Chapter 7, The Desolate Amusement Park

And now, the tenderness that once fixed upon his face has transformed into disbelief

In a flurry, I turned around and hurriedly ran towards the tree as the school bell rang.

I walked quickly all the way, and the thought that Lu Wei might catch up with me made me tremble all over

His dazed gaze flickered in the night, as the wind swept through the tall grass behind him, stirring up a dark wave that quickly spread to distant places

You such a well-behaved girl

I mind! I raised my voice, blushing, and I still have homework to do tonight!

With this thought, my mood gradually began to brighten.

Don't touch my head! I shouted, and before I could swat his hand away, he had already moved around to my back

Ye Mubei no longer mocked me, placing his hand on my shoulder and gently pushing me forward.

No! What should I do! How can I go down! I am sitting on top of a high wall, anxiously kicking my feet.

The time spent together with him is also increasing, from one hour to two hours, and then returning home around eight or nine o'clock

That is an emotion accumulated over countless days and nights

How could I have so recklessly agreed to his request and gotten into his car

The last class on every Wednesday is physical education

Lu Wei's stern gaze was like a searing beam of light, and I could even feel that disturbing heat.

In the distance, a black heavy motorcycle was parked horizontally at the entrance of the alley. Ye Mubei leaned against the corner of the wall, adopting a relaxed waiting posture, his tall figure casting a long shadow.

Hmm. He sat down on the stone steps beside me

"You... you scared me to death!" I looked up and it was Lu Wei

I covered my mouth, exerting great effort to suppress the scream that nearly escaped my lips, and the impulse to grab my backpack and turn to run surged back into my body

A twinge of guilt suddenly surged up

A strong hand reached over and gently grasped mine, its thumb rubbing against my sweaty palm

"Xing An, I have something to ask you." The sudden voice from above interrupted my train of thought

I feel as if the blood in my entire body is flowing backward, and my cheeks are as hot as if someone had slapped me.

Turning around, what lies before me is an entirely new world

How will he view me from now on

Suddenly, a wave of heat rushed over me, and I could even smell the scent of his sweat mingled with that of the sun

I am very clear-headed, I know what I am doing, and I also know what kind of person I have always been I continued to speak

The wind blowing across the playground carries a scorching temperature, and looking at the multitude of people on the playground, I feel as if I am standing beside a large pot filled with boiling dumplings, my cheeks also flushed by this hot breeze

Not every day, just sometimes... once every two or three days. I try to keep my tone calm and my volume moderate.

What have I done!

Is it really such a pity to end a rare outing so hastily? How unfortunate!" he said, leading me to a low wall made of red bricks, pointing at a gap covered by loofah vines, "Let's climb in from here and take a look!"

He simply pointed towards the seaside and said, "That yacht is empty; let's sneak on board to watch the sunset!" I nodded without hesitation and took his hand to buy hamburgers to eat on the boat

One can see the sparse stars and the smiling crescent moon upon looking up, while in the distance, the faint glow of the city's lights casts a subtle grayish-purple hue across much of the sky

As the sky darkens, the streetlights have yet to illuminate, and a faint glow of twilight falls upon a building that possesses a fairy-tale quality. The road is quite empty, and Ye Mubei's motorcycle speeds forward, the jagged outline of that building gradually becoming clearer in my view

I furrowed my brow, as his logic completely confounded me

Even if the whole world is against me

The dilapidated sign that flashed by read "Huaxing Amusement Park"; despite being covered in rust, it was still recognizable

It feels as if a multitude of things are surging from the depths of my body, blocking my chest, causing a suffocating pain in my chest.

I want all hypocritical individuals to see themselves clearly

Oh my God, I actually jumped down!

In the next second, a sudden sense of weightlessness struck me, and before I was ready, I couldn't help but scream.

As expected, I heard Lu Wei's gasping sound

What, there is still a swing here

I opened my phone case, and the sender was "Little Rascals". My heart stirred; it was indeed a message from Ye Mubei.

It turns out that being confessed to feels like this, a bit sour yet a bit sweet, just like a spoonful of honey added to lemon juice

Are you crazy!" He interrupted me immediately.

