Chapter 2, thank fate for bringing us together

Inspection standards? She thought carefully and defined the criteria for being handsome and not handsome: "When walking on the street, the rate of people turning their heads should not exceed 10%, and there must absolutely be no beautiful women among them! Otherwise, it cannot be considered handsome."

The message was sent, and Lingling waited for quite a while, but there was still no reply. She anxiously glanced at the time beside her; the agreed time with Lianlian was about to pass, and she could hardly wait any longer to ask: "Are you asleep?"

I know this, it is a feeling of electric shock; at the moment when your eyes meet, you will firmly believe that she is the woman who will accompany you for a lifetime. This is how romantic novels are written

"You are welcome!" he added, "To be precise, I do not completely agree with your views on love."

Alright, leave me a message if you need anything

She said, "The results of the Level 4 exam are out, and I didn't pass the Level 4 exam again this time"

Goodbye

Lian Lian immediately pounced: "I am impressed by you!"

Lingling, I am very worried about you. Please leave a message if it is convenient

The screen displays a passage: "I guess you... you are like a noble lily, with long hair as smooth as black silk, and a dress that dances like white clouds. When you smile, it must be very sweet, bringing joy to people's hearts"

Can I add more, do you have something more threatening

After a sleepless night of tossing and turning, the next morning, Lingling, with dark circles under her eyes, was half-leaning on her desk, meticulously measuring the newly purchased world map from last night with a ruler

If possible, she truly wishes that he would not care for her so much, allowing her to willingly let go, so that they could continue to be good friends, teasing and comforting each other as they did before

May I give it a try

A few days ago, I saw a particularly beautiful dress that would suit you perfectly. Shall I take you to try it on?

She and Linlin exclaimed in unison: "Romance novels!"

Teaching and nurturing students is a noble endeavor

She said, "In the future, I want to be an outstanding woman, not relying on a man"

I am sorry, I have not encountered many scammers and am not very familiar with the situation

Lingling took out a tissue to wipe the water off her cheeks. Just as she was about to go back, a boy walked out of the private room. He was of medium build and appeared slightly thin. As she observed him, he also quickly glanced at her and bent down to pick up a one-hundred-yuan bill from the ground: "Classmate, did you drop this?" From his voice, it was the same person who had just been advising others, "Taozi."

He will tell her: "My idol is Einstein; he is the most unconventional person throughout history."

I am not in a hurry; I will give my spot to those classmates who are pressed for time

Love! The two characters send a chill down her spine. Last night, she tossed and turned, unable to sleep. She realized that she enjoyed listening to him speak, sometimes pondering over a particular phrase of his repeatedly. When they do not meet, she longs to see him; when they do meet, she is filled with excitement. These past few days without news from him, she has lost interest in everything. This feeling, she vaguely remembers, can be defined by a word, and now she thinks of it—love

She swallowed her saliva and looked at Lianlian: "It's not very expensive... is it?"

"Harvard is in Massachusetts?" She bit down on the ruler in her hand with frustration, "So annoying! Attending such a prestigious school..."

I want to meet my online friend

I am no longer on good terms with you, I am leaving

"Wearing Adidas sneakers to play football! How unique!" Fang Yao couldn't help but exclaim

I? My standards are not high...'' He paused for a moment, probably thinking: ``Someone like you is acceptable!''

I am starting to feel inferior now

How much do these shoes cost

Oh! She touched her pocket, and the one hundred yuan she had just taken out to pay the bill was gone. It was probably dropped when she took out a tissue. "Yes, thank you!"

"Lingling, how did you do on the exam?" Lianlian waved her small hand in front of her, bringing her thoughts back.

The sales assistant continued, "Such a beautiful dress must be paired with a good pair of shoes. The designer of this dress has specially created a limited edition sandal for it. Since the main store is restocking, I just put it away. Let me get it for you to try on."

Lingling sighed deeply, contemplating whether to make do with living or to find a study room to continue worshipping the Level 4 exam questions. Just as Jiang Lin, who had finished grooming and was ready to go out, suddenly asked her: "Lingling, I will take you to an internet café to go online, chat and make friends on OICQ, it's very interesting."

Lian Lian rolled her eyes, wearing an expression that seemed to say "you are beyond help." How could Lian Lian, a model student who consistently received scholarships, understand the pain of having her self-confidence severely wounded

I am pragmatic.

It was as if she could see his self-deprecating expression through the computer, and she couldn't help but laugh. Once she started laughing, it became uncontrollable, and she laughed all night long

She let her long hair down and looked at herself in the mirror. Could she capture his heart at first sight like this? And what about him? Does he completely meet her criteria for a partner, just like the boy she met today?

Forget it! You haven't even passed the passing line for Level 4, you are not much better than me, and you still have the nerve to teach me?

Lianlian took a deep glance at her dark circles, immediately set aside the exercise book, and came over. Even Linlin, who was applying moisturizer, leaned in to help her find Massachusetts.

No need.

She was filled with disappointment and was about to turn off her phone and leave when she suddenly noticed that he had changed his name to: How far is forever

Lingling took out her wallet to count the cash; combined with the money in her bank card, it should be sufficient

Lianlian felt a bit uncomfortable under her gaze: "Why aren't you eating? Why are you looking at me?"

This is precisely the benefit of the internet; when chatting, one cannot see each other's expressions, hear the tone of voice, or let the other party know about one's own pain, nor can one see the hurt in the other person's eyes. How wonderful!

I do not have high demands; I prefer someone who is not too handsome, comes from a family with modest means, is ambitious, down-to-earth, and has an age difference of no more than ten years, all of which I can accept. Oh, and it would be better if he has a good temper, otherwise my silly mind might drive him crazy

With only three minutes left, she hurriedly typed: "By the way, what kind of girl do you like?"

She certainly wants to know, especially.

That night, Lingling sat in front of the computer, her heart racing faster and faster, her fingers trembling as she typed: "I am in City A, can we meet?"

I might say: "I am sorry, I cannot see clearly! I will go get a magnifying glass, please wait for me!"

Really? I have been longing for it, you have no idea how tired I am right now

"Can wearing a beautiful dress help me pass the Level 4 exam?" She looked up and asked Lian Lian, blinking her eyes.

