Two

Because I often frown over life's challenges, I have learned to lower my head

Only by saving enough money can I be free from the fear of those days of poverty and destitution. For one day, I will leave this wretched place

Many times I reject Jorno, not because I dislike him, but because he is too intelligent and wise. I fear that my ability to deceive and manipulate will not escape his keen observation

The class bell rang, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief. After all, according to Jiono's style, he should now continue to be elusive, busy with his own affairs.

I do not know why, but I suddenly feel as if someone has struck my heart forcefully.

After Dong Mingyang finished listening, he pushed me away and shook my shoulders, saying, "What nonsense are you talking about, what is cheap or not?"

"It's nothing," I shook my head, but there was a surge of excitement rising in my mind. I didn't know which nerve was misfiring, but I actually joked, "You are so nice to me, I thought you were going to accept me, haha!"

Alright. He nodded with a smile

What does he want to say to me

Qiao Nuo picked up the book, stood up, took the backpack from my desk, and said in an imperative tone: "Let's go, I will take you to see a movie"

After crying enough, I asked in a somewhat calm voice: "Am I really that cheap?"

Be careful on the road! I shouted to him in a clear and precise manner, like a member of a vanguard team. He suddenly smiled happily, nodded, and finally turned around to get into the car

Qiao Nuo noticed my unease and embarrassment, reached out his hand, and pulled me back: "Just enjoy the movie." Yes, he was right, just enjoy the movie

Later I thought, this is probably the reason why I can be so close to him

I need money

He wore the pink apron I bought for him, bustling about like a shop assistant, cheerfully arranging the dishes on the table. There were my favorite dishes: stir-fried lamb with scallions, braised pork knuckle, and thousand-layer tofu

Jono had a banquet to attend in the evening, so he suggested taking me home early. Perhaps the events that occurred during the movie were too awkward, as we did not say much to each other along the way. When we arrived at my doorstep, the sun was setting, and the crimson afterglow painted the sky red. Jono stood before me with a straight posture, the evening breeze gently blowing at his collar

Is it still that all of this is my illusion

Compared to me, my mother prefers her boyfriend's daughter. Su Yuan only knows to have me get close to Qiao Nuo all day. I don't like him at all, but in order to live well, I have no choice but to do so. I now feel like I am wearing a mask all day, pretending to be a good girl and acting pitiful. I am disgusted with myself, you know

In response to this, Guan Yue expressed disbelief

However, it seems that things are developing in an unpredictable direction for me

Guan Yue raised her triple-fold eyelids, her eyes bulging like light bulbs. She glanced at me, then at Qiao Nuo, and then she gave me a hard shove, saying, "What are you standing there for? Go!"

In fact, I can no longer eat, but because it was made by him, I must eat it no matter what

In the end, he waved his hand, signaling me to go back

I initially thought that Giorno was inviting me to watch a movie, merely to see the latest release

Her gaze could not help but follow him, trailing all the way until he reached my side

It was a unique smile, concealing tenderness and focus

The disparity in character between Bozi and Fujii Tree is too great. If the male protagonist decides to marry the other party solely based on appearance, it is rather superficial. Moreover, if he truly loves Fujii Tree, then why not go back to find her? I opened my mouth in protest, only to realize that under the light reflected from the screen, the smile on his face deepened.

I did not dare to look up at him, I just ate with great effort, so much so that my cheeks were swollen, and my speech became unclear. It was not until Dong Mingyang put down his chopsticks and came to my side, holding me and burying my head in his neck, that I realized I was crying, and quite heavily at that

Jiaono from Class 3 of the Finance Department, please come to the broadcasting studio.

Before the bell rang for the elective class, she was touching up her makeup while blinking her eyes and asked, "Su Jing'an, did you go on a date last night? Why do you look so radiant?"

That Su Yuan, I will definitely make him pay for it

He is like a towering tree that has come late into my life, shielding me from the wind and rain, bringing me joy and peace. But I am sorry to say that I do not like him

As a student of the sciences, I naturally cannot articulate such flowery language; I merely instinctively turned my head away, hoping not to feel childishly flustered.

