Chapter 2: Attaining Buddhahood in One's Own Place
So you have not yet thrown yourself into his arms, and he is already impatiently tearing your clothes apart
The onlookers, who were dressed in a flashy style, could no longer hold back and put away their lighter, saying: "Since you enjoy being a protector of flowers so much, let me give you a chance to do it to your heart's content!"
But she survived and found you; this is the arrangement of fate
Am I really going to approach the young man at the center of my heart in such a disheveled state?
The boy's body shivered in the night wind: "Don't say anymore." Yet I would not give up.
If there truly is someone in this world whom I do not wish to harm, she is one of them
Then, time stood still
Ah, I have lost weight before, and thinking about it makes my heart ache
The girl still had sloping shoulders and a slender waist, her expression proud. She walked past me and headed straight to the last two rows. I took a deep breath, composed myself, and prepared for class. Unexpectedly, I took out a math tutoring book, while Wei Guangyin beside me pulled out a martial arts novel, secretly hiding it behind the tutoring book, which made me want to weakly ask him on the spot: "How on earth did you manage to get into Binzhong?"
She wore a nightgown as white as her skin, her innocent big eyes blinking, pointing at the bedside alarm clock, and said with difficulty: "Should I first comfort you, who is startled in your dreams, or remind you that today is the first day of class at Binzhong, and that it will soon be too late?"
As the speech concluded, the boy suddenly reached out and patted my head, appearing gentle, yet carrying an unspoken warning.
He gently pulled her hand: "This dress was brought back from France by your aunt, take a look, do you like it?"
At that moment, his body stiffened unnaturally, betraying him. Like a young man just beginning to navigate the world, holding an unopened sword, he accidentally splattered with blood. Conflicted, anxious
The skirt is a light pink color, distinct from ordinary lace, made instead of lustrous satin fabric, cool and soft, which Sheng Shaan finds irresistible and puts on immediately.
Liu Dazhuang was nearly choked to death by me, his slightly tilted head turned away, and he haughtily snorted through his nostrils, reciting like a car commercial: "The road is uneven! I can still make it!"
It is said that Xiao He wanted to apply to the particularly prestigious Computer Science Department of University B, which is why he took Wei Guangyin's notes to prepare in advance. However, he managed to prepare for the beginning but did not reach the conclusion.
Before I was angered to the point of vomiting blood by Wei Guangyin, I pretended to be calm and attempted to leave. However, the pain from the brutal blow to my back struck me belatedly, causing my half-erect body to soften and once again fall into the embrace of the person behind me
Half a second later, my reflex arc changed direction like a laser beam. It was correct. When Wei Guangyin arrived at Xianghe, no one knew his name, not even the dean. It was only after I accompanied him through the wilderness that he finally spoke. Therefore, Liu Dazhuang had no idea that the person who had been sitting behind him for a long time was the boy who had conquered him with a performance.
The symptoms are as he described, where he would forget what he had actually done, and he had made a very serious mistake because of this illness. At that time, the Wei family was already well-known, and to avoid media attention, they quietly sent him to Xianghe. Every weekend, the Wei family's psychologist would secretly come to follow up on his condition, which is also why he would disappear for a day or two each week. After a year, the doctor said his condition was nearly healed, but unexpectedly, upon returning to Bincheng, there were subtle signs of relapse.
Upon hearing this, I sprang up like a carp: "Cheng Suiwan! Why didn't you wake me up earlier!"
Indeed, it is that so-called genius girl from the television, but in the end, she is just infatuated, coming here solely for Wei Guangyin
Twilight has finally arrived, a narrow white line at the horizon casts the last light upon the boy not far from me. His profile is dimly discernible in the sparse light, yet his posture remains resolute
After getting into the car, I hurriedly thanked the boy while standing beside him, then quietly recalled the memories while holding onto the handrail. There are not many people who can leave a mark on my memory, especially of the opposite sex, and Wei Guangyin is the only one.
Physical Education Class
... ...
A few days after the mock exam, the school broadcast announced that a gifted student from a poor family had been diagnosed with leukemia, calling on all students to show their compassion. The donations collected by our class were entrusted to a person selected by the teacher, who was none other than Wei Guangyin
He stood just a short distance away from me, his eyes dark as a deep pool, holding a stack of books in his hands, likely having just come from the library. The shadows of the leaves mingled with the orange afterglow, dancing at the corners of his eyes and along his brows
Xiao He heard the rumors correctly; indeed, in the year he turned ten, Wei Guangyin was diagnosed with a mental illness.
He slightly shifted his body, then, at a distance of half an arm's length from me, quietly gazed down at me with a pair of ink-like eyes. It was reminiscent of a night many years ago when I fell before him; he was also sitting under the eaves, examining me with a gaze that transcended his age.
In short, at that time, I was like a young girl being molested in a dark alley, frantically reaching back to cover myself and shouting "No!", yet Wei Guangyin seemed oblivious to it all. ... His expression turned slightly stern as he opened my hand, and upon discovering a large bruise on my back, along with broken skin seeping blood, he decisively ... lifted me up.
At such a young age, indulging in distractions will lead to a loss of ambition; how can one achieve great things in the future? While one is still young and not yet hardened, it is essential to instill discipline and order.
The words of Sheng Shan still linger in my ears, causing me to be restless for the next few days, with the character "Wei" frequently appearing in my draft book. The thick-skinned Liu Dazhuang could no longer hold back and privately warned me.
When the bus driver disregarded my cries and drove away smoothly, I squatted on the ground, panting like a bull, having lost not only my beauty but also my grace
Then, just like in my childhood, I proudly took the popsicle, nodding joyfully like a chick pecking at rice, and gazed foolishly at his departing figure, unaware that the popsicle had melted in my hand
After ten minutes, I came to understand that, after all, I am not a girl who relies on her looks to make a living, but rather on my talent
I must be crazy
Alright, let's not make a big deal out of this, let's go
This is my grievance with him, and it is none of your concern
As we were only half a step apart, I boldly reached out to take his hand, like a night when a torrential rain envelops the city, we nestled against each other for warmth
For a moment, he breathed slightly heavier and raised his eyebrows at Xiao He: "Although your performance is not impressive, you have indeed grasped the phrase 'a cornered dog will jump over the wall' quite thoroughly"
The person answering the question was standing right behind me, and my excessive movement caused the other person's desk to uncontrollably shift backward.
