Special Episode 01 Dream

What does it matter, no matter how much those people enjoy gossiping

Thus, when the knife unexpectedly plunged into his left rib, Fu Changchuan surprisingly felt a sense of relief

At that time, the only thing he could be certain of was that he loved Ruan Zhi

"Are you not aware that they always make sure the person being talked about hears them when they speak ill of others?" Ruan Zhi said with a smile that was not quite a smile, "Their circle has its own set of survival rules"

He used the sense of security accumulated over the years from the love she gave him to request her apology. The result surprised him; she was merely angry for half a day and immediately forgave him

He came out of the bathroom, and ahead of him were two girls walking and whispering about something

He imagines the child living, studying, and exercising cautiously from that point on. Perhaps he comes from a prestigious family and was born into immense wealth, yet when others mention him, they still sigh, as if they are convinced he will die young: "What a pity..."

It was not until he walked up to her that she reached out to take it down, smiling as she said, "Shall we go?"

Indeed, they do not know how to dress up, looking so plain. Aren't they supposed to be the assistant of Du Jiangnan? They are simply unworthy.

Fu Changchuan realized that they were talking about Ruan Zhi, and he couldn't help but take a closer look, as if she were a companion brought along by someone at a dinner party, stepping gracefully in high heels. He caught a whiff of perfume; although it was not too strong given the distance, he inexplicably found it somewhat pungent, prompting him to quicken his pace and walk past them.

Her background and education seem to be original sins; no matter how hard she tries later, they will still say: "She is not worthy of Fu Changchuan."

He sat down opposite her, gazing at her thoughtfully

After thinking for a long time, she finally exclaimed, "I didn't take those words to heart; how boring they are."

While working, he can easily discern the thoughts of his opponents or subordinates

"Not doing much, being this beautiful, she could have made it through the preliminary round anyway." Ruan Zhi casually stuffed the two documents inside, turned to look out the window, and sighed, "But they probably never expected to encounter me."

Ruan Zhi leaned against the column in the hall, not moving from his spot. Perhaps feeling bored from waiting, he even plugged in his earphones

This dream is so long that he almost believes this is his entire life

What are you saying? Ruan Zhi's face was expressionless, her features somewhat delicate. "Thanks to you, I don't have any rivals in love to talk about at all"

He asked more clearly: "No one has said anything to you, right?"

"Look at me like this, I am really not worthy of you." Ruan Zhi shrugged, "Don't you feel embarrassed?"

Unlike the disdainful tone mentioned a year ago regarding Ruan Zhi, during the preliminary round of this talent show, they finally stood before Ruan Zhi, smiling sweetly as they greeted her, saying: "Sister Zhi, do you still remember me?"

Family background? Appearance? Or character?

In the darkness of night, it is indeed difficult to discern what constitutes a dream and what constitutes death

She has always been so open and generous, and as he gradually lets go of his worries, he can only pray that she will not discover the most terrifying secret

He remembered that night when, in front of everyone, he drank that glass of wine for her

The only thing he could do was to hope that she would forgive him

Even if there were such an opportunity, he would not know how to explain it

The wedding dress personally selected by Ruan was finally shipped from abroad. After trying it on, she returned home and continued to communicate with the designer about the details that needed to be modified. Fu Changchuan came out of the study and saw her leaning over the coffee table in the living room, her serious and focused demeanor suddenly made him feel that she was treating this wedding as an event to prepare for

Even the calculating Fu Changchuan probably did not anticipate that in attempting to remove the thorn from his heart, he would instead plant another, one that is harder and longer.

She sat beside him, wearing a fitted black sleeveless dress. Apart from a delicate and slender collarbone chain around her neck, she wore no other accessories. Her skin was fair to the point of radiance, her hairstyle was simple yet not careless, and her light makeup was exquisite

"Not at all, I am very satisfied." She did not understand why he suddenly asked this and took a moment to think before responding

Most of the time, they are arguing; she infuriates him to the point of rage, or he infuriates her to the point of rage

In a state of drowsiness, he faintly heard her say: "I am waiting for your explanation"

He slightly tilted his head, observing the traffic at the intersection, and casually asked, "Why?"

I am referring to certain rumors

He does not know whether he still has a chance to explain himself

Even if it is a sham marriage, he still chose himself, which indicates that he has some redeeming qualities

Health

He closed his eyes, imagining a child who had scraped his knee while playing, blood gushing out. His playmates would look at him in horror, and later, due to such an affliction, they would gradually distance themselves from him

However, it is likely that Ruan Zhi is unaware of this; Fu Changchuan is far more concerned about such discussions than she is

She is transforming into a better, more beautiful, and more radiant version of herself, and he observes it all.

Perhaps it was when she received the news of the accidental medication intake, sitting there in a daze; perhaps it was when she refused to give up and went to various hospitals for consultations; or perhaps it was even earlier, when she personally replaced the entire set of family medications

The root of all this lies in one's own darkness and insecurity, and Ruan Zhi is not at fault; there is no fault at all.

