Partie 6

I felt the light suddenly dim, as if it was obscured by something. I looked up. Even though tears still occupied my vision, Zeng Ting's face appeared before me, without a doubt.

As I turned my gaze away to avoid my cheeks from continuing to heat up, I noticed Xiao Che, Lu Wen, and Zhong Shenyan standing straight outside the classroom window

On the day of the birthday, I left after encountering them together with Xiao Che and Zhong Shenyan

Memories are like a trapped beast

Well

It seems that my pale complexion was too obvious, and Tang Shaohao noticed it completely. He smiled again and said, "Don't worry, he just regards Liu Ziyu as a very congenial friend, someone with whom he has a mental rapport, not the kind of affection between boys and girls."

In the novels I have read, it is written that everyone has a calamity they cannot escape.

Unlike me, it is merely a mistake made occasionally by a soft-hearted person.

This is my own ancestral hall.

We are at the farewell concert.

Please, Zeng Ting, he is neither a charming nobleman nor handsome enough to attract the world's attention. I don't even know what you girls like about him. I've seen a few girls confess their feelings to him before, but they were all driven away by his dullness and coldness. You're probably the one who has persisted the longest. Tell me, what do you like about him exactly? I'll study it and increase my chances of finding love.

"Regarding matters of the boyfriend, do not record them in a notebook, but rather keep them here." He slightly bent the index finger of his right hand and gently tapped my temple.

I suddenly recalled that Zhong Shenyan had warned me, "Song Qingxi, could you be a bit more subtle and restrained in your gaze"

I chose to sneak into the classroom like a thief, slipping in through the back door right at the start of the morning self-study session. As I received the stern gaze from the homeroom teacher directed at my "near tardiness," I could not help but notice that Zeng Ting had turned around and was looking at me with a smile.

His smile draws ever closer, etching an unforgettable distance in my gaze. I cannot stop the tears that continuously gather and fall from the corners of my eyes, and then I feel his lips press against the corner of my mouth

Do you really think that love songs are not all deceptive? Have you truly forgotten how long it has been since you became mute

I heard Xiao Che and Zhong Shenyan calling from behind, as well as Zeng Ting calling my name. But I did not want to turn back, nor did I want to linger. I did not want to shed another tear in front of them, in front of him, nor did I want to lose face again

Oh?

Life is like

Why? I looked at him and murmured.

When we sat on the Ferris wheel together, his smile truly remained in my heart, preserved in the past. Although it is still quite laughable, there is still a faint glimmer of hope, wishing that at least he could turn around and look at me.

Zhong Shenyan made it clear to me from the very beginning: "I have invited the entire class, so Zeng Ting and Liu Ziyu will be going together, hand in hand, to participate. You should be mentally prepared for this."

Loneliness has softened over time.

The reason... is hard to put into words.

However, being unwilling is one thing, being made unhappy by that unwillingness is another.

Tang Shaohao did notice my presence and smiled at me, saying, "What? Are you looking for Zeng Ting?"

Just

Last night, when I tossed and turned unable to sleep, I repeatedly reassured myself that this was merely a prank, a joke that could be taken back by the heavens at any moment

You wrote to me.

You don't have to look for me, I won't have any problems. Standing up, I stared at him and said word by word, "I won't die for you. I don't like you anymore, so don't worry."

Zeng Ting, stop playing around before I lose my temper. I shook off his hand and tried to keep my voice calm, not so angry.

Liu Ziyu's singing voice is very pleasant to listen to.

He has always been the punctuation mark that stops me from finding the answer to love, he is the one who I met among others.

I'm not crying for you for the first time!

Why did you tell me that you still care when I finally made up my mind to let you go?

The murmuring slips away.

Fortunately, I have it

I'm really shy... but I can't skip class either...

I must be drunk. Definitely. In the real world, I am probably already in a deep slumber.

Ha?!

Spiritual companion, isn't this even more terrifying?

Give up, switch sides

Although Tang Shaohao attempted to stop me, when a girl is resolute, a boy is actually completely at a loss.

At least he still wants to be with me until next year... Let's talk about things after graduation later. I continue to seek answers: "I'm just asking for reference—what kind of date do you like?"

Zhong Shenyanshen reached out his hand, as if to ruffle my hair with that gesture. I agilely dodged and said, "Adapt to what?"

"So surprised?" he smiled. His eyes curved like a crescent moon, which looked very beautiful. "Your attention has always been focused on Zeng Ting, which is a bit obvious and easy to notice."