On a whim, he called out to it with two loud barks of "Woof Woof".

If it were not for Ye Mubei, I would never have thought that there exists such an interesting place in the corners of this city

However, I still placed this cup of honey lemon water back on the table

I put away my phone, took the mineral water he handed me, and felt a bit guilty, quickly averting my gaze from his face: "One thousand meters, did I pass?"

Three seconds short

The old swing creaked and groaned as it swayed back and forth, as if it might fall apart at any moment

My goodness! I actually forgot that I was still wearing a skirt

Take it slow, yes, a bit higher... higher! Not high enough! Ye Mubei sat on the swing, swaying gently, as carefree as a child

It felt as if my mind had been bewitched; at this moment, I stared blankly at his face and, as if compelled by some unseen force, extended my hand to him

Haha! I was just joking! Don't go!" Ye Mubei held my trembling shoulders, "This place used to be very lively, with queues for the slide. Later, when a new amusement park opened, this place was gradually forgotten. Moreover, with the new development site next door, several deep pits have been dug, and the construction site is unbearably noisy, making it even less appealing for people to come here.

To me, Ye Mubei is like a magician. I do not know when or where he will appear, nor do I know what kind of surprises he will bring me

"Do you hate it? Then I won't care about you!" After he finished speaking, he suddenly jumped down from the wall and landed gracefully on a patch of low grass amidst my exclamations.

Every low syllable that escapes from those two thin lips is like fingers striking the piano keys, producing melodious sounds that resonate in my thoughts

Reading and taking exams, such a life is too bland, like a cup of plain water. If Ye Mubei were to throw a dose of poison into it, then it would undoubtedly be the sweetest poison in the world. I would be willing to drown in its sweetness, even if it has side effects

Hmm! I nodded vigorously, yet I did not tell him that without his company, this place would merely be a desolate wasteland, devoid of any interest, instead filled with coldness and danger

Hold on tight, I am going to push!

I have just experienced a confession

I gaze at the rusted blue swing set, nestled among the grass that grows taller than my knees, resembling a tranquil yet melancholic landscape painting

The true Gu Xing'an is far from being a good child; she is utterly wicked. She has crawled out from the cage made of exam papers, grasped the hand of the devil, and turned to disappear into the carousel adorned with colorful neon lights. All she desires is for someone to like her, for someone to love her, for someone to listen to her troubles, for someone to wait for her on her way home from school, and then take her to see the stars when she is feeling down

Watching them lift their heads and move their feet in an inconsistent rhythm seems to be quite an amusing sight for those outside the track

I screamed loudly, yet I forgot the most important thing— I was jumping over the wall

Hurry up and get in the car! Do you want to stand here and be seen by everyone?" He urged again, extending his hand towards me.

I raised my head and saw several elementary school students passing by the iron gate, running swiftly. Their bell-like laughter scattered outside the iron gate, and one child curiously peered in this direction

All of this is very joyful and also quite crazy

Ye Mubei stepped forward in a swift motion, catching me completely off guard

However, if going mad could exchange for such a period of unrestrained time, then I believe it would be entirely worthwhile

Ah! Ah!

Do not talk to me about studying anymore! I am already fed up! I have had enough!" I interrupted him once again, holding my head and shouting, "Yes, I am obedient, I will study, I am a good girl... but so what? No one cares whether I am truly happy! Never has anyone cared!"

What?

Happiness comes in many forms, yet it is like an ice cream in someone else's hand; if you do not personally try it, you will never know its flavor

Every word he spoke was like a small pebble thrown onto the surface of a lake, quickly creating a wide expanse of ripples

Of course, you just need to get used to being with me, to my kindness towards you. Then, I want you to always think of happy things whenever you think of me

"The exam is approaching! It is more motivating to study together with classmates." I let out a sigh of relief, dragging my heavy backpack past her. She seemed to want to say something more, but I hurriedly replied, "I am tired, I will go take a shower first," and rushed upstairs.

The air has become clear, yet it has also become piercing and invigorating

Sitting in the car, I found myself immersed in a subtle sense of unease and confusion, my body trembling uncontrollably.