That is still better than you giving everything for an ordinary man, only for him to abandon you like a worn-out shoe once he achieves success. Have you watched the TV series "Hand in Hand"? That depicts the most tragic woman.

That is good! I can enjoy this meal with a clear conscience

Fortunately, she has a strong ability to withstand setbacks, and her emotions quickly return to calm. Glancing back at the dialogue on the screen, she seems to perceive another layer of meaning behind his jokes, though she is unsure if this is merely her misunderstanding

What constitutes being 'too wealthy'?

"Look! Isn't that Zheng Minghao from the Computer Science Department?" A sharp scream from Fang Yao, who loves to shout in the dormitory, awakened Lingling from her sorrowful memories

Such a man still has beautiful women throwing themselves at him even at the age of fifty

The young man seemed at a loss under her seductive gaze, his face slightly flushed as he awkwardly smiled at her before quickly walking into the men's restroom

The counter attendant quickly issued the ticket and rushed to the cash register. Before long, she returned with a beaming smile, presenting a slip in front of her: "This card can be swiped, no password required, just your signature!"

Enough

He finally received a response, a message appeared in the QQ chat interface: "Don't you have an exam tomorrow?"

Who is it

As she took the money, she carefully looked at the boy in front of her. He had an ordinary appearance, dressed neatly, exuding a scholarly elegance. In that moment, Lingling's heart skipped a beat, for this boy looked exactly like the one she had imagined: refined due to his cultural background, attentive to details, and his unremarkable appearance was equally clean and tidy. Perhaps he was a bit awkward, but he was upright, sincere, and trustworthy. In that moment, Lingling's heart skipped a beat, for this boy looked exactly like the one she had imagined: refined due to his cultural background, attentive to details, and his unremarkable appearance was equally clean and tidy. Perhaps he was a bit awkward, but he was upright, sincere, and trustworthy

Since Lingling started dating a "scientist" online friend, her roommates unanimously believe that she is developing in the direction of a "scientist". She walks with a smile, eats with a smile, takes notes in class with a smile, and even smiles while lying in bed asleep. During that time, the sunshine seemed to always be bright, warmly shining into people's hearts

The white sandals made of soft lambskin are exquisitely simple, featuring a delicate strap made of the same sheer fabric as the dress around the ankle, creating a romantic and elegant beauty that is captivating. When she puts on the shoes, she gains an additional 3 centimeters in height, instantly transforming her demeanor.

Have you encountered any difficulties as well

How far is forever: "Has the summer vacation ended? Are you at home or have you returned to school?"

In the quiet study room, all the students were deeply engrossed in their books, frowning as if they wished to chew the pages to pieces, while only Lingling was holding a book and laughing foolishly. Lianlian felt a chill run down her spine from Lingling's laughter and could no longer bear it. She snatched the book from Lingling's hands and examined it closely: "Is 'Analog Circuits and Digital Circuits' really that funny? You've been reading the preface for ten minutes already"

Thank you! However, starting tomorrow, I will be spending day and night in the laboratory conducting analyses, and I will have limited time to go online

My scientist friend

Her hand suddenly clenched, the damp tissue in her palm squeezing out drops of water. She truly wanted to see him, but what would it matter if they met? They would still have to part ways, still have to discuss their lives in this manner, separated by two countries. Therefore, it would be better not to meet at all.

No, there is something I cannot understand

Ling Ling hesitated as she opened her wallet, taking out the bank card that she had always carried with her but had never used. She gripped the card tightly, her palm aching from the pressure.

"Wait a moment, I am going to the restroom." Lingling rushed into the restroom and splashed cold water on her flushed face. As her blood cooled, her heart gradually calmed down. She reminded herself: this is not love, but merely feelings projected onto an imaginary character. Just like reading a novel, one can feel heartbroken and distressed over the male protagonist; she is not in love with a person, but with the illusion in her heart. Yet, knowing that this feeling is illusory, should she face reality early, or continue to indulge in the ephemeral joy of fantasy? Just like reading a novel, one can feel heartbroken and distressed over the male protagonist; she is not in love with a person, but with the illusion in her heart. Yet, knowing that this feeling is illusory, should she face reality early, or continue to indulge in the ephemeral joy of fantasy

Upon mentioning "good man," Ling Ling quickly turned over and sat up, her eyes shining with excitement: "What a great idea! Taking advantage of the gender imbalance at University T, I should seize the opportunity to find a good man"

In a state of entanglement, she heard a clear voice from the private room across the corridor, a pleasant voice, yet the language was crude: "Just a mere student council president, does he think he is a department-level official?! Pretending to be all formal and bureaucratic with me, he is not even qualified!"

Ling Ling remained silent, continuing to eat the dan dan noodles that were not spicy. Today, she did not have the delicious boiled fish, simply because he had mentioned not to eat too much spicy food, as noodles were better for the stomach. She could not recall when his opinions had become so crucial.

Then what? She looked blankly at the two locations on the map

Ling Ling looked at the message, her jaw nearly dropping onto the keyboard: "No way! You can't be serious, can you?"

She thought for a full minute and concluded that this "uncle" was very thoughtful and had a great depth of understanding. Based on this feeling from her father, she decided to have a conversation with this "uncle"

There is nothing left. In the past, I always held myself in high regard, but now I realize that I am as ordinary as can be, and what I pursue is completely beyond my capabilities... Everyone advises me to give up, even my mentor has urged me to abandon it. I have spent five years with nothing to show for it. His words are imbued with disappointment, frustration, and a pessimistic despair towards himself.

I chat with you every day at three in the morning

Why do I enjoy chatting with you

He asked again, "What kind of person do you like?"

She smiled at the sky: Thank you, heavens, thank you, earth, thank you...! ... The moonlight still shines upon the earth

"Yes," Jiang Lin replied, "but our court is made of gravel, and at least two pairs of shoes get worn out every month."

She took half a day to catch her breath and said: "Are you praising me or scolding me?"

Have we been in a relationship?

She does not want to say anything; at such a distance, any words would be meaningless

If you want to buy something with a good style and quality, you should go to a high-end shopping mall

After careful consideration, Lingling sent a private message: "You feel frustrated, but do you know that there are many people in this world who are even more unfortunate than you, yet they still live happily, like me"

... ...

