Chapter 8: Do you still love me?
No wonder there are no traces of Yin Xia having been here, and there are even more discarded items that have already been sold. I never expected that this asthma attack would actually take me back a year, rather than just a month ago
Yin Xia nodded
Lu Zhen looked at the diagnosis report in disbelief, convinced that he had not misread it, and that it even bore Yin Xia's signature
Yin Xia slowly turned to the side, covering her lower abdomen: "But my illness..."
Gulu
Lu Zhen often sees this word on the small advertisements posted on roadside utility poles, accompanied by terms such as AIDS and syphilis, which startled Lu Zhen
After these two sentences, both individuals were at a loss for words, only able to hear the occasional clinking of bowls and chopsticks. On several occasions, Lu Zhen went to see Yin Xia, only to find that she seemed not to have glanced at him even once.
Looking at the empty room, Yin Xia was not present; even her bag and clothes were missing, giving the impression that she had never been there at all
Lu Zhen, taking advantage of the dim light, looked at Yin Xia's back, only able to cover her with the quilt, and then sighed inwardly
When Lu Zhen sensed that someone was watching him, he instinctively looked up and found Yin Xia standing not far from him. The way she pursed her lips indicated that she was concealing something.
Lu Zhen nodded: "Love"
Lu Zhen knew that he must have contracted the illness as well. Just as he was about to say it was nothing, Yin Xia continued, "A month and a half ago, Xie Tianlin contacted me. At that time, I got into his car, and later..."
Lu Zhen kept staring at Yin Xia's profile, observing the helplessness and resentment in her eyes, as if he had guessed something in his heart
"I am no longer pure, do you still love me?" Yin Xia hugged her legs, resembling a little girl trying to keep warm in the cold wind
Not quite right, Lu Zhen observed that the arrangements around him were slightly different; the items he had sold to Uncle Li, who collected scrap, were still piled there in good condition.
Lu Zhen did not expect that the goddess he held in his hands was seen by others as an easily deceived woman
Lu Zhen realized something was wrong, immediately took out his phone, looked at the date displayed on it, and felt a sudden jolt in his heart
Lu Zhen gasped for breath, suddenly finding it difficult to breathe. His legs felt weak, and he fell to the ground, barely able to support himself with his hands, managing to catch a breath only occasionally
Yin Xia emerged from the gynecology department with a pale complexion, gently touching her lower abdomen. She never expected that today would turn out to be so unfortunate for her.
No wonder Yin Xia went to the gynecology department, and she came out looking so distracted, it turns out...
"It's nothing." Lu Zhen remained as tolerant as ever
Should I tell Lu Zhen, and also ... ...
Sigh, Yin Xia still hasn't taken the initiative to tell me, Lu Zhen sighed inwardly, and indeed this is not a place for conversation. With Yin Xia's star-level beauty, it would definitely be troublesome if we got into an argument.
"I will find a way to cure you." Lu Zhen hesitated for a moment, only to realize that he was unexpectedly uncertain within himself; the love he had just spoken of seemed to lack the same conviction.
It was only when Lu Zhen, who was suffering from an asthma attack, forcefully pushed her away that Yin Xia realized just how much he hated himself at that moment. He fell to the ground without making a sound, merely watching Lu Zhen, who was clutching his throat.
However, that small breath of air was of no help, and soon Lu Zhen felt a wave of suffocation. Yin Xia, seeing the situation was not good, realized that Lu Zhen must be having an asthma attack, and came over to help Lu Zhen sit properly
Lu Zhen did not dare to make too much noise, nor did he dare to turn on the light, so he relied on the faint light to read the content in the book.
At the same time, Lu Zhen also noticed that Yin Xia's hands were tightly clutching her handbag. Intuition told Lu Zhen that the answer to why Yin Xia looked this way was hidden inside it
At around 2 a.m., Lu Zhen was still unable to fall asleep, his mind filled with thoughts of the events at the hospital today. He got up to use the restroom and upon returning, he found Yin Xia still motionless.
Yin Xia did not know how she made it to the first floor; all she knew was that her mind was filled with that damned Xie Tianlin. However, when she saw Lu Zhen still sitting in the same place waiting for her, she almost broke down and cried.
March 14, 2015, is a date that Lu Zhen will never forget in his lifetime
Lu Zhen swallowed the pill, closed his eyes, and felt the sensation of oxygen clearing his lungs and heart. When the feeling of suffocation disappeared, Lu Zhen finally opened his eyes, regretting that he had pushed Yin Xia away in a moment of panic
Yin Xia pressed her lips together, knowing that this would surely anger Lu Zhen. However, Lu Zhen was also a victim at this moment. Upon learning the diagnosis, he intended to disclose everything, so that he could free himself from the burden of guilt.
"I didn't do well." Yin Xia looked apologetically at Lu Zhen
Lu Zhen turned his head to look at Yin Xia, who had her back to him, not daring to respond. He thought to himself that Yin Xia had actually transmitted this illness to him. No, she definitely did not do it on purpose, Lu Zhen thought again.
At night, when going to sleep, Lu Zhen always wanted to hold Yin Xia, but she always said she was very tired and turned her back to Lu Zhen and fell asleep.
In fact, Lu Zhen wanted Yin Xia to take the initiative to explain the reason herself, but after returning to the shop, Yin Xia did not bring up the matter again; instead, she took the initiative to cook for Lu Zhen.
Xinxiang was certain that Yinxia was sound asleep, so Luzhen walked over to Yinxia's bag and easily found his checklist inside.
Two people sat in the back seat of a taxi, Yin Xia stared blankly at the pedestrians and vehicles passing by outside, unable to understand why such misfortune had befallen her.
Lu Zhen stood up, forced a smile, walked over, and took Yin Xia's hand: "What happened?"
genital warts
Even while cooking, Yin Xia sometimes gets distracted, resulting in some of the dishes being slightly burnt.
I apologize again.
At this moment, Lu Zhen noticed that Yin Xia was gently shaking his shoulders, and the sound of his sobbing gradually grew louder. It was then that he realized that Yin Xia had been aware of his actions all along, and had simply chosen not to intervene.
How could this happen
What did you say?! Lu Zhen seemed struck by lightning, his whole body trembling with excitement as he shouted loudly.
Lu Zhen noticed the gazes of those around him, so he pulled Yin Xia aside and said softly, "Let's leave first; we can talk about anything when we get back."
No, I cannot cry; I must hold it in, Yan Xia thought to herself
I am sorry. Yin Xia apologized with her head lowered
Yin Xia, regarding ... ... "Lu Zhen turned around, just about to apologize, but suddenly came to a halt
Then wouldn't one also ... ...
Lu Zhen, feeling troubled in his heart, triggered an asthma attack and with his last ounce of strength pushed Yin Xia away
Every time Lu Zhen sees Yin Xia feeling sad, he feels even sadder himself
Yin Xia merely shook her head, her long black hair swaying with the motion, her delicate and charming appearance evoking sympathy, naturally attracting quite a few unfamiliar gazes
Should we notify Xie Tianlin
one year ago
Yin Xia sat up, the blanket slipping down to her waist, her long hair falling in front of her, her smooth back facing Lu Zhen, seemingly radiating an unusual glow in the dim light
Lu Zhen can accept being ill, but absolutely cannot accept being with someone who is involved with other men after being together.