Chapter Nine, Miao Yunshui, the naive child knows no sorrow.
My heart warmed up, but my nose felt slightly sour. I opened my mouth and called out, "Longing!"
Chunyu Wang looked at me steadily and sighed, "I am unable to bear children. But the suffering I endure is no less than that of my mother, who carried me for ten months."
Love indeed has a strong temperament. Although I am very afraid of her father's anger, I always keep my distance when we meet, or hide behind me. But I really didn't call him "father king" again, and I didn't even talk to him. Every night, she often wants to sleep with me, but she is told by Ruan Yu that she will touch my wound. Half coaxing and half deceiving, she is carried to their room to sleep.
She saw me being tender and caring, and leaned closer to me. Leaning against me, she glared at her father with anger and said, "Tonight, I will sleep with my mother and not let my father bully you."
He can tell at a glance. Although my determination to get rid of the illegitimate child in my belly is firm, my will to survive is stronger.
Looking at the big drops of cold sweat on my forehead, he slowly said, "Second, I will cut off your hands and feet, provide you with good food and drink, keep you pregnant for ten months, and then cut open your belly to deliver my child!"
Do not!
I was stunned, and I still couldn't understand how she could have such a guess.
The jade pixiu is finely carved, it seems to be just a auspicious ornament used to ward off evil spirits, but it is actually a hollow jade bottle, containing the indispensable calming medicine for me. Because sometimes the illness may suddenly flare up, coming swiftly, if I can't reach the medicine in the bottle in time, I always keep one or two pills in my wallet, within easy reach.
Although I didn't look in the mirror, I could already see my hands turning a ghastly white, with the veins pulsing clearly beneath my thin skin.
When the mind is calm and the spirit is relaxed, suddenly I felt a figure shaking beside me.
I am full of resentment, staring at the man sitting at the table, drinking one glass after another.
The pond by the side of Meilin.
It's really strange that he didn't come to share the same bed in life and death, which not only avoids the separation of life and death, but also prevents me from inexplicably becoming a substitute for a dead person, and having to give birth to a child for my enemy for ten months.
He has always been popular with women because of his appearance.
I stared blankly at the figure swaying in the water for a while before coming back to my senses, feeling somewhat strange.
That appearance, as if watching his lovesickness playing around, half teasing, half laughing, clearly indifferent.
Days that are a hundred times harder than this have passed, so what is there to be afraid of now?
Longing or uneasiness, the soft little hand touches my head, then touches my hand, clearly not knowing where I hurt, just instinctively wanting to comfort me in her own way, as if just touching me like that could alleviate my pain a little.
Well... He is disgusted with his mother, not angry with you.
I busied myself bending down to wipe away her tears, and said with a smile, "Why cry? I was just speaking casually, and it may not necessarily be true."
If she is still alive, she should understand the importance of cherishing and caring for her own daughter, no matter how mischievous or naughty she may be. The current behavior of Chunyu Wang is absurd and shameless, but it is only because he has lost his beloved wife. In essence, he is a gentle and considerate husband and father.
When necessary, we fight to the death, amidst the flow of blood, grievances are resolved, and shame becomes irrelevant.
A glance from the corner of my eye, even the smile that hadn't yet disappeared from the corner of my lips turned cold, freezing solid, with a cold face and tightly pursed lips.
Chunyu Wang sat on the side, looking from afar. His face was very haggard, with dark circles under his eyes, apparently not sleeping well at night.
Raise my chin, he looked at my twisted face in pain with a cold and deep gaze, just like the first time we met, calm as water.
I can treat our mutual enjoyment with each other's bodies as a game.
These days there has been no storm, I walked a few circles, and I have already found the marks left by Situ Yong with branches that seemed casual.
Longing, she pouts her pink lips, smiling like a peach blossom, endearing to others. She clings to me and coquettishly says, "I knew my mother is the best mother in the world! The most beautiful mother! The smartest mother! The most obedient mother!"
And I actually felt much better from the dizziness and weakness symptoms because of her touch, and smiled, "There is lovesickness... Hmm, mother doesn't hurt anywhere anymore."
She called me softly, helped me up carefully, and fed me dinner.