Lowering my head, the shadow beneath my feet merges with the mottled shadows of the trees, gently swaying back and forth in the stifling breeze

The motorcycle glimmers with silver under the setting sun, its engine impatiently roaring, while a faint scent of burnt rubber lingers in the thick smoke

I heard Ye Mubei softly humming a tune. I had never heard him sing before, but his low voice, gentle melody, and the scenery before me were a perfect match

Can this scoundrel not be more serious?

Here? His voice was cheerful, yet unease began to rise within my heart

Ah! No! I want to go back! I was so frightened by him that all the hairs on my body stood on end. Looking at this amusement park, which was about to be shrouded in darkness, I suddenly felt that those dark places might spring forth something at any moment

"That's not true! You don't understand me at all!" I suddenly raised my voice, "Am I destined to be trapped in the mold of a good girl for the rest of my life? To always obey your commands? If you tell me to study, I study; if you tell me to eat, I eat?"

How can you be like this! I suddenly pushed him away

Well... I think I went there once, probably when I was in kindergarten, but it wasn't here. I am desperately trying to recall those memories that are about to be submerged. At that time, I swung on the swings, played on the slide, and was pushed down into the sandpit by a dirty little boy who came from who knows where. I cried loudly, and then my mother took me home.

Whether you agree or not is your business, it has nothing to do with me! In any case, I am determined to pursue you, so why think so much about it?" He leaned back, disregarding how dirty it was behind him, his tone unyieldingly domineering.

Ah? Is that really the case? It seems that you truly are someone who had no childhood!

At 5:40, the school bell rang on time to signal the end of classes

I am speculating in my mind about what the so-called "super fun place" could be. Is it a newly opened arcade or a roller skating rink? No, those are simply too trivial. It must be a place that I cannot even begin to imagine, otherwise, how could he be Ye Mubei?

By the way, how can there be no swings in the amusement park

Xing An, I like you

I think he must be extremely frustrated; perhaps at this moment he is regretting having chosen a dull and unromantic person, casting his feelings aside. Will he be angry

Ye Mubei was taken aback, pondered for a few seconds, and suddenly burst into a hearty laugh: "Hahaha! You are truly adorable!"

Ye Mubei keenly noticed a small black shadow on the short, chubby, colorful slide; it was a black cat resting.

But... but I did not agree to you yesterday! I raised my tone somewhat unnaturally, yet my voice still lacked conviction, quickly dissipating among the tall grass around me

Sometimes it is a rose drawn from behind him after a fright, sometimes it is a note tucked in my textbook, sometimes it is an open-air movie at a temple fair with the taste of sour plum soup, ... sometimes it is one-on-one waltz lessons on the top floor of a certain building

The story of Ye Mubei is inherently terrifying, and with the sound effects created by this bird, I couldn't help but scream.

Wildflowers of unknown varieties bloom everywhere on both sides, densely and minutely like stars, their white petals scattered across the dark grass.

Here, rust has taken over, and it can no longer spin. However, at the center of the lotus cup, the small red airplane still maintains a posture of eagerly attempting to leap towards the sky, appearing as if it could take off at any moment

Is it really possible? As long as I enjoy happy things, I have never been so free and unrestrained over the years

"Fool, I told you I want to pursue you!" he said nonchalantly, raising his hand to pat the top of my head

Are we that familiar with each other? Moreover, why do you always have to look for me at the entrance of the academy? I stammered.

I instinctively tightened my grip on the rope

I was taken aback, as I had never pushed a swing for anyone else before, and I felt completely uncertain. I tried to push from behind a few times, my movements somewhat hesitant, and the swing began to sway slightly.

Ye Mubei's face showed no trace of annoyance or displeasure towards me, and his manner of speaking seemed to imply that he took my acceptance of his confession for granted

The sounds of children playing and roughhousing can be heard ahead

At the same time, it is also necessary for the other party to be able to accept one's worst side

I know that Lu Wei and I can never go back again

Being with him, even the starlight in the sky becomes clear and bright, and the sound of the breeze rustling through the grass resembles the waves washing back and forth. Everything becomes so beautiful and warm, making it irresistible

I furrowed my brow again; my mother had asked me the same question the first time I came home late

inexplicably, a feeling that had originally vanished from memory surfaced from the depths of my heart

Could you say that again, are you together with him

Are you crazy

His chest rose and fell violently, with a layer of fine beads of sweat on his forehead and the tip of his nose

Yes, I am with him

As for madness, being with him is itself a form of madness

I felt a sudden panic in my heart as I recalled the embarrassing sight of myself rushing out of the hotel yesterday, shrinking my neck in response to his camera.

