Chapter 10, Trajectory

Upon seeing this, Xu Xuan glanced at me

Amidst the kind cheers, Li Zi slowly bowed her head

Upon hearing the name Chen Qiaoluo, my expression froze in surprise

"Yes, it's me." Xu Xuan smiled and said, "Last time we ran into each other at the billiard hall, but it seems you didn't recognize me. Later, I heard from Jun that you were studying in City X, and I haven't seen you since. I didn't expect such a coincidence, to run into you like this now."

"I am fine." Xu Xuan comfortingly patted the back of my hand

The evening breeze gently brushed across my face, and it was at this moment that I suddenly remembered it was already June, marking yet another summer of the year

In fact, am I not the same? These people are the most important individuals in my life. As for this journey, I have long been mentally prepared for the possibility of dying far from home. The world is so vast, and I wish to see it without hesitation. I do not want to spend my limited life calculating how much longer I can see this sunlight each day

I would like to tell Tong Xiaotian to take good care of Li Zi for me

In fact, it makes no difference to me where I am now. I have asked my attending physician, and he has clearly told me that there is no cure for my illness. Even if I go abroad, it would only be a matter of prolonging time at most

Since the day I deceived Chen Qiaoluo, my mental state has gradually deteriorated. I do not know whether it is my oil lamp running low or my emotions playing tricks on me

I received a call from Chen Qiaoluo at 9 o'clock that evening, while I was sitting in Xu Xuan's car. He said he was already waiting for me at my doorstep.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Xuan looked at me and gently asked, "Was it your uncle who called?"

I ultimately did not go to the United States. I called my mother to inform her of my decision while looking into my father's sorrowful eyes, and after staying in the hospital for a few days, I returned home

In the past, I would never have believed that such words would come from Lei Zi's mouth. Now, seeing him like this, a sense of inexplicable emotion suddenly arises in my heart. I think perhaps we have all changed, not just Lei Zi and Chen Qiaoluo, but all of us.

Tong Xiaotian walked over and helped Li Zi, saying to me somewhat apologetically: "She has had too much to drink, don't take her nonsense too seriously."

It seems they had not considered that I would suddenly appear, and both Chen Qiaoluo and Lei Zi were taken aback.

Tears continuously fell from my eyes, and my father held me tightly in his embrace. For a moment, the entire bedroom was filled only with the sound of sorrowful weeping

Tong Xiaotian knelt on one knee, holding ninety-nine roses, with a dazzling ring in his hand. His eyes, gazing into Li Zi's, were filled with gentle affection.

I strained to lift my head to look at him, only to see him fearfully rummaging through my bag for medicine, his lips constantly murmuring: "Jun, it's okay, don't be afraid, everything will be fine, everything will be fine..."

In the narrow corridor, only the two of us stood in silence, and I did not know how long it had been when Li Zi stumbled out from inside. Upon seeing me, she rushed over and hugged me tightly, crying and pleading, "Jun, please don't go to America, okay? Just stay here with us, alright?"

On the day before my departure, Xu Xuan, Li Zi, and Tong Xiao Tian all came to my home to see me off, bringing me a great many gifts. Li Zi cried like a weeping child, expressing her reluctance to part with me and her fear of never seeing me again

In an instant, my tears could no longer be held back and fell down.

After an unknown amount of time, Chen Qiaoluo slowly spoke up, saying: "Just now, Xu Xuan told me that you were unable to see me off at the train station that day because you were ill."

Life is a long journey

He seemed to understand my intention and took the opportunity to rush forward while the man was unprepared. Chen Qiaoluo kicked the man's thigh, causing him to release the girl in pain. Seeing this, Chen Qiaoluo quickly charged in and engaged him in a struggle.

I heard his voice filled with immense sorrow, and he said: "Jun, please don't scare me, don't scare me. Didn't we agree to go back? We still have so many gifts left to give, how can you just leave me like this?"

During this time, I often wonder if I am not good enough, which is why you do not like me. Therefore, I strive to make myself better, telling myself that when I appear before you again, I must be someone worthy of you. However, I did not expect fate to be so fond of playing tricks. When Xu Xuan told me that you had fallen seriously ill and that you left me because you loved me, I felt foolish and ridiculous. I spent so much time trying to change myself, yet I forgot to be by your side.

