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Every time at this moment, I can't help but think, if only I had cared more about Xia Zixuan's feelings back then, if only I had noticed Xia Zixuan's intentions earlier, then when Xia Zixuan spoke those words to me, I wouldn't have been so flustered and at a loss, only able to dryly say the three words "I'm sorry".
I couldn't help but let out a bitter smile as I turned and continued walking forward. The dense branches obscured the path beneath my feet, and in a moment of daze, amidst the fragmented sunlight, it seemed that a boy in a white shirt was giving me a smile that was neither fully a smile nor a frown. Instinctively, I quickened my pace, but that figure suddenly shattered in the sunlight.
For me, in this examination, I have already done my best, and the result was determined the moment I submitted my paper, so there is no point in checking the answers now
Originally, I had a strong emotional attachment to the student council, after all, I worked alongside Xia Zixuan for nearly two years there. Although he was the one making decisions and executing them, I was still somewhat involved. Now that he has left, I no longer wish to go to the student council office; for me, it has become a place that evokes memories of him.
Fortunately, Xia Zixuan is a very organized person when it comes to handling tasks. All the matters he was previously responsible for have been categorized and assigned to the various departments under the student council, so after taking over, I am not overwhelmed.
However, this year is also the most important year of my life, because I have a goal to strive for in my heart, and I am continuously working hard towards that goal
Fortunately, the first-year students adapted quickly, so I gradually entrusted the affairs of the student council to them
Every time at this moment, I simply smile at my mother without saying much.
There are no "what ifs" in life; everything that happens becomes an established fact.
I must admit that ever since Xia Zixuan left, I often think of him, recall the beautiful memories we shared, and remember his kindness towards me. Whenever I think of those things, certain emotions surge like a flood from all directions, overwhelming me completely and leaving me breathless
Whenever I stay up late to prepare for my graduation exams, my mother, passing by my door, always expresses her concern and advises me: "Xiao Han, do not put too much pressure on yourself; just do your best in everything."
As my academic workload has increased, I have completely ceased to involve myself in the affairs of the student council. However, every time I pass by the student council office, I cannot help but recall the spirited image of Xia Zixuan standing on the stage, holding meetings with everyone, announcing various tasks, and assisting others in resolving both minor and major issues.
In terms of school affairs, Xia Zixuan's transfer has had the greatest impact on me. Originally, he was responsible for handling all matters, big and small, related to the student council. Now that he has left, all responsibilities have fallen on my shoulders
Throughout the entire year of third grade, I was immersed in a sea of books and exercises. Day after day, I had endless exercises to complete, and month after month, there were countless tests to take
It is uncertain whether it is due to the immense pressure of the entire year in the third grade, but on the day the exams concluded, many students tore their textbooks and test papers to shreds and threw them down from the upper floors. I stood below, watching the countless pieces of paper drifting down from above, resembling a heavy snowfall, blanketing the path beneath my feet.
Where is Xia Zixuan now?
Perhaps it is because I maintained a positive mindset that on the day of the graduation examination, I did not feel nervous; instead, I had a sense of "after waiting for so long, I have finally arrived at this day"
A year has passed, and whenever I think of this person, I still find myself habitually feeling sad
The moment I think of that boy who is so well-suited to wearing a white shirt, my smile gradually freezes on my face
The feeling of getting a little closer to the goal brings an indescribable sense of exhilaration and satisfaction
From today onwards, I will completely bid farewell to the conventional middle school era.
I stood there, looking at everyone's bright smiles, and couldn't help but smile along.
Having successfully completed the final exam and walked out of the examination hall, many classmates were discussing the answers and estimating their scores, yet I did not participate in the conversation
The news of Xia Zixuan's transfer spread a week later, causing quite a stir in the school. After all, as the vice president of the student council, he not only possessed the looks of a campus heartthrob but was also a prominent figure with considerable power, charisma, and influence.
However... is it possible that the current Xia Zixuan can also show a smile like I do?
Soon, I entered the third grade