I extend my free right hand and gently point it at Zeng Ting's brow: "Zeng Ting, do you know? In this world, there are always some things that I cannot change, nor resist, only accept."

You see how much of my youth you have wasted! Compensate me.

My love is eternal.

He said he will come later with Liu Ziyu.

The song she sings is even more beautiful.

Fate is quite humorous

I don't like you despite my efforts, you fool.

He is going to Zhejiang University, so we will have to part ways, right

So I can be considered to have a recognized status? Thus, this joy, and the jokes have created distance? How wonderful

For example, his voice is very soft and gentle, reminiscent of the feeling on the Ferris wheel that has already become like a dream

Interlocking fingers, silently reciting the prelude.

His fingers slowly extended, and they brushed over my cheek as if they were there and not there. In the dazzling sunlight, the slight and gentle lines of his eyelashes carried a serene power.

In the brief chorus, the heart still burns

Because entering means inevitably facing him

In the past, I didn't think of myself as a sentimental person. Things I liked and songs I liked would change in an instant. Why am I so indecisive when facing Zeng Ting?

He reached out his hand and once again tousled my hair: "You should keep this in your wallet. Remember to show it off to others, this is your boyfriend"

I closed my eyes.

Well, since everything has been made clear, let's just end it decisively and put a period on it. I raised my hand in front of Zeng Ting and said to him: "I dedicate a song to you"

I feel my nose is sour, as if I'm going to cry again.

You and me.

Change to a red bean.

So don't show a guarded expression as soon as you step into a space where I am present.

In the past, I would pull Xiao Che along with me, but now, I can only sit in my seat, motionless, watching Zeng Ting stand up, smiling, and walk towards me

The quietly embracing river

Once defenses are abandoned, and one approaches earnestly, understanding each other candidly, the initial distances, coldness, and barriers seem as if they had never existed

No

"Yes." I turned to the side, glaring at him in annoyance, "I don't like it."

Zhong Shenyan also seems to plan to cooperate with my scheme of getting drunk on the spot, waking up as if reborn, and straightforwardly ordered half a dozen beers to be placed on the table nearby

Thus, I have been bound here all along

Clearly, you do not care about what will happen to me

I have decided to ignore them for now. The primary task at hand is to strengthen my relationship with my boyfriend and deepen my understanding of him, as this is the right path to take

No!

"Of course I know," Tang Shaohao casually grabbed a can of cola, pulled the tab, and handed it to me. "We have been classmates for five years. Don't be fooled by how smart he usually seems; he is surprisingly dull when it comes to emotions."

My next love song

Although I have been complaining, "On birthdays, it's either singing K or singing K, always singing K, it's really super unoriginal," but since Zhong Shenyuan's birthday happens to be on a Saturday, I still have to attend.

... ...

What type of girl do you like?

Then sit down and talk a little more. I do not give up my stance of protest in the slightest, I have time

Hello, you saying this... I will suspect that you have given him hints and he did not accept it. I put on a horrified expression.

For example, I like you, but you don't like me at all. I smiled and continued to try hard to make him release my left wrist. "So I need to make more effort now."

It's just that simple. Seeing his smile, I will foolishly laugh along; seeing him happy, I feel really good; seeing him frown, I will panic without any solution; being treated coldly by him, I feel heartbroken and don't know how to describe it.

I was wrong.

Or it could be because of dissatisfaction. I am dissatisfied that I like him so much, but he doesn't like me.

One must not take things too seriously. Nor should I let Zeng Ting see my seriousness; only then can I gracefully withdraw when it is announced that "it was just a joke," maintaining my perfect dignity as I exit. Throughout the entire morning self-study session, I was preoccupied with these thoughts, which would surely be classified as wicked concerns by the homeroom teacher.

My heart beats so violently, as if in the next second, it will burst apart due to its overwhelming surges.

Where can I find someone to replace you? This question is the reason why I once cried in the dark night with suppressed emotions.

Time becomes slow and enclosed, all consciousness is confined within a fleeting dream

Very forcefully

I never thought I would be afraid to see Zeng Ting—although this fear should probably be equated with "shyness".

