying: "Alright, alright, if you like it, just say it, right? Am I going to argue with you? Besides, I don't like it either. That time I had that kind of encounter with him was an accident; I was drunk, and it was a case of drunken indiscretion. Such matters of drunken indiscretion don't require mutual responsibility. It's yours; everything you fancy is yours. Why are you crying? Daughters shouldn't shed tears lightly!" Besides, I don't like it either. That time I had that kind of encounter with him was an accident; I was drunk, and it was a case of drunken indiscretion. Such matters of drunken indiscretion don't require mutual responsibility. It's yours; everything you fancy is yours. Why are you crying? Daughters shouldn't shed tears lightly!
I smiled broadly and looked at Mr. Qian, saying: "I heard that you have also resigned. I am in need of a secretary here, but I dare not hire you. I am afraid that one day a few women might burst in and beat me up, which would be fine, but my reputation would be ruined."
It has just been delivered to your home, the key has also been duplicated, she is tidying up by herself, and I am already on my way back
We have never seen that man of Li Xue; we merely wishfully say that he is an ugly man. Those are just teasing remarks about Li Xue. Whether we can meet that man still depends on fate
I smiled, pushed him away, and said there was nothing to apologize for
At that time, I was also in a bad mood, still thinking about Zhuo Yifan. It is rare for me to develop feelings for someone, and yet I was rejected just like that. Just a few days ago, I had said in front of Mr. Qian's ex-girlfriend that I was the only one who could end relationships, and then I turned around and was dumped. Thinking about this made me feel that my clinic was also meaningless.
No need to be polite! Who are we to each other?
I recalled how that young girl smiled at me while talking about Yuan Ye, and she generously invited me to play with Yuan Ye as well, which turned out to be a test of my intentions
Indeed, given the relationship between you and me, we really do not need to be so formal with each other
However, they do not know who Zhuo Yifan is; I have never mentioned him to them. I cannot clearly explain the reasons behind this.
However, in the end, these thoughts did not bring me any comfort.
No, right now, you handle it as you see fit
But... but... she paid off the debt, blinking her eyes and shedding tears again
When he was about to leave, he said to me: "Be a good psychologist and save those who want to live but have died. A couple of days ago, a friend of mine died by suicide due to depression."
In fact, most people do not have mental illnesses; many come to me simply because they are temporarily troubled or have accumulated unresolved emotional burdens over a long period. Of course, if these issues are not addressed over time, they may indeed develop into noticeable mental disorders.
Is it possible in the evening? I am currently at work
He walked out while painfully looking back at me, his brows furrowing tighter and tighter, shaking his head and saying: "I don't remember, I don't know which friend it was, in any case, she is dead, she was a woman, yes, a woman."
I do not care and said to Yuan Ye: "Come out and drink with me"
"If I were to die in your arms, I think I would be willing to!" Yuan Ye laughed and then uttered this line. The atmosphere began to shift with Yuan Ye's words, and I inexplicably recalled Fu Qing's praises of Yuan Ye's skills in bed. It had truly been a long time since I had been with a man. If I were to say that I felt a bit lonely, it would not be an exaggeration. If I were to say that I felt a bit drunk, that would also be acceptable. If I were to say that I was doing this to take revenge on Zhuo Yifan, that would also make sense. The atmosphere began to shift with Yuan Ye's words, and I inexplicably recalled Fu Qing's praises of Yuan Ye's skills in bed. It had truly been a long time since I had been with a man. If I were to say that I felt a bit lonely, it would not be an exaggeration. If I were to say that I felt a bit drunk, that would also be acceptable. If I were to say that I was doing this to take revenge on Zhuo Yifan, that would also make sense.
I stared at the phone for a long time, and by the time I still didn't know what to say, the other end had already hung up
I always suddenly point seriously at Fu Qing or Li Xue and say: "Please note, you have become abnormal now"
In fact, obtaining this certificate cost far more than 5,000. I have forgotten the exact amount, but I constantly gave gifts and spent money everywhere. Yuan Ye said that this place required money, so I gave it to him; he said that place needed it, and I gave him again. I realized that I trusted Yuan Ye a lot at that time, and I never thought to suspect that he was embezzling the money.
