Chapter 9

I return to my own home

Yes, yes. So I will call to wake you up

It is even more impossible to go. Am I supposed to visit his home and let his family see my expression, speaking with careful and cautious wording? Moreover, there are many relatives and friends at his home. Within just two days, someone is bound to grow weary of it.

This is the most terrifying news Xu Qing has ever heard in her life, akin to a nightmare

Zheng Jiejie was unconvinced: "Perhaps all he wanted was an explanation. At the very least, it shows that you care about him."

An old song is playing in the car, sung in a slow, deep voice that seems to have witnessed the vicissitudes of life: "The wind is gentle, today’s road should be walked slowly, the sky is blue, what should we pray for? If one can bravely move forward, the tears shed on the road will turn into flowers; if a river flows towards the silence of time, it is the rainbow that answers the silence after the rain, taking a deep breath to listen to the world’s sighs. ... It is love that allows one to face the wind tonight, I want to sing life into a song, oh new moon, return to me the smile of my child, as I pass by, if the gentle wind and blue sky remain, a slight smile is my greeting ... the tears shed on the road will turn into flowers; if a river flows towards the silence of time, it is the rainbow that answers the silence after the rain, taking a deep breath to listen to the world’s sighs. ... It is love that allows one to face the wind tonight, I want to sing life into a song, oh new moon, return to me the smile of my child, as I pass by, if the gentle wind and blue sky remain, a slight smile is my greeting ...

Xu Qing shook her head: "What is there to say? If he truly understood, why would I need to explain; if he does not understand, my explanation may not change his mind anyway"

The bus is already waiting at the school gate, and everyone has arrived. As Jiang Luosheng got on the bus, he apologized to his senior, saying that he was delayed on the way and arrived late; the senior's eyes lit up when he saw Xu Qing, who had just boarded the bus, and he gave a mysterious glance at Jiang Luosheng, saying that he didn't mind.

I do not know how long I cried before I stopped

Xu Qing thus ran to the library every day. Sometimes, Zheng Jie Jie had classes, so he asked a classmate from the mathematics department to take Xu Qing to the mathematics library. That blond-haired, blue-eyed Englishman held a special fondness for the mysterious Eastern girl. He asked Xu Qing, "Are all Eastern girls as enchanting as you?"

"Take heart. Everyone will eventually return to the earth after a hundred years," Zheng Jiejie took a deep breath and said, "Last time I was at the hospital with my grandmother, she said that there is nothing to regret in this life... She said she finally understands a saying: death in life is merely a fleeting moment."

In fact, Xu Qing's appearance attracted the attention of some people at the beginning of the school year, and her popularity continued to rise. However, before they could take any action, they were informed that she was already taken, which left some feeling quite disappointed

In the evening, Xu Qing checked her emails and found one from Su Hai, asking if she could arrive at school earlier as there was an urgent project that needed to be done. Xu Qing replied, stating that she was in the United Kingdom and feared she could not return early. Su Hai quickly responded, expressing great joy and urgently requesting Xu Qing to help him retrieve some materials from the library in Cambridge.

Xu Qing's eyes were filled with mist, and everything before her swayed in the tears, her grandmother's smiling face shattered into small pieces. Grasping her grandmother's aged and frail hand, it felt icy cold. The chill from Xu Qing's fingertips quickly seeped into her spine, leaving her feeling completely frozen.

In the early hours of that day, Grandma finally woke up. Xu Qing's tears streamed down her face, and when she tried to speak, her voice suddenly became hoarse. Grandma was in good spirits and surprisingly had the strength to slowly look around. Upon seeing herself in a stark white hospital, she gave Xu Qing an apologetic smile and managed to utter a few words.

Xu Qing sighed, not responding immediately. She reached out and grasped the air, then opened her palm to reveal a blank space, with only a handful of moisture.

"Do not be sad," Grandma said with remarkable clarity, continuing, "I have told you before... Life is like a play; its length is not important, what matters is the quality of the actors... It is not to say that living to seventy is rare... Having lived beyond seventy, seeing you grow up, I truly have no regrets..."

After a long silence, he finally spoke: "You know, the only thing I excel at is studying. The ancients often said, 'Learning is like rowing upstream; not to advance is to drop back.' In today's fierce competition, our department is no different from others; everyone is determined to make a discovery, eager to see through the books... If I were to lose even this advantage, what do you expect me to do?"