"Then I will accompany you to study, shall I?" Lianlian continued to comfort her

Ah, my confidant! At last, someone agrees with her love philosophy, which has been despised by countless others. She was so moved that she nearly burst into tears: "Finally, someone acknowledges my view on love! I knew you understood me best! Thank you!"

She said: "My idol is Lu Xun, I want to study in the Department of Literature, but everyone says that a professional writer is not a normal person"

The leave request was successfully approved, and Lingling rushed to the internet café at the fastest speed, paid the fee, quickly powered on the computer, and called out to him: "Come out and chat!"

I am waiting for you

No one looks down on me; it is I who look down on myself

Happy Birthday! The time is exactly 12:00 AM on the 7th. Lingling opened the personal settings on QQ, and quite carelessly, she inadvertently filled in her birthday.

She has encountered such individuals, who in their youth believed themselves to be capable of anything. However, as the years pass, one day they suddenly realize that they are as insignificant as a speck of dust, leading them to lose confidence and enthusiasm for life

Dad, I like this dress, these shoes

The taste of despair, the joy of encounter, intertwined, has become bitterness

After submitting her exam, the first thing she did was run to the internet café, wanting to confirm whether her scientist friend online had died from anger. To her surprise, he was not online, and there was only a message left for her: "How did the exam go? Don't feel pressured, take some time to relax! I just spoke with a professor from the mathematics department, and he is very interested in my data processing methods. He hopes to discuss it with me in detail, and I might be talking with him for a long time, so I won't be online often recently. If you need anything, feel free to leave me a message. Since you have a sensitive stomach, remember to eat on time and avoid overly spicy food!" I just spoke with a professor from the mathematics department, and he is very interested in my data processing methods. He hopes to discuss it with me in detail, and I might be talking with him for a long time, so I won't be online often recently. If you need anything, feel free to leave me a message. Since you have a sensitive stomach, remember to eat on time and avoid overly spicy food!

Well! I wish you find your ideal man soon

Ling Ling looked at the words on the screen, unable to express the feelings within her. It was as if an inexplicable sensation filled the void in her heart, and warmth thawed her cold body and mind. As she continued to gaze, the corners of her mouth curved upward, refusing to close. After laughing enough, she patted her cheeks and typed: "Alright, by then I will be trembling as I type to tell you that I just bit down on a banana and knocked out a tooth!"

Will you come again tomorrow

Ling Ling hurriedly picked up the ruler and measured carefully: "Not far, only 21.5 centimeters."

Why do you not like such men

My greatest love is my grandfather. I haven't seen him for ten years, and he has passed away... She gazed at the words on the screen and recalled her grandfather's serene face at the time of his departure. She did not see him for the last time and had no chance to tell him: "Grandfather, I will obediently listen to you in the future." There will never be another opportunity.

After talking for a long time, Lingling discovered that "scientists" are indeed different from ordinary people. He possesses a unique allure that is hard to define, akin to water—subtle, tranquil, crystal clear, yet unfathomable. He silently and invisibly infiltrates her life, quietly savoring her joys and sorrows. When she is happy, he shares in her happiness; when she is unhappy, he comforts her to bring her joy.

Go! The earlier you go, the earlier you return

Are you still there? he asked

Alas! Compared to his scientific research, her little feelings of affection are truly insignificant. Lingling patted her chest, and the pain there eased considerably: "Then you should go to bed early, so you can be well-rested for the experiment tomorrow"

Unfortunately, it is getting late, and regardless of how strong her curiosity about this "scientist" is, she must return to her dormitory

Not allowed to try on? Just kidding, as if she has never been to a large shopping mall. In stores of this caliber, white lingerie can be tried on freely, let alone a dress. She wasn't angry, and calmly said: "Call the manager, I want to ask him why trying on is not allowed"

Level 4? I have never taken it.

One thousand five hundred and eight, no discount

Live in a villa, drive a BMW, and swipe a gold card

I feel dizzy and my eyes are blurry from reading, I am on the verge of a mental breakdown! Can you chat with me?

He said again: "Do you know? Before I met you, I struggled all day long amidst mountains of experimental data, with experiments failing time and again, and the research topic yielding no breakthroughs. I searched through all relevant literature and materials, but to no avail. The setbacks and failures made me start to feel despondent; I suffered from insomnia, became withdrawn, and was on the verge of collapse. I gave up on the experiments and locked myself in my room all day. The setbacks and failures made me start to feel despondent; I suffered from insomnia, became withdrawn, and was on the verge of collapse. I gave up on the experiments and locked myself in my room all day. Just when I decided to abandon those illogical data and give up my five years of effort, I accidentally saw your message on the chat room's message board, 'We are still young; on the journey of failure, do not forget the original dream, the initial passion!' Your optimism, cheerfulness, and attitude of laughing off setbacks truly impressed me."

Lingling continued, "One must not be too handsome."

"White clothing should not be touched carelessly." The salesgirl cast a disdainful glance at the clothes she was wearing, clearly expressing her contempt for her sense of fashion

"Making friends and chatting? Can online friends help me with my English studies?" She expressed deep skepticism about this.

Oh! Alright! She rubbed her forehead and got up to walk out the door, intending to get some fresh air

I guarantee! Lingling swears to the heavens.

She looked down at the third message: "Your personal description is even funnier than before, especially the part after the ellipsis"

Ling Ling was pounding on the keyboard vigorously: "I forbid you to use the matter of the Level 4 exam against me. If there is a next time, I will sever all ties with you!"

Lianlian glared at her: "Why don't you take a look at the scale?"

Ling Ling looked at the one hundred yuan in her hand, her eyes sparkling. Her scientist friend online must be like this, right? ... Although not particularly good-looking, they possess noble character and are refined and reserved

He is not the first person to chat with her, but he is the first one to have a conversation with her that exceeds ten sentences. He did not ask her any boring questions, such as, how old are you? What is your name? Are you a student? Where are you? Shall we meet?

Later, every time Lingling went to the internet café, she would chat with him. There was no other reason, except that his QQ avatar was always lit up, as if he were online twenty-four hours a day. On the rare occasions when he was not available, he would tell her, "The computer crashed." In any case, she chatted with anyone, and talking to him was quite interesting.

The feeling of using this card was not as disappointing or sorrowful as she had imagined; it was merely a sense of disappointment in herself. Ultimately, she accepted this pitiful alimony.