The delicate youth was ultimately no match for the robust boy, while the young girl wept, holding the beaten boy in her arms. Wei Guangyin, not knowing where he had conjured them from, handed them several pieces of white chocolate. His handsome brows, bright eyes, and hair fluttering in the breeze.
No!
Liu Dazhuang said that my existence was like a stumbling block in his life. The moment I disappeared, he was immediately found by his newly wealthy father, who, in an effort to make amends, would give him whatever he wanted and even went around leveraging connections to send him to the best private school. As I was reflecting on this, I suddenly realized that something was amiss! If he were Liu Dazhuang, given his inability to keep things to himself, how could he not have immediately bounced up to tell me, "What a coincidence! Wei Guangyin is in our class too!"
However, Wei was still immersed in the comic and unable to extricate himself. I discreetly nudged his elbow, which elicited a flustered expression from him, followed by a bewildered look reminiscent of a mischievous rabbit. Just as I was about to remind him that the teacher had called his name, I suddenly heard a gentle voice coming from behind.
And he, the one who had affectionately called Shan Shan just a second ago, now looked at me coldly among the panicked adults trying to salvage the situation. That kind of gaze is something I will never forget in my lifetime
Even so, you should not casually doubt the goodwill of others; not everyone who approaches you has ulterior motives. Perhaps she simply wants to give you a piece of candy, yet you respond with a slap. Has there truly never been anyone in this world who made you believe in goodness?
Well, the above lines took me several minutes to formulate. The truth is, I wanted to die for him, but he did not give me the opportunity
Who is Liu Wei?
"Outgoing girl, how long have you known him? My understanding of Wei Guangyin, even if not profound, is at least somewhat substantial. Countless girls have been hurt by him throughout the years. I am merely offering you a word of advice out of goodwill; take care of yourself."
Although this question may seem particularly abrupt, I can't shake the feeling that you do not like Xiao He, yet you deliberately provided him with reference notes, seemingly with the intention of misleading him regarding the key points for review
The young boy wore an expression of understanding, and I felt as if I had been struck by lightning
"OK, I was also among the foolish followers who once rushed forward for him. Would this make you a bit happier?"
Classmate
I turned my head and caught a glimpse of Xiao He’s face. I saw him raise the notebook belonging to Wei Guangyin in his hand and smugly say something to another boy. In an instant, I went from feeling like I had a mouthful of cotton candy to feeling as if I had just eaten something unpleasant.
Girls, after all, often say one thing while meaning another
Oh no! I knew the teacher would catch him in his little antics!
I secretly cast my gaze towards the person in the back row of the classroom
If it were not for his impersonation, how could I, who had been planning for a long time, be so stunned and unprepared for the appearance of Wei Guangyin
This answer took me by surprise, with a tone of astonishment: "Why, why?"
Do you not remember me? I am Liu Wei
I was reminiscing when Xiao He suddenly laughed: "Sometimes I really can't understand you, Wei Guangyin. Clearly, there are a lot of things you detest, yet you always put on a hypocritical facade of selflessness. I've heard that you have a split personality, and it seems to be true. You can't possibly be a pervert, can you? So many girls are pursuing you one after another; how many pure maidens have you deceived..."
I shyly cast a glance at the female doctor, and she gave me a disdainful look as if to say, "What are you pretending to be pure? I know all about you female university students..." Wei Guangyin cleared his throat lightly and no longer hesitated
Goodness, his movements are so familiar, could it be...
It seems I heard some century-old joke, and Sheng Shan wanted to cry yet laugh: "What? Gentle? Kind?" That aggressive demeanor does not resemble a patient at all
The young lady from the Sheng family encountered a serious problem at school, and the physical education teacher struggled to climb out of the sandpit, helpless and unable to do so. As the murmurs reached a peak, Wei Guangyin, dressed in white sports attire, pushed through the crowd with one hand, glanced at the person on the ground a few times, and then, like a deity, crouched down and lifted her up, causing a stir.
The people around me displayed a look of desolation, and I suddenly felt a strong desire to give him a hug, to tell him that I am the girl who makes him both hate and feel pity. But before I could do so, Wei Guangyin abruptly stood up and headed towards the direction of the child flying a kite
This place is located at the intersection of wealth and poverty in the coastal city. Outside the alley, there is a constant flow of traffic, and as one passes through the alley, they are met with the foul stench of sewage. The surveillance camera at the entrance of the alley is used to monitor the traffic outside. Wei Guangyin had noticed this in advance, which is why he quietly retreated to stand beside me, as we happened to be within the monitoring range. His actions were not intended to give me courage, but rather to gather evidence of Xiao He’s provocation and brawl.
When this name suddenly appeared in my mind, I couldn't help but click my tongue. Could it be that the gears of fate have already begun to turn in the dark? ... We met under the blue sea and sky, I was wearing a pleated skirt while he was in his school uniform, I encountered difficulties and he gracefully extended a helping hand ... . .. Everything aligns with the narrative of a novel
Wei Guangyin
As I spoke, I lifted my foot, attempting to approach him, but was ordered to stay in place
In the quiet courtyard, there are no extra lights, only the moonlight illuminating the scene. In this season where breath turns to frost, the boy's gaze is very sticky. I just wonder how he is doing now
I silently cursed as I walked through the corridor filled with the gazes of many, returning to the classroom, employing a ruthless grip around the neck on the impostors: "What on earth are you? What the hell?!"