On the way back to the hotel, we strolled hand in hand through the streets of this foreign land, experiencing many new feelings

The place for dining is a Chinese restaurant in the city center, where I sat silently beside Xu Xuan, and the two of them also seemed to have nothing to say.

Whether you call me selfish or fearless, in any case, my mind is made up

They merely reside in the heart and have never truly gone far away

My eyelids gradually became heavy, and I seemed to see Guyu smiling at me, while Chen Qiaoluo's voice grew fainter and fainter

Seeing Xu Xuan's attitude, I understand that Chen Qiaoluo is indeed aware of my illness

Once he finished speaking, I fell silent

In a hurry, I urged Xu Xuan to stop the car by the roadside, and I almost immediately dashed down.

Xu Xuan took a step back and glanced at Chen Qiaoluo, saying, "You two can talk first."

"Zhu Jun, step aside," he said to me coldly.

I never thought I would meet Chen Qiaoluo again, and it felt as if City A had suddenly shrunk. When I saw him, Xu Xuan was accompanying me as we came out of the hospital after picking up the medication, and in that moment, we were both stunned

Since I learned that Chen Qiaoluo has returned, my heart has felt as if it is suspended in mid-air

Upon hearing him mention me, Chen Qiaoluo's gaze flickered slightly

After returning from City ×, my wish has been fulfilled. I have arranged each day of my life to be quite full, as if only in this way can I make time pass a little more slowly. I will get up early to accompany Aunt Shen to buy groceries, then read books and learn to cook; in the afternoon, I will go to chat with Xu Xuan or Li Zi.

After a while, Xu Xuan finally spoke up and said, "Alright, today we brothers will have a good gathering."

I know that Xu Xuan's words are merely helping me deceive Chen Qiaoluo, as he knows that Chen Qiaoluo is my Achilles' heel, the person I am most reluctant to confront

Some encounter, while others depart

I stood in front of Xu Xuan, looking at Chen Qiaoluo, whose face was filled with jealousy, and shouted, "Chen Qiaoluo, what are you doing?"

We embraced tightly in the cramped hotel bathroom, like two fish on the verge of drowning

I left quietly with a smile, with Xu Xuan by my side, and neither of us spoke along the way

Throughout the journey, it seemed as though we were all infected by the emotions of parting, and no one spoke a word. As I gazed at the scenery retreating outside the window, a subtle sense of melancholy surged within my heart

It seems that Xu Xuan sensed my sadness and spoke up for me: "Jun's good mother is in the United States, and this time she wants to let her stay there for a long time. Moreover, I will accompany her there this time, and we have already decided to get married there in the future"

We are like two drowning people clinging to a piece of driftwood, neither of us willing to let go.

Tears quickly fell from Li Zi's eyes, and the people around her erupted in loud jeers

Silence spread recklessly in the air, and my father called to ask why I hadn't returned home for dinner. I told him I was eating out with Xu Xuan, which eased his mind a bit, and he reminded me to remember to take my medicine

As these questions flashed through my mind one by one, a deep sense of unease suddenly surged within me. I instructed Xu Xuan to turn back, and sure enough, I was not mistaken; it was indeed Chen Qiaoluo and Lei Zi.

The crisp sound of something falling caused Chen Qiaoluo and Xu Xuan to rush in from outside almost immediately. Upon seeing me sitting there, both of them hurried over nervously and asked, "Jun, is everything alright?"

I saw him push aside the black man and run in front of me, while the man, at that moment, seemed to awaken from a dream and hurriedly ran away

I wanted to smile at him once more, yet it felt as if all my strength had drained away; I wanted to tell him not to cry, to encourage him to be strong, but I found myself unable to utter a single word

I nodded and heard Xu Xuan chuckle softly, "Yes, just a couple of days ago I was thinking about inviting you out for a meal, but I didn't expect to run into you so coincidentally today"

I shook my head

Hearing my question, Lei Zi was taken aback for a moment, then awkwardly touched his bald head and said: "Actually, during my time in prison, I thought a lot, and I realized that what I did back then was very wrong. Over the past few years, I have behaved well in prison, even made contributions, and received a sentence reduction. I was just released a couple of days ago"

Over there, the two of them are still fighting fiercely, while here I am already curled up on the ground in pain

Chen Qiaoluo called me at 8:00 in the morning, saying: "Jun, I am already outside your house. Have you gotten up yet?"