It is not expensive, 2,980. I see you are a student, so I will give you the price of the gold card, which is a 10% discount! It doesn't matter if you don't buy it; after all, the main store will transfer stock. However, if you want to buy it in the future, it will be difficult to find again

Lianlian has become somewhat wavering

She smiled sweetly as she looked at the first comment: "I am very sorry for not being online during this time... I am in Massachusetts, USA."

He asked in confusion: "Are you a student of the Hope Project? Do you need me to donate some money to you?"

The figure of him leaving after dropping the "Divorce Agreement" has never faded from Lingling's memory, even in dreams, it remains as clear as if it were right in front of her

How far is forever: "I have been writing my graduation thesis recently. Once I finish my thesis, I will return to my home country to see you."

Lianlian suddenly asked: "Is he confessing his feelings to you?"

Have you passed the CET-4 in English

She read each word and sentence repeatedly

The saleswoman said sincerely: "A person is judged by their clothing just as a horse is judged by its saddle. Just look at how you would transform in this dress paired with these sandals; you would instantly be reborn, looking both beautiful and elegant. If you wear this outfit while walking around the school, you will definitely turn heads with a 100% return rate!"

Ling Ling completely ignored her and focused on searching for the bank card in her wallet

She nodded. The storyline of Cinderella and the Prince is what she is most, most, most worried about

I like you, Lianlian, I ... ...

Here! Linlin pointed at the map and said, "I found it, this is Massachusetts"

She suddenly became fond of his name, how far is forever? Forever is too distant, to the extent that she does not dare to indulge in such a desire

I have heard that Harvard is a place that produces many white knights said Linlin as she searched

There is no need to go, even if we do, it would be pointless and a waste of school resources

Upon hearing Jiang Lin's words, Ling Ling felt a deep sense of sorrow for the sneakers of a certain extravagant handsome man, while having no interest in the handsome man himself

Uh, are you planning to study hard and aim for Harvard in the future

"No, I am very busy with exams." She glanced at the clock and asked, "It must be early morning over there, right? Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

With a sense of fondness, Lingling asked again, "Have you never been deceived by a con artist? Surely not? Could it be that you were raised in a sterile laboratory?"

She deleted the text in the dialogue box and replaced it with: "Congratulations, you have found your initial passion, you will surely succeed"

Six months later, after the conclusion of the Level 4 examination, Lingling, after studying the correct answers, frustratedly banged her head against the table: "I actually got so many reading comprehension questions wrong again; is my head made of stone!"

Moreover, he must be able to accompany me for a lifetime, never leaving or abandoning me... When this sentence was sent out, Lingling's heart suddenly trembled, her heartbeat seemed to quicken, increasingly anxiously awaiting his reply, and as for why her heartbeat accelerated, she could not comprehend.

The counter attendant's face turned pale, and she reluctantly took down the sample for her, saying: "Be careful, don't get it dirty."

Before attempting the Level 4 exam questions, I thought my English was quite good; now I realize that I need to buy a grammar book to review

"What are you looking for in Massachusetts so early in the morning? Do you want to apply to Harvard?" Lianlian reluctantly shifted her gaze away from the exercise book.

I have not yet celebrated my twenty-seventh birthday... so far, I do not have a girlfriend

How far is forever: "Have you had any stomach pain recently? Have you been eating on time?"

Unable to sleep, perhaps due to being accustomed to a reversed day-night cycle

I am a wild lily that blooms forever for myself ... ... Are you still laughing? Go ahead and laugh! Can't find it anymore, can you? I will drive you crazy!

Having stated her position, she swallowed her food and asked with concern, "Are you and your scientist friend alright? I noticed you seem troubled these past few days"

After wasting half an hour, she scooted over to Lianlian's side and earnestly requested, "Is half an hour okay? After the exam, I will accompany you to go shopping."

Originally, separated by the Pacific Ocean, separated by nearly half the Earth, separated by a time difference of thirteen hours. How could such a love possibly have a result

Such is friendship, what more could one ask for! Lingling enthusiastically served food to Lianlian, smiling as she looked at Lianlian's lovely face: "Eat more, you have worked hard!"

Do you want to know what kind of girl I imagine you to be

Is that so? Thank you for letting me know

She often comes to see me

He will tell her: "I just want to be an ordinary man, taking good care of my woman"

After a moment of silence, he replied: "I want to chat with you... until we are eighty years old"

After a moment of silence, he said: "If you truly wish to see me, I can take some time to return to the country once."

No problem! Which city are you in? I can come to see you, we can have a meal and chat, it won't take up too much of your time

He fell silent for nearly a minute: "Do you think I am very old?"

How far is forever: "Have the exam results come out? How did you do on the exam?"

I am leaving. As a farewell, I would like to share with you my favorite lyrics: 'Thank the heavens, thank the earth, thank the sunlight shining upon the land!' Go outside, find a big tree, stand in its shade, look up at the blue sky, and smile at the sunlight... You will discover that heaven has bestowed upon you many precious gifts

In the online chat room, his first words to her were: "I really liked what you just said, what is your ideal?"

He replied: "I have a greater respect for my father"

Upon returning from the restroom, Lingling had not yet settled down when she eagerly exclaimed: "Lianlian, I want to go shopping, I want to buy clothes!"

She is too devastated, too insecure! For a girl like her, is her standard really that high? She decided to go home tonight and carefully look in the mirror, pondering why the men who set her as their lowest dating standard still haven't found a girlfriend by the age of twenty-six

No, I mean I want to make the exam questions simpler so that all students can pass

Yet she is a wild lily, blooming proudly even while living in the wilderness

She turned back to look at Lianlian, who said four words: "Exceptional value."

He sent a series of ellipses, indicating his speechlessness

Stepping out of the internet café, she tilted her head to gaze at the sky; the night was beautiful, with a bright moon and sparse stars.

She is even more speechless

At times, he acts like her friend, being open and honest with her; at other times, he resembles her father, caring for her in every possible way; and sometimes, she feels as if she has known this person for a long time, as if he has always existed in her life, silently watching over her, accompanying her, and whenever she is in need, that person will surely appear, no matter when

In the dormitory, she had the best relationship with Lianlian, initially because they were considered half-natives and felt an instant connection. Over time, she grew increasingly fond of Lianlian, who not only was diligent and ambitious, earning scholarships year after year, but also did not exhibit the arrogance often seen in many high-achieving girls. Especially towards her, a struggling student, Lianlian never showed a hint of disdain; instead, she "strictly guided" her and made every effort to support her as a lagging student

Perhaps you can find a good man who is willing to accompany you for a lifetime

With food still in her mouth, Lian Lian hurriedly said, "There are billions of men in this world, don't covet me!"