In just a moment when the wind passed, the alley became quiet enough to hear one's own breathing
However, there are some people for whom, even if you place their head under your guillotine, you may not have the heart to strike. For me, Cheng Suiwan is such a character
The notes were placed on the desk, and in the blink of an eye, they disappeared. I am truly sorry. You know, all the topics you highlighted are likely to appear on the exam, so I suspect someone couldn't resist the temptation and borrowed them to take a look
But you also dislike him, don't you? Otherwise, you wouldn't want to damage his bicycle tire. Even if I inadvertently misled him, what about you? Knowing it is wrong yet doing it anyway is much worse than what I did
It may be somewhat normal for others to perceive the wealthy child as having a bit of a morbid sense of humor. But Wei Guangyin... how should I put it? That icy gaze does not belong to someone of that age; it is as if two individuals reside within the same body. Have you ever seen a lone wolf howling at the mountaintop on a full moon night? I have witnessed it on the Palu grassland; it was both magnificent and tragic. In one moment, it quietly accepts the blessings of nature, as if anyone could approach it. In the next moment, it can launch a fierce attack on its companions for a mere patch of land, and you can hear the sound of teeth tearing flesh from afar. In one moment, it quietly accepts the blessings of nature, as if anyone could approach it. In the next moment, it can launch a fierce attack on its companions for a mere patch of land, and you can hear the sound of teeth tearing flesh from afar.
However, when it comes to that red mole, my heart softens again. The origin of this mole is precisely what this person before me recounted to me in their own words on a night when the rain poured down heavily.
The female school doctor finished her diagnosis. Wei Guangyin glanced at the slightly flushed Sheng Shan and immediately understood. Then, he looked at me and unexpectedly curled the corner of his lips to say thank you, which made Sheng Shan dissatisfied again: "If anyone should be thanking, it should be me. What does it have to do with you!"
The physical education teacher had just graduated from a well-known sports school in the area and came to Binzhong for an internship. He had a handsome appearance but was still in a rather naive and foolish state. Seeing that he was easy to bully, several active boys in the class, led by Xiao He, mischievously pushed him into the sandpit, and then they all rushed over to bury half of his body in yellow sand, causing the young girls in their prime to laugh uncontrollably, while only Sheng Shan looked displeased.
When someone beside me suddenly spoke, I was caught off guard: "Hmm?" My response came out slightly choked, but fortunately, he was not completely absorbed in his memories and did not notice.
Because some people are born with the intention of harming others. They resort to any means without even realizing it
There are many girls who have rushed forward one after another for that guy, and you are the one who reacted the fastest among them
Coincidentally, another boy invited Xiao He to play basketball. I squatted near the car shed for half an hour, waiting for the crowd to disperse, before stealthily taking out the compass to prepare for my act. Just as I raised my hand to the air, I suddenly felt a shadow above my head. Instinctively, I turned around and discovered Wei Guangyin.
That is truly an exceedingly ordinary face, which does not at all match the appearance of a hero in the story. Yet for some reason, when he looks at me with those eyes, I always feel a sense of familiarity, as if I had seen them long ago, and even possess a profound understanding of them
I do not understand: "Why? He conducts himself modestly and treats others with care and consideration, yet you all say he is not good?"
When Wei Guangyin candidly admitted that he did not want to hurt that girl, I unexpectedly blurted out: "You recognized me a long time ago, didn't you"
The youth did not comply and was subjected to a severe beating
As the class bell rang, a person arrived late at the door. I looked up and met Sheng Shan's gaze, exchanging a look that conveyed "What a coincidence." However, the message she intended to express was: I can't believe I'm in the same class as her, what a sense of defeat.
I insist on not going to the hospital, fearing that the Cheng family will find out. They work hard to ensure that I do not feel like a burden, yet I cannot bring myself to trouble them. Therefore, Wei Guangyin can only take me to a nearby clinic for a simple bandaging.
Regardless of whether one is poor or rich, everyone has the right to choose. To choose to gaze into the abyss, and the abyss will gaze back at you. To choose to face the sun, and the sun will not withhold its light. I do not care how long that boy has gazed into the abyss, but from now on, I will be his sun, just as he once silently accompanied me.
During the break between classes, he walked like a newly grown pine tree. Just as he was about to return to his seat, he was stopped by Xiao He, who seemed to want to borrow his notes in preparation for the upcoming mock exam. Wei Guangyin agreed without a second thought
It seems this is not the first time
I have seen a little boy who, despite not knowing how to comfort others, solemnly assured me that there would always be someone who would bring the love I am owed. I have seen that little boy who, although not physically strong, stood in front of me with all his might. The boy I have seen, whose letter clearly stated not to wait for him, yet he, with a soft heart, deceived me, who cannot read, by saying that I should grow up well and wait for the return of my loved ones... I have seen the boy, whose letter clearly stated not to wait for him, yet he, with a soft heart, deceived me, who cannot read, by saying that I should grow up well and wait for the return of my loved ones...
You recognized me long ago, which is why you took the initiative to buy me ice pops and helped me take a leave of absence. Yet another voice within you was saying to stay away from me, causing you to fluctuate between warmth and indifference, struggling on the precarious balance of wanting to get closer but knowing you shouldn't. But you have forgotten, Wei Guangyin, that I have never been one to back down in the face of difficulty. Otherwise, I wouldn't have gone to such lengths to follow your footsteps and come to Binzhong.
He paused and said
It is too hot; drinking a cup of sweetened water and lying down to rest for a while will help.
Liu Dazhuang scratched his head, unable to articulate his thoughts for a long time: "In any case, I just feel that he is not someone ordinary people like us can approach. Just think about it, a person who needs to prepare five towels for a physical education class must have quite a fastidious personality"
The feeling of encountering a legendary hero as soon as I step outside fills me with both surprise and apprehension. What should I do? Am I to abandon my dream of a person for a hero from now on? No, that would be utterly lacking in principle. I struggled with these thoughts on my way, but once I clearly saw the appearance of the boy blocking the bus, my struggle dissipated.
I intercepted him in a corner of the corridor, my tone slightly impolite. His gaze fixed on me, his eyelashes fluttering, and in an instant, he revealed a perfectly curved light smile: "What?"