I got up and carried the cat back to his bedroom

Grandma Dong is his only relative

In an instant, my nervous emotions surged. What I was actually anxious about was even more unclear to me. Since he came to class today, sat next to me, and took me out after class, my nervousness dripped incessantly like a faucet that hasn't been tightened properly

That's good enough. Qiao Nuo withdrew his gaze and began to focus on the teacher's lecture. However, my heart started to feel restless and uneasy

Wearing the cat-embroidered socks he bought for me at the street stall, I curled up on his small bed, waiting for him to finish cooking and bring the dishes over. His culinary skills are excellent, and I often tease him about why he doesn't become a chef. He always replies seriously, like a parent, saying, "Alas, when you go to university, I will open a small restaurant near your school."

I shook my head vigorously, and after shaking it, I began to feel frustrated about my own foolishness. This feeling is no less than that of a fox spirit who has cultivated for a thousand years being reverted to human form by the Buddha

When I came out of the café, it was almost time for dinner

Dong Mingyang has returned

Dong Mingyang is the first boy who confessed to me. The reason he is the first is that I previously attended a private girls' school. The school was filled with children from affluent families, each one resembling a little princess raised in a honey jar, too precious to be touched. It was only after leaving that place that I came to understand what it means to be rough and unrefined.

At the beginning of our acquaintance, I initially thought he would be like what I had seen, surrounded by friends and indulging in a life of excess. However, after getting to know him, I realized that he is a refreshingly unconventional rogue. Contrary to his outward demeanor, at home, he is like a friendly neighborly older brother. He keeps his room tidy, cooks for his grandmother, and even has a cat named Nian Nian.

Later, I took him to the practice room of the club and showed him the cartoon I had drawn for him on the large blackboard along with that childish confession.

He is always enigmatic, and I can never guess what he is thinking. Perhaps he already knows about the lie I told yesterday

After a long while, he turned around and asked, "What is your name?"

I am a very ordinary person, and I do not understand what love is

Jono smiled at me, then patted the seat beside him, indicating for me to sit down. After the waiter had prepared all the refreshments, he turned off the lights in the private room

Perhaps due to her old age, after I chatted with my grandmother for a while about family matters, she fell asleep in the rocking chair

For the first time in my life, I, Su Jing'an, realized that there are moments when I am not in control of myself. The atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point, and I had no idea where the movie had progressed; I just wanted to find a crack in the ground to hide in. At this moment, I had too many questions in my heart. Normally, I should be able to say such things without blushing or feeling anxious, but I do not understand why I have become so restless.

He whispered various comforting words in my ear, but for me, most of these words went in one ear and out the other.

Those who are trapped in unrequited love probably lack a certain courage. I responded, "It is not unfair; on the contrary, I believe he loves her deeply."

Perhaps it is for this reason that he has grown into a composed and capable individual, one who can bear any burden. Although he is somewhat inarticulate and cannot express sweet words, he is undoubtedly a man of action; once he makes a promise, he will certainly fulfill it

What is wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" He leaned in with concern, and I instinctively recoiled again

Later, Qiao Nuo told me that it was precisely my approach, which was almost akin to "defying the world’s conventions," that immediately caught his attention. In Guan Yue's words, this was a remarkable and unique sound among the girls who foolishly handed love letters to Qiao Nuo.

However, just after I turned to leave, he suddenly called my name softly from behind. I turned around and looked at him curiously with a frown from a short distance away. I stared at him like this, waiting for him to speak, but after a long while, he still did not say anything

He said that his bed has only been sat on by his grandmother and me every year

He is incredibly sincere. I looked at him eagerly, and suddenly I started to laugh, and the laughter became more and more exaggerated, with tears streaming down my face

Is this considered a date? I suppose it is

Little girl, why have you lost weight

I rolled my eyes internally and gave this incompetent teammate a sharp pinch, causing her to stifle a scream and close her mouth

As per the usual arrangement, I sleep on the bed while he sleeps on the sofa bed

I adjusted my posture to sit up straight and redirected my gaze back to the large screen

With long eyebrows and slender eyes, a high nose bridge, and skin so fair that it makes even girls envious, his bone structure seems to have been meticulously sculpted by the heavens. You cannot pinpoint exactly what makes him attractive, but upon seeing him for the first time, you cannot help but marvel at his beauty. Perhaps he is not of this mundane world, and coupled with his unique and refreshing aura, many girls who admire him are deterred. Only someone as thick-skinned as I would go to such lengths to pursue him. Perhaps he is not of this mundane world, and coupled with his unique and refreshing aura, many girls who admire him are deterred. Only someone as thick-skinned as I would go to such lengths to pursue him

Fortunately, he has never been a person who forces others. Therefore, all along the way, thanks to him, my journey has not been so arduous.