My name is Yuan Ye
Every time I have such a brief exchange of words, I always feel like I am a character from "The Analects of Confucius," just short of donning a long robe
As soon as he entered the room, he stared at me blankly for a few moments before starting to speak incessantly: "They all say I am ill, but I have never felt that I am sick. The reason I came here is that I happened to walk by. Look, it is now 4:50:05 PM, 06 seconds, 07 seconds, 08 seconds, 09 seconds, 10 seconds..." Then he continued to count the time in front of me, reaching exactly 5 o'clock! "Look, it is now 4:50:05 PM, 06 seconds, 07 seconds, 08 seconds, 09 seconds, 10 seconds..." Then he continued to count the time in front of me, reaching exactly 5 o'clock!
How painful it must be
Everyone unanimously said: "No, you are mistaken!"
This matter has convinced me that I am the kind of general who trusts those I employ and does not employ those I doubt
Mr. Qian responded affirmatively and then left with Fu Qing
Fu Qing cleverly asked me if I liked that classmate, and I honestly replied that I did.
I suddenly thought of Qian's girlfriend, and at that moment, I felt as if I had gained a sudden clarity about her. Someone like me, who says that growth requires a price, is simply standing and speaking without feeling the pain. At this moment, I can hardly imagine what kind of deep feelings eight years would entail; at least from her perspective, they are unfathomable. She believed that eight years would lead to a lifetime, investing her heart and future in Qian and in this eight-year relationship. Yet in the end, she was the one who had to turn away. No, it was not her turning away; she was still moving forward, while Qian let go and withdrew a vital part of her.
Fu Qing continued, "However, when I heard you say that you slept with him, I felt relieved. You only sleep with someone after being in a serious relationship for a year, right? So it must just be a fling with him. Besides, his skills in bed... are so poor!" As Fu Qing finished the last sentence, she burst into laughter.
At this moment, I need to find someone to talk to or do something with
Alright, dear aunt, I am taking leave; your matters will always be the most important!
However, it seems that it is not he who is competing with me, but rather I who am competing with him, though I have forgotten.
There is no breakup fee, and in the future, there will be no house to live in. I haven't said anything to Yuan Ye yet, and just when I thought things couldn't get worse, Yuan Ye directly told me... he told me that he likes you
Who said that a woman's intelligence drops to zero when she is in love? This statement is fundamentally flawed. I am not in a relationship yet, but when I face Zhuo Yifan, I find myself slightly yearning for love. However, I can connect numerous inexplicable relationships and psychological states from his voice, his gaze, or a single phrase, which would not occur under normal circumstances. Love only makes a woman's thoughts more meticulous, her intelligence more exceptional, her associations more comprehensive, and her nerves more inexplicable. Yet, I can connect numerous inexplicable relationships and psychological states from his voice, his gaze, or a single phrase, which would not occur under normal circumstances. Love only makes a woman's thoughts more meticulous, her intelligence more exceptional, her associations more comprehensive, and her nerves more inexplicable
However, as soon as he opened the door, he ran away as if he had gone mad, and I stood outside the door, unable to see his figure
"No need, I am very busy." Zhuo Yifan directly declined me
Later, I realized that the brand of the psychological counseling center was too grand, as I was the only one there, both as a small staff member and a leader. What kind of center was that? Eventually, I changed the name to a psychological clinic. Every day, I dressed in what appeared to be tasteful clothing and pretended to browse through books on psychology in the store, doing so earnestly, which made me look quite like a psychologist.
First, he is ill. In order not to burden me, he does not want to be with me, which is why he said such heartless words. Alternatively, he is ill and was having an episode while on the phone, completely unaware of what he was saying. Or perhaps he was serious; he simply does not like me. But he is ill, so isn't it also fine for me not to be with someone who is unwell?
However, I have indeed met a few truly ill individuals, like Zhuo Yifan, who have all become my good friends and also my long-term clients
However, the subsequent scene unfolded in a manner that was beyond my expectations. I had thought she would point her finger at my nose and berate me, spitting in my face, and then extort me for some money, whether by treating me to a meal or by asking for clothes and jewelry.