She was feeling less depressed and typed with a smile: "You must have been hit hard, but don't be too self-deprecating!"

She pointed to the blue area, frowning: "The sea is a bit large, and I cannot swim! I wonder if it will freeze in winter..."

At that time, she was lying in bed, resigning herself to decadence: "I have many clothes in my closet"

Lian Lian was half-lying on the bed, leaning over to the window: "He is indeed the legendary Zheng Minghao! He is quite handsome."

She never discusses family matters with others, so her roommates are unaware that her parents are divorced. Furthermore, they do not know that when she attended a closed high school, every day after school, she would strive to tiptoe and gaze out towards the enormous iron gate, hoping to catch a glimpse of her tall and upright father coming to see her, even if it was just to stand at the gate and look at her. However, he never came even once

His profile picture was dark, and there was no reply. She left dejectedly at nine o'clock in the evening

Lingling continued to bite the ruler, glancing at the positions of the two cities on the map: "Shouldn't ten or so hours by plane be enough?"

She does not wish to evade, nor does she want to continue fantasizing; she wants to truly know him. Regardless of what he looks like, regardless of what kind of person he is, and regardless of whether the illusory feelings between them can withstand the scrutiny of their gazes meeting, she must confront it.

Dear, I haven't been online for three days. " Lingling sweetly called out to Lianlian beside her, pitifully extending her index finger, "Let me go for an hour, I promise to come back on time.

Have you finished reading? After you finish, go study. Don't be nervous for the exam tomorrow; make sure your handwriting is neat, as this is very important! Remember: details determine success or failure

She did not answer, but retorted: "Who is the one that loves you the most?"

It is too late; I have been deeply hurt by you, and nothing you do can heal the wounds of my soul

Regardless, she wants to meet him, to lift the veil of the ethereal internet and to genuinely get to know him

After a moment of contemplation, she patted her chest to steady her emotions and typed to him: "Do not be too self-deprecating; a man's appearance is not important. What matters is having depth. The woman who appreciates your depth has yet to appear; your fate has not yet arrived"

It was acceptable, not particularly funny. Lingling straightened her posture, opened the book, and struggled to concentrate for half an hour, while her mind felt restless and her fingers itched.

As soon as the sales associate took the shoes out, she fell in love with them

How far is forever: "Lingling, can you come this weekend? I have something important to discuss with you!"

Some styles can be imitated, but the quality cannot be replicated

"In this world with billions of men, why must I love him?"

Another calm voice intervened: "Ahao! I think it's better to let it go... If he exposes your gambling issue to the court, it will become a big problem. It would be better for you to invite him to a meal and settle it privately."

What do you imagine me to be like

It is getting late, the dormitory is about to close its doors, she said

English is actually not difficult; I can teach you when you have time

A week later, Lingling stopped going online and went to the study room with Lianlian every day to continue reviewing for the exam. Half of the reason was that she was too busy, and the other half, she could not clearly articulate, perhaps it was to see if he cared about her

She looked at the words on the screen in astonishment; this person is a typical case of extreme inferiority complex combined with extreme arrogance. If psychological treatment is not administered in a timely manner, there is a possibility of developing schizophrenia

Lianlian asked: "Where did you hear that?"

Remember, this is the luckiest thing in your life

Remember his appearance, one minute should be enough

She truly could not think of a more vicious means of revenge, so she gave up: "I am going to review, bye!"

QQ, formerly known as OICQ, truly allowed her to meet a man who changed her life forever

"Go jump off a building." She replied casually, "Our school has one every year; I need to hurry, or the spot will be taken by someone else"

He happened to be online and replied quickly: "Thank you, wind; thank you, rain; thank you, fate, for bringing us together!"

It seems not. She changed the method of punishment: "I will drag you into the blacklist"

Have you ever encountered such a person

In fact, English is not difficult; what is challenging is the CET-4 and CET-6 examinations

I will take this piece of clothing

You are so cultured, you must possess great elegance, being gentle and refined, mature and composed

Could you please get me a pair that I can try on?" she said politely to the sales assistant who had already gone to chat with someone else

Do not be too wealthy

The salesgirl immediately changed her expression and said with a smile: "To speak frankly, many people have tried on this dress, and they all say it looks better on the hanger than on them. If I hadn't seen you wearing it today, I would have thought the same..."

She had thought about this question many times before. She told him: "Because the internet is a hazy veil, through which we unconsciously imagine each other as perfect beings."

She is notoriously directionally challenged, unable to discern the orientations on a map of China, let alone a world map

Have you ever eaten steamed buns that taste like potatoes? Have you ever slept in a student dormitory where the water can freeze? The pain in your knees can be excruciating, making it impossible to sleep. Are there mice crawling around your bedside? They will gnaw through your instant noodles and then come to bite your toenails. This is her high school, the so-called most civilized prison, where no matter what waste enters, it can emerge as a pillar of the nation.

What else is there

This was the first time he called her name. Looking at these two characters, she seemed to hear his gentle call, and a tear fell from her eye, shattering on the computer screen. She trembled as she took out a tissue, wiping away the tears that flowed from her eyes.

What is the point of this? His uncle is the director of our courtyard, competing with him will not benefit you

His avatar is lit up, yet there is no response. She anxiously looks at her watch, the second hand ticking away relentlessly: "Hurry up, I have limited time."

Hehe! In fact, love is not far away; what is distant is the distance

She retracted the chopsticks that had been suspended in the air for quite some time and replied with a smile, "It's quite good, there is a great hope of passing!"

She quickly signed her name

"A lifetime and an eternity?" Ling Ling immediately became spirited again, hurriedly running back to put on her outerwear and grab her wallet

Lingling, what kind of dress do you really want to buy? Lianlian said while rubbing her waist, I think the one you just tried on looks quite beautiful on you

Will he discard me like a worn-out shoe once he gets tired of playing with me

She smiled, though her smile seemed somewhat forced. She pulled down the message: "You haven't replied to my message in a long time. Is something wrong?"