At the banquet, Wei Guangyin seemed to have transformed into a different person. It is said that he was confined at home for half a month, and no one could persuade him otherwise. Upon his return, his fierce demeanor appeared to have diminished significantly, replaced by a certain elegance and refinement, which made Sheng Shan unable to resist approaching him once again
Those days spent in tranquility, in order to avoid being bullied by other mischievous children, I forced myself to be brave and fought with the most unruly child, setting an example to deter others. During elementary school, to protect the frail Cheng Suiwan, I compelled myself to be invincible, engaging in brawls with older boys and even tearing off a piece of flesh from one boy's fingertip. Now, for the boy who teaches me to write under the moonlight and gives me a new lease on life, I face death without fear
Before I could explain, he passed by me as if I were a stranger, his gaze unwavering. His silhouette was remarkably clean. The corner of his shirt dancing in the evening breeze became the most unique white light amidst the sea of yellow, swaying and shimmering, piercing my eyes and softening my heart, to the extent that I realized there was no difference between the compass and the butcher's knife I held in my hand, and I instinctively threw them to the ground, avoiding Xiao He's bicycle.
Upon witnessing this, the doubts that had been stirred in my heart by Sheng Shan and others were completely dispelled
He tilted his head, too lazy to respond further
On that day, Sheng Shan was wearing a light apricot-colored long dress. Before I had the chance to feel sad about the five cents, I caught a glimpse of a dark red spot behind her hips. Without a second thought, I ran over, stood behind her, and together with Wei Guangyin, escorted her to the infirmary
Hey, let go of me, do you hear me
On the way to school together, I asked. After all, in my childhood, I had a rather round figure. Although I no longer have a snake-like waist, at least my weight is now evenly distributed. He puffed out his chest, looking particularly proud: "Because of that small red mole on your right palm."
You always say that I am just a little overweight, yet you also call me "Big Strong"! What do you think? Am I looking much thinner now...
One robust boy held onto the kite without letting go, which made the little girl angry, prompting her to deliberately cut the string. As the kite soared far into the sky, the robust boy became particularly furious and was about to resort to violence. At that moment, another handsome young man stepped forward, shielding the girl behind him with one hand.
Regarding interpersonal relationships, I define it as follows. When facing kind individuals, if their interests conflict with our own, we can choose to make selective concessions. However, when dealing with malicious people, it is essential to let them know that you are more terrifying than the devil. Therefore, in order to avenge the kind Wei Guangyin, I transformed into Satan's father, sharpening my knives, ready to puncture Xiao He's bicycle tire
The corners of the boy's lips were slightly curled, and his eyes reflected the glass window. The image of Xiao He, as seen in the window, displayed a loss of composure, with a cold gaze that instilled fear.
I numbly followed along with the stretching exercises, and when I came to my senses, the group had already dispersed. I heard loud laughter and, turning my head, discovered that the physical education teacher had been tricked into the sandpit
However, Wei Guangyin once said something that is true: I have a talent for literacy. Although I started later than my peers, I made rapid progress after systematic study. Yet, every time I write my own name, I am reminded of someone who earnestly taught me the strokes.
With all my strength, I kicked out, causing the person holding me to finally stumble, and we both fell to the ground.
Wei Guangyin's cultured face appeared somewhat distorted at this moment, and I hurriedly embraced him
My heart stirred, looking back, I stood behind him, one meter apart, and asked: "If that special person were to appear again, would you believe in her wholeheartedly as you did back then?"
My expression is cautious and deliberate: "Perhaps I exist beyond the rules"
I was panting as I tried to keep up, contemplating what to use as an opening line. As we entered the narrow alley that was a must-pass in the community, Wei Guangyin suddenly stopped, and my momentum caused me to bump into his shoulder, bouncing back two steps and retreating to the mouth of the alley. I rubbed my head and looked up, catching sight of Xiao He not far away.
My worldview has been completely shattered
Revise?
What?
My serious questioning caused the boy's gaze to lose focus for just a few seconds, before he returned to a proud expression, firmly stating two words: "None." I felt an unprecedented tightness in my throat: "Really, not a single one?"
The clinic is quite small, yet it is bustling with patients, seemingly the only one in the entire community. Whenever a resident has a headache or a cold, they all crowd in here. The doctor is a middle-aged woman who, due to the high volume of cases, does not have the best attitude. She casually pulls me behind a makeshift curtain, presses on the injured area a few times, and then concludes: "External injury, apply medication, avoid water for one week"
It seemed like the longest road I had ever walked, under the radiant sunlight, the boy's back stood straight, his steps wide and swift, the shimmering white light spilled over the back of his pale blue neck, swaying gently.
There is a type of protagonist who can still deliver their last words for an hour even after being in a car accident
Upon reaching the shaded area, Sheng Sha regained some strength and began to struggle in Wei Guangyin's embrace, seemingly reluctant to have any contact with him
I awoke suddenly from a dream and opened my eyes to see Zhang Su's face turned towards the sky
Seeing my agreement, a mixture of surprise and joy revealed itself in his dark pupils, and his hand, which easily grasped the ring, trembled slightly: "Have you really changed? The girl who stayed in tranquility?!"
The stern reprimand echoed in his ears, leaving Sheng Shan in a daze. As his hand slipped, the model fell along with the boy, instantly intertwining the sounds of crashing and the wind.
Revise?
From that point on, she no longer dared to visit the Wei family, fearing that the old master might become displeased and beat her. More importantly, Miss Sheng's pride did not allow her to utter a single mistake in front of Wei Guangyin, so after that, she and Wei Guangyin did not meet for a long time, until her ninth birthday banquet, when the Wei family was inevitably invited.
He must have seen me chasing the bus, which is why he signaled for me to get on. In that instant, a spark of electricity flashed through my heart
In an instant, the veins on Xiao He's forehead bulged. He was breathing heavily through his nostrils, his gaze searching around, and suddenly he bent down. I had a bad feeling; before I could clearly see what was happening, I instinctively lunged to shield Wei Guangyin.