"Are you in a hurry to find me for something?" Mr. Qian inquired
It is not like a cold or fever, where the effects of injections and medication are immediately apparent; mental illness is a long-term treatment process, and the distinction between improvement and decline is subtle and gradual. No one can claim that my skills are inadequate.
Mr. Qian bent his legs, placed his left hand behind him, and extended his right hand forward, saying: "Ah!" He then went to greet the elderly lady
"It's just about going to bed." I said nonchalantly
The first visitors to my psychological counseling center were Fu Qing and Li Xue. At that time, Fu Qing looked around and remarked, "Five thousand yuan, just five thousand yuan has turned Leng Yan into a certified psychological counselor, and a Level 2 one at that"
It turns out that I was not completely confused by anger at that time, because I did not seek out Fu Qing and Li Xue. If I had approached these two aunts, who knows how they would have laughed at me? Both of them are relentless when they seize an opportunity.
Yuan Ye was taken aback upon seeing me, and with a flushed face, he said he was sorry
Thinking of Fu Qing and Li Xue, and then reflecting on myself, I couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness in my nose
In fact, I am also someone who can diligently and quietly carry out tasks, though I tend to be a bit assertive.
Yuan Ye was very cautious, I could clearly hear his heartbeat, the sound was loud. Just as I heard his heartbeat, I suddenly sobered up, and I began to regret it. I turned my head to the side, not allowing Yuan Ye to kiss my lips
I want to obtain the certificate first, and gradually learn the technical aspects. However, I can be considered somewhat knowledgeable at this point, even though I have only studied depression.
Having settled the payment, she wiped her tears, smiled, and said: "It seems you have nothing to do with this anymore"
Yuan Ye's eyes sparkled as he said, "Let's buy some wine and go home to drink, we can drink however we like!"
I pointed my finger at the payment and said, "Are you going to die if you don't speak the truth?"
The unfortunate thing is that this ball of cotton quickly disappeared. I was originally regretting it, so I didn't feel much. Later, when I made up my mind to properly complete this process with Yuan Ye, he had already unilaterally declared a ceasefire.
Every time Li Xue finishes saying this, both Fu Qing and I would make a vomiting gesture
Calling Yuan Ye largely compensated for the sense of psychological deficiency I felt when I called Zhuo Yifan earlier
However, I mentioned the matter from last time for another reason, because I cried that day
Mental illness is the easiest to deceive among all illnesses
I would like to borrow your bed to sleep! Also, I broke up with that old guy, and naturally, I no longer have a job. You should be in need of a finance person here, right?" After settling the payment, her expression immediately brightened, and she said in a flattering tone.
I actually didn't drink much with Yuan Ye, just a bottle of red wine. I held that bottle of red wine for quite a while and then asked Yuan Ye, "Is this from the year 1983?"
Having spoken openly with Mr. Qian, I feel more at ease, and the barriers have been removed
Acquiring a certificate is crucial; without a certificate, you cannot accomplish anything. The certificate was obtained with the help of Yuan Ye, who stated that not only can he procure a psychological counselor certificate, but he could also arrange for a genuine identity card.
When I first entered university, I was attracted to a genuinely honest and somewhat handsome boy. He had a fair complexion and would blush when talking to girls, embodying the ideal boyfriend of that time. I also had feelings for that classmate, always thinking that holding hands with such a person would be a comforting experience, without the worry that he might appear charming in front of you while actually hiding stinky, dirty socks and clothes under the pillow and bed in the dormitory.
When I was excited, I took out one of the five tickets and handed it to Mr. Qian, saying, "This is for you! As a reward!"
In just a few seconds, she was defeated. I thought she could at least hold on for ten seconds. In the end, I overestimated her.
I was holding my phone and wandering aimlessly on the street, turning several circles. I was wondering what kind of story this was and what kind of ending it had. Why is it like this? What can Zuo Yifan do? Did I say that I liked him? Yes, I do have some positive feelings towards him, but it's still a long way from liking him. Indeed, only a sick person would have sick thoughts.
Then the family happily left. As they were leaving, the old lady took out 500 yuan from her close-fitting clothes and gave it to me, saying that I was a living Bodhisattva.
I finally said a word after breaking up with that old guy
Then the three of them burst into laughter.