Suddenly, a large black bird in the distance began to call out, flapping its wings as it flew out from the dense thicket.

The swing rises higher and higher, the view becomes increasingly expansive, the sky above is a clear shade of blue and purple, without a trace of any other color, and an airplane passes by in the distance, leaving only a white dot behind

"No, that's not it, that's not how it is, Lu Wei, you don't understand." I shook my head and said, "I should have done this a long time ago, whether it's with Ye Mubei or someone else, to have a proper romantic relationship. Aren't the people around me doing the same? That girl who borrowed a book from you yesterday, didn't she just receive a confession last week? Even Han Yang just changed boyfriends! Why is it that I am the only one who can't do this? What am I? Am I just a machine for studying?"

Why is it impossible

A Western restaurant where one can see the sea fish, a sumptuous dinner, a confession ceremony that is enough to move every girl, all the romantic elements are in place, yet I...

"It was just for fun, yet you are carrying such a heavy psychological burden?" He supported his forehead, laughing in fits and starts, "Wasn't it always me who dragged you into the car each time?"

I took a deep breath and looked at a group of girls doing sit-ups across the playground, suddenly feeling a bit at a loss.

The cat was utterly unfazed by his intimidation; it merely stretched lazily, yawned, and gracefully turned around, calmly disappearing by the trampoline

"What are you standing there for? Get in the car!" he said, revealing a row of bright white teeth, his heroic face sharply outlined by the setting sun

You ... ... '' I covered my ears, almost jumping up, my heart screaming!

I kept my head down, not wanting to encounter any gossip or curious, unusual gazes

My vision became blurred, and those emotions that had been suppressed for so long were ruthlessly torn out today, here, pulsating in my eye sockets

All along, the expression I have seen on Lu Wei's face has always been one of earnestness, resembling a youth walking beneath the freshly bloomed peach blossoms in a magazine, with a gentle demeanor.

Someone saw you sitting in Ye Mubei's car by the seaside ... ... '' His voice was muffled, as if he was trying hard to suppress something

I did not see Lu Wei's expression; he closed his eyes halfway through the conversation

Don't go! I'm jumping!" As I said this, I steeled my heart and leaped down.

Have you been to this amusement park?" Ye Mubei asked while walking, pinching the foxtail grass by the roadside.

I sat under the shade of a tree and saw Lu Wei lagging behind, wearing a face full of deep resentment. His fair arms were vigorously waving in the sunlight, as if he might fall at any moment

What? Climb over the wall? I looked at the low wall that was at least 2 meters high and felt a bit intimidated. Even if a corner had collapsed, the gap would still be about 1 meter high, making it no easy task to climb over. Moreover, climbing over a wall is such a sneaky thing to do

There were one or two occasions when I passed by there, and I had always been curious about what kind of place it was, only to find out that it was an abandoned amusement park

Look at his wicked smile—didn't see anything? I don't believe it!

I do not know why, but seeing the shocked expression on his face, a sense of pleasure unexpectedly arose within me, a subtle feeling that had never been experienced before and is difficult to describe in words

"No... Xing An, you must be under too much academic pressure. Let me have a good talk with your mother; they can't keep pushing you like this..." Lu Wei's anger suddenly subsided, "Promise me, do not meet that thug again!"

From the swing that was soaring high, his voice, clearly filled with excitement, could be heard

My face quickly turned red. In order to conceal my embarrassment, I turned my head to look at the wall. Suddenly, I felt that it didn't actually look that tall.

"Little friend, let me help you swing!" Ye Mubei playfully raised an eyebrow and reached out to pat my head

Perhaps I should not treat him so coldly

Is it possible? I looked at him in confusion

The amusement park is like a realm that exists between dreams and memories

Get off the vehicle

"Is that rumor true?" he suddenly asked, his gaze calmly fixed on the center of the playground, as if discussing tomorrow's homework

How simple his words are, how I wish I could believe him, then life would become much simpler, but...