The fields at the foot of the mountain stretch out into the distance, with the midday sunlight casting a golden web over this richly autumnal brown earth. The small houses, trees, and lawns on the ground appear as if they were etched onto the surface with a knife, shallow and thin. The nearby villages have all shrunk, resembling a miniature world, exquisite and delicate. In the distance, a gently undulating green mountain rises, like a vast blue mist.

Xu Qing suddenly felt her throat dry and her voice trembled continuously, making it difficult to articulate even two words clearly: "It is me"

Some people on the car had never seen Xu Qing before and were asking Jiang Luosheng whether this beautiful woman was his girlfriend, what major she was studying, and so on; upon receiving Jiang Luosheng's answers, they were quite surprised and exclaimed, "So she has such a background. Excellent grades and beautiful as well. You are truly fortunate"

University life gradually unfolds

Zheng Jiejie interrupted her without any courtesy

Do not think any further, as overthinking is of no benefit. No matter how unbearable the situation may be, it will eventually pass... How about coming to England for a visit?

As it is a mathematics base class funded by the state, it boasts the most outstanding mathematics experts in the country, with first-class teachers and top-notch hardware facilities. All students enrolled feel a sense of pride. The students in the department are all high-quality talents, having some understanding of university-level mathematics during their high school years, which naturally sets them apart from others. Each individual has a background, and the number of awards they have received could fill a resume, exuding an indescribable air of aloofness in their actions. However, there are always people beyond people, and skies beyond skies. Shortly after the semester began, the students' arrogance was significantly tempered.

Returning home for the winter break, Xu Qing noticed that her grandmother, whom she had not seen for half a year, had aged and lost a lot of weight. Filled with guilt, she tightly embraced her grandmother, fearing that if she let go, her grandmother would disappear. Sensing her thoughts, her grandmother gently reassured her, "Do not worry, I will see you establish your own family and become self-sufficient"

Then Xu Qing turned her gaze to the man in the front seat of the car, instantly becoming dumbfounded. She was so surprised that she lost her composure, leaving her face devoid of any expression

Xu Qing expressed her dissatisfaction, "Why don't you say I am beautiful?"

Are you the only one living here

Jiang Luosheng's voice sounded cheerful as he said, "Let's do it this way; time is quite valuable now."

Everyone took photos to commemorate the occasion. Many people hoped to take pictures with Xu Qing, who did not mind at all, but Jiang Luosheng maintained a stern expression and refused one by one.

Busy until the end of the academic term

Xu Qing lowered her eyes, and the area around her eye sockets faintly appeared bruised. Zheng Jiejie understood well the bond between her and her grandmother, and felt a deep sense of compassion as she looked on.

On the day of the event, Xu Qing got up very early, as the group had to take the bus at 5:30 AM. Jiang Luosheng waited for her downstairs at the girls' dormitory. After standing for less than a minute, he saw a lively and tall figure running towards him.

But I regret it... Grandma, Grandma... I have been studying all the time, ignoring everything, thinking that if I studied well, you would be happy... I didn't even know you had heart disease... How could you hide it from me...

I would rather hope that you are in good health

Jiang Luosheng averted his gaze and pointed behind Xu Qing: "The taxi has arrived"

Xu Qing blushed, smiled shyly, and secretly observed her grandmother's expression; however, it is also true that having known Jiang Luosheng for such a long time, he had never been to her home.

Xu Qing agreed with a smile: "Seeing all this, no matter how tiring it is, it is worth it. Therefore, some say that without experiencing the night, one cannot reach dawn. Enduring some hardship is also good."

Cambridge is picturesque, with lush trees and buildings that are quaint and natural. Walking through it evokes a sense of refined elegance. Zheng Jiejie is strolling through the streets and alleys with Xu Qing, taking many photos. Zheng Jiejie seems to be quite well-known at school; no matter where she walks in the city, there are people greeting her, of all skin tones, and they all look at Xu Qing with a hint of curiosity.

United Kingdom? Xu Qing found it perplexing

Zheng Jie Jie laughed heartily: Moreover, Jiang Luosheng appears to be very charming, be careful that someone might take him away

Someone will come to find you shortly; you should give them your passport and then pack your luggage. In fact, you do not need to bring anything at all, not even clothes. Tomorrow morning, someone will take you to the airport

I picked up the phone, and it was surprisingly Zheng Jie Jie calling.

The man discovered Xu Qing sitting in the car and greeted her, "Little Xu Qing"

The car stopped in front of a three-story Western-style building by the Kang River. Inside the building, there were a driver and a nanny, who all referred to Zheng Jie Jie as "Second Miss" with impeccable etiquette. The furnishings of the room were exquisite and elegant, exuding a genuine Western charm. Xu Qing was left dumbfounded, not even daring to step on the floor.