And the little girl in front of me, who is happy and laughing, is the most brilliant sunshine in this sparse shadow and faint fragrance, making the overly quiet plum forest also suddenly splendid and passionate, momentarily making my mind trance, feeling that the past court struggles and battlefield killings are suddenly distant.
The person I miss is short and has short legs. Standing on tiptoe for a long time, I couldn't figure out anything. They asked me, "Mother, where did they go?"
She called me softly, "Mother!"
Two maidservants ignored me and hurriedly supported him, leading him straight to the wooden house over there.
But on what basis does he think he can force a female prisoner of an enemy country to willingly bear children for him?
I feel a chill rising up from the soles of my feet, and I tremble as I say, "Do you dare!"
Love and longing made me feel a bit hesitant. After a while, I finally said, "That day, I was driven out by my father, feeling very miserable. I didn't want others to make fun of me, so I pretended to sleep and hid in the quilt, crying. Later, I heard Sister Ruan Yu talking to Sister Wen Xiang, saying that His Highness is usually so good to the Lady, but unexpectedly, he was so ruthless. At that time, I didn't understand, but later, when I saw my mother unable to move, I realized that my father had hit you."
Not sure if I saw it wrong, in the instant he turned his head, his eyes seemed to have already become crystal clear.
Chunyu Wang suddenly exerted force on his hand, pulling his hand away from mine, but pressing me down on the brocade quilt with half of my body.
It's only been a day or two, and I've already experienced both injury and joy. I can imagine that my appearance is quite pitiful.
As soon as he turned around, Chunyu Wang stood up and rushed out of the house.
That must be hidden well. Father, he... I don't know what's wrong with him. He never used to be like this before.
I struggled to sit up and gently kissed her cool forehead, saying softly, "Mother, it's okay. Just... the wound suddenly started hurting badly."
Why?
Her delicate little arms wrapped around my arms, her moist face rubbing against my skin, warm, "We are a family, a family that should not be separated, right?"
It seems that after I fainted yesterday, Chunyu Wang's mood has deteriorated to the extreme, which is why he vented his anger on his innocent daughter.
Early the next day, another batch of herbal medicine was delivered, but it was unclear whether it was for treating injuries or for nourishing and securing the pregnancy.
Your Highness!
When I woke up, it was already late at night, and the room was filled with a strong smell of alcohol.
The fingers are clean and slender, with distinct bones. Every night when he caresses me, it's so gentle and warm, as if it's attached with a magic that doesn't belong to this world. With each inch of touch, he makes me float into the clouds, intoxicated in the beautiful illusion he creates for me, trembling, gasping, and unable to resist.
Yearning still pouting, said: "I will not rush the king, but the king will rush the mother away, right?"
Patting the lovesick little head, I softly replied to her, "Your father is the prince of Daliang. It's very easy for him to kill whoever he wants to! When he gets angry, don't provoke him."
Seeing the lovesickness, I no longer pay attention to the things on the slope. I held her hand and we took a leisurely walk, following the marks on the tree branches and slowly moving forward, until we stopped by a plum tree.
Being embraced like this, I can hardly breathe. Maybe it's good for him, but it's definitely not good for me. The strong smell of alcohol emanating from him fills my nostrils, causing my stomach to churn.
Changing into a set of men's clothing, it is the ruthless General Ruizhao Wu, Qin Wan, who has killed countless people and is covered in blood.
Last night, I had dinner with my father. I asked why he didn't invite my mother to join us. He threw the bowls and said, "You are not my mother. You are not allowed to see her or call her mother anymore."
He said slowly, "Do I dare? You can try and see!"
Chunyu Wang, Chunyu Wang, I will repay you tenfold for everything you have bestowed upon me!
She said, "Father is mine and Mother's! I want Mother and Father to be together! I won't allow Father to find other sisters! I won't allow Father to treat Mother badly!"
I turned my body indifferently, dragging my painful and weak arm, closing my eyes to rest.
I laughed and said, "Why not the hillside next to Merlin? You could also tell others that buried inside is just a friend of yours." Then, continue carrying your longing and travel the world in search of the remains of your beloved, which have already turned to ashes."
Family ?
As long as all of this is over, as long as we return to Dariu...
He said, "Every night, longing for each other, I just want it to be like this... like this for a lifetime, it's very good, very good..."
Recently, the attacks have become more frequent. I'm afraid people will notice something. Originally, I took the medication once every seven days for prevention, but after he sprained his arm, I started taking it quietly every three days.