The demeanor is vastly different from my childhood, prompting me to silently ponder: Is it still possible to drop out now?
After enduring the medication and applying the bandage, I followed him outside and discovered that dusk was approaching
Later, when I became familiar with Sheng Shan, she stared in astonishment and asked about this matter
Upon my arrival, Wei Guangyin forcibly adjusted my seat to be next to him, so that I would not feel anxious due to the unfamiliar environment, demonstrating a level of attentiveness that rivals that of our childhood
That day, after I had cursed those main characters from the movie hundreds of times, I felt a pair of hands behind me suddenly tearing open my clothes
Wei Guangyin, you always emphasize your cold side. But have you ever seen your gentle self? I have seen it.
The focus of that Wei Guangyin circle essentially did not appear in the mock exam papers. Meanwhile, Xiao He devoted all his energy to memorizing the exercises he was given, neglecting proper review, which naturally led to failure. I still remember the sight of the boy, who was 1.8 meters tall, witnessing the shattering of his dreams, collapsing in the classroom
He gently turned his face, effortlessly sealing off my ability to argue. Thus, my hands could only twist behind my back like a braid, anxiously saying: "That day was not as you imagined."
No, I have feelings for him, but he didn't completely take off my clothes!
Where is it that one is rejected for being too self-disciplined? With a spirit of repaying kindness for grievances and a willingness to help others, what flaws could possibly be found in living like Lei Feng? This fairy truly does not understand the logic of mortals
As I walked out of the classroom, I hummed a tune while bouncing my way to fetch my bicycle. Passing by the campus dormitories, I caught a whiff of the vibrant atmosphere of human life, and my spirits soared. However, an unexpected voice intruded, shattering this tranquility.
The heartbeat of the boy close in front is thumping, thump, thump. The sensation on the back is that of pain after a hard object has fallen, a burning sensation all over the body
Although I do not know what secret language they are using, I can sense that the relationship between the two is certainly not intimate. I am even somewhat curious about what could have happened to compel this proud young lady, who usually maintains her composure in public, to lose her poise completely
The person in front of me had a look that seemed to say, "Have you consumed too much melamine?" This made me feel somewhat uneasy, as everything was merely a fleeting thought that had crossed my mind. Moreover, just a week ago, I had confidently criticized Liu Dazhuang and Sheng Shan for their lack of discernment, as this boy named Wei Guangyin was clearly so good.
These vile attacks can still be heard by the parties involved, yet I can no longer endure it. My temper flares up suddenly, and I raise my hand to slap Xiao He, but Wei Guangyin is quicker than I am, gripping my wrist and firmly holding it down
The corridor alternates between light and darkness, elongating the memories of Sheng Shan, with a tone that is faint and melancholic
In the end, she hinted, "I am really curious, after you little infatuated girls see his true appearance, will your hormones still surge this high."
After all, there are not many who would call for a change, and it is even rarer to find a girl who can call your name with such familiarity on the first encounter. With your intellect and means, you could easily uncover the truth with just a little effort. I am not clear about what has transpired in your life over the years, but I firmly believe that your heart remains that of a quiet yet kind little boy.
In fact, there are some.
In fact, I do not wish to be the one who reacts the fastest. No dreamer wishes to be disturbed, and I am no exception. Perhaps my face appears too sorrowful, which made Sheng Shan unable to bear it; he lightly shook his shoulders and spoke in a nonchalant tone
It is not difficult to understand; the feelings of a young girl are always like spring
To be precise, he merely unzipped the back of my skirt slightly to check my injury, but it was enough to drive me, who is easily embarrassed, to madness, and here I omit a thousand eye rolls from Miss Sheng
My eyelid twitched as I looked up at the unfamiliar face. He was still smiling, not glaring at me as he had in our childhood encounter. But for a moment, I actually wished he would bare his teeth and scold me for being foolish. Yet he did not; he simply turned and walked away
He seemed to have heard some enormous joke, and with a pointed gesture of his chin, indicated towards the upper diagonal of the alley entrance. Following his gaze, I discovered a small camera.
Classmate Cheng, what kind of person you are is not important to me. Instead of spending time worrying about others, it is better to focus on preparing well for the college entrance examination
Having just arrived at school, I do not have many friends yet. Physical education class feels even more constraining than indoor classes. The boys and girls stand in separate lines, and Wei Guangyin is standing about ten steps away from me, next to him is Liu Dazhuang, who is seizing every opportunity to wink at me, implying that I should not worry, as he is still my childhood friend.
Wei Guangyin ignored him, lightly furrowing her brows, while Xiao He became animated, turning to the Shamate and saying: "Look, this is the legendary academic genius and campus heartthrob we talk about. Even when facing death, he acts so arrogantly, does he really think he has walked out of a comic?"
On that day, I was filled with sorrow due to this seemingly true yet false legend, while he chuckled and comforted me, saying: "It's just a legend, much like the treasure of Alibaba, yet no one has ever found it."
It is not a question, but a statement
Thus, amidst the whispers and rumors, Wei Guangyin hurried back and forth to contact the school doctor at the infirmary, earning praise for his compassion, which nearly caused Sheng Shan, lying in bed, to erupt: "Ah! Not this trick again!"
Old Master Wei, a veteran soldier, despite later abandoning the military for business, retained his iron-blooded temperament. If he was not careful with his cane, it would come down hard, and he lacked restraint in his strikes. Those around could only hear a whoosh as the cane cut through the air, and the little boy stumbled a few steps before losing his balance and falling to the ground
When Xiao He and the others rushed up collectively, Wei Guangyin showed no intention of resistance; instead, he tightly wrapped his arms around me, preventing me from retaliating. That was the first time I realized that a girl's strength is hardly worth mentioning in front of a big boy, which directly led to a significant increase in my fondness for Liu Dazhuang. Because this meant that he had never considered using excessive force against me
In the next physical education class, the classroom was empty, with only him unable to lift his legs, engrossed in reading a martial arts novel. Faced with my sudden onslaught like a rain of pear blossoms, he hurriedly packed his book while fleeing, shouting in a frenzy
That birthday was the most embarrassing moment of my life. Because the hidden clasp of my dress had been tampered with beforehand, when I went on stage to sing the birthday song with all the guests, the strap of my dress came loose under the strain and fell down significantly, causing an uproar in the audience. Although I was young at the time, and now it seems like nothing major, I found it hard to control myself back then, and tears of shame rolled down my cheeks unguarded.