Their conversation and actions were completely open and unreserved, showing no signs of embarrassment or discomfort. Xu Qing felt ashamed, thinking that she was being overly sensitive. Upon entering the room, Xu Qing opened her computer to check her emails, not mentioning a word about what had just happened, as if the earlier scene had never occurred, not even counting as a dream. Zheng Jie Jie was the same, focused on writing her thesis in English on the computer.

Thus, Xu Qing stood alone in front of the tombstone, unwilling to leave, her expression filled with profound loneliness

After returning to school, Xu Qing uploaded the photos taken at the mountain top to her computer and sent them to Zheng Jiejie. After viewing them, Zheng Jiejie praised them and replied with a few words: "So good, you look incredibly energetic"

Xu Qing smiled, feeling a sense of relief. During dinner, Grandma smiled and thoughtfully said, "When will you invite Jiang Luosheng to our home for a meal?"

Good

Xu Qing hated self-justification the most; no matter how wronged she was, she was unwilling to explain herself. At this moment, she lifted her eyelids to glance at him and noticed that Jiang Luosheng's eyes reflected a profound pain that seemed to foretell something yet remained unspoken. Thus, she silently put her clothes back on. Once dressed, she asked, "Why are you here"

Xu Qing said: Jie Jie, I love you

That person had a pair of beautiful almond-shaped eyes, silently gazing at her, wrapping her in his down jacket; upon seeing the person in front of her, Xu Qing lowered her head, fearing that she would cry.

Grandmother's gaze lingered on the wintergreen, remaining silent, only murmuring the name of Xu Qing's mother, her voice weak and barely audible. After repeating it several times, she said: "Xiao Qing, let your mother come back, I have something to discuss with her..."

On that day, Xu Qing returned to her residence along the Kang River with her documents, only to encounter Zheng Jie Jie emerging from a luxurious Lamborghini at the entrance. She leaned down and gently kissed the driver's cheek, then straightened up and smiled at the person inside the car, her smile extraordinarily beautiful, overshadowing all the surrounding scenery.

Grandmother wanted to reach out to Xu Qing, but one hand was resting on the IV drip, and the other hand could only lift slightly before falling back down. Xu Qing crawled over and gently massaged Grandmother's hand, hoping to warm it up. Unbeknownst to her, tears began to fall in large drops onto the blanket.

Xu Qing stayed by her grandmother's bedside without rest or sleep, not moving an inch

What Zheng Jiejie said was not false; a young man dressed in a dark suit indeed arrived at the dormitory door a quarter of an hour after the call, took the passport, and although it was anticipated that their efficiency was extremely high, Xu Qing could not help but be startled when she saw the passport with the visa stamped and the plane ticket the next day

She emailed Zheng Jie Jie, "Why are the emails always sent in the evening? Are you very busy?"

Calling Jiang Luosheng's home, his parents, upon learning it was Xu Qing, were not particularly surprised, saying, "Isn't he at school? He took an early morning flight today. He must have arrived several hours ago." Xu Qing felt a warmth in her chest and dialed Jiang Luosheng's mobile phone. He quickly answered the call, first asking, "Is it Qing'er?"

Even if thousands of miles away, Zheng Jie Jie still knows the situation well. She expressed: Are you too busy with your studies? Otherwise, Jiang Luosheng would not be dissatisfied. You should know better than I do what kind of person he is

Xu Qing sighed: "I have a premonition that I will eventually break up with him"

Zheng Jiejie saw Xu Qing's expression, pulled her into the house, and said with a smile: "This is a house belonging to my uncle, who grew up in a capitalist country and has very strict rules"

As the year-end approaches, there are suddenly fewer taxis on the road. The two stood by the roadside for a while, and Xu Qing took off the coat draped over her shoulders and returned it to Jiang Luosheng. Jiang Luosheng did not accept it, and Xu Qing stubbornly stuffed it back: "I am not cold, you wear it back."

Isn't it quite a long time? Jiang Luosheng asked her with a bitter smile

Jiang Luosheng smiled and asked Xu Qing: "Do you feel that it was worth coming here?"

Such an environment is sufficient to transform anyone into a philosopher in a short period of time

The doctors were taken aback by the sight of a beautiful young girl crying so sorrowfully, even their hearts, which had long been numb to life and death, were violently shaken. Xu Qingku sat on the cold chair outside the operating room, indifferent to the doctors and nurses' attempts to comfort her; she merely nodded or shook her head, showing no expression, like a puppet that had lost its soul

Jiang Luosheng smiled and did not answer. After all, he still supported her; otherwise, he would not accompany her in the study room every day until late at night. Jiang Luosheng's mother is an architect, and having been influenced by her since childhood, he found it quite easy to learn architecture, achieving excellent results without having to endure such hardships.