So now, all the secrets, he and I, have been assigned to the same position

I am absolutely drunk. In the illusions granted by intoxication, I am able to speak the truth, am I not

It is not entirely accurate to say that we are not familiar with each other. Although my attention is primarily focused on my classmate Zeng Ting, I am also compelled to notice Liu Ziyu, and occasionally, I might pay a bit of attention to Zhong Shenyin. However, having been in the same class for almost six months, it still feels quite close, as we are classmates after all

Uh... I... I answered hesitantly, filled with guilt

And now, I will strive to sever my attachments and step into a new world, a world devoid of any sense of presence from the past. An incomplete world, belonging to "Song Qingxi"

Indeed, very good, isn't it

It is also ground into an hourglass shape

But it cannot escape such simplicity

A whole universe

To the left, there are Lu Wen and Yao Xiao Che, who are happily singing a song.

"Just going on a date with you is enough. You know that I am very serious about wanting to be with you, and that is sufficient." His smile was still the same as when I first saw him in the morning, but now, I no longer feel that the depth of his smile is filled with any schemes; rather, it is unmistakably filled with affection. "By the way, don't make plans with anyone else on Saturday; let's go take some big-headed photos."

There is indeed a fresh male student—deputy class monitor Tang Shaohao

"Double insurance, safety first." I continued, "What is your favorite subject?"

"Rare." I curled my lips.

Beer is quite unpleasant to drink, both bitter and astringent, and if consumed too quickly, it immediately induces a feeling of nausea, yet it provides me with a sense of self-inflicted pleasure

Really not?

Opened the fist

The angle of the hair whorl on the crown and the shoulder line, the eyes that slightly squint when smiling, and the upward curve of the lips

There are still many issues between us, many of them, I know

Having missed it in the past, will it not happen again in the future? The boyfriend, with his hands clasped together at eye level, presents a posture that appears to be a sincere apology, and he still deserves to be forgiven

It is that simple

As the bell rang, the classroom became chaotic and lively. Most of the students who had woken up late and had no time for breakfast were rushing to the snack bar to replenish their energy.

If one is truly intoxicated, then one can discard those things that one wishes to forget but cannot seem to let go of

At the beginning, Zeng Ting never took the initiative to respond. Even though we once held hands, it was merely a misunderstanding caused by the atmosphere at the time and my pressure. Therefore, he did not take it to heart; he even left enough face and sufficient room for me to leave on my own.

There are indeed pink bubbles, but as Yao Xiaoche looks into Lu Wen's eyes, they are not here with me

Reluctant

Oh my, even when I was entangled with him to the point of being frozen by him, I remained calm and at ease. I have never felt this way before, actually fearing to walk into the classroom this morning

I clenched my fist. My nails pressed into my palm, creating a burning sensation.

My first song

It is a temperature that is so familiar, yet also strange

I hurriedly wiped away my tears: "How did you know I was here?"

Sing with me

You know again I murmured softly

"Where, Zeng Ting." Finally, I managed to calm down my overwhelming joy a little. I took a small bite of the sandwich and slightly raised my head to look at him. His smile is truly captivating; no matter how long I look at it, I find him incredibly handsome.

However, if that person is not him, then it holds no significance

What kind of friends are these? Although I haven't reported my progress with Zeng Ting to them, I only managed to settle things with Zeng Ting last night. Even if I were to report, you should at least give me some time

He is indeed somewhat different from the one I pursued in the past, his smile filled with profound meaning, resembling a hidden conspiracy

I know I couldn't help but burst into tears. I know I didn't even take my bag and just rushed out of the room. What else could I have done?

Requesting a song, inserting a song, everything is simple and quick, and the microphone is soon handed to me

A

A fleeting thought

It is the firm stance that I have never employed against him, for the pain he inflicted with excessive force made me realize that I was not in a deep slumber, but rather, I was in reality

She looked beautiful while singing and gazing at Zeng Ting's smile. The smile that Zeng Ting returned to her was also very beautiful

I have always thought that, for him, I am no different from those who pass by him.

Perhaps we should also consider Zhong Shenyuan's suggestion, "Open your heart and take a look at the other boys around you; you might find someone more suitable. Then, in an instant, you could fall in love, have a spark, and suddenly, rainbows, shooting stars, and pink bubbles will be floating everywhere"

Sing your love song

When Zeng Ting and Liu Ziyu entered, I felt his gaze swiftly sweep across the entire space, landing on my brow. It was heavy, almost as if it carried a sense of vigilance. Beside him, Liu Ziyu was beaming with a radiant smile, making it evident that the two of them were a perfect match.