I collided with his chest, hurriedly covering my aching nose, and suddenly caught a whiff of the scent of fresh grass on him

"Such a pity." He squinted his eyes and stood there for a while, looking from a distance, before taking my hand and walking away

On the twilight beach, after an innocent water gun battle, the two of them, out of breath, sat down and drew a giant heart shape in the sand. They left two photos of smiling faces together on his phone, wrapped in their soaked clothes, each sipping a cup of hot coffee.

Hmm. I nodded slightly, yet still felt the world swaying.

However, he who can sing should be in a good mood!

I was feeling pleasantly cool when suddenly I sensed something was amiss; the soft fabric of my uniform skirt brushed against my chin, and only then did I realize—my skirt had flipped up!

"Why is it impossible?" I stood up from the stone steps and looked directly at Lu Wei. Suddenly, I felt that the thin membrane separating him and me had finally been torn apart.

The rusty fence is securely locked with a heavy padlock. I stand outside the gate, peering in at the decaying tracks, the clumsy bumper cars filled with fallen leaves, and a long-necked giraffe, its paint peeling to reveal a black surface, standing tall amidst the waist-high weeds, looking quite lonely. The dilapidated facilities indicate that no one has come to tend to this place for a long time

... ...

A short line of text on the screen: "Wait for me at the ice cream shop after school, I'll take you to a super fun place!"

The familiar streets, including the academy, bookstores, and libraries, swiftly passed by on both sides, while the buildings ahead gradually became unfamiliar.

It is said that the contracted agreement has not yet expired, which is why the amusement facilities have not been removed. The municipal government plans to develop this area into an art park, so in a while, this place will likely undergo a significant transformation

The world is so vast, and there are so many people in it, but will there really be someone who can see my true self? Will there really be someone who cares about my joys and sorrows?

Cautiously half-lying on top, I gazed into the amusement park. In the corner, there were some miscellaneous items piled up—Donald Duck's bumper car and a few green lounge chairs. Not far away stood a short slide, and the sandpit was almost devoid of sand, replaced instead by patches of green grass. Further in the distance, there was even a small carousel, its paint already becoming mottled. As I looked at everything before me, I could almost imagine the scenes that once unfolded here, where the laughter of children must have echoed and where many cherished memories were made.

I cannot remember the last time I felt this relaxed; I suppose it must be a childhood memory that has faded with the passage of time

Where is he going to take me? ... What exactly are his feelings towards me? ... There are too many questions, my mind is in a state of chaos, I can't even straighten my tongue to speak.

What are you laughing at? His sudden laughter left me bewildered, and my face began to flush again. Did I say something strange?

If you don't mind, shall I come directly to your house to see you next time

At last, the swing gradually came to a stop

Rest assured, I will catch you!

I couldn't help but smile slightly as I pressed the "Reply" button, typed a few words, and then deleted them—wanting to say "Okay," but feeling it was too simple; adding a nickname felt too cheesy.

The sky seems to be very close to me, so close that I can reach out and touch it, as if I could just fly away like this. Leaving the ground, leaving all my worries behind.

At this moment, I do not wish to see another person in this world; that overwhelming sense of gloom and oppression washes over me.

After becoming accustomed to the significant swaying, the tense mood gradually calmed down

Little did one know, a gust of night wind blew in from an unknown direction, causing a sudden chill to envelop the thighs

In just a few minutes, school will be over. Suddenly, my phone in my pocket rang. When I touched its hard shell, I realized my palms were sweaty, so I wiped them on my pants haphazardly before finally taking it out.

Are you doing well

"I didn't see anything." He looked me up and down, and suddenly smiled ambiguously.

Don't drop me! I couldn't help but call out in concern

As long as I am with him, I can continue to be this happy—this is simply a seductive poison, leaving me momentarily at a loss, unable to think of any reason to refuse

When the center of gravity was unstable, I had no choice but to grasp his sleeve tightly: "We... we should hurry and leave!"