Zheng Jiejie smiled and said: "Actually, not necessarily. The teacher is very humorous in class; you can consider it as a way to popularize literary knowledge."

All her anger dissipated upon seeing Zheng Jie Jie waiting outside the airport. For a few seconds, Xu Qing did not dare to approach and acknowledge her.

"It is so cold outside, come home with me"

Xu Qing smiled wryly at the computer screen and replied, "Likewise. Our department has many talented individuals, and if we do not work hard, we will be eliminated. I am heading to the laboratory now; the professor has repeatedly asked me to assist with research projects, and such opportunities are rare, so I cannot give up. Jiang Luosheng has quite a few criticisms of me."

At this point, Jiang Luosheng has completely become a sensation, "What are you doing? Dressed like this and still standing in the wind, do you think that by mistreating yourself like this, you will feel better inside? Once you fall ill, who will know?"

What about you? Is your romantic life still a blank slate

Jiang Luosheng calmly analyzed with Xu Qing, saying: "My house is spacious, and my parents would also like to meet you. How about you move in with me from now on, and we can go back to school together when the term starts? This way, we can avoid going home and being reminded of painful memories..."

However, even though Xu Qing had a stronger foundation than others, she did not dare to be negligent. As soon as her library card was issued, she dove into the library, diligently studying one hefty book after another. When Jiang Luosheng called to find her, the responses he received were invariably one of two places: the study room or the library

No. He travels all over the world, and even when he arrives in the UK, he generally does not stay here; this place is usually vacant all year round

Sometimes just a few hours are sufficient

Xu Qing asked softly, "Grandma, are you feeling better?"

Have you perhaps forgotten that it is the Spring Festival in our country? Families are celebrating the New Year together, so why should I trouble him with this matter

Then I will come to find you tomorrow

Zheng Jiejie pondered and said, "I see that there are numerous issues between you and Jiang Luosheng"

It must be evening over there, are you still sleeping

Jiang Luosheng knew that what she said was completely true, but he also understood that the situation was by no means that exaggerated: "I am worried that you will wear yourself out. You are already the top of your class, and all the teachers in the department know you and take great care of you. You really don't need to work so hard. Look how thin you are now"

As the car drove along, Zheng Jiejie inquired about certain matters following her grandmother's passing. Xu Qing shared everything she could. Eventually, the conversation shifted to Jiang Luosheng.

Yes

The fog that day was very thick, and the sky was dimly lit as the streetlights cast their gentle glow, yet they failed to illuminate even the leaves of the nearby sycamore trees. The surroundings were eerily silent, and the air was as fresh as if it had just been created, everything resembling a milky and hazy dream. Jiang Luosheng stared at the shadow approaching him, the contours of the face gradually emerging from the fog. In the mist, Xu Qing's skin appeared pale and translucent, and as they drew closer, her eyes gradually brightened. Jiang Luosheng stared at the shadow approaching him, the contours of the face gradually emerging from the fog. In the mist, Xu Qing's skin appeared pale and translucent, and as they drew closer, her eyes gradually brightened.

"Let's talk about it when you return; I will be waiting for you at school"

At this moment, Zheng Jiejie also noticed Xu Qing standing there with a calm expression, so she stepped forward to pull her into the house. After taking a couple of steps, she turned her head and smiled brightly, saying, "Sun Wenge, you can go back now"

Subsequently, she remained silent, even in the ambulance, only speaking a few words when the accompanying doctors and nurses asked her questions. It was not until her grandmother was taken into the operating room that she burst into tears.

Zheng Jie Jie learned, feeling both amused and helpless: "So it turns out that your arrival in the UK was predestined, and you are actually here to help the teacher with a part-time job"

Zheng Jiejie clearly already knew about Xu Qing's grandmother's passing. Upon hearing Xu Qing's hoarse voice, she asked with concern: "Are you unwell?"

That night, Xu Qing sat in the chair beside the hospital bed and unknowingly fell asleep. In the morning, she opened her eyes to a beam of harsh sunlight piercing into the ward. Her grandmother was also awake, tilting her head as her gaze fell upon a pot of deep green holly on the windowsill

The words still linger in the ear, when an unexpected event suddenly occurs

Before she finished speaking, Jiang Luosheng had already begun to regret. She had lost her only remaining family member, and was filled with sorrow and grief. Yet, she still displayed such a poor attitude. The only explanation for this was that she was also disturbed by her own concerns.