I quickly reacted to the situation, supporting Xu Xuan, and asked nervously: "Xu Xuan, how are you?"

I know that what he said was merely an excuse, yet I did not expect that Chen Qiaoluo would actually agree to it, which left him somewhat at a loss.

Looking at him like this, I can only feel my heart aching as if it is about to die

In this alley, there are no streetlights; the moonlight spills down, and a tall, strong Black man is holding a young girl hostage

Upon waking up again, I found myself staring at the hospital's snow-white ceiling. I looked around, and there was not a single person in the ward. I felt parched and, struggling to sit up, I attempted to reach for the cup on the cabinet, but accidentally knocked other items down.

After we finished breakfast, we were driven to the airport by my father

I took the medicine and the cup of water that Xu Xuan handed me, tilted my head back to swallow the pill, and when I lowered my head again, Chen Qiaoluo was looking at us with a face full of sorrow. After a while, he hesitantly opened his mouth to ask: "You two..."

I also want to go see Xu Xuan, and visit Aunt He Pei and Little Black Brother

I am sorry for all the things I did in the past that caused you sadness and distress

I suddenly recalled a phrase I read a long time ago, which goes, "After death, I wish to transform into a breeze, forever to rest in your embrace." Chen Qiaoluo, I am very sorry that I have left you nothing, but please remember that every breeze that brushes against your cheek from now on is me

In this journey of youth, I at least made an effort to illuminate your life, yet thereafter, there will no longer be a person named Zhu Junhao in this world

At that moment, Xu Xuan parked the car and walked over to me. Upon seeing Chen Qiaoluo, he was taken aback and immediately said: "Alo, shouldn't you be in City ×? Why are you back now?"

In fact, the distance between this man and us is not far, merely a few steps away. He seems to be overly tense, as he has not noticed our movements, and even his legs are trembling incessantly.

At that moment, the black man appeared behind him. He had a glinting fruit knife in his hand, which had somehow appeared there, and he advanced step by step towards Chen Qiaoluo.

How did you suddenly make this decision

Well, I know everything. I spoke with a choked voice

He said: "Li Zi, it was only after meeting you that I realized the world could be so beautiful. When you smile, I feel the warmth of spring, and when you cry, I feel the chill of winter. The seasons in my world are all determined by you. Over these three years, although we have been so far apart, my love for you has never changed. So on this special day, I want to make the most serious decision of my life—please marry me, and I will love you well for the rest of my life"

Seeing this, I shouted loudly: "What are you doing!"

In such a distant place

Seeing him like this, I concluded that it must be his first time doing such a thing, and at that moment, I gave Chen Qiaoluo a knowing glance

I have decided to travel around the world in these last six months, and Chen Qiaoluo has taken a long leave to accompany me

Seeing that he was silent, I asked again: "Chen Qiaoluo, what about you? Shouldn't you be in class now? Why are you back?"

It is already July, and the remaining days seem to be measurable down to the minute and second. My father has recently become increasingly prone to sighing, yet he still maintains a calm demeanor in front of me. I know he is very sad inside, but I do not know how to share all of this with him.

I nodded slightly, not wanting to pay him any mind, but just as I took a step forward, I heard Lei Zi call out to me. He asked, "Have you broken up with Chen Qiaoluo?"

Since it is such a coincidence, why not take the opportunity to have a meal together today? It has been a long time since we brothers gathered. Chen Qiaoluo suggested to Xu Xuan, yet his gaze did not move away from me in the slightest.