Wait for me to jump down and crush you

Perhaps these outdated devices no longer pique their interest, and they only feel curious occasionally

The weather remains hot, with sweltering air everywhere, as if it has just been blown out of a hairdryer. Even in the shade of the trees, one cannot feel much coolness

"Are you out of your mind!" He stood up from the stone steps, glaring at me, his voice strained and barely escaping through clenched teeth, "Do you... do you have some leverage over him? Or have you run into some trouble?"

I do not know, nor am I willing to think about it

I think he probably will never know the real me, the real Gu Xing'an will be such a girl.

The scenery before me suddenly fell into darkness, and a vast expanse of pure sky flashed across my vision. The wind brushed past my ears, producing a whooshing sound.

Obviously, he was scared by me.

After finishing on the swing, the two of us walked slowly, one in front of the other, along the path obscured by weeds

I will not evade either

Every brief date feels like embarking on an unknown yet pleasantly surprising improvisational journey. His thought process always seems to be different from ordinary people, and I am constantly amazed by his genius-like ideas.

As we were about to collide with each other and fall onto the grass, he quickly extended his arms and caught me steadily.

You... you are annoying! I couldn't help but glare at him in frustration, rudely brushing aside the hand on my shoulder

"Why are you so good to me?" I asked softly, lowering my head

Many days spent with him seem to be connected by such warm and wonderful moments.

Is it not possible? I deliberately looked at him with an innocent and puzzled expression

Having distanced myself from the hustle and bustle, my mood miraculously became relaxed

Lu Wei stared at me blankly, as if he were looking at a stranger

After I left in a flurry and without courtesy, will Ye Mubei still be there waiting?

There is no tall Ferris wheel here, but there is an old pirate ship. It is not large, and half of the wooden planks on the ship have rotted away. Some parts of the ship's bottom are even hollowed out, resembling the wreckage that has just been battered by a storm

This confusing and helpless feeling is akin to throwing a punch at a soft, fluffy cloud, only to have it land in the air, while that cloud continues to gently linger around me, unwavering and steadfast

The motorcycle came to a stop in front of an iron gate

I shook my head: "I have never been to a place like this from childhood to now"

It seemed that due to shock, Lu Wei stared at me in silence for a full minute. After a long time, he hoarsely asked me: "What kind of potion did he feed you to turn you into this?"

Star Peace

Rushing home, sitting at my desk, I can still hear the pounding of my own heartbeat

"Come on, it's only half a person's height, you won't die! Jump down, I'll catch you!" He stood below with his arms outstretched, wearing a relaxed smile, or rather, a smile that suggested he was looking forward to the show.

The motorcycle sped along the highway, the refreshing wind brushed against my cheeks, tousling my hair, and my emotions gradually calmed down

I furrowed my brow; indeed, this matter cannot be concealed any longer

Youth and madness are inherently closely related terms

"Xing An, wake up!" Lu Wei interrupted my words with a dark expression, raising his voice, "He is just a bit of a wealthy rogue! A cynical scoundrel! A little hoodlum who enjoys deceiving girls! A delinquent who spends all day indulging in pleasure! How could he possibly be willing to be with a good girl like you! Think about it with your knees, how could such a thing happen?"

Those doubts, those pains, those sorrows... Those emotions are boiling up in my heart, like a pot of thick porridge that cannot be stirred.

A strong hand pulled me up. After getting off the swing, I realized that my legs had already gone limp

I jump, and you jump?

"What ... what rumors?" I was taken aback for a moment and asked weakly

"You don't need to think about anything, just enjoy the happy things and refuse those that make you unhappy," he said, his tone light as if soothing a child, as he casually brushed aside a few strands of hair that the wind had blown against my cheek, the touch of his fingertips lingering and gentle

I do not know where the courage came from, I turned around and met his astonished gaze

"It's nothing, it's nothing!" He patted me on the back, and my heart nearly leaped out of my throat

As a result, I almost fell off the wall

Taking a deep breath, I took a step back and said resentfully: "I... I want to go back!"

"Well, I mean, don't you think it was excessive for me to treat you that way yesterday? And today you still brought me here to have fun..." As I pondered this, my voice gradually became softer, almost drowned out by the large symphony of crickets surrounding us.