By the time the surgery was over, it was already bright outside, and the doctors and nurses filed out one after another. Xu Qing had come back to life and was inquiring about the situation

Colleagues and neighbors, the leaders of the department are paying special attention to Xu Qing, intentionally wanting her to stay at their home; however, Xu Qing reassured them, stating that she is already an adult and would never do anything foolish, she just wants some peace and quiet. When Xu Qing said this, her demeanor was calm, and everyone felt relieved to leave. Moreover, it is currently the New Year, a time of celebration and reunion for many families, and no one wishes to spend too much time at a funeral site.

Zheng Jie Jie sent a smiley face: Saying it is beautiful is too cliché, what we want is this spirit, it looks so fresh and clean

Zheng Jiejie immediately reported her schedule: In addition to studying my major, I have also chosen a course in Classicism. I plan to obtain degrees in two majors within four years. I usually have classes in the morning and afternoon, and sometimes there are elective courses in the evening. Although it is not overwhelming, it is not easy either. As for dating, haha, I really do not like Westerners. Although they may be good-looking, they are merely superficial. As for Chinese people, it is even more so; they are either bookworms or cynical, and I truly do not have the time to engage in emotional games with them. As for dating, haha, I really do not like Westerners. Although they may be good-looking, they are merely superficial. As for Chinese people, it is even more so; they are either bookworms or cynical, and I truly do not have the time to engage in emotional games with them. What about you?

Upon enrollment, Xu Qing was interrogated by her roommate: "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Xu Qing immediately reflected on this. Therefore, a few days later, when Jiang Luosheng invited him to go hiking in the suburbs, he readily agreed.

After seeing Jiang Luosheng, all the girls in the dormitory brightened up. Regarding Xu Qing's nonchalant and completely unappreciative behavior towards her boyfriend, her roommates exclaimed: "I really doubt whether he is your boyfriend. If I were you, I would definitely be careful to keep him in check"

I ... ...

This statement was met with a moment of silence from Zheng Jiejie. After a long while, she finally said: "You are right."

Moments later, Jiang Luosheng released Xu Qing, placing his hand on her face, his gaze resembling a mirror as he carefully examined her repeatedly; Xu Qing reached out to touch her face, but her hand was caught by Jiang Luosheng.

What happened later

My roommates all asked: "Which beautiful star is this?"

Xu Qing was taken aback: "The content of your lecture is certainly not like playing the lute to a cow."

The crowd that has already reached the summit began to cheer loudly in one corner of the mountaintop: "Come and see, how beautiful it is!"

Zheng Jiejie has long hair styled into large waves cascading down her back, exuding a mature charm. Her face is stunningly beautiful, with an ever-increasing allure, and her eyes sparkle like stars when she smiles. She is wearing a light yellow coat, wrapped in the scarf given to her by Xu Qing, with her hands tucked into the coat, showcasing an exceptional temperament that is simply unmatched, earning her an extremely high rate of attention from passersby

I do not know how long I have slept, but I was awakened by the incessant ringing of the phone in the dormitory

Then you can give him a call back later

Jiang Luosheng's condition is much better than hers, patting her on the back and saying with concern: "It seems you need to exercise more"

Classes will start next week. However, there are not many classes, just two periods a day. You might as well attend classes with me

No star is as beautiful as she is, Xu Qing thought to herself

Xu Qing was at a loss for words, feeling a tightness in her nose. She struggled to hold back the tears that threatened to fall.

"Wasting food? You are the least wasteful person I have ever seen," Zheng Jiejie laughed until she couldn't stand up straight, "However, speaking of which, there is one thing that is also quite good to do"

In the following days, Zheng Jie seemed to become busier, responding to emails with no more than one hundred words, mostly exchanging pleasantries; subsequently, Xu Qing was recruited by Professor Su Hai into the preparation team for mathematical modeling, spending her days in the laboratory assisting senior students with mathematical theory repairs and calculations

Zheng Jie Jie hit the nail on the head: "But you have never been willing to say it out loud"

Then, without speaking, both understood each other well, fearing that if they were to talk, they would end up arguing

Yes

Many years later, when Xu Qing recalled this incident, she could not remember many details. She only vaguely remembered that she was very calm at that time, her voice did not tremble when she called for an ambulance. Then she took the medicine from her grandmother's hand, and her face instantly turned as white as if she had lost all her blood, a large block of pressure blocking her chest—she had never known that her grandmother had heart disease

Xu Qing stood there, calmly reflecting on her grandmother's tumultuous fate. The people she had loved had all left her, and in the end, even her granddaughter went away to university, leaving her alone. The hardships she had endured might surpass those experienced by several generations of her own family. As a philosopher once said, a smooth life is a life of failure. Yet, she had lived her life with such tranquility and seriousness, unperturbed by honor or disgrace. When she passed away, the heartfelt mourning and sorrow expressed by others were already sufficient.