The white dress cannot be tried on

No, the gap between ideals and reality is too great; passing the exam is my true path in this world

She had not finished stating her conditions when Lian Lian, in a fit of anger, hit her with a pillow: "You pig-headed fool, there are plenty of men like that in our school, why bother looking? Just throw a flower ball out the window, and you'll hit one for sure."

I have no interest in Zheng Minghao. " She got up from the bed and pulled out a brand new set of Level 4 mock exam questions from the bookshelf, " I am going to do the Level 4 mock exam questions, next time I won't let myself fail again!

Can you see her

The second week has passed, and Lingling's resentment has dissipated. She went to the internet café she often frequents and sat in her usual spot. Upon logging into QQ, she saw his message, and her mood brightened significantly

Ling Ling put away the map and picked up a stack of books from the table: "Lian Lian, let's go study together!"

She typed with a grimace: "Aren't you tired of seeing me tormented by English enough already?"

ok

Okay, please wait a moment

What kind do you like? Let me introduce you to some options, " Jiang Lin asked, blinking her eyes

The last message was sent thirty seconds ago: "Are you here?"

I do not often come to this chat room. How about this, I will give you my QQ number, 148xxxxx, you can add me. As long as your avatar is lit up, I will definitely talk to you

The style is good, but the texture is not light enough, and it lacks drape

She felt a tightness in her chest that made it difficult to breathe smoothly, and her nose was sore and stinging. She wanted to cry her heart out, to find a place where no one could see her, and to vent all her grievances.

Having corrected her worldview, she solemnly typed on the computer: "I want to be a university teacher"

I will go!

"Not expensive! It's just a mid-range brand." Lianlian leaned closer to her ear and whispered, "I'll help you look for any high-quality replicas."

Ling Ling nodded in agreement: "I have also heard that place mass-produces spendthrifts"

Ignoring the slight reluctance in her heart, she typed: "I can't chat with you anymore, our dormitory is about to close."

Jiang Lin stopped applying the facial mask, widened her eyes, and looked at her: "A lifetime? Don't even think about it; such a man doesn't exist in this world. Be more practical and find a handsome and wealthy man instead."

I won't take the exam anymore, it's too frustrating. In the entire dormitory, she is the only one who did not pass. She originally thought that she had not worked hard enough, so she went to the library early in the morning to revisit the past exam papers for the CET-4. However, she discovered that it was not her English foundation that was lacking, but rather that the question setters for the CET-4 were too profound and inscrutable, and their line of questioning was beyond her comprehension. Her confidence was severely shaken, and she returned to her dormitory in a state of deep resentment, resigning herself to despair.

How far is forever: "I haven't seen you in a long time, how have you been lately?"

... ...

Lianlian immediately pounced.

You are attentive, understanding, and very patient, and your personality is also very gentle... I guess you must be a good father!" After sending this, she added, "By the way, do you have children?"

Having not received his reply, Lingling glanced at the clock; it was five minutes to half an hour. She did not want to lose credibility and was about to shut down her computer to return to the study room when she noticed a message come in: "Could your request be a bit more flexible?"

Your standards are truly stringent

Do you know how? You seem very sincere

The person I love the most is my father, but I haven't seen him for many years; he left with another woman. This matter is like an unhealable wound in her heart, bleeding profusely every time it is gently touched. She never confides in anyone, fearing the strange looks of others. Yet today, she unexpectedly spoke about it to a stranger she had never met, perhaps because their lives have no intersection; she has never seen him, and he does not know who she is

Recalling how Lianlian would wake up at 5:30 in the morning to help her secure a seat, she suppressed the anticipation in her heart and obediently leaned over her book to continue taking notes. The characters before her were already quite large, and she was reading with great seriousness, yet each word and sentence slipped from her memory as soon as she glanced at them.

Lianlian looked at her blue checkered coat, the vintage-colored jeans, and nodded in admiration: "Beautiful lady, you have finally awakened! Tell me, how did you come to this profound realization?"

Enough

I do not know what it feels like to like someone

What era are we in, where is there such a thing as unwavering love

That is true; even if there is affection, it is merely a slight liking, and it certainly will not be unwavering to the end.

Lianlian hurriedly protected the table, saying: "Don't damage the table! It's public property!"

He asked: "Are you doing well? Have you encountered any troubles recently?"

It turns out your English is not as good as mine; I am only one multiple-choice question away from success

... ...

Seeing the glimmering eyes, she seized the opportunity: "Shall we add another plate of spicy chicken?"

Because he, like the man in "Holding Hands," fell in love with another woman... He left

Lingling was also affected. The image of the professor she had imagined countless times in her mind, wearing gold-rimmed glasses and possessing charming crow's feet at the corners of his eyes, was shattered, replaced by the common image of a twenty-seven-year-old male with a doctoral degree who could not find a girlfriend on a university campus

Lianlian asked with a smile, "Aren't you going to jump off the building?"

She thought carefully: "No! I would rather have nothing than settle for less!"

No discussion!

Having saved the chat history, Lingling was just about to close QQ when a thought crossed her mind. With a mischievous smile, she accessed her personal settings and deleted the previous message: "Do not ask me my age, I am definitely older than you; do not ask me about my appearance, I am so ugly it would scare you; do not ask me about my education, since all prostitutes are college graduates, I am illiterate; do not ask me my name, I am not called Bai Lingling! Let's not discuss it when we meet, please refrain from speaking! If you want to chat, fine, if not, then forget it!" Deleted the previous message: "Do not ask me my age, I am definitely older than you; do not ask me about my appearance, I am so ugly it would scare you; do not ask me about my education, since all prostitutes are college graduates, I am illiterate; do not ask me my name, I am not called Bai Lingling! Let's not discuss it when we meet, please refrain from speaking! If you want to chat, fine, if not, then forget it!"

Lianlian climbed onto her bed and snatched her pillow: "Lingling, you didn't pass Level 4, just take the exam again next time!"

Knowing that there will be no outcome, should one give up before starting, or should one wait until both are left with scars before ending it? This was her first time facing such a difficult choice, and she did not know how long it had been when a bitter smile curled at the corners of her lips

half an hour

Sensing her sadness, he solemnly apologized: "I am sorry! I reminded you of unhappy things"

How far is forever: `` This weekend, the equipment will be under maintenance. I will be organizing data in my room. Do you have time to go online? Any time is fine, I will wait for you ... ... ''

Ling Ling looked at the clock; there was still one hour until the dormitory closed. She decided to offer him some encouragement, so she sent him a private message: "The whole world may look down on you, but you must hold yourself in high regard."