It is nothing more than remarks about being unworthy of one's social status; ever since being with him, Ruan Zhi has unknowingly heard countless such comments, both openly and covertly.

After the dinner party, Fu Changchuan pressed her shoulder and said softly, "I will go to the restroom for a moment, wait here, and I will take you back."

Perhaps she cares about this failed marriage far more than she imagines

However, it is not possible to face Ruan Zhi

She placed one hand in her pocket and said, "Good."

When Fu Changchuan saw those two young girls again, it had already been more than a year. Given his indifferent nature towards many things, he was quite surprised that he could still remember them.

Ruan ultimately came to know the darkest actions buried deep within his heart

If that scientific madman from the university were by your side and heard what you have done, he would objectively evaluate: your worries are unfounded, for your child will not follow the same developmental trajectory as you due to the changes in parental genes

Family background, education, and even appearance are all changeable, just as he watched her become so dazzling and radiant, but there is one thing that cannot be changed

She still gave him a chance

He imagined the parents of the child being overjoyed by his birth, but ultimately they abandoned him due to the flawed genes he carried

Fu Changchuan couldn't help but smile when he heard her candidly state this reason: "As long as you don't mind, that's good."

In the dream, Ruan Zhi's face gradually became clear from a blur. She had her long hair tied in a ponytail, wearing an utterly ordinary black T-shirt, layered with a blue and white checkered shirt, paired with jeans and a pair of sneakers, presenting the most typical appearance of an executive assistant

His life fell into disorder and chaos following her departure, reduced to the mundane routine of working, attending meetings, traveling for business, and making money. The scene was black and white and dull, with the only bright colors being the fragments that Ruan Zhi inadvertently intruded upon.

They began to diligently depict that dinner gathering, and Ruan Zhi suddenly realized: "Ah, it is you." She then turned to instruct Youyou, "Put their information on top, no need to filter for the preliminary round."

The talent show organized by Meixing Company is being overseen by Ruan Zhi, who has met so many people that it is unlikely she would remember them. Thus, she apologetically smiles and says, "You are..."

The vehicle moves intermittently through the congested traffic of the city

What do you intend to do

His eyes shifted slightly before ultimately succumbing to darkness

Fu Changchuan pressed the brake, and it was almost the end of the nearly one-minute wait at the red light when he said lightly: "I may not be that good."

He found it absurd that their certainty and trust in each other had actually grown after the divorce, through repeated confrontations. Therefore, he took pleasure in such a childish game.

Before he closed his eyes, he saw her helpless expression and thought to himself: Silly girl, you should hate me, do not be sad

What criteria can be considered for compatibility

Yet each frame is so vivid

Even so, the voices of discussion around did not cease.

It is likely difficult for others to imagine that he is such a man lacking in security and filled with inferiority.

Fu Changchuan had a very long dream

"Why are you looking at me like that?" she asked, somewhat warily

However, these ideas ultimately came too late

He really recognized her and was quite surprised that Ruan Zhi actually knew about those discussions behind the scenes

Perhaps her request for money is merely an excuse due to the long period of no contact

She is not a shy girl; although his statement today surprised her, she accepted it with composure

In this lifetime, the bravest thing he did was not merely leaving the Fu family alone, but rather mustering the courage to plan to confess to her the secret of how he built his fortune from scratch all those years ago

... ...

In the end, still in this vague and elusive fear, for the sake of peace of mind, he changed the regular medication at home

She is so good, so bright, as if she were the sun, gradually dispelling all the gloom of his remaining life

And when this nightmare finally came to an end, the first thing he saw was Ruan Zhi by the window

That day, Fu Changchuan came to the company to pick her up after work. She took those two documents and vividly recounted them to him, then asked, "Do you still remember them? They once said that I am not worthy of you."

Many times, he is able to conceal this fragility and insecurity. However, when Ruan Zhi might be pregnant, that shadow spreads infinitely.

He contemplated countless ways to make amends and seek her forgiveness, yet in the end, he felt unworthy and undeserving of her forgiveness

When did the regret begin

How did she become so fortunate? How was she chosen?

So far, do you have any opinions about me or this wedding

Yet even that love cannot offset the fear of the future that awaits that child

He can only infer her intentions from the faintest clues.

Perhaps, the best way now for him to atone for the life he destroyed back then is to sacrifice his own life

In the car, Ruan Zhi said cheerfully, "You were so sudden just now, I felt embarrassed for you."

He was momentarily at a loss for how to respond

Among those who hold a spectator's mindset, very few believe that they will actually get married

Even someone as serious and unapproachable as him, who no one dares to casually chat or gossip with, has heard some rumors; she must have heard even more.

Amidst the clamor, he set down his wine glass and glanced at her once more. Ruan Zhi's eyes sparkled brightly, their brilliance flickering silently.