As Xu Qing took the last few steps, her body leaned forward, and Jiang Luosheng seized the opportunity to wrap his arm around her, pulling her into his embrace. Xu Qing, surprised, struggled a couple of times but found herself unable to move, and she allowed him to gently stroke her hair, suddenly feeling overwhelmed with emotion.

Grandma, please wait a moment, I will call you right away

Grandmother's thoughts were remarkably clear, reminiscent of the lessons she taught students many years ago, as she meticulously explained where all the money and belongings in the house were kept, and which items must be preserved. Xu Qing, with tears streaming down her face, responded to her one sentence at a time. Eventually, when grandmother grew tired, she moved her fingers slightly, and Xu Qing understood, gently releasing grandmother's hand and tucking it under the blanket, carefully adjusting the corners. As grandmother closed her eyes, Xu Qing's heart tightened suddenly, and in a panic, she glanced at the various instruments, only then realizing that she was merely asleep.

Upon disembarking from the plane, Xu Qing was overwhelmed by the cumbersome immigration procedures. The customs officers regarded everyone as a potential criminal, as if they were all terrorists. Each individual's interrogation took several minutes, leaving Xu Qing seething with anger

His voice was gentle, and Xu Qing almost wanted to agree, but she still shook her head: "I turned eighteen more than a year ago and can take care of myself. Besides, I have already booked my flight and will return to school tomorrow"

Xu Qing looked around and asked, "Is your uncle here?"

The correspondence with Zheng Jiejie has been intermittent; she is extremely busy and has little spare time during the day. The emails are always sent in the evening, and the content is rich, bringing to life her travel experiences in Britain and the scenery of Europe through her vivid descriptions. Sometimes, she includes photos with her letters, and without exception, her radiant smile and eyes that shine like stars outshine any dazzling background.

Zheng Jie Jie was momentarily speechless, then asked: "So, did you tell him about these?"

I naturally hold him in my heart

After asking where it is located, Jiang Luosheng fell silent for a moment, but his tone sounded very cheerful: "Then you should enjoy yourself. Take a good look at the outside world, it's much better than keeping it all bottled up inside."

More than a year has quickly passed

Su Hai, a young and accomplished mathematician, is a well-known expert in the field in China. At just around thirty years of age, he has already received several prestigious mathematics awards both domestically and internationally. He places great importance on Xu Qing, intending for her, a sophomore, to learn more by following the graduate students. Unexpectedly, Xu Qing has demonstrated unique insights on many issues. Although her theoretical knowledge does not match that of the graduate students, her breakthroughs in mathematical thinking surpass theirs. Moreover, her willingness to put in significant effort to study is truly commendable. As a result, the tasks assigned to Xu Qing have become increasingly substantial, serving as a form of training.

Grandma. Grandma. Xu Qing called softly

The two individuals felt a profound sense of melancholy in their hearts

Xu Qing smiled: "It seems like we haven't seen each other for a long time. I can't let you lose face, can I"

Where are you

That is a proverb

Xiao Qing, you have worked hard... As one grows old, one becomes less useful

This contact comes just a few days after the last one, do you expect me to have a love story that could astonish the heavens and make the ghosts weep

Then fine. As you wish

Suddenly, a warmth enveloped me

Consider it a way to adjust your mood. I have been wanting to go back for the past two years, but I have never had the time. Why not come over and keep me company? It will only be for one winter vacation. Is your passport with you?

Later, Xu Qing kept wondering whether her grandmother truly wanted to see her mother at that time or if it was merely to keep her away from witnessing the final farewell. In any case, by the time Xu Qing returned home, made the call, and rushed to the hospital, it was already too late

The two of them turned to a church with a purple roof, its walls covered in ivy. Xu Qing particularly favored this place; after taking many photos, she recalled something and asked her: "You've been with me these past few days, don't you have any classes?"

Jiang Luosheng leaned against the utility pole by the roadside, with his hands in his pockets. His voice was low as he said, "No one is answering the phone, I found your home and got the news from Professor Yang... Such a big incident happened, why didn't you tell me?" As he spoke, he gave a self-deprecating smile and seemingly indifferent, added, "Am I so untrustworthy to you?"