I feel it is necessary for me to be a little more self-deprecating

It has been a long time since I last replied, and she typed to ask: "Have you left?"

Lingling thought for a moment, acknowledging that with her intelligence, she could not pose any profound questions, and decided to continue discussing ideals with him: "What about you? What is your ideal?"

In this day and age, it is the swindlers who are the most sincere

The pleasant times have swiftly passed, and in the blink of an eye, the second semester of the sophomore year is about to come to an end

He replied: "No, wipe the water off the computer."

Gradually, Lingling developed a habit of going to the internet café to surf the web at exactly 8:00 every day, until the dormitory doors were closed

Then I will continue to sleep Goodbye

Linlin patted her shoulder: "There are three scenarios: The first, 'True Lies', he is not the person you imagined; when you turn back, at most you will waste two plane tickets. The second, 'Roman Holiday', he is the man of your dreams; you fall in love and spend a romantic time together, and when the visa expires, you return and slowly reminisce. The third, 'Cinderella', he is a prince, handsome and wealthy; in the end, you know best... The second, 'Roman Holiday', he is the man of your dreams; you fall in love and spend a romantic time together, and when the visa expires, you return and slowly reminisce. The third, 'Cinderella', he is a prince, handsome and wealthy; in the end, you know best... the magic wears off, and the carriage turns into a rotten pumpkin!

Recalling the plot of "Hand in Hand," Lingling felt a tearing pain in her chest, silently snatching the pillow from Lianlian's hands and holding it tightly against her heart.

This is clearly a deliberate attempt to mess with you, it's too underhanded!

Lian Lian said: "Please, that is the Pacific Ocean. Wait for it to freeze, and you might as well wait for the next Ice Age!"

I was just speaking casually, thinking that since we are close, we could get to know each other and become friends. What is the point of meeting when we are so far apart? After all, what significance does it hold? Her message was sent, but he did not reply. He must not know that while she was typing, tears fell onto the keyboard.

I will also treat you to your favorite boiled fish

Rest assured, I know my limits. I am not like him, who cannot gauge his own weight... Alright! Let us not speak of him, and continue drinking. Third brother, stop playing dead and get up to drink.

Upon arriving at T University, she resolved to study diligently, but her mind seemed as if it were made of stone; no matter how she attempted to draw circuit diagrams, they never seemed to connect. The more she looked at transistors, the more displeased she became, wishing she could crush them and consume them. As for those abstract theoretical courses, there was no need to mention them; they were simply incomprehensible. She truly should not have listened to her grandfather and chosen this wretched major.

Goodbye

Ling Ling copied the chat history and struggled to stand up while holding onto the chair. Once again, the whole world had abandoned her, leaving her in a pitch-black night. She had experienced this feeling twice before: the first time was when her grandfather passed away, the second time was when her father left, and the third time was with her first love

Since then, for a long period of time, the scientist rarely logged on, while Lingling continued to often sit in front of the computer, waiting for him to come online. Those who waited for him were often disappointed, but occasionally she could see his messages. Even the few words, though scarce, tugged at her heartstrings with every single phrase.

What is the matter? Let me see if I can help you think it through

Seeing her in a daze, Lian Lian quickly grabbed her sleeve: "Ling Ling, where are you going?"

It doesn't matter, as long as it can make me laugh

Are you angry? Then I will take back what I said

Not yet! Linlin said that my demands are too high, and the kind of man I like simply does not exist in this world

I wrote an article. I just received an email from the magazine editor, and their reviewers gave extremely high praise for my research findings, suggesting that I delve deeper into the subject.

It doesn't matter

When mentioning her online friend, Lingling couldn't help but let out a deep sigh: "Lianlian, if a man says, 'I don't have high demands for the woman I like, someone like you is enough,' what do you think he means?"

Although it was a brief conversation, Ling Ling could clearly sense that this gentleman was quite different from the men she knew. His every word and phrase was humble and courteous, and his demeanor was measured, evoking in her mind the phrase: a modest gentleman, warm and gentle as jade, inexplicably generating a deep fondness for him

Confession? ! '' The noodles on the chopsticks fell into the bowl, leaving the chopsticks suspended in mid-air, `` We have never met, never spoken, and do not even know each other's names, how could he possibly like me? ''

I have not finished speaking yet," Lingling added the most important point, "He must be able to accompany me for a lifetime.

On that day, when the roommates met for the first time, everyone was very polite, so no one told her how plain she looked at that time. By the second year, her sister and close friend Chen Lianlian, who slept in the bunk below her, could no longer bear it and asked her: "Lingling, how about I accompany you to go shopping for clothes?"

It is a microbiological laboratory. I have enjoyed watching my father conduct experiments in his laboratory since I was five years old, assisting him in organizing experimental records. To this day, I have spent most of my time in the laboratory

Ling Ling's eyes lit up: "That makes sense, which shopping mall is the most upscale?"

She has liked T University since childhood. Ignoring everyone's advice, she gave up her strengths in the humanities and exerted all her efforts to gain admission to this polytechnic university, solely because her beloved father graduated from this institution

After searching for a long time without success, she had no choice but to seek help from the top student, Lian Lian: "Lian Lian, could you help me find out where Massachusetts is located?"

In just a few seconds, she made a decision that she had previously looked down upon—meeting an online acquaintance

The "scientist" is indeed different; her ability to accept new things and her comprehension are truly remarkable. She is starting to appreciate him a bit more.

He said: "Who created the questions for the English Level 4 exam? It's simply a brain teaser in English! I just completed this actual test, and I didn't pass the passing line."

Ling Ling regained her strength, sat up straight, and placed her still somewhat numb fingers back on the mouse to continue reading the next message

Perhaps my grandson will shake my hand and say: 'Grandma, can I use the computer for a moment? My girlfriend has been waiting for me for three hours'

Lianlian said: "Enough!"

I am not lacking in self-esteem! However, I suggest that you take the TOEFL, as the thinking of Americans is relatively logical

I invited him to dinner? That person named Ahao is even angrier. "Taozi, help me pass a message to him: don't think that being the student council president makes you important. If he dares to play tricks on me, he shouldn't blame me for being unkind!"

