Chapter 6, Edible Gold Mine.

"Do evil | What's wrong with having fun with a woman? Mother is dead, you don't like me, this kid doesn't want to marry me, let me become a joke in the capital, what's wrong with finding some happiness for myself? That scholar said he could take me to the paradise, he said he would make me desire | immortal | desire | death, I never knew what it feels like to desire | immortal | desire | death, Dad, do you know? Have you tried it with my mother? Or have you tried it with that talented woman Ye Chuchu?" I looked at my dad's handsome face with drunken eyes.

Yes, I really like him. I want to marry him and see him every day. No one in the whole capital looks as handsome as him. Mother married the most handsome man in the world, and I also want to marry the most handsome man in the world. But I overlooked the fact that mother is not happy.

When mother is not around, father feels distant and unfamiliar to me. In addition, he stays in mother's bedroom all day and does not come out. My days become even more empty and boring. Every day when I open my eyes, I don't know what to do. Not seeing mother's figure, I feel even more lost and lonely, feeling bitter and depressed in my heart. So I go to the restaurant every day and drink heavily.

You guys carry Miss back. As soon as Father's voice fell, two burly men carried me back to the room. They were probably very drunk. I quickly fell asleep when I got back.

Hold me and take me in, I'm tired. Today I drank too much, I feel my whole body going weak, my hands tightly gripping his waist, holding on tightly, like a drowning person clutching onto a straw. This guy looks fair and tender, really charming. He must be very comfortable to use as a pillow.

Of course it's true. No man would refuse a gold mine like *Tu* Book, especially one that can be eaten. He hooked his finger under my chin, acting frivolously, then released his hand from my waist, made a suave turn, and left like a shooting star. Without his support, my body collapsed like a corpse.

What did you come for after neglecting my mother when she was alive? Even if you hold her tightly now, she won't come back. Even if you have a lot to say to her, she won't hear it anymore.When my father heard my words, his whole body trembled. Finally, he kissed my mother fiercely before turning around and leaving.

"Hehuan" - A roar like thunder, exploded above my head, startling the two tightly clinging individuals, causing them to abruptly separate. This is the first time Dad called me "Hehuan". I lifted my head provocatively and looked at him. Who does he think he is? Why does he have the right to yell at me so loudly?

You look really good, will you marry me? I drunkenly lunged towards Qin Jian, like a hungry wolf pouncing on a lamb. But the lamb was too agile and dodged away in an instant.

Do you really want to like Qin Jian and marry him?" Father's clear voice became weak, as if all his strength had been drained. He couldn't even utter a word. I felt like father was a towering tree in the sky, quickly withering after being struck by lightning.

You should let go. Hearing my words, Father held Mother even tighter, as if he wanted to blend her into his very bones and blood.

I am willing, for one should enjoy life while young. Don't just talk about being romantic for one night, even if it's a lifetime of romance, I am willing. He said pleasingly to me, and I smiled. I guess I must be extremely beautiful and charming at this moment because I bought the most expensive rouge, wore the most delicate and complicated hairpin, and dressed in gorgeous clothes. The intricate tassels on the hem of my dress are my favorite.

What a spineless person. I muttered under my breath, but my eyes secretly glanced at this handsome man. Whenever he was around, other men became like faded flowers, lacking fragrance, taste, and attraction.

Roll! Father roared again, and the pale scholar was so scared that he fled in panic, disappearing without a trace in no time. I couldn't help but sigh that scholars are useless.

This corset is too tight, it would be better if you pull it down a bit more. I can't believe this guy is so shameless in his speech. He walks towards me step by step, getting closer and closer. My heart beats faster and faster. What does he want? Could it be that he wants to kiss me?

No worries, it's okay even if you have a wife and concubines. After we have a night of passion, I will let you go. Are you willing?I looked at him with drunkenness, and he looked back at me, gradually becoming obsessed. I inherited the best qualities of my parents and naturally have good looks.

How could it be him? Am I dreaming? It's been a long time since I last dreamed of him. I rubbed my eyes and pinched my thigh hard. The painful sensation spread throughout my body. Everything felt so real. How could he be here?

The next day at noon, I lazily stretched, but my eyes were not fully open yet. I sniffed my clothes, which were full of the smell of alcohol. I skillfully took off the clothes, then waved my hand, and the gorgeous and noble dress spread out on the ground like a beautiful blooming lotus.