The cemetery is located in a suburban area, in a tranquil environment, where cypress trees tower overhead, casting a dark green hue under the warm glow of the winter sunset. Large shadows stretch across the stone paths leading to the densely clustered gravestones, with the sound of shoes clattering on the stones.

What happened to my face

The university boasts stunning scenery, with several crystal-clear lakes, lush tree-lined paths, and a breathtaking cherry blossom garden, making it an ideal setting for romance. Couples frequently appear, yet they often find it difficult to be present in such places. According to Jiang Luosheng, "It is truly a waste of such a wonderful location"

Her grandmother is her lifelong idol, and she does not know how long she must cultivate herself.

Xu Qing reached out to lift the car curtain, revealing a world blanketed in white snow. The entire school was adorned in silver, and although the sun was leaning towards the west, the heavy snow reflected the sunlight, making it appear as bright as noon.

This mountain climbing event is organized by the Student Union of the School of Architecture, themed around sports. As a member of the Student Union, Jiang Luosheng cannot escape from participating. Everyone who joins can bring their girlfriend along. When Jiang Luosheng asked Xu Qing if she would participate, he did not expect her to agree. To his surprise, Xu Qing immediately responded affirmatively upon hearing the question. He was both delighted and astonished, saying, "You agreed so quickly this time. Aren't you busy with your studies?"

Does he know that you have arrived in the United Kingdom

No, it may be that I have slept too long

In such a flurry of activity, Xu Qing has nearly forgotten her own surname

However, I have finally gathered all the information.

Jiang Luosheng smiled slightly, took Xu Qing by the arm, and walked towards the school gate, "It's nothing, I just wanted to take a good look at you. You are even more beautiful than before"

Jiang Luosheng felt a surge of frustration. He had intended to argue with her, but upon seeing her haggard expression, with fatigue and exhaustion written all over her face, her eyes seemed devoid of spirit, dull and lifeless. Her hair was not tied too tightly, falling messily over her shoulders. Having known Xu Qing for so long, it was the first time Jiang Luosheng saw her looking so pitiful, listless, and at a loss. His heart ached unbearably, and he chose not to speak, nor did he wish to engage in a verbal confrontation with her, instead holding her as they walked out of the cemetery.

During the mountain climb, Xu Qing was nearly exhausted, stopping frequently. The other girls in her group were in a similar condition, with many turning back halfway, complaining about why they were engaging in such a meaningless activity. However, Xu Qing was determined not to give up, dragging her heavy steps, and persevered all the way to the summit.

Xu Qing stared at him, hardly able to believe what she had just heard

Jiang Luosheng felt quite distressed and said, "Do not be stubborn." Xu Qing replied with a smile, "The sight is filled with ancient trees and strange rocks, and the sounds of insects and birds are so interesting."

After a long while, Xu Qing finally managed to squeeze out a sentence: "It’s simply going to take my life... My legs are almost petrified."

They all regretted not finding a girlfriend during their high school years

By the time she reached the summit, she was so exhausted that she could not utter a single word. Large beads of sweat rolled down her forehead as she casually found a rock to sit on, having only the strength left to catch her breath

The two embraced tightly. The crowd around them surged like the sea

It was just before the New Year, and the aunt who had been helping at Xu Qing's home returned to her hometown a day earlier. With fewer people in the house, even the slightest noise could be heard clearly. That night, late into the evening, Xu Qing was in the study looking up some information when she suddenly heard a faint sound from the adjacent bedroom. She put down her book and rushed over, only to witness a scene that would stay with her for a lifetime—her grandmother had collapsed on the floor, holding a small bottle of medicine in her hand, with a glass of water on the table.

Xu Qing did not answer and shook her head in refusal

Do you think you are Trevor and I am Holmes

Xu Qing did not expect anyone to appear at the cemetery during this festive time, but she felt numb all over from standing for too long, and it took her more than ten seconds to turn her head.

Why didn't you tell him from the beginning

Grandmother was pushed out, her eyes closed, receiving oxygen, her body filled with tubes. However, in stark contrast to the pain in her body, her facial expression was relaxed, and the corners of her mouth seemed to be smiling, serene as if she were simply resting with her eyes closed

The car is to be driven for three hours, and once they reach the suburban road, the journey becomes difficult. Xu Qing, jolted awake from her drowsiness, leaned on Jiang Luosheng's shoulder and fell asleep again

This sentence brought Xu Qing an infinite sense of reassurance. She hung up the phone and looked up to see a kind of half-smiling, half-serious expression hidden in Zheng JieJie's beautiful eyes. She had heard their entire conversation, hence she smiled: "Look how happy you are."

