Minyou 02.

He and I are completely different. If I am a ghost living in the darkness, then he is a deity living under the sunshine.

I pulled her and ran away. Song Yan caught up with us. He seemed to be saying something to me, but I couldn't hear it. I could only hear what she said to Song Yan.

I seem to gradually understand her feelings - standing secretly in the corner, only hoping to catch a glimpse of that person's mood, because the current me and the past her are so alike.

I turned around and took a glance, and sure enough, it was Song Yan. He was striding towards this direction.

She seemed to be very afraid of the hospital, and quickly shook her head and said, "No need, it should be fine, just fell down, it's not that serious."

I don't know how much money my grandfather donated to the school. The school allowed me to live in the apartment building separately. They asked me to choose a major, and in that moment, almost unconsciously, I chose German. Because a scene suddenly flashed in my mind.

In her eyes, Song Yan is always full of vitality, always radiant. The friends around her are all such people. It is just a pity that this person who walks towards the sun cannot see her.

Dr. Jiang still hasn't returned. I helped clean her wound, applied medicine, and then wrapped it with gauze. I couldn't determine if she had broken any bones, so I asked her, "Do you want me to take you to the hospital to get it checked?"

Okay, actually I am waiting for her to speak. I am waiting for her to ask me, even if it's just asking who I am.

I originally wanted to smile at her and tell her not to mind, but after years of not smiling, I have forgotten how to smile. So I could only say to her expressionlessly, "It's okay."

I finally saw her sun, indeed just as she described, a boy who shines brightly. Unfortunately, in my eyes, like thousands of others, that boy is also a colorless, soundless presence. It seems that my world is rejecting the entry of others, the only one who hasn't been rejected yet is this almost invisible light blue girl. Because she is inconspicuous enough, safe enough, and poses no threat to my possibilities, that's why I can see her. Thinking about it this way, my mood seems to have improved a bit. It seems that my world is rejecting the entry of others, the only one who hasn't been rejected yet is this almost invisible light blue girl. Because she is inconspicuous enough, safe enough, and poses no threat to my possibilities, that's why I can see her. Thinking about it this way, my mood seems to have improved a bit.

I still remember that day. I slipped a note outside the door with the words "I want to go outside" written on it. When my grandfather came to see me, his expression was so joyful.

I ran over there regardless of everything.

But he only has me. Since that incident in that year, he has no other relatives besides me. His vast wealth needs an heir, and his hollow and sorrowful heart needs a living me to console.

Only me, unique and unparalleled.

Song Yan only stayed for a while and then left. Before leaving, he approached her and checked her wound. At the moment he touched her, I saw that Song Yan seemed to suddenly become more vibrant, compared to the black and white Song Yan, this Song Yan had a bit more vitality.

It's probably that Song Yan wants to go and find Doctor Jiang to come back and take a look, but she never wants to trouble anyone and will definitely refuse. I am surprised at how well I know her, as if I can predict what she will say or do.

I want to, I will always shrink in the corner and quietly watch her, just like she quietly watches her sun.

All my impressions of Song Yan come from her soliloquies. Before meeting Song Yan, I had already formed a picture of a young girl in my mind through her fragmented descriptions. Now that I have met the real Song Yan, I find that her descriptions were indeed accurate, because the Song Yan in my mind is not much different from the real one.

She was about to say something to me, but suddenly looked behind me. I could clearly see her eyes light up like twinkling stars, shining brightly.

What should I do? She looks very distressed, "Should I give up German?"

Are all non-luminous stars greedily absorbing the light of other stars?

In this moment, I suddenly realized that, to her, I am just a stranger. She doesn't know me, hasn't seen me, and she would never imagine that I have been watching her in the darkness for so many years.

It's senior. I think, since I am one year older than her, I should be considered her senior.

He doesn't know, for me, it doesn't matter what the outside world is like. When I leave here, it's not to embrace the whole world, I'm just going to pursue my own sun. I want to stay by her side, and I also want to see the world touched by her fingertips, the colorful world.

In my eyes, my grandfather, who looks like an old black and white photo, is smiling with wrinkles all over his face. I can't hear what he's saying, and I didn't talk to him. I just wrote on the whiteboard that I want to go to that city and see how beautiful the colorful qionghua can be.

Finally, she asked me softly, "Can you tell me, what is your name?"

Because she likes German, I want to go and see what exactly the things she likes look like.

Song Yan arrived quickly. It seems that he wanted to help her up, but for some reason, I just didn't want him to touch my sun. I forcefully slapped his hand away and helped her up. The look in her eyes towards me was so unfamiliar.

I didn't persist. I pulled a chair and sat beside her. The white window curtains fluttered in the wind. She turned her head and looked outside the window. She must be missing Song Yan. She didn't speak, and the medical room became quiet. I couldn't tell if I felt disappointed or delighted in my heart. Does she really not care at all? Why did I appear? Why didn't she allow Song Yan to touch her? And why did she bring her to the medical room? She didn't speak, and the medical room became quiet. I couldn't tell if I felt disappointed or delighted in my heart. Does she really not care at all? Why did I appear? Why didn't she allow Song Yan to touch her? And why did she bring her to the medical room?

At that moment, I clearly felt as if my heart was struck by something, with a hint of pain.

The apartment I live in overlooks a large playground from the window. During the freshman military training, I spotted her in the crowd at first sight, wearing camouflage. After so many days, seeing her again filled my heart with joy.

There's no need to look for him. Dr. Jiang should be back soon. It's really not serious," she said.

Xu Minyou. I heard my name being pronounced from her mouth, softly, as if it carried enough warmth. She said, "What a beautiful name."

Until one day, she suddenly disappeared from my sight. Without hesitation, I ran out and immediately saw her being pushed by another girl. The girl behind couldn't stop and ran up, pushing her hard to the ground.

Is this an indication that in this world, I am the only one who can notice that she is like a sun?

She nodded and said somewhat apologetically, "I troubled you just now."

It was a dusk with a sky full of sunset glow. She sat on the wicker chair on the rooftop and let out a gentle sigh, saying, "I really like German, but... I would rather be by his side."

Grandfather saw that I wanted to see the outside world. He was almost moved to tears. He quickly arranged everything for me in that city, and even helped me secure a student spot in the university. When I arrived there, I didn't have to worry about anything.

After a while, she finally withdrew her gaze from outside the window and looked at me, asking, "Are you also a student here? You're not wearing camouflage, are you a senior?"

She asked so cautiously, as if probing something, so I told her my name: "Xu Minyou".

I took her to the clinic and cleaned her wound for her without saying a word, afraid of scaring her away.

So when he knew I wanted to come out of the attic and go to the outside world, he was so happy that his hands were shaking, and he hugged me, who was like a piece of wood, and cried loudly.

I think she must find me strange. Without saying a word, she doesn't know that in my world, except for her voice, no one else can break in.

I think that I fell in love with this name from this very moment.

He accommodates all my requests, takes good care of me, but he just doesn't understand my world.

Song Yan's lips were moving as if he was saying something to her, but I couldn't hear what he said. His voice didn't reach my ears.

She smiled slightly behind me and said, "I'm fine. Dr. Jiang went somewhere, but Xu Minyou just helped me deal with it. It should be okay. We'll wait for Dr. Jiang to come back and check it out."

I am content with this state, and I continue to silently gaze at her from behind the window.

Originally, just stealing a glance at her like this is enough to make my mood better.