Looking up, Jono, dressed in a white shirt and dark gray pants, walked in with a few books in hand, his steps graceful and confident

"Go back and have a good meal, you are too thin." He patted my head, "The movie today was very good, I liked it a lot"

Today, he still carries the scent of that perfume, which blends seamlessly with his clean demeanor, making one feel as if embraced by a gentle spring breeze

Finally, he took me to that private cinema café known for its bourgeois charm, where I watched my favorite movie

From childhood to adulthood, my way of crying has always been different from others. While others cry out loud, sometimes even wailing to the extreme, I do not. No matter how intensely I cry, I make no sound; my tears simply fall incessantly like raindrops.

At that time, I was vigorous yet inexperienced, driven by a certain boldness to dare anything in pursuit of a better life

That night, I did not go back and chose to stay overnight at Dong Mingyang's house

I will give you a home, and I will protect you for a lifetime. You will no longer have to live by Su Yuan's whims, nor will you need to please those who are irrelevant. Give me time, will you

While I was devouring my food, he looked at me with a furrowed brow and said, "Is that bastard Su Yuan treating you poorly again"

He stood there with his hands in his pockets, examining the six words "Jono, I like you" with a smile that was neither fully a smile nor a frown.

That night, he certainly did nothing but provide me with a place to rest well. It was also from that time that I learned he was an orphan, having lost his parents at a very young age, and living with his elderly grandmother. His grandmother was in poor health, and he had to take care of all the daily chores himself

I gently whispered in his ear, tucking his blanket in again

I feel the same way. My voice suddenly became hoarse, so I will head back first

Aren't you the one who doesn't like watching this type of movie? I was quite surprised because I had previously told him that I wanted to watch this film with him. In fact, I was just saying it casually at the time, but he really took it seriously and brought me here

"Since this male protagonist likes Fujii Shuu, why doesn't he go and tell her?" He sighed, "Isn't it a bit unfair to Bouko as well?"

In fact, I do not understand what he means by liking someone. Perhaps I am inherently indifferent, and even now, I still do not fully grasp the true meaning of liking someone. Therefore, after his lengthy confession, I merely looked at him with flickering eyes and cautiously asked, "Can you take me home?"

At that moment, Jono turned his head to look at me and asked with a half-smile, "Why?"

"Oh, much better now." I smiled awkwardly, but Guan Yue leaned over and asked, "Hey, are you sick? I saw you full of energy yesterday!"

Is there anyone beside you?" he asked me with a smile, startling a chorus of squeals from the surrounding infatuated girls

I repeatedly pondered in my heart, enduring the astonished gazes of various individuals from the school along the way, and finally left the school side by side with Jono

The next morning, I appeared at school in high spirits

Have you ever truly cared about the life and death of Su Jing'an?

With Guan Yue's encouragement, my first solo date with Qiao Nuo seems to be less nerve-wracking

It turns out that the words "I will give you a home and protect you for a lifetime" actually came from the mouth of someone with whom I have no blood relation whatsoever

Later, I really enrolled in university, and he also began to plan this matter. However, there were too many various and miscellaneous issues, and the funds were not sufficient for circulation, so it was delayed like this

With this ominous premonition, I sat up straight and listened to the entire class in a trance-like state. Jono also did not say another word.

I need a warm place to take a shower and sleep

At this moment, I finally understand why Guan Yue gave me a thumbs up after knowing that I confessed to Qiao Nuo. Although Qiao Nuo is a beloved figure among the public, there is truly no one else who dared to pursue her as fervently as I did back then

As the class bell rang, everyone methodically opened their books, while I had already begun to drift off nervously. Sure enough, as the teacher stepped onto the podium and started the lesson, he quietly asked me, "Are you feeling better?"

