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However, it is essential to find various types of individuals, such as those who are infatuated with high school girls, and engage in flirtation and playful banter to pass the time.

He, with a gaze that revealed his unsuccessful search, turned his attention back to the phone in his hand. The next moment, my phone began to ring loudly and cheerfully.

Hello, hello, hello, I am a wrist cutter, not a belly cutter, please pay attention to your wording. Moreover, what is the doctor afraid of with a clean cut going in and a bloody cut coming out? You should consider changing your profession.

"The last time I saw you, you weren't wearing any makeup." His gaze was filled with unreserved criticism, "What’s the point of having such long false eyelashes? Everyone knows they’re fake. And look at your lips, they’re so shiny that they make your dark circles look even worse. And that dress... tsk tsk, is that a dress or just a piece of cloth?"

Without the permission of the copyright holder, it is rather inconvenient to casually reinterpret someone else's work He did understand my cold joke, but he simply did not laugh

He turned towards me at the sound, finally revealing a look of realization, hung up the phone, and walked towards me: "Cheng Tianai?"

I came to replace him temporarily due to a surgery.

"You are truly very immature," he scoffed. "If you plan to play a third time, remember to inform me in advance, so that I can avoid seeing it and be less troubled."

... ...

I looked at him sitting across from me, feeling indignant: "Is my recognition not high enough?"

Yes, the second time I saw you in the hospital, I realized that Zhou Wei was not your cousin, and I also learned that you were only 16 years old. His tone was cold, laced with evident sarcasm

I am a doctor, not a soulless little child like you

Nonsense, if I, a naive citizen, could remain calm in the face of a scene where knives are drawn and blood is shed, I would have long since unified the martial world

Look, look, not even understanding the principle that brothers can share the blame, what is there to talk about with him? I nodded slightly: "Congratulations on finishing the run, goodbye goodbye"

It is Death Metal. He is one of the online acquaintances I have interacted with the most.

"But only by being alive can you laugh, cry, get angry, and roll your eyes at all the things you dislike, right?" he said, "Do you not have any ideals at all?"

There are always uninformed masses everywhere, and if these masses do not even enjoy watching, what is there for me to explain to them

Oh. I gestured for him to sit down, then buried my head in the keyboard.

Upon waking, I feel completely weak, my throat burns as if I have swallowed sulfuric acid, and the sharp pain radiates throughout my entire body, not just in my bones but even in my marrow. In that moment of awakening, I thought that I would rather accidentally stumble and joyfully run towards the sunset and the Bridge of Helplessness than endure the discomfort of being tossed into a European particle accelerator and spun around.

"If you try it yourself, you will understand! Xie Xintao, I curse you, I curse you to never find true love, and once you experience heartbreak, may you suffer from it eternally, falling to the lowest depths of the universe!"

It is too strange. It is too illogical. It is too terrible. It is too horrific. ... This person actually forgot my appearance ... ... This is really too frustrating ... ...

Life

"Anyway, since QQ has become gray, my life has turned gray as well. However, I still appreciate your valuable analysis and interpretation of my life situation." I said to Xie Xintao while typing on the keyboard and listening to Death Metal, "Have you never felt lost or even desperate at times?"

However, wrist cutting is truly not enjoyable at all

Given that there are too many doors of various kinds nowadays, I generally do not post particularly striking photos online

Life is fundamentally a journey without direction or purpose, a matter I have no desire to contemplate deeply. It has no answers, and it does not require answers

"Do high school students also need to use computers to write reports?" said Xie Xintao

I know that there are many people in the world who suffer far more than I do, but that does not mean I am exempt from suffering. My sadness does not diminish in the slightest because others are suffering many times more than I am

What does he even understand, a tasteless bumpkin without any sense of fashion? Nowadays, luxury brands are everywhere, and they have long lost their novelty. To have some style and flair means to be different from others, a concept he clearly does not grasp. I have decided not to waste my breath on such an unrefined person and directly switch the topic: "Where is Zhou Wei?"

What are those who attempt suicide really thinking? Do they think cutting their wrists is fun? Is having a scar on their wrist enough to be trendy and show off to others? Or do they believe that death will free them from pain? You, next time, don't be so foolish. I have seen many in the hospital, many who want to live but cannot. Life is very precious. Just think about the many who suffer far more than you do, and perhaps you will gain a different perspective.

My ideal is to one day ride the wind and return, with a whoosh, leaving love three thousand miles behind

Eason? Well then, sing a song "People Come and Go" for us to listen to

Pah

The situation of committing suicide over a broken relationship is truly melodramatic His smirk showed no intention of concealing his disdain

He took out an envelope and placed it on the table: "He is not your boyfriend; he is someone else's husband"

Sister, I cannot handle such a sharp project; whether it is life, so-called fate, or heaven, whoever wants to control me, I am indifferent.

Speaking of the meetings with Xie Xintao, they all indeed took place in the hospital

Intern doctors should not be so arrogant; my boyfriend is also a doctor

"Please, what homework is there to discuss on the weekend? This is online dating, for goodness' sake." I did not hide the disdain in my tone. Based on my superficial understanding of him, he is at least a legitimate university student, a future surgeon, so does he really need to be so utterly unsophisticated?

You see, those who are not involved tend to make such meaningless remarks. I cast a large eye roll at his back, and never seeing this person again is not a loss for me

Are you afraid? I laugh

The first time I learned that Zhou Wei had a girlfriend while he was dating me. The second time was when he got married

However, you know that life is called life precisely because it is mundane, and dreams are called dreams because they will not be realized

Not letting any opportunity to teach me a lesson slip by is probably one of the joys of your life. Suddenly, a sour feeling surged within me, but I suppressed it. This guy really hit my sore spot. I asked, "Zhou Wei... is he... doing well?"

The person walking towards the door suddenly turned around and looked at me meaningfully: "I do not understand the significance of your entanglement with my senior brother, and I hope to never see you again"

I do not know the definition of 'good' for you; I am merely here to run errands. He stood up

The reason for my appearance in the hospital is not complicated; it is merely that I attempted suicide twice

When my attention returned from the computer screen to reality, I watched as Xie Xintao pushed open the door and walked in. He exchanged a glance with me, who was sitting in the seat closest to the door, and then his gaze casually swept past me, surveying the entire coffee shop.

The latest social survey report indicates that individuals who are addicted to the internet and online friendships experience a level of confusion in life that exceeds normal standards. "Your life is truly remarkable," Xie Xintao remarked as he glanced at the screen.

Ha, he actually wants to talk to me about life, I can't help but laugh to the point of injury. By the way, could this person be a mainstay of Yoshimoto Kogyo in Japan? He must have come specifically to make jokes, right?

However, my feelings, my thoughts, my situation, and my life do not need to be shared with a colleague who is merely equivalent to my boyfriend, strictly speaking, just an intern doctor who is a university student. I took a sip of coffee: "Xie Xintao, my little friend, the world is very complex ~"

Ideal? I do have ideals, after all

A prompt for a new conversation pops up on the website as I move the mouse