Student Sheng, your current state is quite poor, please stop causing trouble
In a moment of pause, the Shamate blocked the furious Xiao He, giving Wei Guangyin some time to breathe, seemingly wanting him to plead for mercy. The boy raised his chin, propping himself up with one hand on the ground, facing the bright sun, his face, a bizarre blend of blue, red, white, and purple, appeared strangely heroic.
It must be said that telepathy is a very strange phenomenon
The boy finally quieted down: "All along ... ... "
My heavens, if just a second ago I was still clinging to the hope that this boy, who completely does not match the male lead's temperament, was not the person I was looking for. Then, at the moment he uttered the words "in peace," my heart died.
I had a high fever in the hospital for three days and three nights. Upon waking, I was still haunted by that torrential rain, like a frightened fawn, surveying the unfamiliar surroundings. I was destined to be sent back to a life of tranquility, but Cheng Suiwan, feeling soft-hearted, spoke up to keep me here
From that day on, I forgave all those who did not like me. It is entirely normal not to be well-liked, as I do not possess a captivating beauty. Just as I traversed mountains and valleys for one person, I found it difficult to accept his ordinariness. However, in order to conceal my shattered heart, I still expressed my excitement with joy.
After the conversation in the corridor, we had no further interactions. The Wei family's driver waits at the school gate every day in advance, almost eliminating any opportunity for me to communicate with him. I simply shamelessly submitted an application to accompany him.
... ...
You still call me grandpa, today you shall call me grand-aunt!
It is all right! As long as there is illness, there will come a day when it can be cured! Didn't you feel better during that time in tranquility? It must be because Liu Dazhuang and I were always joking around to cheer you up! Oh, right, Liu Dazhuang, that's Liu Wei! The one sitting in front of you! You see, fate has brought us back together for a reason. Perhaps this is the turning point in your illness, and I will always be by your side.
I am not in the mood to accept his kindness, my mind is filled with the word "time" that I involuntarily blurted out, as well as the gaze of the boy looking down at me... There is a hint of surprise, but it is not harsh, and he even smiled slightly at the end of our eye contact. Compared to the boy he was in childhood, he seems more approachable now
Perhaps it was an illusion, but I seemed to catch a hint of mischief in the boy's eyes. Upon closer inspection, that hint had vanished, replaced by his concern for his classmates and a kind expression on his face
After a few minutes had passed, fearing that Wei Guangyin might feel guilty, I suppressed the pain and controlled my grimacing expression as I stood up to leave him: "Are you alright? Do you need to go to the hospital?"
I would like to ask, why is it not a princess carry? If Sheng Shan can do it, why can't I?
But why is it that after being hit by a brick just once, I feel as if a large part of my spine has been taken away?
One year, on the hillside behind Xianghe Li, I accidentally fell into the valley and was swept away by the stream. It was the Cheng family who rescued me. It was the Children's Day, and they had gone out for a picnic and fishing, but were also trapped by the heavy rain. Then, in the flickering light of the lightning, they discovered me.
I am grateful for the Qiong Yao dramas I recently caught up on, otherwise I would not have been able to express such beautiful words even if you killed me. It was also on that day that I learned the truth about Wei Guangyin's arrival in Xianghe.
After Wei Guangyin left, I felt a mix of emotions in my heart. As I slowly walked to the corner of the corridor, I unexpectedly encountered Sheng Shan
Previously, at the corner of the alley, you asked me if anyone had ever made me feel that the world was beautiful. In fact, there was. However, it was many years ago when I stayed at an orphanage. That person did not do anything particularly special; in fact, at first, I found her quite annoying. It was only after I accidentally uncovered her fragility that she continued to smile cheerfully.
Wei Guangyin gently asserted: "No, it is empathy. Many times, growing up in a large and flourishing family is not necessarily more lively than being in an orphanage."
I did not throw myself into your arms
The surrounding residents were all taking a nap, and there were not many people passing by. Xiao He was accompanied by three young men who looked like delinquents, their shirts worn improperly, exposing their gasoline-colored chests. Upon seeing us, a group of them rose from beside a large rock not far away and quickly surrounded us. The leader clicked the lighter in his hand, mimicking a version of Chen Haonan from the Shamate style.
Why not just say that you live a rough life? Clearly, you are incapable, yet you still complain about the uneven road
She stood in our direction, her face alternating between shades of green and white, soon turning a shade of gray. I idly fantasized about a scenario of "the domineering student falling in love with me," and then I watched as Sheng Shan bent at the waist, clutching her abdomen, and collapsed to the ground.
Yes, always. I have been a child who keeps promises since I was young. In the past, your butler bribed me with figurines to play with you, and I did as I was told, didn't I
How did you recognize me at a glance
What method should I use to attract his attention? Being gentle with him does not work, pretending to be a righteous messenger is also ignored, so perhaps recklessly shielding him from disaster might at least earn me a glance... I mistakenly think I am as brave as the female protagonist in a novel, treating me as a foolish male lead who can be easily hooked, hoping that I will start to notice you, change my view of you, and like you... Cheng Gaigai, is that not what you think?
I take a shower eight times a day and comb my hair five times
He propped himself up with one hand on the ground, wiped the corner of his chapped mouth a few times, and suddenly revealed a smile that was enough to astonish me, yet devoid of warmth: "Are you happy?"