The sunlight was unobstructed, the weather was clear, and it seemed that the scenery on the playground had become much clearer than usual

In the end, only a swaying swing remains, along with two immature individuals

I stared at the kidnapper blocking my way, a complex emotion surging within me. Students passed by continuously, and I could almost feel their astonished gazes and whispered conversations directed at me. However, for all of this, Ye Mubei seemed completely unconcerned, merely gazing at me with a smiling look.

Returning to the starting point, the twilight is as warm and lonely as usual. There are many things I need to do, such as taking the usual winding shortcuts through the alleys like veins to get home, reciting the text as usual, completing a past exam paper, memorizing dozens of vocabulary words, and fulfilling today's study plan

"Why is it so desolate?" Ye Mubei turned around and looked at me with a haunting gaze, speaking in a strange tone, "Do you know? It is said that if you play on the carousel here for too long, you will be cursed and see things you should not see..."

Hahaha, why leave? Don't you think this is a great place for doing bad things? Like robbery? Like...'' He grabbed my hand and started to smile at me with a sinister grin.

Moving slowly forward while squeezed among the crowd, the sounds around me surge like the sea. Beneath the sky tinged pink by the setting sun are youthful and joyful faces. The boy tightly holds the girl's hand, while she hugs her bag to her chest, discussing the newly opened dessert shop at the street corner

It is not you who is on a date with Ye Mubei, do you know what he is really like?

Then you ... ... '' I chewed on his words one by one, his seriousness in every line only made me more perplexed

It is evident that someone has been here to play, the chair is clean, so I couldn't wait to sit down: "I feel as if I have returned to my childhood!" I looked up at him, revealing a broad smile.

I shook my head and smiled at Lu Wei: "He is very good to me"

I do not know how to respond

I stood at the base of the wall, gazing up at him; his handsome posture resembled that of Batman perched atop the building. The last remnants of red light in the sky shone from behind, and his smile was concealed within the vast twilight, appearing so cunning and domineering

What? Not high enough! I didn't expect this swing set to be so heavy. I have already used all my strength, yet I still cannot swing any higher.

Avoiding his burning gaze, my head gradually lowered little by little

I raised my hand in an attempt to wipe away my tears, but every time I recalled the argument I just had with Lu Wei, even more heavy tears would emerge.

Tired from playing, I sat with him in one of the cups of the spinning lotus teacup.

His hand suddenly covered mine, warm and strong

Indeed, he treats me very well, quietly listening to me vent, picking me up after school, taking me to fun places, and he never forces me to do things I do not like

As Ye Mubei pressed the accelerator, the rhythmic roar instantly drowned out the noise of the world, leaving the curious gazes far behind. Bathed in the evening glow and gentle breeze, the motorcycle sped towards the next destination

"Having come this far, why say such things? Give me your hand!" Ye Mubei extended his hand in front of me and said, "I will hold your hand tightly and will not let you fall no matter what. Please, I just want to find a place where no one knows, to watch the stars with you. Watching the stars is not like watching a movie; it won't take too much time for you, young lady!"

It turns out that I was once a little girl who loved swings

When she said this, I knew that she had already called Lu Wei, and Lu Wei had once again helped me tell a lie

The boys are running in the 1,000-meter race, their figures scattered all over the track as they sprint.

Ah ah

I do not believe it!

Why is it so desolate here? Is it really okay for us to suddenly intrude into such a place? I look at this amusement park that feels like it belongs to another world, and I never expected that such a quiet area would still be preserved in this bustling city

Just 24 hours ago, I unceremoniously left him alone at the seaside restaurant and did not respond to his confession in any way. However, today he not only did not pursue the matter but also showed no signs of displeasure.

After losing my focus, I lunged towards him with a scream, my center of gravity unstable.

After the sunset, the surroundings became quiet

Then, if you feel unhappy, you can always give me a beating and then turn around and walk away. After that, you don't need to call me, nor do you need to send me a text, you don't need to do anything at all..." He gradually retracted his smile and said slowly

I remained silent for a moment, trying not to look at his gloomy expression: "So are you planning to retake the exam next week?"

"Aren't you going to jump? Then I will leave!" Ye Mubei said, making a move to turn around.