In order to come to work at my place, Qian Zong bought a Buick, but it really cost him a fortune. I asked him why he doesn't drive his Mercedes-Benz, and he said if he drove a Mercedes-Benz here, no one would come to my clinic, and there would be a gap between him and the working class.
Fu Qing suddenly wiped away a tear and asked, "What kind of relationship did you have with him?"
I pretended to analyze Xiao Ye's results on the computer, but in my heart, I had some understanding that it would make no difference whether I did it or not; it was merely to appear scientific in front of outsiders
I struck her with a punch and said: "You really never forget about that matter of going to bed, do you! Is this all you amount to! So what do you want to do now?"
At that time, I was thinking of a suitable reason to invite Zhuo Yifan out, but after thinking for a long time, I ended up saying the most inappropriate one. I said: "I am sorry about what happened last time, and I would like to invite you for coffee as a way to make it up to you."
The day finally arrived, but when I looked up, I ignored the person who came in; it was President Qian.
However, I am somewhat afraid of the way he looks at me, directly, as if he could devour me
In fact, I am not entirely an unskilled psychologist. The reason I sought Yuan Ye's help to obtain the certification is to open the psychological counseling center as soon as possible; I do not have the luxury of time and money to waste. Of course, there is another reason for wanting to open it sooner, which is to have an excuse to get in touch with Zhuo Yifan.
I work as a psychologist and I always tell everyone that they must speak the truth so that I can help them. They must have told me the truth, which is why I know so many untold stories. I keep their words confidential and only write them down in my notebook. Sometimes, I take them out to reminisce about the unique and amusing lives they lead.
The old lady is the one who started my business. Ever since she arrived, my business has gradually improved. Therefore, I have repeatedly talked about the matter concerning the old lady several times. However, when I mentioned it again later, they no longer laughed. Nevertheless, when I meet someone for the first time, I still share the story about the old lady, and everyone who hears it for the first time finds it amusing
I had originally intended to reason with him, but then he said the following sentence, and my mood instantly shifted from overcast to partly cloudy to clear with not a cloud in the sky
I believe that he is no longer merely facing psychological issues
A woman shedding tears in front of a man is a highly ambiguous matter, as these tears can carry various implications in different contexts. For instance, on that day, I was subtly indicating to Zhuo Yifan that I cared for him deeply, very deeply.
Fu Qing smiled and said that only he understood her, but soon his brows and eyes fell, and the tears at the corners of his eyes were very distinct
Today, I happen to be in a bad mood. If I were in a good mood, I would have already confronted Fu Qing with a barrage of insults. I do not resort to vulgarity when cursing, but I am quite skilled at engaging in civilized verbal disputes.
The phone connected, and Zhuo Yifan's pleasant voice came through, asking who I was.
This is a good thing, this is a tremendous good thing worthy of setting off firecrackers, why are you still feeling sad
Later, after settling the payment, she proudly and openly held his hand, strutting around the campus.
However, generally, I still do not prescribe medication to patients indiscriminately, unless they are severely depressed or exhibit other extreme symptoms. The medications I prescribe are also considered to be non-lethal. The most commonly prescribed medications are vitamins such as VB, VC, VE, and so on.
However, they are all less pitiable than I am. Now, whether my eyes are open or closed, as long as I am not busy, I can always think of Zhuo Yifan. How pitiful it is that he doesn't even pay me any attention, so openly rejecting me. Moreover, he is a sick child, while I, a normal person, am completely disregarded by him.
That afternoon, after Mr. Qian and Mr. Fu had left, someone arrived.
He stood up, smiled at me, and said: "Thank you, I am fine now. I happened to walk by your door just as it occurred, so I came in." He raised his hand to check his watch, but this time he did not announce the time, nor did he count the seconds, and then he turned and left
So do you now know where your money comes from I asked
However, if there were no other options, I would not be so eager to meet with Mr. Qian. I know that Zhuo Yifan will refuse to see me, but he will not refuse to meet with Mr. Qian
Zhuo Yifan said nothing, then calmly said to me: "Don't bother, I won't like you."
As a psychologist, I have a lot of elements of deception. Can you imagine a psychologist starting from scratch and only taking one month? Yes, I only took one month to find a storefront, decorate it, and buy certificates.