Do you really mean what you just said? I cannot express my current ecstasy.

His father's face turned red and then white, but I couldn't see anger in his eyes. Instead, I saw a deep sorrow.

Of course, I will make you, Miss, as happy as if you were in paradise. The scholar smiled gently at me and said, "He's right. Whenever Mother is accompanied by these gentlemen, she is always so happy. I also want to experience the same happiness as Mother."

Miss Hehuan, how about we spend the evening together? I never expected that this young man, who appears gentle and delicate on the surface, is actually a lecher. Just a little teasing touch from me, and he can't restrain himself. He pressed me against a big tree nearby, his hands started to move restlessly from my waist upwards, and his warm lips began to kiss my face. It felt itchy, as if bugs were crawling, but the sticky sensation was not very comfortable.

My little hand slid into his chest like a snake. Under the teasing of my little hand, his body quickly became hot, and the breath passed over my neck like a flame.

Miss Hehuan, indeed, looks deliciously beautiful. A lazy voice reached my ears, and I suddenly opened my eyes, scared away the last trace of sleepiness.

Ride my little red horse when I'm drunk, gallop on the bustling street, the exhilarating feeling almost overwhelms me. Along the way, I knocked over many stalls, and the flying whip scared the passersby away. I remember seeing a handsome young man with red lips and white teeth on the road that night. I pulled him up on the horse with one hand because it happened so suddenly, and his handsome face turned pale with fright.

What does 这厮 mean? What does "Marry me" have to do with a gold mine? But my body was completely weakened by his teasing, and I couldn't think at all.

But to my surprise, that damn Qin Jian was standing next to Dad, looking at me with a smirk, full of mockery and disdain, even a hint of disgust.

Not far from me, Qin Jian unexpectedly looked at me calmly, with a glimmer of desire in his eyes, unabashedly staring at my half-exposed tender chest.

I won't watch anymore. When father left, his back stumbled and staggered, as if fleeing, leaving the memorial hall. For the first time, I felt that father's tall figure was slightly hunched, and he looked haggard like a withered flower.

I often see Dad gently caressing Mom's belongings, staring blankly at the things Mom used before, sometimes for the whole day. Sometimes I call him from behind, but he doesn't respond, even when talking to me, he seems absent-minded, his spirits declining day by day. Sometimes he even mistakes me for Mom and rushes towards me, but every time he gets close to me, his bright eyes dim, and he falls into despair.

I never expected that he would actually have a mentor-friend relationship with my father. In front of my father, Qin Jian appears to be a modest gentleman, courteous and refined. If I had known this earlier, I would have sought my father's help.

What do you want to do? Do you have your eyes on me? If so, then marry me and go back. I seized the opportunity to show off my best side to him, trying to be as charming as possible.

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will take good care of you. I held the stiff rope in one hand and gently touched his face with the other. He looks really handsome, with delicate skin and tender flesh, feels like silk to the touch.

Are you not going to watch your mother's burial?I turned my head and looked at him, with a melancholy expression in my eyes.

After the death of my mother, my father perhaps felt that the air in the Chu Mansion was finally clean, so he moved back. However, the father who used to be handsome and spirited seemed to have disappeared with my mother's death.

Okay, I will bring the betrothal gifts tomorrow and marry you the day after tomorrow. He held my slender waist with one hand, and the fingertips of the other hand gently slid over the roundness of my chest. The tingling sensation spread from my chest to every part of my body. This guy is obviously skilled, even a light touch can make me feel weak to the bone.

It's Huan'er. Father's voice was very gentle. He gently stroked my hair, his eyes full of guilt and love, giving me a feeling of happiness, but such moments were rare. Most of the time, Father locked himself in Mother's bedroom, even forgetting to eat and drink.

Hehuan--" Father became extremely angry, and his voice became even more harsh.

Ridiculous, look at yourself now. Do you want to degrade yourself like your mother? Do you want others to gossip behind your back and call you a promiscuous woman? Father's voice was filled with resentment and his eyes were about to erupt like molten lava.

Do you make me happy? I asked him, intoxicated, as I fell into his arms.

Miss, I already have wives and concubines at home," he said to me nervously. "Being so timid is really useless."