I did not know how long we had stayed there, until people gradually began to come out from inside, I then took Chen Qiaoluo's hand and said: "Let's go back"

I wish it could be like this, to see my best friend find happiness before I leave. Over the years, I have come to know Tong Xiaotian quite well, and I am at ease entrusting Li Zi to him

Xu Xuan's voice drew Chen Qiaoluo's attention, and he looked at Xu Xuan with confusion, finally hesitantly asking after a while: "Are you Xu Xuan?"

I never expected to see Chen Qiaoluo again at this time, when I was sitting in Xu Xuan's car, his figure along with Lei Zi flashed by the window.

I fell silent for a while before saying to him: "I want Chen Qiaoluo to forget me; I am not the right person in his life."

Could you please calm down? I said as I slowly moved two steps with Chen Qiaoluo

I comforted her with a smile, only to find myself overwhelmed with sadness in the end

I let Chen Qiaoluo in, and my father took him to the study, not knowing what to say to him

I informed Li Zi and Xu Xuan about my departure, and that evening they invited me out to hold a farewell banquet

I stepped out of the private room to go to the restroom, and when I returned, I did not expect to run into Lei Zi. Unlike before, he now seemed to have truly turned over a new leaf. Upon seeing me, he smiled awkwardly and said, "What a coincidence, we meet again"

This farewell banquet was filled with tears and sorrow, my eyes red, yet I do not know if I will ever see them again in the future

We have journeyed from July to September, and at that time we arrived in Berlin. My stomach has become increasingly fragile over these two months, and sometimes the medicine I take is quickly expelled. I remember a couple of mornings ago when I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, I noticed that the person reflected there no longer resembled me; her complexion was extremely pale, and she seemed to have lost all vitality.

Since the last time Xu Xuan took me to City ×, my father has trusted him very much after we returned. As long as I am with Xu Xuan, my father will definitely not ask any more questions.

Seeing me say this, Lei Zi asked in confusion, "Why can't we tell him?"

I know he cannot face such matters. After he left, I could no longer hold back and cried on the table.

Chen Qiaoluo spoke very casually, but the hint of bitter smile at the corner of his mouth betrayed his true emotions

Li Zi mentioned to me that Chen Qiaoluo had contacted her and inquired about my recent situation, a feeling of heartache gradually enveloped my heart

Chen Qiaoluo took me out to play everywhere. Every morning, as soon as I got out of bed, I could see him waiting for me downstairs. He planned out what we would do each day, guiding me to complete each task one by one, such as making cakes and doing pottery. We worked hard to seize this final happiness

The knife instantly pierced straight into my body. I saw a bright red flower blooming from my chest, and the sound of Chen Qiaoluo's scream echoed in my ears

My mother calls to check on me almost every week, and this time she said she hopes I can go to the United States for treatment

After an unknown amount of time, Chen Qiaoluo was the first to speak, saying: "I heard, I heard that you are going to America?"

I crouched on the ground, burying my head in my hands and began to cry. Fearing that Chen Qiaoluo would hear me, I gritted my teeth to stifle any sound. Yet he still found out; when he rushed in and saw me like this, this 1.8-meter tall young man actually cried in front of me like a child

I am sorry, but from now on, you will have to lose me

I am sorry that I could not accompany you on a longer and farther journey

Listening to my father's choked words, I gently embraced him and comforted him, saying: "Dad, life and death are predestined, so please do not be too sad. Over the years, I have truly been grateful for your kindness towards me, but it is a pity, a pity that I will no longer be able to honor you in the future"

His tears continuously fell onto the back of my hand, and an unbearable pain surged within my heart. I sniffed and tried hard not to cry, but in the end, I couldn't help but embrace him and weep loudly

Indeed, it is time to return, to go back to our homeland that belongs to us

Xu Xuan looked at him, pressed his lips together and said: "Thank you"

When I heard the girl's cry, Chen Qiaoluo and I were passing by an alley entrance. We exchanged a glance and rushed in.

Looking at the guilt-ridden Lei in front of me, I still find it hard to believe. Is it really so easy for a person to turn over a new leaf? Just thinking of the various things he did in the past makes me feel as if I have swallowed a fly, utterly disgusted

I nodded

That night, none of us slept; I nestled in my father's arms and watched television all night. However, we seemed to pay no attention to what show was playing or what story it was telling.