Zeng Ting, have you ever considered going to the same university as me? ... However ... if I were to make such a request, it would be too selfish of me

Spring. The cherry blossoms are beautiful. When the cherry blossoms bloom next year, let us go see them together

Do you currently have someone you like

I admit that at the very beginning, I truly did not care about you. I do not know when I was compelled... No, it should be said that I began to notice you subtly. He reached out his hand again, grasping mine, his tone natural and calm, his expression still bright. "Once I started to pay attention, I discovered many emotions that I do not understand, all disturbed by you. Seeing you with Zhong Shenyan, and that senior being so close to you, made me feel somewhat uncomfortable. Once I started to pay attention, I found many emotions that I do not understand, all disturbed by you. Seeing you with Zhong Shenyan, and that senior being so close to you, made me feel somewhat uncomfortable. When I see you occasionally notice me, I feel very happy. On your birthday, I was completely unaware, yet Zhong Shenyan could be with you, and I found myself feeling a bit jealous. You said not to like you anymore, and I felt very lost. Also, seeing you drunk, and seeing you cry, my heart ached. It really hurt, as if my heart was being twisted by a hand, turning around several times, and getting all knotted up. "Also, seeing you drunk, and seeing you cry, my heart ached. It really hurt, as if my heart was being twisted by a hand, turning around several times, and getting all knotted up.

You might be too frank

Perhaps this is yet another illusion that will be faded and erased. Perhaps this is another gate to hell, slowly opening.

Is my calamity due to Zeng Ting, or is it my own obsession?

Humming softly, crying and laughing.

Song Qingxi, you must remain calm

It is so familiar, that familiar touch and movement still make my heart flutter and ache. I truly feel angry at this version of myself.

What is the reason?

I no longer dare to confirm the answers; the parts I thought I had truly given up on, the persistence I believed was truly in the past, now unfolds naturally, taking the shape of happiness.

He said girlfriend, girlfriend indeed. Hehe

Liu Ziyu called out to him: "Zeng Ting, I am going to the convenience store. Do you need me to bring you anything?"

If you truly want to find someone, you can do so no matter what. You once said that this is your secret base, and whenever you are feeling down, you come here. He no longer stood in front of me, blocking my view, but instead sat down beside me, saying, "So this is how quiet the school is on Saturdays."

However, if it is merely as an object of divergent pink bubbles... it seems a bit far-fetched. I intend to quietly, without making a sound, shift my gaze away again

I know that my hands are trembling

"What is a big head sticker? Why take a picture of it?"

Your blood type

Are you coming again? My goodness, isn't that enough?

I took a deep breath as Zeng Ting walked over. The classmate sitting in front of me was absent, so he naturally sat down in the empty seat, his smile undiminished: "Have you had breakfast?"

Look, look, what kind of friend is this

After such a prolonged entanglement, even if the wounds are deep, I should have healed by now. Aren't those so-called experts saying that the average duration of high school students' relationships can only last three months to half a year? How long have I been in sorrow? Is there a standard for the data on recovering from a breakup?

I have always thought that he is not particularly special to me

Yet, even if it is merely a thin illusion, I still cannot help but sink into it

He gave me a look of profound sympathy. That sympathetic gaze made me feel hurt

Take a deep breath forcefully, suppressing that feeling of extreme bitterness. Even though the tears now seem unrelated to sadness, I still do not want him to see them

In the smiles exchanged between us, everything seems to have taken on a fundamental shape

Just thinking of this brings immense happiness and joy

What to strive for

This side of him can only be seen by me; he only reveals his occasional quirks and clumsy innocence in front of me, without any defenses, beneath his composed exterior

One should still turn over this page and begin a new chapter—such a resolution has been made thousands, even hundreds of times. This time, it should be the last, right

You just left like that, without taking your mobile wallet or anything, which is quite concerning. He turned his head to look at me, smiled, and then reached out his hand to tousle my hair

Tears are locked away, drop by drop

I know what kind of dates I like" he suddenly jumped back to the previous question

I set down the sandwich, took out my cherished little notebook where I record my feelings from my bag, turned to a new page, and carefully wrote down "Blood Type: A"

"Wow, you really do hate me. Look, I have your fingerprints all over my hands!" I accused him as I looked at him, "So I have to hate you too."

Which season do you like the most

Anyway, Zeng Ting has already gotten used to it, and even said such cheesy words as "The real Song Qingxi is actually very cute"

I shifted my attention to the right

Matters related to me? For example?

Even if it is only once

What? He reached out his hand and gently ruffled my hair. Such a pampering and tender gesture. I haven't felt it in a long time, yet it has always been etched in my memory, a warmth I long to experience once more

The upstream of youth

Those long-hidden feelings of searching, waiting, longing, and inability to let go have finally taken on a clear form and a definite direction at this moment

Instead, it is more free

Of course, I must be honest with you. My new boyfriend's cooperation is so on point that I feel my face starting to flush.