Longing looks with big eyes at the opposite mountaintop, already looking very pleased, but deliberately pouting high.
Chunyu Wang tightly pursed his lips, his dark and restless eyes staring at me intently. Suddenly, his right hand grabbed me and fiercely pinched my lower abdomen, stopping me from moving. He quickly twisted me towards my back and said coldly, "Qin Wan, I'll give you two choices. First, have the baby for me obediently. I will accompany you, take care of you, and do everything for you."
He remained silent for a moment, patted the head of lovesickness with a smile, and said, "Lovesickness, stay here and keep mother company. I'll go change my clothes and come back after having a cup of tea. Indeed... I've had a bit too much to drink."
Swallowing the pill hastily, I closed my eyes and embraced lovesickness, waiting silently for the medicine to take effect.
If you insist on defying him, he might really cut off my limbs. At the very least, he would casually twist my arm today, just like breaking off a plum blossom or picking a fruit.
With a hand behind her back, Xiangsi twisted her body and said, "Hmm... I need to think about this."
Nonsense! How could I drive away your mother? Your mother even agreed to give birth to a younger brother for you!
I want this child, this is what you promised me!
As I suddenly heard the woman's joyful voice in my ear, I turned around in shock. Before me, red plum blossoms were falling like snow. A woman in green stood gracefully by the clear water, and suddenly turned around with a smile...
My arms' tendons and veins were strained, and the medication restrictions have hindered the circulation of my qi and blood. As a result, it is even more difficult for me to recover than an ordinary person. Until now, I am unable to exert my strength. The morning sickness is severe, and it has affected me greatly. My beloved is still young and does not understand all of this, but she can see that I am getting weaker day by day. She blames her father for not treating my illness properly.
She has always been held in the palm of Chunyu Wang's hand, loved like a treasure, with no regard for her words or actions. She has never seen her father so fearful of her.
She lowered her head to look at the jade-like brocade and cloth strips stained with blood that she had just tidied up and asked, "Mother, where are you bleeding from? Does it hurt?"
He seemed drunk, being supported by two maidservants, but when he saw us, he stopped abruptly, staring at us with a trance-like expression, seeming both sad and happy, with a sense of confusion. However, his eyes were exceptionally clear, clear enough to make all the blooming plum blossoms behind him appear even more bright and radiant because of him.
I have a mind to say a few more words to make Chunyu Wang even more unhappy. Turning my head, I looked at lovesickness and cried pitifully, but I couldn't bear it. Warmly comforting, I said, "Don't cry for lovesickness. Your father is just temporarily annoyed, but he still loves you just the same. Later, let Sister Ruan Yu take you to apologize to him. When he is happy, he will definitely not be annoyed anymore."
When he was about to take a closer look at her face, a sudden sharp pain pierced through his brain, causing him to lose his balance and collapse in a faint.
She looked at the jade bottle with a worried expression, then suddenly raised her head and asked me, "Do you want to eat two more? It should get better soon."
His strength was just right, forcefully dislocating his bones and injuring several tendons, but without harming the bones. At this point, he has already recovered and can barely move, but even the slightest movement of his fingers causes intense pain, let alone thinking of other ideas.
The Qin family is well-known, especially our branch which is particularly prominent.
Such a light diet, but it still makes my stomach feel sour and nauseous.
I squinted my eyes, wishing I could turn my gaze into a sharp sword and pierce him through, leaving him with a chilling sensation.
He suddenly stretched out his arm and pulled me into an embrace.
Love's Path: "Does it not hurt? Where did the king hit you?"
I feel a bit feverish, my head is heavy, and I feel nauseous at the smell of the medicine. When I force myself to swallow it, as soon as the bitter and sticky liquid touches my tongue, my stomach convulses, and I vomit violently, expelling even the undigested food from the previous night. Finally, I lie weakly on the edge of the bed, vomiting clear fluid, while the wound on my chest reopens, staining the bedding beneath me red.
Soft jade should see more clearly than me. As soon as he saw him go out, he didn't even bother to tidy up the fallen teacups and rushed out of the door.
I looked at her for a long time and sighed, "Hmm... With you around, it's probably difficult for any woman who has designs on him to enter the Zhin Palace."