When we returned, Chen Qiaoluo was indeed standing there, the moonlight stretching his silhouette. It seemed that he heard our footsteps, and he turned around. Upon seeing me and Xu Xuan, his body trembled slightly, but he quickly regained his composure

I want to go home. When I told Chen Qiaoluo about this, he agreed. Time is running out, and I want to go back to see the people I love.

As soon as he finished speaking, Chen Qiaoluo swung a punch, the speed of which left Xu Xuan unable to react in time, causing his entire face to be slightly deflected.

He said: "Jun, everything is my fault. I can't even imagine how you have managed alone for such a long time. In fact, there are some things I have never told you until now; I feel humble in front of you. Perhaps this is what it feels like to like someone, always being cautious about everything. Before I expressed my feelings to you, I was afraid that if I confessed, we wouldn't even be able to remain friends; but after I really confessed to you, I regretted why I had to confess, thinking that if we remained just friends, perhaps I could stay by your side for a lifetime. During the time I have been away from you, I have thought a lot. In the middle of the night, when I wake from dreams, I always remember the way you smiled at me, it was so beautiful. Before I expressed my feelings to you, I was afraid that if I confessed, we wouldn't even be able to remain friends; but after I really confessed to you, I regretted why I had to confess, thinking that if we remained just friends, perhaps I could stay by your side for a lifetime. During the time I have been away from you, I have thought a lot. In the middle of the night, when I wake from dreams, I always remember the way you smiled at me, it was so beautiful."

After they left, my father walked into my room with red eyes. He sighed and sat on the edge of the bed, saying: "My daughter, these past few days I have been dreaming about the time when you were just born. I remember you weighed only six pounds, so small. When I first saw you, I felt that you were the best gift from heaven. Then you gradually grew up, learned to call me 'dad' and 'mom', and I will never forget how happy I was when you called me for the first time, I cried with joy. When I saw you then, I felt that you were the best gift from heaven. As you continued to grow, learned to walk, and started school, I truly felt the weight of responsibility on my shoulders. Every time I see news about minors, I can't help but look a little longer, fearing that you might go down the wrong path. Fortunately, you have grown into a kind girl. But I really do not understand why heaven has made you suffer so much; how I wish it were me who was sick. Every time I see news about minors, I can't help but look a little longer, fearing that you might go down the wrong path. Fortunately, you have grown into a kind girl. But I really do not understand why heaven has made you suffer so much; how I wish it were me who was sick. Why, why did it have to be you..."

As soon as I finished speaking, I saw Chen Qiaoluo dejectedly lower his head, while Xu Xuan, sitting beside me, looked at me in shock. However, in just an instant, his expression returned to calm. I knew he understood me, understood the intention behind all my actions

During this period, Tong Xiaotian returned for Li Zi's birthday.

At this moment, Xu Xuan seemed to have noticed the change in my emotions. He turned his face towards Chen Qiaoluo and smiled, saying: "Alo, I will take Jun away first. She was just complaining about wanting to eat the tiramisu from the newly opened bakery in the west of the city. I am afraid that if we go late, it will be sold out. Let's get together another day."

I have so many things I want to do that I can hardly wait to return home

In that moment, Tong Xiaotian stood up excitedly and placed the flowers in her arms, then helped her put on the ring. In the crowd, they embraced each other happily

Upon seeing us, the man seemed startled. After a moment of hesitation, he suddenly grabbed the girl's neck and shouted at us: "Don't come close!"

The meal was tasteless, and Chen Qiaoluo hurriedly took a few bites before excusing himself, citing an urgent matter.

Chen Qiaoluo shouted as if he had gone mad, and every word he spoke felt like a thousand pounds crashing down on my heart. I could only feel my stomach starting to hurt again. I grabbed Xu Xuan's hand, and just as I was about to say something, my vision went dark and I lost consciousness. In that moment, it seemed I heard someone calling my name

After Xu Xuan left, the room fell silent once again

At this moment, I truly began to feel fear

As soon as Xu Xuan's words fell, I saw Chen Qiaoluo lower her eyes in disappointment, and after a while, she gently uttered an "mm".