Xu Qing tilted her head slightly to glance at him and smiled, "Isn't this great? How many girls aspire to lose weight and become slender and attractive"

Xu Qing smiled and said, "Idleness is also a waste of food"

At.

I am just tired

Xu Qing held the phone tightly, reluctant to hang up. Xu Qing would not let go, and naturally, Jiang Luosheng would not be the first to hang up either. No matter when it was, as long as he was on the phone with Xu Qing, he would always be the last to hang up.

Xu Qing retorted to him: "At that time, you told me that I could pursue mathematics as a lifelong career; I did not fall for your deceitful words."

Xu Qing's room is located on the second floor, bathed in ample sunlight, with the window situated on the side of the main door, allowing a view of the tranquil Kang River. The room is exquisitely arranged, having been meticulously designed in anticipation of her arrival. Xu Qing grasped Zheng Jiejie by the arm, intending to express her gratitude, but before she could utter a word, Zheng Jiejie anticipated her intention, covered her mouth with her hand, and then handed her the phone.

Xu Qing smiled and said, "Haven't you always said that I do not cooperate with you?"

Jiang Luosheng is studying architecture, and the courses are numerous. Moreover, upon entering the school, he was forcibly recruited into several clubs by senior students. As a result, the number of times the two meet is quite limited, and their time together is scarce. At most, they gather for self-study sessions or meals, which is far from the typical relationship of ordinary lovers

Xu Qing pressed her forehead and smiled wryly: "So you had it all figured out?"

Theoretically, university life is much more relaxed and enjoyable than high school, at least without the immense pressure of advancing to the next level. Initially, Xu Qing found it refreshing, and her horizons gradually expanded, but soon she realized that her major was not easy at all

Returning to school, the dormitory building was empty. Xu Qing covered her head and fell asleep. While everyone was celebrating the New Year, the school was the quietest and most out-of-place place.

Xu Qing bit her lower lip: "I regret it, Jie Jie, can you imagine how much I regret... I actually didn't know that my grandmother had heart disease. I went so far away to another city for my studies. If I could have stayed by my grandmother's side, I should have discovered her poor health much earlier and could have spent more time with her... People say that when parents are around, one should not travel far... But I..." I actually didn't know that my grandmother had heart disease. I went so far away to another city for my studies. If I could have stayed by my grandmother's side, I should have discovered her poor health much earlier and could have spent more time with her... People say that when parents are around, one should not travel far... But I..."

Jiang Luosheng was at a loss whether to laugh or cry, saying: "Look at how intelligent and capable my girlfriend is"

There is nothing wrong with reading; I only hope that you continue to read to the best of your ability

Xu Qing's tears fell like rain

Xu Qing was in great distress when questioned. At first, she answered "no," but the British man, suspicious, scrutinized her from head to toe, jumping around her and claiming that she was not telling the truth. Later, when she answered "yes," he became even more pleased, wearing an expression that seemed to say, "I knew you weren't being honest," which made Xu Qing feel even more embarrassed.

Xu Qing suddenly jumped up from her chair, and only then did she remember that she had completely forgotten to notify her mother. She found a phone in a corner of the hospital corridor, picked up the receiver but did not know which number to dial, as she had never made a conscious effort to remember her mother's phone number, believing that she would never need to contact her again in this lifetime. Just as she was about to hang up the receiver, Xu Qing recalled something, reached out to press a key, but hung up harshly just before the call connected. Then she picked it up again, hesitated for a long time, and finally put it down again. Just as she was about to hang up the receiver, Xu Qing recalled something, reached out to press a key, but hung up harshly just before the call connected. Then she picked it up again, hesitated for a long time, and finally put it down again

Xu Qing focused her mind: "Sun Wen, brother."

The doctors shook their heads and spoke a plethora of medical terms that Xu Qing could neither understand nor comprehend. However, the last sentence was the clearest to Xu Qing: "At your age, it is likely not feasible; probably just a matter of these two days."

I do not know

Having said that, Xu Qing noticed Jiang Luosheng frowning, tightly pursing his lips, appearing to be making a great effort to restrain himself

Although the phone call was made, Liang Yuanyu has not returned to the country. Xu Qing was not actually surprised, but she still harbored deep resentment towards her mother. Even later, when she learned that her mother did not refuse to return, but rather was afraid to come back, stemming from a psychological state of "fear of returning to one's hometown"