A few days later, Lingling went to the internet café again. As soon as she opened QQ, she saw a friend request from an unfamiliar number. The username was ly, and there was a message for her: "I look up at the blue sky, smile at the sunlight, and I discover that heaven has bestowed upon me something very precious."

Lianlian's hand immediately tightened its grip: "Since there is only one spot, you shouldn't compete with others for it! Let's just make do with living."

Ling Ling struggled to type on the keyboard, and with each character she typed, she had to exert herself to breathe for a long time to avoid suffocating: "Written in English? I have decided not to look down on you anymore. When I have time, I will learn English with you."

Although Lian Lian did not agree with her decision to meet someone from the internet, she still accompanied her for a whole afternoon after a satisfying meal. Ling Ling was exhausted, with sore and weak limbs. The calories from a bowl of spicy Sichuan noodles had long been depleted, but she persisted, determined to buy a skirt that danced like white clouds.

Dad, can we consider this as a gift from you to me?

Ling Ling shook her head, wondering who truly does not understand their own weight. The student council president, the dean's nephew, he dares to provoke them, which is rather audacious

For several consecutive days, she spent increasingly longer hours at the internet café. Sometimes she watched television dramas, and at other times she stared blankly at the QQ chat interface, waiting. Each time someone came online, she would feel a surge of excitement, only to have her spirits plummet when she realized that the person online was not him

The smile froze on her face, and she weakly leaned against the back of the chair. Everything in front of her was blurred, her mind was spinning heavily, and her hand on the mouse could not move

She replied with a smile: "The new name is quite nice, very memorable! I must tell you, those two letters you had before lacked depth!"

It should be my mother

It doesn't matter if you don't buy it, just give it a try

After a long while, she handed the bank card in her palm to the counter attendant and said, "I haven't used this card before; could you please help me check if it works."

Ling Ling, holding ten printed papers, sat on a bench under the phoenix tree, reading attentively. The dappled shadows of the tree fell upon the strings of letters, adding a touch of vibrant color to the monotonous words. Feeling fatigued, she closed her eyes, inhaling the refreshing scent of the leaves, and then tilted her head back, allowing the sunlight to bathe her smiling face

Lianlian saw Lingling still lying motionless on the bed, and came over to persuade her: "Lingling, don't be upset. Your mood will improve after watching handsome guys."

Lianlian pondered for a long time and said four words: "Very interesting"

Growing up in a laboratory since the age of five? Such a life experience instantly ignited her curiosity. Could it be the legendary "scientist"? If so, she must get his autograph

Not old! Very young, should be under forty, right?

Over time, she became enamored with the feeling of chatting with him, as his way of speaking was unlike that of others

Now, upon careful calculation, she has been at T University for six years. In her memory, she joyfully walked into the campus holding her mother's hand, sitting on this bench and envisioning a bright future with her mother, as if it were just yesterday... On that day, she was eighteen, entering the dormitory with large and small bags, wearing a faded denim jacket and worn-out denim pants, with a thick ponytail tied up with a simple hair tie.

What shall we talk about

While Jiang Lin was applying her beauty mask, she heard the words and, patting her half-dry mask, raised her pale green ghostly face to respond: "Ling Ling, in my opinion, you should go and find yourself a good man. A good man will accompany you to study, help you with your English, and assist you in passing the CET-4 exam"

It is very expensive

Moreover, your personal messages on QQ are quite amusing; I enjoy reading them several times whenever I feel anxious, and they quickly make me laugh! Oh! By the way, your unwavering spirit in tackling the CET-4 makes me feel inferior.

How far is forever: "I have finally completed my thesis. Are you nearing your final exams? How is your revision going?"

Lingling's frozen blood began to boil again, and she quickly typed: "Are you there?"

The next day, Lingling approached the exam with an excellent mood, and the exam questions, which seemed as incomprehensible as a celestial book, no longer appeared so difficult to understand. She answered the questions with great seriousness; regardless of how many questions she could answer, every character she wrote was meticulously crafted, as if she were composing a love letter to her most cherished person

For several consecutive days, "How Far is Forever" had not come online, and Lingling seemed to have lost her soul, lacking energy in everything she did. Even when enjoying delicious food with Lianlian, she found it tasteless. A pair of chopsticks hovered between the spicy chicken and the boiled fish, while her spirit seemed to have wandered off to an unknown place

The soft and flowing texture, the fitted waist cut, the smooth skirt hem, and the sheer belt adorned with tassels embody both the tranquility of clouds and their dynamic movement

What is the standard of measurement for the 'handsome' you speak of

"No need, the alimony my father left me is enough to ensure I live comfortably for the rest of my life." She typed this, then deleted it and replaced it with another sentence, "Aren't you afraid that I am a fraud, saying these things just to deceive you for your money?"

Whether to begin or to end, she is willing to give it a try with him

She glanced at the clock; it was only a little past 8 o'clock. Going to bed this early, this person is truly too lazy. No wonder the experiments always fail

She was speechless

What is it? she asked immediately

Ling Ling wiped the tears from her face with a tissue, took a long time to find the letters f and j on the keyboard, and placed her fingers on them: "Hey! You've been quite busy lately, haven't you? What have you been busy with?"

Is a few months enough to apply for a visa

Aren't Adidas sneakers meant for playing football? Lianlian was quite puzzled

They took a taxi to the most expensive shopping mall in the city. As soon as they arrived at the women's clothing section via the elevator, a white dress worn by a model immediately caught Lingling's attention. She joyfully touched the fabric, which she could not name, feeling it was as soft as silk and as gentle as cotton. It must feel like touching a cloud, right

Zheng Minghao? Really! Jiang Lin rushed over at the fastest speed, estimating that if the window had not been fitted with iron bars, she could have jumped down. "So cool! The idol of my dreams!"

The next day, I received a reply: "I have been very busy lately. The professor said that my simulation results are fine and quite valuable. He suggested that I write a paper for him, and he will help me find a journal for publication. Once I finish my work, I will definitely come to see you"

It is alright, I am used to it. Who is the person you love the most

The clothes worn on her body left her herself astonished

I am sorry! He apologized once again, "I did not know you were so unfortunate"