As I leave, I am truly uncertain whether I will be able to return, whether I will be able to see this familiar city once more. I fear that when I come back, it will be with Chen Qiaoluo carrying my cold, lifeless ashes

Xu Xuan smiled as he poured me a glass of water, then took my medication out of his bag and said, "Uncle must be asking you why you haven't gone back yet and reminding you that it's time to take your medicine."

"There is no need to thank me; this is what I ought to do," Xu Xuan said with a gentle smile

Li Zi was in a very bad mood; after only taking a few bites of food, she hugged Tong Xiaotian and began to cry

I remain silent and do not speak

I would like to meet Dad and Aunt Shen

I have decided to go to my mother's place; on one hand, I do not want to disappoint my father, and on the other hand, I want to avoid Chen Qiaoluo. I am afraid that the longer I stay here, the easier it will be for him to discover the truth. I cannot bear to see him sad before I pass away

As soon as I finished speaking, Xu Xuan pulled me behind him. He looked at Chen Qiaoluo and said, "A Luo, I know you hate me, but what can be done? Matters of the heart can never be forced. I hope you can bless me and Jun."

As soon as the words left my mouth, I wanted to give myself a slap. Didn't we agree to keep our distance from Chen Qiaoluo? So what is this all about now

I anxiously watched from the side, but suddenly a wave of pain surged in my stomach. Over these days, my stomach pain has been occurring at any time and in any place. I bit my lip tightly in silence, fearing that if I made a sound, Chen Qiaoluo would be distracted.

Xu Xuan sighed, then hugged me with concern and said, "Zhu Junhao, why must you do this again?"

Although my father is reluctant to part with me, he still hopes that I will go over there

The words spoken by Li Zi while intoxicated made my heart feel a pang of bitterness

Such speculation fills me with an uncontrollable sense of fear

I nodded and saw Lei Zi looking at us in shock. Regarding the matter of going to the United States, the person I most wanted to keep it from was Chen Qiaoluo. Thinking of this, I said to him: "Brother Lei Zi, I hope you can help me keep my trip to the United States a secret from Chen Qiaoluo."

During this period, Chen Qiaoluo and I have completely expressed our feelings to each other. Neither of us has brought up the matter of being together, but it seems that this is no longer important to us.

Seeing me like this, Lei Zi continued, "Please do not take offense at what I am about to say. It is just that after encountering him again this time, I noticed he has changed a lot. After we ran into you by the roadside last time, he went drinking with me and kept calling your name even after getting drunk. I do not know what exactly happened between you two, but I can see that Chen Qiaoluo truly likes you. If there are any misunderstandings between you, I would like to ask you to give him another chance." I do not know what exactly happened between you two, but I can see that Chen Qiaoluo truly likes you. If there are any misunderstandings between you, I would like to ask you to give him another chance.

You really guessed it right

During these days, Aunt Shen's kindness towards me has even surpassed that of my mother. How fortunate I am to be surrounded by such warmth.

Chen Qiaoluo sobbed, repeatedly apologizing to me

Chen Qiaoluo's tears continuously fell on my face as he repeatedly called my name

By the way, I also need to deliver the final bouquet of flowers to Guyu, and then tell him that I will be able to see him again soon

"I wish you all the best? Haha." Chen Qiaoluo laughed out loud as if he had heard a particularly funny joke, and it took him a while to stop. He looked at Xu Xuan in despair and said, "Do you know how many years I have liked her? All these years, I have been thinking about being with her in the future, but what about you, Xu Xuan? You were once my most admired brother, but what have you done this time? You took away the person I love the most and still expect me to bless you?" All these years, I have been thinking about being with her in the future, but what about you, Xu Xuan? You were once my most admired brother, but what have you done this time? You took away the person I love the most and still expect me to bless you?

Leizi did not agree to my request, he simply said "sorry" and turned to leave

I wanted to warn Chen Qiaoluo of the danger, but before I could say anything, the black man had already struck. In a moment of panic, I instinctively pushed Chen Qiaoluo away.