Even with so many choices in this vast world, in my heart and eyes, I can only see him. Even though I have been constantly rejected and hurt, after all this, I still cling to him.

If my strength and stubbornness inadvertently hurt you, could you gently remind me? Although I am too eager, I am even more afraid of missing you

I exert force to pull back my left wrist, unwilling to let go of the distance between my Zengting and myself, thus drawing close enough to feel each other's breath

Clearly, there are so many people around me. Wanting to find someone for companionship, wanting to avoid loneliness, is actually not such a difficult thing to achieve

I fear that the surreal happiness is merely borrowed from you

We agreed not to say goodbye again

Freeze a moment

I am now certain that this is true

However, there is a problem here—he said that if he wants to take the exam, he can go ahead and take it, but what about me? ... It is impossible for me to get into Zhejiang University. ... The female protagonist in "It Started with a Kiss" who works hard and ultimately achieves her goals is named Yuan Xiangqin, not Song Qingxi.

Aren't you doing very well academically

Zeng Ting shook her head, smiled at her, and the temporarily paused footsteps began to move again, undoubtedly heading in my direction

It is time to bring this to a conclusion

My soul weighs 21 grams, and it has become complete and perfect because of you

Forever, for eternity.

To penetrate more deeply into his life, as if suddenly discovering a vast and entirely new world. For instance, Zeng Ting originally had a hobby, photography

Reaching the end of the corridor, I am about to turn and disappear into the crowd

"I say, Song Qingxi." Zhong Shenyin leaned closer, looking at me. His height, which was 12 centimeters taller than mine, easily created a sense of pressure. "Either you vent your anger at Zeng Ting fiercely, making him realize that you still care a lot, or you grit your teeth and truly give him up without entangling yourself any longer. Seeing you wear this lifeless expression every day is really enough for me. So this time, face the bleakness of life directly, and start anew from my birthday. Anyway, if you get hurt, my shoulder and chest will always be there for you."

Do you not think that you should also adapt

It is somewhat sad, isn't it, that I, having seen it, still cling to the erroneous belief that "he might come to like me"

There will be no continuation between Zeng Ting and me, I have seen it clearly and truly. I have seen it long ago.

I opened my eyes and met Zeng Ting's gaze.

Even if it is just for a second

Slow motion

"Type A blood, no wonder you are usually so serious," Xiao Xiao complained a little. I continued with my questions, "What about your zodiac sign? What is your zodiac sign? Oh right... I know what your zodiac sign is, I know your birthday."

I continued to glare at him: "I warn you one last time, stop playing around"

So I said

Let those who love remain silent

Although I am not particularly skilled in love and do not fully understand its various aspects, I can clearly see the seriousness and tension in the eyes that are gazing at me. This is the first time I have seen another side of Zeng Ting. This rare side of Zeng Ting gives me an inexplicable sense of closeness

That does not mean I love studying very much

No matter how much more effort is required or how much longer the wait may be, it is of no concern

You see, I also heard Zeng Ting's voice: "Song Qingxi, don't drink anymore"

He showed me the works he has accumulated; the photographs he took possess a pure feeling, simple, life-like, and with warm hues

They looked at me and Zeng Ting with the same expression as one would observe monkeys in a zoo, their gaze filled with emotions that, aside from a slight joy for my sake, was predominantly tinged with a sense of reproach mixed with surprise

Forget it, I cannot articulate anything in response to such demands and doubts at this moment, pass

When there is nothing that can be done, it is better to get drunk. I raised the beer can and took another swig, and this can in my hand was already empty. I waved my hand to signal Tang Shaohao beside me to give me another can.

Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Liu Ziyu's inquiring and suspicious gaze fixated on me and Zeng Ting. Of course, I had no time to pay attention to her doubts; I now completely understood that clichéd saying I once scoffed at—my heart bloomed like a flower.

Can you tell me everything related to you

Enough is enough, even selecting a song requires two people to deliberate together, and they must hold hands while discussing which song to choose

"I did not intend to play." He tilted his head and looked at me. The sunlight fell on his face, creating a bright and clear expression, "I do not want to see you cry."