Wei Guangyin's silhouette paused for a moment, but he did not turn back
The boy's touch is very gentle, much like the impression he gives to others. That kind of warmth that emanates from the bones is not something that inherently cruel people can feign. I find myself in a daze, recalling my conversation with Sheng Shan. I told her that she does not understand Wei Guangyin, and yet, have I ever truly understood him?
That voice has approached maturity, yet still retains the calm and composure of childhood, causing me to pause in my breath and suddenly turn my head.
Time, I murmured
Cheng Gaigai, you are someone who understands yourself, aren't you? I am not. I often feel uncertain about what I will do next, as if I forget certain things like when one drinks too much. However, most of what I forget are bad things. Do you know what the benefit of this is? It is that, regardless of who has been hurt, I will not feel any guilt
The first dose of medicine was administered by Wei Guangyin. The female doctor assumed that we were university sweethearts, and while preparing an injection for another patient, she instructed him, "Hurry up, after administering the medicine, clear the seat."
For a moment, after Wei Guangyin left the scene of the incident, I do not know what prompted me, but I unexpectedly gathered the courage to chase after him
But he is the boy I have been thinking about! I cannot! Moreover, he has known so much since childhood, his intelligence is high, and isn't it quite normal for him to rank among the top even without attending classes? Thus, I suppressed my trembling hands with all my might
The more she hated someone, the more he would associate with that person. Sheng Shan, in a fit of anger and embarrassment, rushed into his room to grab his favorite car model in order to attract his attention
These childish words must have sounded particularly weak to Wei Guangyin. He gazed into the distance and murmured, "Do not make promises lightly; you may not yet understand that there are too many things in this world that can easily destroy a promise"
With only a few months left until the college entrance examination, many key universities are conducting independent admissions in Bincheng. Several secondary schools in the city are using the regular simulation exam scores from Binzhou High School as a criterion for additional points.
I bit my lower lip with my teeth, using it to restrain my nervous feelings, and gradually asked: "Do you think she needs protection?"
The Sheng family and the Wei family have been family friends for generations. In his youth, Wei Guangyin had already grown into a refined and handsome young man, his face prematurely inscribed with three words: attracting admirers. At that time, Sheng Shan was still quite young, unaware of the vastness of the world, and spent his days following Wei Guangyin around, even commanding other young girls to keep their distance, a typical case of "I bloom and all other flowers wither." Yet, Wei Guangyin acted in the opposite manner.
Xiao He approached with a cold smile, saying: "Oh, you still know how to cherish beauty."
Brother Guangyin, today is my birthday. Have you prepared a gift for me?
Returning to that day, the scene was chaotic and tumultuous, yet I found myself unable to move, forced to watch helplessly as the jaw of the person beside me turned from blue to purple. Consequently, my struggles grew increasingly intense, like a wild horse eager to break free from its reins. Unfortunately, Wei Guangyin's grip on my hand tightened ever more, as if I were born into an iron cage that confined me.
There is a protagonist who has broken his leg
She should have been here for a while, leaning against the wall, with her long and straight hair cascading down like the strings of a musical instrument, in harmony with her lively eyes
Thus, Liu Dazhuang no longer read martial arts novels, constantly demonstrating in various ways how capable he was
The driver from the Wei family made several calls, and he finally answered, providing the location, then sat on a discarded bus stop bench waiting. In the suffocating silence, we both fixed our gaze on the flat ground not far away, watching three children flying a kite, one girl and two boys.
Since you believe that I acted intentionally, no matter how I explain, it will be subjectively distorted by you, so I reserve the right to remain silent. However, to take a step back, it was Xiao He himself who asked me to borrow reference materials; I have never taken any coercive actions against him, nor have I guaranteed that I would not make mistakes.
I continued to approach, and the expression of the person opposite suddenly turned fierce: "So what if it is? Cheng Gaigai. Don't pretend to understand me, and don't try to analyze me. Have you ever seen the most brutal side of human nature? No, right? It would kill you."
Because of that heartfelt cry, I became the subject of widespread discussion as soon as I entered the school
You are spring, and your whole family is spring
Particularly impolite, he tightened his grip on her hand even more
After he left, I considered myself half a lifesaver for Sheng Shan, and with a pout, I began to chatter: "Wei Guangyin is quite gentle and kind, why do you always have to be at odds with him"
Wei Guangyin
Cantor set. From a geometric perspective, its function graph also has an area of 0
Later, my beloved youth, what did he say? It seemed he said I was too foolish, yet it was no longer in a tone of sarcasm. Two youthful faces, separated by the heavy night and the passage of time, faced each other in silence for a long while
Suddenly, I heard someone on the bus calling my name. Instinctively, I turned around and found that the person calling me was actually the boy in the school uniform
Wei Guangyin glanced at Xiao He, then turned back to look in my direction, and immediately took a few steps back to reach a position beside me. Although he still ignored me, I was touched by his warm-hearted action at a critical moment.
"Don't come over!" He turned around and glared at me angrily, "That little girl from back then has long since died at the bottom of the cliff; she should not be alive today"
Why not take advantage of something cheap if it's available, and I can't even be bothered to prepare it myself. After all, his family is well-off, he has connections, and he's quite clever; he doesn't care about a quick study guide at all. What's the matter, don't you want to share it together?
The evening breeze caressed everyone's faces, and memories unexpectedly emerged to tap me on the shoulder, leaving me with tears of emotion in my eyes
Sheng Shan seemed to have more to say, but I could not wait any longer and interrupted her. This was because I did not agree with anything she said
I also couldn't help but retort, "Isn't this persistent quality learned from you? Even when facing death, you remain as lewd as ever"
The elder Wei and the elder Sheng were comrades in arms, both having only sons. In the next generation, there was a greater preference for girls, especially for the beautiful and sweet-tongued Sheng Shan. When Wei Guangyin was about to resist, he pretended to be serious and said: "A real man should not fuss over trivial matters with a girl; just let her have it, sister."