Over there, Chen Qiaoluo has been entangled in a struggle with a black man for quite some time. Perhaps due to his previous experiences in fights, Chen Qiaoluo is not at all at a disadvantage in this confrontation

Chen Qiaoluo smiled wryly again, extended his hand, and placed my left hand in his palm, saying: "I really am foolish. During those few days, I had almost figured out your feelings, but my insecurity made me doubt your intentions, and I never expected that I would miss out on so much time with you."

Tears slowly streamed down the corners of my eyes, and I struggled to reach out my hand to embrace him, but even slightly raising my hand felt like it took all my strength. I opened my incredibly dry mouth and said, "Ah... Luo, I... I am sorry."

Chen Qiaoluo took a few steps back in disbelief after hearing all this, as if there were a vast ocean of sorrow in his eyes. It is unclear how much time passed before he finally said with a bitter smile: "Is that so? Then congratulations to you all"

However, looking at my father's expression, I simply did not know how to articulate these words

I glanced at the dazed girl and anxiously shouted: "Speed up!"

I reached out and held her hand, my palm feeling damp

No

We have not mentioned the future, as the present is what matters most. However, I am beginning to fear imagining what he will become after I leave this world, whether he will completely fall apart.

At that birthday party, both Xu Xuan and I were present

This Lei was sentenced to five years in prison back then; shouldn't he still be in jail? How could he be out so soon? At this time, Chen Qiaoluo should not have had a break; why is he here and together with him?

After a while, Chen Qiaoluo was the first to speak, saying: "What a coincidence"

Seeing me like this, she spoke with sadness: "Jun, I have truly regarded you as my own daughter during these days. Now that you are like this, not only is your father heartbroken, but I am also very sad. You said you want to take the time you have left to travel around, and your father and I do not wish to stop you, but I hope you understand that both your father and I genuinely love you."

I know that my actions with Xu Xuan must have led him to misunderstand, but so what? I cannot hold him back, so I might as well cut ties with him completely. I looked at him, suppressing the sadness in my heart, and smiled as I said: "We have been together for a long time."

The first stop for Chen Qiaoluo and me was Shanghai, where we visited the Oriental Pearl Tower, the Bund, and Nanjing Road like an ordinary couple. Chen Qiaoluo set an alarm on his phone for my medication time, and when the time came, he would prepare everything for me. I enjoyed his care, yet I felt a subtle sadness in my heart.

It seems that Chen Qiaoluo is not as much as I thought; he just awkwardly mentioned that he is preparing to find an internship and took the opportunity to return early as the holiday is approaching

Because I do not want to make him sad or upset, I silently replied in my heart

I saw that the girl had already turned purple from being choked by him, and feeling anxious, I said to Chen Qiaoluo: "This is not a solution; that girl is about to be choked to death."

Aunt Shen placed the prepared breakfast on the table and called me to eat. As I walked over, I noticed that Aunt Shen had red eyes. Although she returned to her room that night, I knew she merely wanted to give us, the father and daughter, some space to be alone, and she herself had not slept well all night.

The sadness in his words made my heart tremble slightly, and I gently nodded, saying: "Mm."

It was not until Xu Xuan's car had driven far away that I let out a sigh of relief, closed my eyes, and after a while, I said to him: "Xu Xuan, thank you for helping me out just now"

My voice quickly roused her from her slumber, and then she hurriedly ran out of the alley as if awakening from a dream

When Chen Qiaoluo came out of the study, his expression appeared somewhat serious, but he smiled only upon seeing me

On the night before leaving, Chen Qiaoluo took me to the Berlin Cathedral. We arrived at six in the afternoon, and evening prayers were being held inside the cathedral. Chen Qiaoluo and I stood outside for a while listening, as pigeons flapped their wings and flew into the sky

Cold sweat kept pouring from my forehead, and I clutched my stomach, unable to bear the pain. Just when I thought I was about to faint, Chen Qiaoluo's voice came through, and I was immediately embraced in a warm hug

I couldn't be bothered to say much, so I directly asked Lei: "How did you end up here? How did you get out of prison so quickly?"

Chen Qiaoluo, I wish you a peaceful life from now on