Love Letter

At that time, taking advantage of the benefit of sharing a dormitory with the school's announcer, I rushed to the school's broadcasting studio and, while Qiao Nuo was still at school, I broadcasted extensively:

Thank you, Dong Mingyang

It is known that the principal of this school, upon meeting Qiao Nuo, would still engage in polite inquiries and show deference. My actions, without a doubt, are as arrogant as they can be

He did not know that I could no longer endure that house without electricity and water that day

Regardless of whether it is peculiar or not, Su Yuan promised me at that time that as long as I could establish a conversation with Qiao Nuo, he would give me a sum of pocket money every month. That amount of pocket money was several times what I earned working at the gift shop.

After speaking, I fell into an awkward silence

Every time Dong Mingyang sees Su Jing'an, he always says, "Do you know? The way you cry, every time I see it, my heart feels like it's going to break.

A long time later, I came to realize that the outcome of my confession was the most optimistic among all those who had confessed to him. I was not coldly rejected or disregarded without any consideration; on the contrary, he asked for my name and genuinely remembered me. Initially, I thought that I didn't really need to be his girlfriend; it would be enough to become very good friends. However, it now seems that things are developing in an uncontrollable direction. Initially, I thought that I didn't really need to be his girlfriend; it would be enough to become very good friends. However, it now seems that things are developing in an uncontrollable direction.

Qiao Nuo was indeed called to the broadcasting studio by me. That was the first time I faced him directly; prior to that, I had been secretly observing him. He is truly handsome, distinctly different from Dong Mingyang's attractiveness. Dong Mingyang's appearance is more down-to-earth, while Qiao Nuo possesses an inherently refined and extraordinary look.

Just as I was contemplating how to save my face, Qiao Nuo had already sat down with remarkable ease. Sometimes, one cannot help but acknowledge that some people are simply born with a different kind of charisma

After leaving the sweet potato flour shop, I followed him to his residence

The dish is here

I will never forget the look of astonishment on his face, as if his jaw was about to drop.

On this outing, he brought me many gifts

Many times, I feel that Dong Mingyang is like my own brother, the closest person in this world besides my mother and Guan Yue. He is different from Lin Fang and Guan Yue; more than half of my sense of security in life comes from this boy who is only three years older than me

I shot her a glance, just as I was about to speak, but was drowned out by the rising chorus of exclamations in the classroom

I did not respond, nor did I think; I simply grabbed his arm and rushed out of the broadcasting studio. There were many people coming and going along the way, all looking at me pulling Jonno with a sense of astonishment. I paid no attention to that, only quickening my pace, and he followed me, surprisingly not showing any intention to break free.

No, there is none

Watching the car drive away, I remained lost in thought until it gradually disappeared along the horizon

And what about the parents who gave me life, what about them

I haven't been here for a long time. As soon as his grandmother saw me, she was extremely happy, just like before, washing fruits for me to eat. I hurriedly stopped her and sent her back to her room to continue listening to her radio.

I do not like that home, but I have nowhere to go. I live a life that seems enviable to many, yet no one knows that my parents do not love me at all

"Jingan." His voice suddenly became soft and pure, "Rest assured, I will definitely take you away from your current life"

His inner self is indeed different from what I see

Once, a refined girl remarked that Qiao Nuo's smile was simply too beautiful, warmer than the spring breeze and more intoxicating than peach blossoms. At that time, I scoffed and paid no heed, until I truly saw him smile like that

He was covered with a blanket printed with Winnie the Pooh, and in the coolness of the night, he let out a series of gentle snores. I lay on the pillow, gazing lonely at the crescent moon hanging outside the window. It had been a long time since I felt this sense of tranquility. When I first came to stay at his home, I was still a little girl who was afraid of everything and often went hungry.

I expressed deep skepticism regarding this. However, later, this skepticism disappeared

Taking a deep breath, I realized a fact: I am not as decisive and radiant as I imagined, nor do I possess the calmness and insight I thought I had. I forgot that I am only eighteen years old, and I forgot that I am still a girl who has not traveled much of a winding road and who still stumbles along the way

No one understands the significance of these six characters to me

No, it's quite good

His first sentence to me was: "Are you looking for me?"

I regard him as family, and he is very clear about this as well