I licked my dry lips and, inexplicably, glanced towards Wei Guangyin at the edge of the crowd. God bear witness, this time, I clearly saw the fleeting mockery in the depths of his eyes
Perhaps Wei Guangyin's way of dealing with enemies is indeed somewhat difficult for people to accept, but he is by no means the kind of beast that would bare his fangs at his companions, as you suggest. Miss Sheng, do you truly understand him? Not necessarily. If you did, you would not destroy what he cherishes most based solely on your momentary preferences. That is not love; it is merely the competitive spirit of children. Moreover, to hastily judge his character based on a childhood prank is unfair.
At that time, he did not understand that my sadness was due to my deep appreciation for him. Yet, he was indeed about to leave me, just as the legends foretold.
Wei Guangyin was just facing the window, his profile illuminated by the glow of the evening sunset, smiling gently: "It doesn't matter, after all, I have nothing left to lose."
As the group fight escalated to a weapon attack, the Shamate could no longer stand firm, restraining his younger brother and pulling Xiao He in the opposite direction
One must be mad to firmly believe that one is special to him. Having lived and died together, having weathered storms and hardships together, yet never having warmed his heart.
You can hardly imagine that the greatest hope for a person living is merely to wake up every morning and hear the servant cautiously say to you: "Young master, you slept well last night. Slept well? Ha!
There is a type of protagonist who, despite being shot, can still chase after the criminal with great agility
In less than ten seconds, a somewhat sharp screech of brakes reached my ears. I looked up and saw a figure in a white school uniform rushing from the diagonal rear towards the moving bus, forcing the driver to stop
Qingmei, I advise you as a childhood companion, never be deceived by beauty, nor attempt to provoke that young master of the Wei family
So as soon as you threw yourself into his arms, he couldn't wait to tear your clothes off
Before leaving for school, I wasted an additional ten minutes in thought
Are you doing this on purpose
Wei Guangyin seems to be able to sense my inner thoughts, lightly saying: "You just pressed down on me. Hmm, a bit heavy."
The tone was gentle and nurturing, just as a spring breeze brings rain. Coincidentally, some girls from other classes passed by and inadvertently overheard, unable to suppress their quiet exclamations: "I heard that Miss Sheng and Young Master Wei are not on good terms, but it doesn't seem that way."
In our previous encounters, my demeanor always appeared somewhat submissive, but now, suddenly assertive, Sheng Shan seems particularly unaccustomed to this change, staring blankly for quite a while before taking a deep breath.
So you are the one who is making advances, while he is somewhat reluctant yet compliant
Recalling the tug of reality, my nerves have relaxed a bit. Fortunately, the legends indeed proved to be ineffective. Because the boy I wanted to cherish has made a full circle and returned to my side.
He said that the scientific name of the mole on my right palm is "Yuan Shan". Those who possess the Yuan Shan mole were celestial beings in their past lives. Due to an accidental mistake, the Buddha inflicted a wound in the center of their palm as a mark and punishment. After the wound healed, a mole grew, signifying that they would forever cherish the one they love but cannot attain.
If someone deliberately makes you late on an important day, do not be sad, do not cry, calmly stab him a few times, and then calmly go have breakfast
I was taken aback by the vast darkness in his pupils, inhaling sharply, yet I felt no fear; instead, my heart ached even more.
"That being said, however..."
Cheng's father is a small entrepreneur, and her mother is a university professor, providing a comfortable family background. However, Cheng Suiwan has an introverted personality and often becomes a target for the mischievous children in her class. Since childhood, her dream has been to have an older brother to protect her, but unexpectedly, the brother never appeared, and I came into the picture. Fortunately, after entering the same elementary school as her, my role proved to be no less effective than that of a brother. Having previously dealt with Liu Dazhuang, handling other little brats was a piece of cake.
As Xiao He was visibly angered, Wei Guangyin reacted quickly, protectively pulling me behind him. Time seemed to rewind to a summer many years ago, on the hillside filled with Qin peppers, when he had also done the same, isolating me from the rampaging Liu Dazhuang.
The sun overhead seems no longer to be the sun, but rather the remnants of a cosmic explosion, falling piece by piece onto me, leaving me battered and bruised, unable to utter a word of rebuttal, only able to stammer and ask: "Wei Guangyin, do you truly think of me this way? If so, why did you stand in front of me just now"
The chaotic struggle continued, and Wei Guangyin remained silent, while Xiao He became increasingly frenzied: "Come on! Aren't you supposed to be powerful and above everyone else?! Fight back! Useless!"
Among the countless thoughts at present, only this sentence stands out clearly
At the time of school dismissal, the magnificent evening glow outside the window spread out like flowers. As I passed by Xiao He, I happened to see him awkwardly gesturing to Wei Guangyin.
The first mathematics class here indeed employs a teaching method that differs from that of other schools. The teacher's explanations are vivid and objective, drawing on references and examples. When discussing certain sets with a measure of 0, the teacher asked if anyone knew of other examples. The room fell silent, and as the teacher scanned the audience, their gaze settled in our direction, a glint of light flashing behind the lenses of their glasses, and they called out three words with certainty
Once I understood this principle, the time until class became even closer. The distance from the Cheng family residence to the nearest two bus stops is such that I found myself running chaotically down the street with my backpack, unlocking a hundred different postures for chasing after the bus. Even later, when the internet circulated various images of people chasing buses, I began to suspect that I was the original pioneer.
Liu Dazhuang sighed beside me, saying: "What a pity, his grades are not bad. I heard that this year, the Computer Science Department of University B has allocated more spots to Binzhong. If he didn't have those crooked thoughts, he should have done well on the exam himself!"
In the sunny month of May, the sun in the coastal city shines brightly. I squint my eyes and can only catch a glimpse of a tall boy in a school uniform. The shadows of the camphor trees lining the road are cast on the ground, elongated alongside his shadow. Lost in thought, that figure unexpectedly waved at me from a distance.
No, I will keep my distance from her
Wei Guangyin did not comment, turned around and left. When he returned, he handed me an ice pop and carefully advised, "It is indeed very hot outside, and girls are generally weaker. You should not go to class either; stay here and keep her company. I will help you both take a leave of absence."