They are no longer confined to the empty, cold, and desolate black hole within their hearts

Favorite place ... ... Zhejiang. I want to take the entrance exam for Zhejiang University

Love letters are eternal

Sky, clouds, falling rain, ocean, water droplets, unique traces on the beach, road, pedestrians, lights at night, and me

He released my wrist

Leaving the cramped and narrow room of the KTV, the world suddenly feels vast, so vast that it becomes somewhat lonely

Since there is none, then let us go on a date. His hand, which was holding my wrist, slightly shifted and turned into holding my hand.

That is already enough That is sufficient

It must be acknowledged that Zhong Shenyan's words are not without reason

Fortunately, you have not truly discarded me; otherwise, where would I find another Song Qingxi, now that I have finally realized how much I care about you

I always thought that the secret I had carefully kept was something he had no desire to know

This is my love song

I was drinking, sip by sip, in the midst of their tacit and natural smiles

But then what

Clearly, it was agreed not to feel sad about Zeng Ting anymore, yet there remains a fine needle in the heart, slowly and gradually piercing, causing an incessant and dense pain.

It doesn't matter. I have never been on a date.

What places do you like? Which university do you want to apply to?" Attention returned to Zeng Ting, and I continued to ask questions.

Time is amber

Love truly requires courage to face rumors and gossip. As long as you give me a confirming glance, my love will have meaning. We all need courage to believe that we will be together. In the crowded flow of people, I can feel you, your sincerity resting in the palm of my hand

Tender film

Look, look, class leader, the gifted student, your perspective is indeed broader than mine, Zhejiang University seems to be ranked third in the country

There is simply nothing

Fortunately, I have it

The smile at the corners of his lips appeared hazy and indistinct: "You said you don't have someone you like, which means I still have a chance to make you like me again, right?"

"You have no conscience at all, you don't even know my birthday!" In front of him, I finally tore off the carefully crafted mask, revealing my occasionally flamboyant and domineering self, holding up a photo of me that he had taken without my knowledge, and fiercely questioning him: "I only have one birthday in my life, and you don't even know it!"

I received a sandwich, yet I am unable to eat it; I must bite my lip in an effort to control my face, which is likely contorted in a severely exaggerated manner due to laughter.

You clearly know that I will not act in any particular way

Zeng Ting and I will not have any continuation, I have seen it truly and clearly, I saw it long ago. I saw it, yet I still cling to the mistaken belief that "he might come to like me," which is somewhat sad, isn't it

Zeng Ting is no longer as calm and unperturbed as before. On the other hand, beneath his steady and gentle demeanor lies a childlike side, one that can be playful and affectionate. His innocent and natural appearance, occasionally joking and teasing me, does not make him seem any less like the Zeng Ting who once wore the halo of "class monitor" and "top student"; rather, it adds a quality that draws me in even more.

Standing alone by the sea while camping, away from him and Liu Ziyu, I gaze at the endless ocean in the distance

On an afternoon when it is about to rain, sitting in my secret base, resting my chin on my hand and gazing at the playground, I am filled with loneliness in my expression

Why? I express my protest with confidence and justification

What do I like about him ... I have really thought about it many times, but I cannot find a reason

I knew it. The moment I saw you in the morning, I noticed you looked lethargic. He somehow produced a sandwich and a box of milk, carefully tearing open the sandwich's packaging and even bringing it to my lips: "When I'm around, my girlfriend cannot go hungry."

Only my left wrist was grabbed by someone

Oh my, why didn't the school teach me how to control my breathing and heartbeat at times like this? The feeling of oxygen deprivation is too intense, help me.

"Are you looking for me? Why?" I have completely wiped away my tears. Although the redness and swelling of my eyes cannot be concealed, he already knows that I ran out crying.

Once I watched a television series, and there was a very poignant and inspirational line that said: Pain exists to be healed.

Isn't it joyful, as if it is in full bloom with flowers

"Song Qingxi, do you not like me anymore?" he said, his tone laced with amusement

Gently

I must be drunk

The white clouds drift away, while the gray dogs and seagulls are present

He blinked his eyes, unexpectedly displaying a somewhat charming and coquettish demeanor, which was quite different from the composed and gentle Zeng Ting that everyone usually saw.

It seems like an utterly ordinary afternoon, filled with sunshine, if only my tears were not flowing continuously

Last night, when he was sending me home, he repeatedly reminded me to have breakfast in the morning to avoid low blood sugar. However, I tossed and turned all night and couldn't sleep. When I finally fell asleep, it was evident that I didn't get enough sleep, so I woke up late. There was nothing I could do about it

Replaying the silent film

As I turned to leave, I was stopped by him