The surroundings suddenly became very quiet, the rustling of the wind and grass, the chirping of crickets, all quickly faded away, and I could only hear his voice and the sound of my heartbeat gradually growing louder.

Tears flowed continuously down the cheeks

The night gradually enveloped the earth

I urge you to eat more rice, yet you refuse to listen

I want you to come down! If you have the ability, jump down by yourself! I am getting into it, gritting my teeth and pushing the swing with all my might

Do you spend time with him every day after school

Everyone needs love, needs to be recognized, needs a sense of security, do they not

Looking at his outstretched hand, I hesitated for a few seconds, but in the end, I still extended my hand to him

Anxiety gradually amplifies within my heart, and I can't shake the feeling that I shouldn't have agreed to him so easily. Taking risks? That doesn't suit me at all; circumventing restrictions? That is even less like something I would do

The higher, the more piercing

Whose song is this? And when was it released? I do not know

Perhaps, I have truly gone mad

I am just kidding

It is too high! It is too high! Suddenly, I had an overwhelming sensation of being unable to stop, and I panicked and shouted.

Time seems to stand still at this moment, the world becomes very small, condensed into an amusement park that is about to disappear, a place even the nearby elementary school students disdain to play in

His hands are so large and strong that I was pulled up in an instant. Although I almost stepped into empty space and slipped down, he supported my waist and firmly steadied me on the wall.

What I desire is not merely to love you

The tears are so hot, they exceed my imagination. However, why do these tears, which are clearly so hot, become so cold when blown by the wind

Ye Mubei patted my shoulder and pointed to the swing set not far away, saying: "Let's go swing!"

He suddenly leaned close to my ear and whispered, "If you don't get in the car, then I will kiss you right here!"

I finally came to my senses after being played around, yet he still showed me a smug smile without any compassion

Do you like it here?" After resting quietly for a while, Ye Mubei suddenly asked

The frequency of outings with Ye Mubei has increased, and Lu Wei's lies have also become more frequent, more and more, until I became numb

I slowly leaned my face closer to his back, feeling a bit hesitant, and finally pressed against him as the motorcycle accelerated like the wind. His breath and heartbeat flowed like a gentle river, blending with the indistinct lyrics, continuously streaming into my ears

So you are also aware of this! I stared at him with wide eyes, feeling somewhat exasperated. Of course, if I didn't want to get into his car, I could leave at any time, but...

Can a troubled youth not have someone they like

Now it's my turn! he said, sitting on the swing. "Let's see if you can push me to half the height I just pushed."

What? Then the story you just told...

No, Xing An, I have grown up with you since childhood, I know you too well, you know nothing at all..." Lu Wei's face turned pale as he shook his head, "Ye Mu Bei is not suitable for you, he will hurt you sooner or later!

Lu Wei's shock even made me feel a hint of amusement

I was pondering with my head down when suddenly a pair of sneakers appeared on the ground

"Don't be afraid! No one is watching here, no one will come to catch you, and you won't be chased by dogs!" Ye Mubei said to me, as he climbed up the loofah vine with one hand and stepped on the brick gap with one foot, pushing himself up to the top of the wall. He squatted there and waved at me, "Come up! It's really fun here!"

The carefree laughter of Ye Mubei echoed in my ears, yet I had no leisure to refute it

Every time I return home, I see my mother sitting next to the telephone in the living room, looking at me gloomily: "Why does your college keep you studying so late again?"

As I gazed at the corners of his lips curling upwards, the image of that day when my forehead was kissed uncontrollably surfaced in my mind, and my face quickly flushed with heat

I rolled my eyes: "You are not the female lead in 'Titanic'!"

From this day forward, I have no way to refuse any of his invitations

In the dream, he is a demon, wearing a black top hat, sweet-talking, more persuasive than anyone else; he is a knight, wielding a sword that cuts through thorns; he is Ye Mubei, and he says he wants to pursue me

"Do not be so unapproachable! I said I want to pursue you, and that means I will pursue you!" Ye Mubei reached out, grabbed the strap of my backpack, and forcefully dragged me over.

I can't help but suspect that he brought me here purely to see the look of panic on my face